bombing these days

bombing even my heart

it’s unfair to dangle that thing called “kindness” in front of me, it’s all so unfair

It’s almost time With a bomb in my hand and a pair of empty eyes Goodbye people, tonight I… I’ll explode it all high into the sky

I feel betrayed With a bomb in my hand, tears are streaming down my face I want to fill the sky with a light show Like the scenes in the dreams that I had long ago

And yet, today was no good, I And yet, I couldn’t do it this time Blowing up the past is all I wanted to do Singing out memories I still have of you

Take these days and make it all explode Take my heart so I can’t feel no more It’s not fair at all, when I still recall all the little things you did I can’t forget it!

I just wanna watch this room explode I don’t wanna have these dreams anymore That’s why tonight I… I’ll blow this all up, blow it high into the skies

It’s almost time With a bomb in my hand, and a pair of empty eyes Although it’s pretty crowded today too No one cares though this bomb is plain in view

Back then, I didn’t understand it Back then, I took it all for granted But no matter what, you were always there by my side Whichever way it blows, these memories won’t die

Take that summer, make it all explode Take my memories and what they hold It’s cruel, can’t you see? Without any word you just went and disappeared You up and left me!

I just wanna watch this town explode I don’t want to feel this pain anymore That’s why tonight I… I’ll blow this all up, blow it high into the sky

I wish I could’ve just smiled more I wish I could do it all once more Though they died that day, they’ll find their way back to you Those pink carnations are forever in bloom

Take these days and make it all explode Take my heart so I can’t feel no more I don’t care at all, if no one at all feels the suffering I do, to hell with them too!

I just wanna watch the world explode If you go away then I’ll be alright It’s now or never, get out of my sight!

So I’m gonna make it all explode Cause with that I’ll never feel no more It’s not fair at all, when I still recall all the little things you did I can’t forget t!