#conscious creation

for example, let's start with the analogy of driving. i recommend reading this slowly so it can cement correctly, because i'm using a lot of figurative language. you're in the drivers seat of a car operating the wheel with your hands, your right foot operating the brake and pedal, and your complete focus and gaze at the road in front of you. in order to drive, all three of those components must be implemented, and i will tell you exactly why.

you lose control of the wheel? then the entire frame of your car is veered off to the side as a result, because you're no longer in control of where your car is going. you're in control of the brake (stopping), the pedal (the intensity at which you can go), and your attention, but you have no control over the destination.

this is what occurs when you feel as if you're not in control of your own life. you're observing the direction you're going, and you are controlling the speed, yet internally, you believe you've got no decision over the direction. meanwhile, all you have to do is grip onto the wheel, and steer yourself back into the correct position. all you have to do is reclaim control.

alright, you got that steering wheel issue fixed. now, let's say you lose control of the brake pedal, and the ignition. so you've got a working steering wheel that allows you to steer the car, and your attention is still faced towards what's in front of you, yet you've got no momentum to move forward. you're sitting there in your vehicle, in the middle of the road looking out at your surroundings, holding onto the wheel, but physically going nowhere.

this analogy alludes what happens when we know the direction of the destination we're headed towards; we know how to get there, but we internally self-sabotage movement, and stay stagnant. you cannot stay in two locations at once. you can't stay in the realm of your old life, while constantly looking out towards your desired life because you will continuously be the observer of this other version of yourself rather than just, being them. again, you simply have to reclaim control, and decide, no, i am not stuck here, i am going to continue moving one way or another.

so, now you're moving again, your brake and pedal are all in service. but, let's say you suddenly lose focus. you're driving, foot on the pedal, hands steering correctly, but something either internally, or externally catches your attention and takes you out of the present moment. now, you're caught up in a fog of thoughts that are clouding your perception of what's right in front of you. your attention should be on where you're going, yet it's not.

you know how manifestation coaches will always tell you, your desire is already yours? that's because it's absolutely true, as long as your perception is veered towards that. you've already got the roadmap in your head, you already know exactly what streets you're supposed to turn at, but somethings taken your attention off of that. so, you've got complete control over your vehicle's components, you've got complete control over your destination and where you end up, but your focus isn't intact. now you're irritated because you're lost, turning down towns, asking around for help, and as each second goes by, you're losing more and more patience. with each passing minute, you're growing more tired, and you'd rather just go home than deal with this annoyance. and as an hour passes of your aggravation, you've lost all motivation.

but again, all you have to do is clear your mind, breathe in and out, and reclaim control of where your attention lays. because if you just turned down two more streets, you'd realize, your destination was much closer than you believed.

you are the vehicle, and the destination. you're in control of where you're going. you're in control of the speed. you're in control of how you get there, when you get there, you're in control of it all. everything is you pushed out.

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part 5 is here and we're talking about visualization! now, before you roll your eyes and think "oh great, more vision board nonsense," hear me out. effective visualization is SO much more than just imagining pretty scenarios in your head.

i used to think visualization was kind of woo-woo until i learned how athletes use it to improve performance. turns out, when done correctly, visualization actually changes your brain and primes you for success. pretty cool, right?

⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆ why most visualization doesn't work ⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆

here's where most people go wrong with visualization:

⋄ they only focus on the end result ~ just imagining yourself having the thing, without visualizing the process of getting there ⋄ they don't engage their emotions ~ visualization without feeling is just daydreaming ⋄ they don't include challenges ~ only visualizing the good parts makes your brain unprepared for obstacles ⋄ they do it passively ~ effective visualization is active and detailed, not vague and dreamy

the goal isn't to escape reality guys!! it's to train your brain for the reality you want to create.

⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆ the science behind why it works ⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆

okay, mini science lesson because i'm a nerd and this stuff is fascinating:

your brain can't really tell the difference between a vividly imagined experience and a real one. when you visualize something in detail, you're literally creating neural pathways as if you've already experienced it.

this is why athletes who visualize their performance alongside physical practice often outperform those who only do physical practice. their brains have already "experienced" success multiple times.

plus, visualization helps with something called the reticular activating system (RAS) basically, it helps your brain notice opportunities and resources that align with what you've been visualizing.

⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆ my visualization technique ⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆

here's how i do visualization in a way that actually creates results:

step 1: get specific about the scene ~ not just "i have my dream job" but exactly where you are, what you're wearing, who you're with, what you're doing

step 2: engage all your senses ~ what do you see, hear, smell, feel, even taste? the more sensory details, the more real it feels to your brain

step 3: include the emotions ~ how does it FEEL to be living this reality? confident? grateful? excited? really lean into those emotions

step 4: visualize the process, not just the outcome ~ see yourself taking the actions that lead to your goal, handling challenges, growing through the journey

step 5: end with gratitude ~ thank your future self and the universe for this experience, as if it's already happened

⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆ my personal visualization story ⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆

when i was applying to college, i spent time every day visualizing not just getting accepted, but the entire experience. i visualized walking around campus, sitting in lectures, studying in the library, even having challenging conversations with professors.

i didn't JUST see myself succeeding !! i visualized myself working hard, sometimes struggling, asking for help when i needed it, and growing through the challenges.

when i actually got to college, so many moments felt familiar because i'd already "experienced" them in my visualizations. it made the transition smoother and helped me feel more confident navigating new situations.

⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆ different types of visualization ⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆

outcome visualization ~ seeing yourself having achieved your goal process visualization ~ seeing yourself taking the steps to achieve your goal obstacle visualization ~ seeing yourself successfully handling challenges that might come up identity visualization ~ seeing yourself as the type of person who naturally has/does/is what you want

i like to rotate between these different types depending on what i need. if i'm feeling unmotivated, outcome visualization helps. if i'm feeling overwhelmed, process visualization breaks things down.

⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆ making visualization a habit ⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆

the key is consistency, not perfection. i do 5-10 minutes of visualization almost every morning, usually right after i wake up when my brain is still in that dreamy, receptive state.

some days my visualizations are super vivid and emotional. other days my mind wanders and it feels kind of meh. both are fine! the important thing is showing up consistently.

your visualization homework: pick one goal and spend 5 minutes every day this week visualizing it using the technique i outlined above. notice what comes up for you excitement, resistance, new ideas, whatever. all of it is valuable information.

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xoxo, mindy ♡

"The man who is aware of being God knows that the world is himself, and there is no other." — Me paraphrasing Neville 🤍

So in his lectures, Neville spoke the exact core fragments of this:

1. "The man who is aware of being God..." In his lecture on July 16, 1968 which was called "There Is No Other God", Neville explained the awakening process: "When you awaken, you do not find another... you are God. And there is no other being in the world."

2. "...knows that the world is himself." Later in the same 1968 teaching series, he connects this directly to what we know as EIYPO: "You will realize that the world is yourself pushed out. You are the light that animates it."

The truth is once you understand this you know why the don’t have free will. This isn’t coercion or manipulation. They are witness to YOUR assumptions. Therefore they CANNOT choose or NOT choose you to begin with.

Here is mechanical truth on why:

“Change your conception of yourself and you will automatically change the world in which you live. Do not try to change people; they are only messengers telling you who you are. Revalue yourself and they will confirm the change.” — Neville Goddard

Everything stems from YOU as source in YOUR reality because YOU ARE REALITY. Yes, YOUR assumptions of the world, people, ect are also YOUR creation. You never intermingle with another godself. You ONLY ever intermingle with projections of YOUR consciousness and mind. They are still you which stems from YOU aka your identity, assumptions, and concepts. (Sometimes you also just intermingle with the scenario creation is finished because everything you perceive is a fragment of you.) So when YOU shift YOUR assumption about your SP, your money, or your body, you aren't changing something "outside." There is no outside.

YOU are changing rather selecting the version of them or whatever it’s is you desire that ALREADY exists inside YOUR mind. And since the “seemingly” outer world is just a mirror of the inner world, the your 3D has no choice but to reflect whatever YOU just decreed.

That means NOTHING has the power to resist. NOTHING has a separate script to run. NOTHING can be stubborn against you, because their entire existence in your reality is powered by YOUR awareness. As Goddard said YOU animated the world. 🤍

"Although others have bodies, a life of their own, their reality is rooted in you, ends in you, as yours ends in God." — Neville Goddard

Here’s the blunt truth I’ve come access in consistent knowledge:

Awareness is whole and never lacks.

Ego lacks. The self lacks.

Awareness is fulfilled.

