I just know that when Ghost finds a girl that matches his freak in bed he makes it known to absolutely everyone how crazy good his sex life is. Like walking around the gym with her teeth imprints all up and down his biceps, the lipstick marks not even scrubbed off his chest, bruises and hickeys all along his shoulders, showing off how crazy good the sex was the night prior to the point where it starts making everyone kind of uncomfortable.
He sheds his shirt in the locker room to show off a back full of deep, welting scratches and Gaz takes one look at them before quietly sending Johnny a text from across the room that just reads: "I feel violated."
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It's been 3 months since you left the task force. You had been worked with them for almost 6 years and then left just like that without any clear reason. People in the base always talked about you; why do you left, what was the problem that you hid from them, where do you go after you left, etc. But like other soldier, Ghost always saw that you can be replaced by other recruits. He never truly cared or saw you more than a comrade. He always thought you're the weird one. The one that always get excited everytime you were around him, the one that were either stuttered too much or the one that talked too much. But he never cared at all at those things.
One day, as he cleared the paperworks on his table, he saw there was one envelope that was not for the work. The only thing that was written on the envelope was your initial. He didn't think too much, took it and almost put it on the shredder. But then, his curiosity got the best of him. He teared the envelope and took the letter from the inside and read the content.
Simon,
Am I going to wait for something that isn't going to happen? It hurts me Simon. It hurts so much. I really hope that someday you will like me, but I knew that will be never happen at all in every timeline. You build your walls too high and didn't realise that someone really care at you. I want to love you, Simon. I want to. But you kept me at your arm's length. And it hurts me than any rejection I ever had before.
I always thought you cared about me. And that was the stupidest thing I ever done. Maybe that's the reason why people always said that love is blind. And I was too blind to see that you treat everyone the same way. Friends. Comrades. Everyone is the same in your eyes. But a part in my heart really wish you look at me differently.
Is it my fault to hope? To hope that you will look at me? To hope that you will love me, even just a tiny bit? I can't stop thinking every night, about every possibilities and the what if's. I'm too tired of waiting, Simon. I'm too tired of waiting for you for 6 years. I wonder if death is much peaceful than loving you from far away.
As my final act of love for you, I will walk away. But deep down, I will never stop loving you. Even if this love kills me in the process.
y/n.
He was stunned. It was true. He never really saw you until he read the letter. He thought all the moments every time you were around him. And that's when he realised you cared about him. But he's too damn blind to see it, building the walls around him because of his past trauma. Even with the trauma, he never thought someone will love him. Until you. You saw deep inside of him, and yet you still want him deeply. And that's what scared him. He didn't even know what to do with that love. It's been so long since he received one, and he was afraid if he will break it. But he never knew that he already broke one without realising it.
A/n: another one😆sorry if it felt like I didn't pour too much effort bc I can't think any of mkre plot🥲either way, enjoy this angst, my beloved readers🫰btw... should I write the moment when he tries to find y/n???
okay but . do u think ghost would be into exhibitionnism? like… letting the others watch him fuck reader or something omg
yessss esp in front of soap. and probably gaz too. just to show off his behemoth size and ungodly stamina. and fuck it, in front of price too (but only in the ‘searching for approval’ way cause i feel like ghost defs views price as some sort of father figure). wait that’s kinda hot help
