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In the early 1970s, when Bindenmaske was created, the structure of Ulrike Rosenbach's (*1943 in Bad Salzdetfurth) video works was still deliberately simple. In them, the artist usually performs a very simple action, facing the camera head-on, shot in an interior setting, and filmed in black and white. Wrapping her own head is a recurring motif in these early video works. While in Madonnas of the Flowers (1975), the artist conceals herself behind a gauze veil, surrounded by a halo of rays, in the somewhat earlier Mon petit chou (1973) she covers herself with cabbage leaves (an allusion to the French folk myth that children are born from cabbage heads, and the related endearment mon petit chou [my little cabbage]), and in Bindenmaske (1972) â slowly and attentively â with a gauze bandage.
In later video works such as Don't Believe I'm an Amazon (1975) or Reflections on the Birth of Venus (1976/78), which are also part of the collection of the Kunstmuseum Bonn, the artist uses blending techniques to juxtapose or interlace female role models in order to reflect on them, deconstruct them, and create new models of identity. In Bandage Mask, this synthetic technique does not yet exist â in place of the face, there is nothing. Through the carefully executed act of care, the face is erased. What remains is less a mask than a void.
The story of burial alive is not just about domestic entrapment, but about womenâs forced concealment of the suffering it occasioned. And it is also about the unknown woman inside the female writer or reader, who perhaps concealed her suffering even from herself.
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Chapter 62: Our treasures moth and rust corrupt
âYou really donât know what sheâs got in this storage unit?â Melanie leaned into the gap between the front seats.
âSit in your seat or the next time I hit the brakes youâre going to break a rib,â Tim said automatically. Melanie hmphed but complied. âAnd honestly, I couldnât even begin to guess what all she put in there. She didnât like explaining herself.â
âTurn right up here, then itâs a straight stretch for a bit,â Jon instructed.
Basira had stayed behind, especially after Daisy turned up and offered to help her cause a distraction. Tim didnât know what they were doing and didnât care, but he did know that whatever it was, EliasâJonahâwouldnât be paying them any mind. At least not as much as he would like. On the other hand, it probably didnât matter to him what they found, as long as they came up with something. After all, Jonah knew the rituals would fail without intervention anyway; anything they did to stop it would work. But he was so insistent on Jon trying to stop it that he had to have some sort of reason.
Tim, himself, had three reasons for not disclosing that particular bit of information yet. First, none of them were very good at keeping Jonah out of their heads, and the last thing he wanted was for the moldering old bastard to know that Tim had also figured it out. Second, he knew Jonâor the Archivistâor bothâwouldnât take that information on faith; heâd want to observe the ritualâs collapse for himself, and since Tim wasnât sure what kind of effect the Unknowingâs collapse would have on anyone around it, he couldnât risk Jon being that close without thinking he was stopping it. And thirdâŚwell, he had the beginnings of a plan of how to keep Jon safe once and for all, and it rather hinged on him trying to blow the Unknowing to hell.
He just had to hope theyâd forgive him when the time came to explain.
âSo how do you know this is going to be at theâwhat did you call it? The House of Wax?â Martin had a pair of pencils and a bit of twine heâd found somewhere in the Archives and was staring intently at it as he worked up what looked to Tim like a rather complicated stitch. Obviously the project wasnât going to be something anyone in their right mind would wear, but he was obviously just keeping his hands busy on the drive so he didnât twitch himself to the moon. âThe Unknowing, I mean. Howâd you figure it out?â
âGerry did. My partner,â Tim added for Melanieâs benefit. âHe goes by Gerry Delano these days, but his mum raised him using her last name, Keay. Anyway, he knows about all this and he used to work with Gertrude some too, so weâve been working on this together. Martin, you remember how the thing that wasnât Sasha claimed itâsheâhad a boyfriend?â
âTom. I remember.â Martin paused in his knitting and looked up, his face a mixture of understanding and dread. âHe worked at Madame Tussauds, she said.â
âExactly. Gerry reckoned that was important.â Tim gave them a brief rundown of the connections Gerry had made.
