#collab rambles

PLEASE DON'T ATTACK ME ON ARTFIGHT THIS YEAR. I AM A SPECTATOR. I've been horrible about attacking (I haven't so much as made a colored piece for AF in years) and gotten so many defenses over the years, it is not fair of me to hoard art I can't/won't return the favor for and I frankly should have stopped participating sooner. Spend your effort on artists that will give back for Art Fight, and have fun!!

I think that's about all the backlog I've got. I'll be continuing to post sporadically about my characters and stories on this blog, but my server won't be reopening, I'm sorry to say- I've learned my lesson about letting my fans get too close. Direct access to me as a creative is not healthy for either party, and I apologize to everyone that felt like a closer friend than I considered them. I am currently being abused by my and my partner's families, and I am still recovering from escaping another abuser last year; I just can't be as available as you all would like, and I want to stick to the people I do consider close friends at this time. Thank you for the several years of joyful memories in the server- I hope you're all doing well in the exhausting mess that is this world, and that things will be looking up for each of us soon. All I ask is that you please be patient with the burnout that I have been as transparent about as I possibly can.

Our cat's food got overheated in the microwave this morning and she couldn't eat it. She gave me and my partner the most pathetic look and wailed at us because she couldn't handle more than a bite. Disco baby I'm sorry we'll fix it

I'm sorry for such a lack of activity and communication, I've been feeling deeply demotivated as of late with the state of things in my life right now. Closer followers know I closed the previous Threshold server, and I don't think I'm going to be reopening it or a remake of it anytime soon. I've been an inattentive mod and a poor friend, and I don't want to get people's hopes up about my activity levels only to hurt them when I can't perform the bare minimum. I'm sorry to anyone I may have harmed with this whole debacle, and I hope you're all taking care of yourselves as best you can.

Lord alive I somehow only just realized that all the images added to my fics on AO3 are busted. I fixed the ones for Turning the Cat in the Pan, but I think I'm just gonna link Growing to the tumblr post if I haven't already, that's so many images