#cloud strife fluff

cloud watched from a distance, dragging a cloth over the worn buster sword sprawled across his crossed legs while the girls seemed to be giggling with you about something he couldn't entirely discern.

it wasn't exactly the first he'd seen you like this- interacting came quite easily between you and the friends you share. sure, there was a little shyness that lingered with some of the newcomers to your party, such as vincent and cid.. but you seemed to be more capable of conversing with them than you were with him- who'd known you for quite a decent amount of time already.

was there something about him that made you uncomfortable? had he simply acted too coldly upon first meeting that it warded you off for good? the blond wasn't entirely sure to say, but he couldn't help but feel some semblance of envy festering in his gut.

practically everyone had the pleasure of being spoken to quite freely by you, and on the instances that conversation was engaged between the two of you.. it often either ended with your abrupt retreat, or something would come up; typically in the form of monsters or shinra.

needless to say, he attempted to suppress the many questions he had for you, putting his focus back on polishing his weapon until it would be needed next. with sephiroth lurking around the world, he had to be ready to take him down, lest he wanted the planet to willingly be brought to its knees.

which he definitely did not want to be responsible for.

the giggles and whispers seemed to become more prominent, even as cloud attempted to filter them out for the sake of respecting his friends' privacy. just what were they going on about over there? would it be an issue if he walked up right now to satiate his curiosity and find out what the joke had been? or would they just quiet down the minute he walked over, as though the moment might be shattered by his intrusion?

he wondered what zack might have done in this instance- he was.. always better with this kind of thing, anyway. getting along with people came easily to him- everyone gravitated towards his charisma, even sephiroth seemed to, before it all went wrong.

deeming that his blade was in good enough condition, he slotted it onto his back once more, its weight familiar, and comforting. a reminder that his friend was still with him, possibly as some sort of wingman to all of this. because, real talk, he probably would have dragged him over to your little group the minute laughter reached his ears.

which felt like enough of a reason to muster the courage and do so on his behalf. tifa, aerith and yuffie were his friends, as were you- even if that relationship was not entirely mutual ( at least, according to his current perception ), so it shouldn't be a crime to walk up to you all.

hopefully.

"oh!! he's coming over!" tifa whisper-yelled, earning a sigh of relief from yuffie as she nudged you forward.

"finally! i thought he would never have gotten up. dude's really got his head in the clouds, no doubt that's where he got his name from!"

aerith seemed to laugh a little at that, cooing softly. "aww c'mon now, he's just a little awkward about that stuff, just like y/n here is! they're practically made for each other!"

warmth flooded your cheeks as you let out a whine, knitting your brows together. "let's not overwhelm him, guys- i don't.. i don't wanna weird him out, y'know?" good gaia, that was the last thing you wanted. it would ruin everything before it would have even started.

"weird me out about what?" cloud cut in, tilting his head with an arched brow as he watched you jump back towards tifa, reminiscent of a frightened cat. truthfully, not the most unusual reaction he'd gotten out of you, but there was a lingering confusion nonetheless of what could have triggered it. was it his sudden arrival? his overall presence?

a glance was exchanged between the girls before aerith stepped forward with a sweet smile, wrapping an arm around your shoulders. "about the fact that there has not been a single cloud in the sky at all today! thank goodness we have you right here, though, right y/n?"

blinking once and then twice, you jolted in your friend's arms, suddenly feeling tongue tied. "a-ah, um-" you paused, glancing at the faces of the girls beside you before bringing your gaze to the soldier across from you. "y-yeah! totally! thank uh- thank goodness we have you here, cloud.." gaia, why couldn't your words be coherent around him? was it truly so hard to speak around the one person that you'd wished to tell everything to?

cloud stared at you for a handful of seconds, pink rushing to his cheeks as he ran a hand through his spiky tresses, mako-tinted orbs averting. "you really think so..?" it felt a little unreal to hear you say such, considering how skittish you had behaved around him. he would be more convinced if you didn't care so much about his existence, truth be told.

but perhaps, maybe he had gotten you wrong?