Melanieâs eyebrows in the rearview mirror looked skeptical. âHow sure are you that youâre right?â
âOne hundred percent positive. I know.â
âNo offense, but whatâs your proof?â
Tim jerked his head in Jonâs direction. âHim.â
âJon? How did you figure it out?â Martin glanced up at Jon briefly, then went back to his knitting, seemingly intense.
Jon flushed and looked away. Tim frowned at him, dread swirling in his stomach. Heâd told Martin to give him space, but damn. âDid you tell him youâd been kidnapped?â
Martin dropped the pencils, his head snapping up and all color draining from his face. âWhat?â
âIâIâm sorry, Martin, I should haveâŚâ Jon swallowed hard and bunched the fabric of his trousers up in his hand, then took a deep breath. âOrsinovâNikola Orsinovâsheâs, sheâs sort of the center of the Unknowing, itâsâŚcomplicated. Anyway, she had Breekon and Hope snatch me off the street. I didnâtâŚexactly know where I was being held, but if Tim says it was the House of Wax, thatâs where it was.â He took a deep breath. âAfter all, heâs the one who found me.â
Tim could feel Martin boring holes into the back of his neck through the seat with his eyes, but he kept his attention firmly on the road. It was Melanie who finally broke the somewhat charged silence that had sprung up in the car. âHow did you know he was there?â
âOccupational hazard,â Tim said automatically.
âFor you or for him?â
âBoth? Things wanting to kill you is very much an occupational hazard of being the Archivist. Gertrude had just got in the habit of staying alive, which was why I never fully believed she was dead until you dragged out her corpse. As for me, sometimes I justâŚknow things without knowing I know them until I say them. A lot of that is to do with whether Jonâs in danger or not.â Tim changed lanes to pass a car older than he was going well under the speed limit. âI got a feeling something was wrong and tried to call him, but I was too far away to do anything at the exact moment. And Gerry stopped me from chasing down Breekon and Hopeâs van without a plan for what I was going to do if I caught it. Heâd already started working out about the wax museum, so we narrowed it down further, drove up there in the dead of night, and stole him back.â
There was a rustling as Martin bent to retrieve his ersatz knitting. In a voice of studied calm, he asked, âWhy didnât you tell us?â
âI tried,â Tim reminded him. âSeemed like every time I opened my mouth there was a phone call or someone came down to give a live statement or Research tried to bury us under twenty tons of paper. Once we figured out where Jon almost definitely was, I reckoned getting him out of there quickly was a higher priority than taking time to gather and debrief everyone. The longer he was there, the more likely something would happen.â
âNot that Iâm necessarily advocating for this, mind, but why didnât they just kill you?â Melanie asked.
Since Tim had been wondering that himself, he glanced at Jon out of the corner of his eye. Jon was huddling in on himself a bit, rubbing compulsively at his hand. Finally, he said quietly, âThey wanted my skin.â
âWhat?!â Melanie and Martin said in unison.
âNot originally. Thereâs, thereâs a gorilla skinâyou remember, from the statement about the Trophy Room? Thatâs what they actually wanted. I spoke to Sarah BaldwinâŚwell, two weeks ago, I supposeâŚand she said they were sure Gertrude had it. Orsinov said the same. But since I didnât find it quickly enough, she changed her mind and decided to use mine instead.â
âStop doing that.â Tim reached over and gently seized Jonâs wrist, pulling his hands away from one another before he hurt himself. âI know they need a lot of skin for the, er, âcorpse de ballet.â And yes, I know thatâs not how the phrase is usually pronounced, but Gertrude spelled it that way in her notes. I suppose the gorilla skin is for something more important, though.â
Jon swallowed visibly. âOrsinov said she wanted to âwear it to dance the world anewâ.â
âAh, the principalâs costume. Naturally. It would have to be more impressive than the rest of the dancers.â Tim shook his head. âWell, itâs not going to happen if we can help it.â
âDo you think thatâs what Gertrude meant when she said the key to disrupting the Unknowing was in this storage unit?â Melanie asked. âThat this gorilla skin is in there?â
âI guess weâll find out.â
Tim let Jon direct him the rest of the way to the storage unit and pulled around the back. He glanced up at the roof, looking for the blind spot in the cameras. Just as he was pulling into a spot, though, Martin sucked in a sharp breath. âTim. Tim, l-look out, thereâsâo-over there, look!â
Jon tensed, and Melanieâs head shot around. Tim followed their looks and saw the Breekon and Hope van, parked off to one side. He cursed under his breath. He really should have thought about that before they came out here, but heâd sort of hoped either they wouldnât notice or Gerry would have parked it somewhere less obvious. Then he realized the van that had been there before, the one theyâd borrowed the spare wheel and the body bag from, was gone from the spot next to it.
