#corny shit

I've fixed my life enough to not live in constant suffering, having adult reasorces and power is cool enough if I don't know how to do shit but no one will set me back, like no one will stop me to go to doctor or to the bank.

But the only thing I can't have in life is hope. I can't live and hope for something because said hope is rarely met. And that because of everything that I am brings me the worst pain and often takes away abilities to cope with things that I like. Hope always spiralles me.

I just did this video for fun

midsommar is the first one I watched on acid and the psychedelic aspect of the story makes it a very vivid experience

climax by gasper noe, again with characters also tripping, you just feel like another guest at this party that descends into hell, also the dance sequences are just mesmerising and become so meaningful

stepford wives, I had a fucking blast with this, I think everyone should watch it, high or not

nightmare on elmstreet, if you want to enter the mind of a murderous evil creature this is the one, the pov shots of freddie will take you there, I felt genuine bloodlust, also was the blueprint for so much later horror so it feels really familiar

scream, listen its just the most fun, also if you watch it after nightmare on elmstreet its really fascinating, follow it up with scary movie for three versions of the same story with increasing levels of parody

green knight, ohhhhh my godthis movie, its the best film I've ever seen thats just about life in the broadest sense, the pain of being a mortal creature that knows it will die and the wonder of the earth, its about the cruel selfish things humans do and its also about the beauty of existence and being alive, its also absolutely stunning with hypnotic music and imagery that will make you scream

Echo: Nah, we are like fries and ketchup. Can’t have one without the other.

Bellamy: you know you can technically have fries without ketchup, right?