So I have bitched about the insane meal break policy that got implemented by the company to try to protect them from having to pay us meal break penalties. Ie: we have to clock out and take lunch or waive our meal break so the company doesn’t have to pay a penalty.
But the thing is, we sometimes just don’t get the opportunity to take breaks. Customers keep coming in. There’s no way for us to step away if we’re helping anyone, let alone multiple people. So I’ve absolutely checked the box that says I didn’t voluntarily waive my break, I didn’t have the ability to clock out or eat.
During Memorial Day weekend I spent six hours helping between 2-4 customers at once. Just like everyone else on the team.
Today I learned that the district manager is unhappy with my manager because the team had too many penalties. He would “like to come up with a plan to address it” but that plan definitely isn’t more staffing, which would be ludicrous. And he can’t actually write her up over it because she can’t write us up over it because that would be fucking illegal. So I’m like what’s the fucking point of having that conversation if it’s just to discourage people from exercising their fucking rights???
I get steamed every time I remember it and I wish every day that we had a fucking union.
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For weeks youve watched the sleeping man on the subway and wondered why. One night, you finally find out why.
Prod!Yoongi x reader
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The first time you notice him, he’s asleep.
Not the light kind of sleep people fall into on train rides with their heads tipped back and their mouths slightly open. Not accidental. Not peaceful. This is a full collapse.
The man in the black hoodie is folded awkwardly into the corner seat of Line 2 like his body simply gave up halfway home. His arms are crossed tightly over his chest, headphones hanging around his neck, silver hair flattened against the subway window every time the train jerks.
You stare longer than you should, mostly because he looks familiar. Not celebrity familiar or“I’ve seen him online” familiar. Just familiar in the strange way repeated strangers become when your life narrows into routine.
11:43 p.m.
Platform 4.
Third car from the back.
Every night for nearly two weeks.
And always asleep.
The first night you notice him, you assume he’s drunk. The second night, overworked. By the fifth, you start checking for him before you even board. Tonight, though, something feels different.
The storm outside has turned Seoul silver and violent, rain hammering against the train windows hard enough to blur the city lights into streaks of neon watercolor. People are quieter than usual, shoulders damp from soaked jackets, phones glowing dimly in exhausted hands.
You almost miss your stop because you’re watching the man sleep.
Again.
His head knocks lightly against the glass when the train slows, yet he doesn’t wake up.
Jesus.
You glance around the car. Nobody else seems concerned. Typical. You hesitate before leaning over carefully.
“Excuse me?”
Nothing.
Closer this time.
“Hey.”
His eyes open immediately.
Sharp. Dark. Alert in a way that makes your stomach tighten. For one disorienting second, he looks terrified. Then annoyed.
“What,” he rasps.
You lean back instinctively. “Your stop.”
He blinks at you slowly before looking toward the station sign outside.
“Fuck.”
You try not to smile.
He scrubs a hand over his face and stands too quickly, clearly disoriented. Up close, he looks even more exhausted than you thought. Pale skin. Dark circles. A kind of bone-deep fatigue that expensive clothes and pretty features can’t hide. The train doors chime. He looks between you and the platform. Then sighs.
“Missed it anyway.”
The doors slide shut again.
You snort before you can stop yourself.
His eyes flick toward you.
“You think that’s funny?”
“A little.”
“Cool.”
His voice is dry enough to crack concrete.
You expect the conversation to end there. Usually people avoid eye contact after accidental train interactions. Instead, he sits back down next to you.
The train rattles forward through the tunnel as rain streaks the windows. He closes his eyes again.
“You should sleep at home,” you say before thinking better of it.
One eye opens.
“You should mind your business.”
“Fair.”
Silence settles between you.
Not uncomfortable silence.
Just tired silence.
The kind shared between people too exhausted to pretend they’re functioning.
The train enters its underground subway tunnel and the rain stops hitting the windows as loud, finally giving you a chance to clear your mind.
You look down at your phone again. Three unread emails from your supervisor. One message from your mother asking if you’re eating properly. Another from your coworker reminding you about tomorrow’s presentation. Your chest tightens instantly. You lock the screen.
Across from you, the stranger watches you carefully.
“You got that look too,” he mutters.
“What look?”
“Like if one more person asks something from you, you might bite them.”
