#commanderclarkenet

PSA

bravebellarkes >> saviorsunbak

she is dragging damnation upon anyone who is close but she cannot have that, cannot destroy what little innocence they have and the life that they can still live, if they'd just forget about her. (if he'd just forget about her.) call her a hero, sure. but you cannot name a hero who was happy -- she knows this because in every waking moment she can hear agony and death from ghoulish faces, can still see blood splatter even though she's scrubbed herself clean a thousand times over, can feel her teeth grow sharper her face wilder, feral; she feels numb and sad and drained -- the blood of the innocent run rampant all around her. 'i cannot be happy.' she repeats this again and again and again and again until it is a lie she can believe, until it becomes a fact; indisputable, set in stone. she cannot be happy. it's just not what the stars are dictating and she is loathe to disobey them. she is a hero, after all.