#constant fear

I am a teenager.

Everytime I tell someone about how I feel or what is currently happening inside my head, I get told off by "You're a teenager, it's normal"

But is it really normal for a teenager to have no social interactions at all? Is it normal to have no friends to talk to, to be the outcast at school and to be "the weird one"? Is it normal to have the constant desire to cut your arms open? Is it normal to enter panic-mode as soon as I'm alone with my thoughts without music? Is it normal to sit in the rain, crying for 2 hours because you don't have the strength to get up again?

Everytime I try to talk to someone about anything that is bothering me, I get told that I "Overdramatize" and that I am just a teenager and that it's all completely normal.

I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be the outcast just because I don't torture my skin with applying Tons of Make-Up everyday. I don't want to be laughed at just because I don't understand myself.

What can I do?

When your mental state gets to a state that you can no longer go about your life as you once were, you appreciate who you once were so much more.

I have been told that I hate people now. It's not true. I was a people person before and I still am....just, minus the people. That still counts, right? Oh, there is a person, let me just have an anxiety attack real quick then go back to saying how much I'm a people person.