You laugh softly despite yourself.
“That obvious?”
“Yeah.”
He says it without judgment.
The train lights flicker once overhead. Outside, thunder shakes somewhere above ground.
Then everything stops.
The subway lurches violently before grinding to a halt between stations.
A collective groan fills the car.
You close your eyes immediately.
Of course.
Of course this would happen tonight.
Static crackles overhead before an announcement filters through the speakers apologizing for delays due to flooding near the tracks. Estimated wait time unknown.
Around the car, people begin complaining under their breath. The man across from you tips his head back against the seat.
“Perfect.”
You check the time.
12:08 a.m.
You still have slides to finish before tomorrow morning.
You haven’t eaten dinner.
Your feet ache.
And now you’re trapped underground during a thunderstorm with a stranger who apparently uses public transportation as a mattress. Something hysterical bubbles in your chest.
You start laughing.
The man looks at you strangely.
“You okay?”
“No,” you admit.
That only makes you laugh harder.
Because what else are you supposed to do?
Your laughter quiets eventually into embarrassed coughing. He watches you for another moment before speaking.
“You work corporate?”
You blink. “How’d you know?”
“You have the eyes.”
“What does that even mean?”
“Dead inside. Expensive tote bag.”
You glare at him. “I’m not dead inside.”
He looks unconvinced.
“You?”
“Music.”
That surprises you.
“Musician?”
“Producer.”
Oh.
That explains the headphones.
And maybe the exhaustion.
You study him again more carefully now. There’s something about him that feels heavy. Not arrogant like some creative industry people you’ve met. Just… worn thin.
“You work late,” you say quietly.
“So do you.”
“Yeah.”
Another flicker overhead.
The emergency lights switch on dimly, bathing the subway car in muted amber. The storm must be worsening.
People begin making frustrated phone calls around you. The producer beside you pulls his hood farther over his face.
“You famous or something?” you ask suddenly.
He gives you a long look.
“Why?”
“You look like you don’t want people recognizing you.”
“That bad?”
“A little.”
His mouth twitches faintly.
“I’m not that famous.”
The answer itself feels evasive enough to confirm he absolutely is. But you let it go.
You don’t really care who he is.
Right now he’s just another exhausted person trapped underground, same as you.
“You got a name?” he asks after a while.
You tell him.
He nods once. “Yoongi.”
The name settles softly between you. Hours pass strangely after that. The train remains stalled while rain pounds somewhere above like the world is trying to cave inward. People slowly filter into silence. Some sleep. Some scroll endlessly through their phones. One elderly man snores loudly near the doors. And somehow, against all logic, you keep talking to Yoongi. Not about important things at first.
Bad convenience store coffee.
The worst station exits during monsoon season.
The weird smell near Hongdae after midnight.
Easy things.
But exhaustion makes people honest. Around 1:30 a.m., he asks, “You ever think about disappearing?”
The question catches you off guard.
You glance at him carefully.
His expression remains neutral, eyes fixed on the dark tunnel outside.
“Like permanently?” you ask quietly.
“No.” A pause. “Just… for a while.”
Your throat tightens unexpectedly.
“All the time.”
He nods like he expected that answer.
“I almost quit last month,” you admit before you can stop yourself.
“The job?”
“Everything.”
The words come out brittle. You stare hard at your hands.
“I spent years trying to get where I am, and now every morning I wake up nauseous before work.” You laugh weakly. “I used to think if I worked hard enough, eventually I’d feel successful instead of tired.”
Yoongi stays silent. Not the fake attentive silence people use while waiting for their turn to speak.
Real silence. Listening silence.
“I keep thinking maybe everyone else can handle life better than me,” you continue quietly. “Like maybe I’m just weaker.”
“No,” he says immediately.
Firm enough that you look up. His jaw tightens slightly.
“It’s not weakness.”
Something in his voice makes the words feel personal.
You study him carefully. “You sound like you know.”
He laughs once without humor.
“I haven’t slept properly in three months.”
“That’s not healthy.”
“No shit.”
You smile faintly. He continues staring ahead.
“People think creative jobs are romantic,” he says eventually. “But mostly it’s sitting in dark rooms until sunrise trying to make something good enough to justify ruining yourself over it.”
Your chest aches unexpectedly. Because you understand that.