âIâm not getting any sense of danger from it,â he said as reassuringly as he could. âButâŚlook. You three stay right here. Iâll go check it out.â
âYouâre not going alone,â Jon protested.
Tim hesitated for no more than a split second. âFine. Melanie, youâre with me. Back in a flash.â He got out of the car before anyone could protest.
Thankfully, Melanie followed him, shutting the door behind him. âWhy me?â she asked in a low voice.
Tim glanced at her sideways. âNot because I think youâre expendable.â
âI didnât say that.â
âYou didnât have to. And I donât need the Ceaseless Watcher to know it, either. Itâs because I think youâve got a lot of pent up rage in you, so if something is hiding in that van, I give you permission to rip its head off and use it as a football.â Tim raised an eyebrow. âIf thereâs not, you are not allowed to rip my head off because you think I lied to you, because the record will show that I told them there was probably nothing to worry about.â
Melanie considered for a moment, then nodded. âI accept those terms.â
They approached the van carefully. Tim knew before theyâd even reached it that it was empty and harmless, but he kept up the facade of care as he approached it. Then he noticed the rear tire. Score one for Gerryâheâd replaced the rotten tire, and presumably put the good one back on the missing van. He exhaled and nodded. âLook. This thing hasnât moved in a month of Sundays.â
Melanie kicked the tire, which gave significantly under her boot. She looked almost disappointed, but nodded. âYeah. It was a legitimate company at one point, wasnât it? Probably they got a flat and the driver went to get a spare, and thenâŚwhat, got fired?â
âOr eaten. Come on, letâs get the others and go see what fresh hell awaits us within.â
Martin was definitely hovering around Jon and trying not to make it obvious. Jon, for his part, seemed to be trying to pretend nothing was wrong as he led the way to the front door, a bag slung over his shoulder. He checked briefly at the number pad, stared at it for a moment while worrying at his lip, then sighed and turned to Tim. âI hate to ask, butâŚI donât think I should try to, uh, force any knowledge right now.â
âYou are correct. You really shouldnât do that anyway, but youâre definitely too tired for it at the moment. Luckily, itâs easier for me to Know this particular bit of information without much effort.â Tim leaned over and punched in the correct number combination. The door once again gave its cheerful beep-beep, and there was a clunk as the interior mechanism unlatched. He opened it and bowed. âAfter you, boss.â
Jon nodded and headed in. Melanie shot Tim a look. âWas that because you knew Gertrude, or for some other reason?â
âA bit. A bit because whatever is in there is key to keeping the Archivist safe, and thatâs my job.â Tim waited for Martin to step through the door, then shut it behind them. âA bit because of why Gertrude picked those particular numbers as her key code.â
Martin narrowed his eyes briefly. â260147?â
âMartin, what an ear.â
Martin shrugged, but he looked at least faintly pleased with the praise. âSo why did she pick them?â
Tim hesitated, butâŚwell, the ring was loose enough on his finger right then, they should be safe enough. âIt was her sisterâs birthday.â
Jon stopped dead; Melanie almost ran smack into him. He turned to look at Tim. âGertrude has a sister?â
âHad. Past tense. She died in 1963.â It occurred to Tim for the first time that Lou might know what had happened, and he made a mental note to ask her the next time he had a chance to talk to her. He wasnât sure how long she and Gertrude had known each other.
