#complicated thoughts

Ah thank you! <3 and yeah feel free to send me a message! I’ll put some stuff here others might be interested in.

There’s a good piece on the history of ecoterrorism, an era known as ‘The Green Scare’. Here’s a link to that piece you can also find under the title ‘THE GREEN SCARE: How a Movement That Never Killed Anyone Became the FBI’s No. 1 Domestic Terrorism Threat’.

So as you may have inferred ‘ecoterrorism’ is a complicated topic. Most people get branded as ecoterrorists for really dumb reasons (or very upsetting reasons, like LEGALLY protecting the rights of indigenous peoples and their land). In that paper a few people broke into an office and left a gigantic tree stump. which is… kinda funny tbh. Low-level Shenanigans.

In one case, two people hung up 2 posters in the lobby of a oil and gas company’s building. There was glitter on it, some glitter fell off, so they took the posters down after a few minutes and apologized to the janitor. They were charged with a “terrorism hoax” which has a max penalty of 10 yrs. The cops kept saying there was a “panic” that this glitter was a biological agent and that the 2 people were covered in shit which I can not figure out why they lied about that? Possibly to corroborate that they looked “homeless” (one was just a grad student. Super weird).

There's this girl in my life, my best friend, and I always struggle to understand the way I feel about her because I've never felt this way about someone before.

I have never had a best friend this long before. All the other people I said were my best friends are either not in my life or I don't see them enough to feel the same way I do about my actual best friends.

We made a list of all the places we wanted to go to after the lockdown gets lifted.

i tried apologizing and it's your loss for not accepting my friendship.

i put effort into the friendship and you called me clingy for being so paranoid that you'd leave again which you did by the way.