Not music specifically, but the feeling of pouring everything you are into work until there’s barely enough left to remain human afterward.
“What kind of music?” you ask.
“Hiphop. Producing mostly.”
“You like it?”
The question lingers.
Then he shrugs.
“I used to.”
That hurts more than it should.
Outside, thunder cracks violently overhead and the train lights flicker again. For a brief second the car plunges completely dark. Instinctively, your hand catches his wrist.
Warm.
Solid.
The lights return immediately afterward.
Neither of you move.
Your fingers remain loosely wrapped around his sleeve while your heartbeat trips over itself in embarrassment.
“Sorry,” you murmur quickly, pulling away.
“It’s fine.”
But his voice sounds quieter now. You settle back into your seat, heat crawling up your neck. The train remains motionless.
2:07 a.m.
You’re both too tired for self-consciousness anymore. Yoongi eventually falls asleep again beside you instead of across from you this time, shoulder barely brushing yours every time the train creaks.
You should move.
Instead you stay perfectly still.
There’s something strangely comforting about his presence. Maybe because he doesn’t ask anything from you. Doesn’t expect you to smile prettier or answer emails faster or become more ambitious or resilient or useful.
He’s just here. Breathing softly beside you. Human. At some point, your own eyes drift shut.
—
You wake to warmth.
And weight.
For one confused second, you don’t understand why your neck hurts until you realize your head is resting against someone’s shoulder.
Yoongi’s shoulder.
Mortification hits instantly.
You jerk upright.
“Oh my god-”
“It’s fine,” he mumbles sleepily.
His voice is rough from sleep.
Your face burns. “Why didn’t you wake me up?”
“You looked like you needed it.”
The simple sincerity of that answer silences you.
Outside the windows, you can see the sunlight pouring in from the tunnel entrance. The train still hasn’t moved.
Your phone battery sits at 11%.
Six missed calls from work. Your stomach drops immediately.
“Fuck.”
Yoongi glances over.
“Problem?”
“I have a presentation at eight-thirty.”
He checks his phone.
“It’s almost six.”
“Oh my god.”
Panic blooms sharp and immediate in your chest.
Your breathing turns shallow.
No no no-
You can already picture it:
your supervisor’s expression,
the disappointment,
the humiliation,
another conversation about commitment and reliability and expectations-
Suddenly the subway car feels too small.
Too warm.
You press a hand against your sternum.
Breathe.
But your lungs won’t cooperate.
“Hey.”
Yoongi’s voice cuts through the static in your head.
You look at him sharply.
“You’re panicking.”
“I’m not-”
“You are.”
Your vision blurs slightly.
Embarrassing.
God.
Not here.
Not in front of a stranger.
Yoongi shifts toward you carefully.
“Look at me.”
You do.
His expression remains calm despite the exhaustion written all over him.
“Breathe slower.”
“I can’t.”
“Yeah, you can.”
His voice stays low and steady.
“Match me.”
He inhales slowly.
Exhales.
Again.
You try to follow despite the tightness clawing through your chest.
Gradually, painfully, the panic eases enough for air to reach your lungs again.
You close your eyes briefly.
“Sorry.”
“Why are you apologizing?”
You laugh shakily. “People usually get uncomfortable.”
“I’m too tired to get uncomfortable.”
That startles a laugh out of you. He smiles faintly at the sound. And suddenly the atmosphere shifts. Softer somehow.
Outside, rain continues pouring endlessly against the city. Inside, dawn wraps the subway car in muted gray-blue light while exhausted strangers sleep around you.
Yoongi studies you quietly.
“You hate your job that much?”
You hesitate.
Then nod.
“I used to love it.”
“What changed?”
“I think…” You stare down at your hands. “I kept waiting for life to start after work.”
He goes very still beside you.
Like the sentence hit somewhere vulnerable.
“I kept telling myself once I got promoted, once I earned enough, once I proved myself…” Your laugh comes out hollow. “But every year I just got more tired.”
Yoongi looks away toward the rain-streaked windows.
“I get that.”
Something about him suddenly feels unbearably lonely.
You wonder when he last slept in a real bed.
When someone last asked if he was okay and meant it.
Whether he even remembers what rested happiness feels like.
The thought settles heavily in your chest.
“You know,” you say carefully, “you don’t have to ruin yourself to make good music.”