Jonâs shoulders slumped, just slightly. Martin reached out and hesitantly touched his arm; he leaned into it for just a moment before shaking himself and heading down the corridor again.
The storage unit was right where Tim had left it, tucked in the back corner of the facility. The ring tightened slightly on his finger as Jon fished the key out of his bag and unlocked the unit, and he frowned. Surely JonahâŚwell, he rationalized, there was no guarantee it was Jonah spying on them, after all, the ring just warned him that someone was watching. Heâd need to be cautious and alert.
Seemingly oblivious, Jon opened the storage unit. âThere.â
Martin blinked. âHuh.â
âWhat?â Jon twisted to look at him.
âI justâŚI thought it would be lessâŚâ Martin waved vaguely at the unit. âI donât know, crowded.â
âOh, you know Gertrude.â Tim echoed Gerry as he stepped past Jon and clicked on the light in the unit. âIf itâs worth doing, itâs worthâŚdigging through two dozen decaying unmarked boxes.â
âSo, what are we looking for?â Melanie asked again.
âIâmâŚnot sure.â Jon looked questioningly at Tim.
Tim shrugged. âWeâll know it when we see it, I think.â He crossed himself and rattled off the novena to Saint Anthony of Padua, for all the good it would do. âLetâs get on with it.â
They began looking through the boxes. Tim chose one of the quadrants he and Gerry hadnât looked at before, more out of curiosity than anything, but also to let one of the others make the actual discovery. For several moments, they were quiet as they looked.
Martin was the one who broke the silence first. âHow many others do you know?â
âHmm?â Tim glanced over his shoulder at where Martin was rummaging.
âFrom the statements,â Martin clarified. âI mean, IâIâve met your Gerry and I didnât realize he was, you know, Gerard Keay. I was justâhave you met any of the others?â
âIndependent of doing the research, you mean?â Tim shook his head. âGertrude liked to keep the different aspects of her life as separate as possible, so if there was anyone she knew, she did her best to make sure I never met them. I was never supposed to meet Gerry, if it comes down to it. He came home early from a trip to hunt down a Leitner for her and dropped by the Institute to see her. He figured nobody else would be there, since it was a Saturday morning. She happened to be out and I happened to be napping in Document Storage.â
âWhy?â Martin asked with a frown.
Tim glanced down at his hand. âSheâd sent me on an errandâŚthere was an artifact she wanted me to track down, at a place called the Night Market. I made a statement about it, itâs in the Archives somewhere.â A lie. He didnât think sheâd ever written it out, and the tape was safely in his closet. âAnyway, I got back just after sunrise the next morning, and she didnât think I ought to risk trying to get home as exhausted as I was, so she let me use the cot.â
âI should have realized it was hers first,â Jon murmured. âUh, found anything yet?â
âEr, erâŚbunch ofâŚeyeless paintings,â Martin said hastily, nudging one of the frames.
Melanie opened a box and said in a falsely cheerful voice, âSnap! Eyeless dolls! Oh, and just a lot of shredded newspaper.â
âSame.â Jon stared, obviously disappointed, into a cardboard box.
The cardboard lid of the box Tim was investigating disintegrated in his hand as he tried to unfold it. He coughed the dust out of his throat and stared into it. âIâve gotâŚpoisoned dragonâs liver.â
âPoisoned dragonâs liver?â Jon repeated incredulously.
âDid she poison the whole dragon, or just the liver?â Melanie asked, her accent thickening in a very deliberate and sarcastic sort of way.
âOoh! Ooh! Thereâs a book in this one!â Martin said excitedly, reaching into the box.
âDonâtâtouch it!â Jon sprang across the floor to grab Martinâs arm.
âOohâoh! Oh, right, yes.â Martin looked flustered.
Jon exhaled. âLetâsâŚnot touch any books we donât know.â
âItâs fine,â Tim said absently, shifting through the various jars in the box. âIf it were a Leitner, or a book of power anyway, sheâd have burnt it.â
âYouâre sure?â Jon looked over at him anxiously.
