Not loving the cops right now
If you do, feel free to look away from my rant and not comment, thnks.
Last night at about 9:30 pm I was fast asleep, *having a ptsd nightmare*,
when: RING RING RING, BANG, BANG, BANG, *indiscriminate screaming!*
Needless to say I was scared s***less. I “ignored” it (aka hid terrified someone was coming to murder me (I have reason to) or tell me my family was dead).
Turns out it was someone from the sheriff’s office trying to serve papers on me to attend a hearing I cannot attend 10 hours away (that my ortho-surgeon already submitted multiple paperwork on that I CANNOT travel that far, and ADA motions from my lawyer).
It is for frivolous litigation from my pedo STALKER narcissist MIL.
They came again at 8:30 am while I was in the shower today & 11:30 again, banging loudly.
I am on bedrest, trying to work online, selling stuff to pay my bills.
I have DUAL labral hip cartilage tears with an impingement & cyst in the socket,
Endometriosis (currently dealing with cyst & clotting issues),
Generalized Anxiety disorder, social anxiety, with PTSD
So, excuse me if I’m not running to the door.
I am shaking & want to be left alone.
This narcissist abuser behind this has stalked and harassed me for 5 1/2 years now! She raped & otherwise abused my partner as a child, broke in our home, threated to kill me, and has numerous frivolous litigations against us, and is trying to take our son (whom she made sexual comments about).
No one will do anything to protect us! The courts hate us (I personally think the judge was bribed, I can’t figure out any other way this abuse of power for years makes sense tbh).
I feel like I am being worn with sandpaper.
All I am doing is trying to do the best I can,
love hard, & be a good mother, daughter, partner, person.
Leave me alone and let me have some peace!