His smile this time is small and sad.
“That sounds fake.”
“Probably.”
“But nice.”
The train finally jerks forward around 6:40 a.m.
A quiet ripple of relief moves through the passengers. Yoongi exhales slowly beside you.
“We survived.”
“Barely.”
“You gonna skip work?”
You laugh incredulously. “In my dreams.”
“You should.”
“I can’t.”
“You can.”
Easy for him to say.
But something dangerous blooms briefly in your mind anyway:
calling in sick,
going home,
sleeping for twelve hours,
ignoring every expectation waiting for you above ground-
The fantasy hurts.
When the train finally reaches your station, neither of you move immediately.
The doors slide open. Cold rain-scented air rushes inside. You stand reluctantly.
“This is me.”
Yoongi nods once.
“Right.”
For some reason disappointment twists unexpectedly in your stomach.
You barely know him, yet the thought of walking back into real life feels worse now somehow.
“Thanks,” you say softly.
“For what?”
“Last night.”
He looks at you for a long moment.
Then quietly:
“Get some sleep.”
The doors begin chiming.
You step backward onto the platform. Yoongi remains seated inside the train, hood up, eyes exhausted. For one strange suspended second, you both simply look at each other.
Then the doors close.
And the train disappears into the tunnel.
—
You think that should’ve been the end of it.
Subway strangers are temporary things.
Brief intersections.
But three nights later, there he is again.
Same train.
Same car.
Asleep.
You stop short when you see him.
This time, though, there’s a takeaway coffee balanced precariously beside him.
You stare at it.
Then at him.
Then, before you can overthink it, you sit beside him and gently tap his shoulder.
His eyes open instantly again.
Sharp.
Alert.
Then softer when he recognizes you.
“You again.”
“You’re going to spill your coffee.”
He blinks down at the cup like he forgot it existed.
“Right.”
You try not to smile.
“You look terrible,” he tells you.
“Wow. Thanks.”
“You too.”
“That’s fair.”
Something warm flickers briefly in his expression.
You sit beside him while the train rattles forward through Seoul’s midnight glow. Neither of you mention the fact that this already feels familiar.
“You skip work?” he asks.
“No.”
“You should’ve.”
“I know.”
You glance sideways at him.
“You sleep?”
“Also no.”
“Hypocrite.”
“Yeah.”
The corners of his mouth twitch. You notice then how beautiful he is when he’s relaxed enough to stop guarding himself.
Not polished beauty.
Not celebrity perfection.
Human beauty.
Tired eyes.
Soft voice.
The slight slump in his posture from carrying too much for too long.
You wonder suddenly what his music sounds like.
As if reading your mind, he asks, “You listen to rap?”
“Sometimes.”
“Damn. Brutal answer.”
You laugh.
“What about you? Do you listen to corporate presentations recreationally?”
“Only the really sexy ones.”
He snorts quietly.
Victory.
The train rocks gently beneath you. Outside, rain still falls.
Lighter tonight.
The city glows silver beyond the windows.
“Why do you always sleep on the train?” you ask eventually.
Yoongi stays quiet for a moment.
Then:
“It’s the only place nobody needs anything from me.”
The honesty of that answer lands heavily between you.
You understand immediately.
On the subway, nobody cares who you are.
Nobody expects productivity.
Nobody asks for perfection.
You just exist.
“I think,” you admit softly, “this is the calmest part of my day too.”
He looks at you then.
Really looks at you.
And for the first time in months, you feel understood without having to explain yourself into exhaustion first. The realization is terrifying, yet comforting.
The weeks after that become dangerous in quiet ways.
You start looking for him every night. Sometimes he’s already asleep when you board. Sometimes he’s awake, headphones on, staring blankly out the window. Sometimes he saves you a seat without acknowledging it directly.
You never exchange numbers. Never make official plans. But slowly, inevitably, the train becomes yours together.
You learn things accidentally.
He likes mint gum but never finishes the packs.
He works best after midnight.
He hates bright studio lights.
He writes lyrics in his phone notes when he can’t sleep.
He learns things too.
You stop drinking coffee after 10 p.m. because it worsens your anxiety.
You secretly wanted to study art before choosing business.
You cry when overly stressed but only in private.