Awareness is above and beneath and the pure form of consciousness.

You are not your identity because identity equals impermanence.

Awareness is unmoved and permanent.

Awareness simply is.

☆࿐ཽ༵༆༒༒༆࿐ཽ༵☆☆࿐ཽ༵༆༒༒༆࿐ཽ༵☆🀄︎♛♖♗

Awareness sees the 3D as neutral.

Awareness, in general, is a neutral force.

Everything is awareness, yes, including the ego - the ego is a distortion of awareness. And not just the mind, awareness is the world around you.

You need to trust your higher intelligence to give you exactly what you want in the exact way you prefer, or even spontaneously if you prefer.

To go even further, you need to trust that creation is already finished.

You are not the thinker or doer, you already have all your desires right now, but the EGO is obsessed with changing and controlling the external.

☆࿐ཽ༵༆༒༒༆࿐ཽ༵☆☆࿐ཽ༵༆༒༒༆࿐ཽ༵☆🀄︎♛♖♗

Because you are not your thoughts, body, or emotions (more explained on my TikTok: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZN8JNLxR8/ ) , you simply observe the unfavourable and let it pass.

Ego causes suffering.

So sit and think, “why am I feeling so negative about this? Is it me or the ego?”

As soon as you stop controlling what’s outside of you, and go within, that’s when you’re free from the suffering of the ego and the self.

What is awareness? Awareness is simply is. Awareness is the quiet. Awareness is the confidence. Awareness is meditation. Awareness is pure conscious creation. Awareness is conscious, unconscious and subconscious minds.

☆࿐ཽ༵༆༒༒༆࿐ཽ༵☆☆࿐ཽ༵༆༒༒༆࿐ཽ༵☆🀄︎♛♖♗

Awareness. Is. You.

Simply put.

☆࿐ཽ༵༆༒༒༆࿐ཽ༵☆☆࿐ཽ༵༆༒༒༆࿐ཽ༵☆🀄︎♛♖♗

-Zai

lately, i’ve been manifesting things pretty quickly. today, i manifested something in like four hours. how? i locked in. something happened to me about a week ago, and it was pretty hurtful. but maybe it made something click? i’ve been spending more time with myself and less time in the 3D. i’ve been journaling, watching shows i like while listening to subs, playing subs or sleep tapes at night, eft tapping in the morning, yoga, meditation, etc.

i’m focusing on feeling good and giving myself what i want in my mind. i affirm (which is really just thinking) throughout the day, and i’ve been doing a good job of staying aware of my thoughts and noticing why i’m feeling a certain way, too. that’s big for me as a former over-thinker.

LISTEN UP PEOPLE: we are literally limitless and I’m bored asf and I want to see MORE people manifest INSANE stuff so HERE ARE SOME IDEAS!!pick atleast 2 and REPORT BACK 🫡(remember everything is realistic)

Water manipulation superpowers

Ice superpowers

Befriending a mermaid and having them tell u about the unexplored parts of the ocean and what’s really down there

Manifesting your DR friends come to this reality

A magical pet that can literally spawn money out of its pockets for you

Literally any fictional character to be your bf/gf/partner

Manifesting people from other realities to just spawn here and bring you food from their world( like yes

Getting into ANY Ivy League college(its literally just a school it’s easy af)

Manifesting Trees to talk to you and tell you about the history they’ve witnessed/seeing( very interesting but a little scary? Definitely depends on the type of tree, I just KNOW Sequoia’s have TEA to spill)

Having the same powers as Moana and can connect with the ocean in the same way

Manifest being in a friend group from tv shows/animes/books

A rich man/woman/partner

Communicating with things of nature(wind, water, rocks-) to tell you the secrets of the world ( ex: what was in the library of Alexandria? Was the city of Atlantis real?)

Bringing ARTIFACTS n shit from your DR to here

Wattpad love story situations

Invisibility powers

Waking up randomly fluent in any language

Being unnaturally smart( like Senku smart)

Your partner acting exactly how the guys in your favorite fanfics do and treats you right

Having a Megan Thee Stallion ass so your shit GENUINELY moves like water

A fairy friend that brings your to their fairy tribe

Getting rid of body odor and natural smelling like desert or anything you desire

Randomly getting scouted in the street to a big time modeling industry

Cloud wielding superpower and you can use it to fly, as a pillow, or use it to strike thunder and rain on your enemies

Blowing up on social media for just being you

If you have damaged hair revise it’s always been healthy and bountiful and down to your ass

Having super strength(be careful with this one)

A pet crow that is in a crow society and can collect any information for you from across the globe from other bird societies. Basically a personal spy

Star shaped freckles

Heart shaped back dimples

A Crystal fairy that can mine and forge crystals for you and help you make your own jewelry

TRY IT OUT AND HAVE FUN WITH THIS!!!