âShe wasnât stupid, Jon.â
âYes, I know, IâŚâ Jon reached for the book and carefully opened it, then sighed in obvious relief. âItâs just a notebook. I thinkâŚumâŚâ
Martin, too, sighed. âWhatâs in it?â
Jon flicked lightly through the pages of the notebook. âNot sure, erâŚnames, locations, dates. Iâll, Iâll check properly later. Doesnât seem to be anything to do with the Unknowing, I donât think. Tim, what do you have there?â
âIâve got the heart of a lion, and a lifelong ban from the San Francisco Zoo.â Tim pulled out the paper in question and squinted at it. âUh, dated 1972 and made out to someone named Alvin Shaffer. I donât think I want the story behind this one.â He tucked the paper back in with the jars and closed the box as best he could. âNobody break those jars. They wonât smell pleasant.â
They all went back to their search. After several moments, Martin again broke the relative silence. âDid you go?â
âGo where?â Tim frowned at Martin.
âThe San Francisco Zoo. When you were in America. I mean, I know itâs a big country and all, but you said you were there forâŚâ Martin trailed off. âNever mind. Iâm being silly.â
âYouâre not being silly. I was in America about four months.â Tim tossed Martin a quick smile. âI never actually made it to San Francisco. Not this time around, anyway. I went once when I was a kid, but we really just went to Fishermanâs Wharf. Nearest we got this time around was Los Angeles.â
âHow was it?â Martin looked up from what he was doing. âI never got to do much traveling really.â
âIt was nice,â Tim said slowly. âI mean, I went to someâŚpretty dark places, but at least I wasnât alone. And there were definite highlights. Spent Christmas in New York City, which wasâŚan experience.â
âWere you there for New Yearâs too?â Melanie asked. She actually sounded interested, even as she kept furricking through the boxes. âYou see the big party in Times Square on television every year andâŚâ
âNo, we left a couple days after Christmas. We were actually in Boston for New Yearâs. You want to talk about places that lean into their rebellious historyâŚBoston, Philadelphia, and Williamsburg. All three of which we hit up.â Tim picked up a moth-eaten greatcoat and studied it for a moment. âA lot of what I did over there was make connections, which is how I got information on some of those trickier statements. Never underestimate the power of âI know a guy.ââ
Jon let out a small, bitter laugh. âDonât suppose you know a guy who can help us deal with our Elias Bouchard problem.â
Tim hesitated. âIâŚmight have an idea or two.â
At that, Jon and Martin both looked interested. This time, Jon was the one to speak first. âI donât suppose youâd like toââ
âUh, Jon?â Melanie said urgently, bending over a space between two boxes.
Jon whipped his head towards her, instantly alert. âYes?â
âIâŚI think I found that gorilla skin you were talking aboutâŚâ
âPerfect!â Jon actually smiled. âEr, now if we could justââ
âOr, Iâm afraidâŚâ Melanie grimaced and held up a scrap of slightly charred black and grey fur. âUh, whatâs, whatâs left of it.â
Jon deflated. âOh.â
âYeah.â Melanie let the fur fall from between her fingers.
âSoâŚshe did destroy it.â Jon spoke almost as if to himself.
It was Melanie who answered, though. âApparently.â
Tim straightened, pressing on his lower back to alleviate a bit of pressure. He noticed Martin frown at something and then reach for it, and he knew what it was. He was already hurrying over as Jon said, still in that half dreaming voice, âSo if thatâsâŚnot what weâre looking forâŚâ
âJ-J-Jon, Jon!â Martin interrupted.
âWhat?â Jon, obviously derailed and instantly worried, whipped around. Seeing Tim rushing towards Martin seemed to increase his worry.
Martinâs whole face was alight. âI think I found it!â
Jon blinked. âWh-what is it?â
Tim looked over Martinâs shoulder and laughed. The hard plastic case heâd seen the last time he was here was open, with a pristine, seemingly untouched layer of grey plasticine blocks nestled beside a bundle of charges. Gerry had known what he was doing. âI think youâre going to want to see this.â
Jon joined them and looked, then drew back in shock. âGood Lord! Is thatâ?â
Melanie, too, stepped up to his side. âLooks like it.â
âWhere the hell did she get this? Iââ Jon began, then broke off. âMartin, donât touch it!â
âSorry!â Martin drew his hand back as though heâd been stung.