One night he falls asleep with his head against your shoulder. Neither of you comments on it. Another night you bring him convenience store food because he admits he forgot dinner again.
“You’re starting to mother me,” he mutters around a mouthful of triangle kimbap.
“You’d die without supervision.”
“Probably.”
He sounds completely serious.
The thought unsettles you more than it should.
Eventually, one rainy Thursday night, you ask to hear his music.
Yoongi goes strangely quiet.
“You don’t have to,” you add quickly.
“It’s not that.”
“Then what?”
He stares at his hands.
“I think if you hear it, you’ll know too much about me.”
Your chest tightens painfully.
Because maybe that’s already true. Still, after a long silence, he hands you one side of his headphones.
The song that fills your ears is raw.
Not polished.
Not commercial.
It sounds like insomnia feels.
Lonely piano layered beneath sharp percussion and lyrics spoken so quietly they almost disappear into the instrumental. You look at him slowly when it ends.
“It’s beautiful.”
Yoongi immediately looks away like praise physically hurts him.
“No one’s heard that one.”
“Why?”
“Because it’s honest.”
The confession settles between you like something fragile.
You want desperately to ask what happened to him.
Who taught him exhaustion like this.
Why he looks so unbearably sad whenever the train reaches his stop.
But some wounds reveal themselves slowly.
So instead you lean back beside him while rain traces silver patterns across the windows.
And for the first time in a long time, neither of you feels completely alone.
—
It happens in November.
You finally break.
Not dramatically.
No screaming breakdown or public collapse.
Just one Tuesday afternoon sitting in a conference room while your supervisor criticizes your presentation for the third consecutive hour.
Something inside you simply… empties.
You stare at the slideshow projected against the wall and realize with terrifying clarity:
If you keep living like this, you will disappear.
Not physically. Worse. You’ll become numb enough that nothing matters anymore. That night, you board the train shaking with exhaustion.
Yoongi notices immediately.
“What happened?”
You sit heavily beside him.
“I quit.”
His eyebrows lift.
“What?”
“I quit.”
The words feel unreal even now.
Your chest tightens.
“I walked out.”
Silence.
Then:
“How do you feel?”
You open your mouth automatically to say you're scared.
Instead, unexpectedly:
“Relieved.”
Yoongi studies you carefully.
Then, slowly, he smiles. Not the tiny exhausted half-smiles you’ve gotten used to. A real one.
Soft.
Proud.
Beautiful enough to steal the air from your lungs.
“Good,” he says quietly.
Your throat suddenly aches.
“I don’t know what I’m doing now.”
“Nobody does.”
“You seem weirdly calm about this.”
He looks down at his hands.
“Because I think I’m about to do the same thing.”
You blink at him.
“The producing?”
“I haven’t made something I love in a long time.”
His voice turns quieter.
“I think I forgot who I was before all this.”
The admission cracks something open between you. The train hums softly beneath your feet while Seoul rushes past outside in blurred lights.
You look at him carefully.
This man you met by accident.
This exhausted stranger who slowly became the safest part of your days.
“You know,” you murmur, “I used to think the train was depressing.”
Yoongi huffs softly. “It is.”
“No, I mean…” You smile faintly. “I think it was just lonely before.”
Something unreadable flickers across his face.
Then the train slows toward your station. Your stop.
You stand reluctantly.
But this time, before the doors open, Yoongi speaks.
“Wait.”
You turn back.
He looks strangely uncertain suddenly.
Vulnerable.
“Do you…” He exhales slowly. “Do you want to get coffee sometime when we’re both less miserable?”
Your heart stutters.
“You mean intentionally?”
“That bad of an offer?”
You laugh softly.
“No.”
The doors slide open.
Rain-scented air spills inside again, and suddenly you realize something terrifying:
You don’t want to leave him behind this time.
Not on the train.
Not in passing.
Not as another temporary almost-connection swallowed by routine.
So instead of stepping out immediately, you hold his gaze and say quietly:
“I think maybe the man I kept seeing asleep on the subway was exactly what I needed.”
Yoongi stares at you as something soft and astonished breaks across his exhausted face.
Outside, Seoul keeps moving.
Rain falls.
Trains run.
People hurry endlessly toward lives that wear them down.
But inside the dim subway car, beside the man who understands your exhaustion better than anyone ever has-
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