Thank you for the dividers @anitalenia

I started this experiment after reflecting on how social media had affected some of my affirming and manifesting in the past and present. I didn’t go in to it entirely blind though, so I’ll share the plan outline that i made for myself:

The Banned Sites

Tiktok/Rednote, Instagram, Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr

To ensure I wouldn’t impulsively open anything on accident, I put all of these apps into one screentime setting, for 0 seconds (greys out the app, blocks it when you open)

The Rules

Messaging and calling is okay, but it can’t be done on any of the banned sites

No shortform scroll media on any platform (reels, shorts, etc.)

Youtube was allowed, but not much manifesting content

Discord was allowed in moderation

no opening links that lead to banned sites

*these rules were curated for my personal goals!

The Goals

at least 1 full bottle of water everyday

strengthen my self concept

practice embodying manifestations

prioritize myself

work on at least 1 writing in private everyday (on anything, but mostly loa)

The Manifestations

Driving is effortless for me and people always say I’m super good at it

Homework gets completed in no time and doesn’t take up my day

People are always confessing their love for me and want to see me

I am god’s greatest creation , people are inspired by me and aspire to be me

I am successful , therefore, all of my friends are just as successful as me

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

All of that was the basis I focused on for the entire 5.5 days I was off social media. Now, I’ll share the insights I had, alongside what happened, including some things I manifested:

My Insights

-> The further along I went, the stronger my self concept became

I already had a pretty strong self concept, but I participated in a 3-day challenge in the middle of my break (shoutout to lucas / inycureardrums on twt) for self concept... I haven't felt better tbh. It helped me better affirm and manifest for other things and also kept me at peace!

-> Not over consuming is easy, actually.

I know it's kind of a cheat, but to be honest, I never felt the urge to watch and consume all this content even with the 2 apps I used most of the time. It was much easier to just sit and apply it than before, even though I had been doing that anyways (some days my phone would still be fully charged by the end of the day). In conclusion, it IS that damn phone!

-> I was so calm, I started getting bored

Some days I'd wake up knowing what I wanted to do, others, I was just... kinda there LOL. At peace, no worries, even if something unfavorable came up, it didn't effect me much, but I was just sitting with myself most of the time.. me and my thoughts 🤞🏽

-> Affirmations started to feel like reminders and not convincing

As each day went on, everything started to feel more like "oh yeah, I have this thing" and not "wow guys im soooo happy I finally have this thing" (both are fine, but for me, its the nonchalantness of it that kind of sells me).

-> My body feelings don't connect to what I know I can do/know I have

I might FEEL anxious, I might FEEL nervous, but none of those things determine whether or not I can do or have a thing. That's it. It was easier to just let it go through me than to immediately correct it, especially if it doesn't determine anything anyways.

-> Saturating is peak!!!

I actually love saturating, I never really did it before, but knowing I don't have to do it for long made it really easy to slip into my core routines, like self care, showering, etc.

I plan on uploading some of the topics I wrote about as well, but I wanted to share the main things I noticed.

The Results

This is a list of everything that actually happened during my break!

Got a ton of homework done

Easier to wake up early (mostly for the water)

No longer anxious about driving places

A few friends got accepted/auditions/job offers for various things!

My Tumblr blew up between Day 2 and Day 3 (over 100 notifs)

Got 70 dollars on Day 2

manifested sweet tea and more bottled water LOL

A close friend of mine was really adamant about missing me even though I see them soon 🥹

Got concert tickets 😁

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

This experiment was really fun to do! I kind of challenged myself on it, I might do a longer ver in the future, but I wanted to test the waters a bit 🤭 feel free to do this on your own ofc (tag me though bc I wanna see your results/insights too DUHHH). I think it can be really helpful for many reasons, especially if you want to become better focused on staying consistent! Feel free to ask me any q's about this & take care ☺️