#constantine 2005

·:*¨༺ ♱John Constantine moodboard (Part 3) ♱ ༻¨*:· Part 1 ♱ Part 2

✧ (hear me out) He's actually not as mean and cold-hearted as he makes himself out to be. It's just a wall he's built around himself to avoid diving into his uncertainty in expressing his emotions. It will take a long time for those walls to come down but once it does, he's suprisingly quite affectionate and romantic but only when it's just the two of you home alone of course. He will follow you around everywhere, he will bring you fresh roses, and he'll keep whatever room the both of you are in lit by various candles.

✧ (hear me out) He is an introvert who also has a dark and very twisted mind, so I think he'd need to be with someone who's similar in that way. He unwinds by watching horror movies and hiding away from the world in his apartment. The only way he'd let you have any control (reference to next paragraph) would be by fully letting you decorate the place however you wanted. As long as you made the place dark, gothic, and extremely intricate he was content.

✧ NSFW This man is a sadistic and an absolute freak. The only thing bigger than his ego is his sex-drive (and his dick), and if you were to bring up something you wanted to try with him, there's a suprisingly high chance he's into it. He fully gets off on being in total control both physically and psychologically, so of course he will use this to his advantage. He will make you beg until you're in literal tears, crying and pleading for him to touch you. Just for him to overstimulate you until you are again tears and begging him to stop, once he has started. (I could write a literal novel about this)

Disclaimer: These are my personal opinions, and I'm just having fun expressing those! Don't take any of this too seriously!

·:*¨༺ ♱ John Constantine moodboard ♱ ༻¨*:· gif found from Pinterest

John Constantine - (Keanu Reeves)

Angela Dodson - (Rachel Weisz)

Constantine (2005)

I watched this movie when it came out in 2005 in the theater.

Now, I always thought that my friend had actually dragged me along with her to see it, but I asked her and she said, I was the one who had wanted to watch it.

If that doesn't make me a movie connoisseur at the early age of 15, I don't know what does. Lol.

But honestly, this movie started my first Keanu obsession and it again started my third one this year. In between those two phases lies the John Wick phase, which was back in 2014 and also started a Keanu phase.

So it appears that I keep circling back to Keanu every ten years of my life. And I mean look at him. How couldn't I?

(Some NSFW points so MINORS DNI!!!)

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Is your next door neighbor.

Seems cold to you at first, but really he's just a simple man with a one track mind.

Always smells like cigarettes and aftershave.

Helps you when you lose the keys to your apartment and gives you his long black coat to wear when you get cold.

Was reluctant to you at first but after a while you became comfortable and familiar to him. He even ends up having you over so much that you practically end up moving in with him.

Knows you're shy so he always orders for you at restaurants or asks for help at the store if you need it.

Even when you get on his nerves he can't stay angry with you because your just way too adorable.

Seems rough around the edges but always shows up when it counts whether it be physically or emotionally.

Says he'll go to hell and back for you and actually means it.

Makes love to you like you're the only thing keeping him alive.

Seriously. He is a full on body worshipper in the bedroom and he will cling to you with his lips on your neck while he sensually pounds into you.

It's one of the few times where he actually says what's on his mind and the things he says range from sweet to absolutely filthy.

He can't lie though, he absolutely loves it when you're on your knees for him, looking uo at him with those love sick doe eyes of yours.

He's definitely a protector and even though he doesn't always show it in the way he speaks to you every day he loves you with all his heart.

John prefers more physical displays of affection. Always keeping a hand on the small of your back or his hand intertwined in yours.

Instead of calling you a pet name he'll just place a soft kiss on the side of your head or he'll give the top of your head a small pet.

Every now and again when he's had a tough day. Maybe too many rough exorcisms or he had to take a trip to hell and he actually allows you to see him more vulnerable side.

He comes in looking and feeling defeated before laying his head in your lap on the couch and you run your fingers through his hair as you listen for his breathing to become more even.

Sometimes if his day was bad enough, he'll even wrap his arms around your waist and bury his face in you stomach. It's very rare but it's one of the biggest signs of how at ease and comfortable he is with you.

If your day was particularly harder that normal he'll make you a strong cup of coffee with some Bailey's to help you relax and he'll draw you a nice hot bath with your favorite scented oils and soaps before he goes back to whatever he was doing.

If people watch the two of you day to day they might think John doesn't even love you because to the regular observer it apears as if he doesn't acknowledge your existence half the time.

In reality the two of you have your own silent love language that only you and him can understand. It's hidden in the way he glances at you or looks into your eyes briefly offering you a smile that wouldn't be noticed by anyone else. The way his fingers brush yours when your both reaching for the same item in the kitchen. It may not seem like much to others, but to John what the two of you have is more special and precious to him than anything else in the entire world.

Only when the day as wound down and you and John are snuggled up on the couch or in bed would they ever see how much he truly loved you and even then they'd be shocked to see how tenderly and protectively he held you and kissed your forehead softly. If they listened closely they may even catch him saying how much he loves you before watching you drift into a peaceful slumber.

Wakes up before you even on his days off and turns off your alarm so he can wake you up gently.

Always sets you out a clean pair of work clothes and makes you coffee and lunch for work before before leaving the house so you don't have to worry about it.

Always brings you with him if he has a job that's further away that might take a few days because despite his stand-offish demeanor he can't stand to be away from you for even a day.