âIs itâŚstable?â Jon asked uncertainly.
Melanie scowled at him. âHow should I know? I donât even know what kind it is!â
âItâs fine. See those?â Tim nodded at the bundle off to one side. âThose are the charges. Without that, itâŚprobably wonât blow. Just keep it away from open flames. And donât touch it!â he added sharply as Martin, his curiosity overcoming Jonâs admonition, reached out to test the surface of the block again.
âSorry. Sorry. Sorry.â Martin stepped back, looking thoroughly chastened.
âJustâyou donât want that on your hands. Use gloves, for Christâs sake.â Tim exhaled, then noticed something behind the plastic explosives. It looked like another note. Suddenly worried that Gertrude had left him yet another missive he would have to hide from the others, he reached for it.
âWhatâs that?â Of course Jon noticed it.
âNot sure.â Tim tugged it gently free. It came away cleanly, and he studied it for a moment. The handwriting was unfamiliar, but the salutation was not. âLooks like a letter fromâŚwhoever she got this from.â He turned the pages over and pursed his lips at the signature. âAdelard Dekker. I should have guessed.â
He handed the letter to Jon, who took it and turned it over briefly before looking up at Tim. âDid you ever meet him? I know you said Gertrude kept you separate from most of the people she knew, butâŚâ
âNo. Gertrude mentioned him once or twice, but that was about it.â Tim decided not to mention the look sheâd always got when she did bring him up. He didnât think their relationship had been romantic by any stretch of the imagination, but he suspected he and Gerry werenât the only people sheâd cared about since Catâs death. âI got the idea thatâŚthingsâŚfinally caught up to him not long before I started at the Institute.â
âSo what is that?â Martin cocked his head at the letter. âIs it a receipt or a point of origin orââ
âGuys!â Melanie suddenly interrupted sharply.
âWhat?â Jon, Martin, and Tim all asked in unison.
âDo you hear that?â
âHear what?â Martin asked, frowning.
Timâs ring suddenly tightened a bit more. He started to look over his shoulder, but as he turned his head, he caught it tooâthe faint, unmistakable whirring of a tape recorder. âOh.â
âItâs likeâŚâ Melanie frowned at Jonâs bag.
âOh, goddammitâŚokay.â Jon sighed.
âIs, is thatâŚâ
Jon unzipped his bag and reached into it. To Timâs complete lack of surprise, he pulled out the smaller backup tape recorder, which was cheerfully recording away.
âWhat were you thinking, bringing that along?â Martin demanded. He sounded angry, which was a bit of a surprise.
âI justâI meanâI forgot!â Jon stammered.
âYou forgot?!â Melanie cried.
Tim didnât think he had. He thought about all the times the recorders had turned themselves on without his interventionâor Gertrudeâsâconnected it with the warning that they were being spied on, and gritted his teeth.
âTurn it off!â Martin ordered.
âI am! Just give me a secondââ Jon fumbled with the recorder.
Through clenched teeth, Melanie hissed, âTurn it off!â
âGive it here!â Tim barked, lunging forward. He snatched the device out of Jonâs suddenly slack fingers, turned, and flung it as hard as he could at the opposite wall. It struck a fold of the corrugated iron wall just right and shattered, spraying bits of plastic everywhere.
In the sudden silence, Timâs ring slid down his finger, and he caught it with the fingers on either side and shoved it back over the knuckle.
He took a deep, steadying breath, closed the case, and latched it. âYou want to bring this with us or leave it here? I think itâs pretty obvious this is what weâre here for. And you will read that statement as soon as we get in the car, you hear me? You need the energy.â
Jon didnât even argue. He simply nodded meekly, clutching the pages to his chest. âYes, letâsâŚlets bring it with us. We canâŚstore it in the tunnels. That ought to be the safest place for it. Youâre right, Tim, thereâs nothing else for us here. Letâs just go home.â