"of course-! you're.. really important to all of us here, and especially to.." the words hung in the air for a second as you gathered yourself, sucking in a small breath before expelling it slowly at the tender placement of tifa's hand at the small of your back. "especially to me- even if i don't.. always express that so explicitly to you, cloud."

as though having imagined the words leaving your lips, his gaze drifted to the girls flanking you, silently asking if he'd heard correctly, to which they.. appeared to nod- quite enthusiastically, even.

it was difficult to take as truth, knowing how you'd been acting around him up until now, but perhaps taking your word for it would be the step needed in being able to bridge the gap between the two of you so that conversation would be easier. he quite liked hearing you talk and express yourself so openly to others, it would.. be nice if you might also be able to present yourself that way to him.

once you found yourself at that level of comfort, of course.

offering a small smile, he tipped his head forward, finally allowing his gaze to properly find yours. "you mean a lot to me too, y/n. don't uh- be afraid to tell me otherwise, 'm here to listen to whatever's on your mind, always."

notes. hoo boy i hope this was okay! i’m a little rusty with writing cloud aaaa it’s been so long i miss my little pookie my kin<3 thank you for the request! it was fun to write, i hope i did it justice for you!<3

tysm for reading! consider leaving a tip if you enjoyed<3

you brushed your fingers against the compartment edges, appreciating the silky black design. 

“you’re really letting me?” you asked once more. 

cloud sighed, already tossing you the keys. “if I thought you’d wreck it, I wouldn’t.”

you slid onto the seat, suddenly more aware of how much bigger the bike actually is. cloud circled around, hopping on behind you.

“what are you doing?” you asked, a hint of panic in your voice.

“relax, you’re still driving.”

“with you on it…?!”

“it’ll help you learn faster.”

the extra weight shifts the bike, causing cloud to plant his feet against the pavement to keep it steady. you were hyperaware of how close he was. his front pressed against your back, his hands reaching to cover yours.

“hands here,” he said quietly, guiding your grip to the handle bars.

once the engine hummed to life, you sucked in a breath. it began to travel at a steady pace. cloud’s hand rested against the metal beneath your stomach to balance himself. 

“you’re doing good,” he said by your ear. you can feel the truffles of his hair brushing against your temple.

over time, you grew more comfortable with the throttle, your speed matching cloud’s casual night drives. you navigated through the quieter streets on the outskirts of midgar, passing by closed down shops and abandoned shinra warehouses. every now and then, cloud would point out a smoother path, void of pedestrians.

when you bring the bike to a smooth stop at an empty road, you let out the breath you had been holding. “that was so cool!” you smiled.

cloud climbed off first, the corners of his mouth lifted into a small smile. 

“sooo, can I drive all the way home?” you asked hopefully.

cloud looked at you and considered it, but the sun was starting to set and he didn’t want to push you too far on your first run. “...not today.”

you groaned. 

“you’ll get there one day,” he chuckled, swinging a leg over fenrir. you climb on behind him this time, wrapping your arms around his waist.

instead of turning towards seventh heaven, cloud heads down a narrow road that branches away from the main highway.

“wrong way,” you pointed out.

“no.”

“you know where you’re going?”

“I do.”

the mass infrastructure gradually turned into quiet hills, patches of greenery slowly surrounding you. after another fifteen minutes, more trees appeared and cloud slowed onto the narrow dirt path tucked behind a curtain of timber. the trail climbed up into a secluded overlook.

from there, you could see midgar glowing steadily in the evening light. every sector was illuminated like scattered stars, all connected to the brewing reactors around the edge. at this distance, the city’s harsh cracks softened into something peaceful.

cloud shut off the engine and lets the silence envelop you.

“...why’d you bring me here?” you murmured, climbing off the bike.

“figured we’d end your first lesson somewhere worth remembering.”

you smiled softly, turning to face him. he instinctively pulled you in closer, his hand resting on your hip. 

“who knew cloud strife could be such a romantic?” you teased.

“alright, knock it off,” he said. there was no real heat in his tone, but a soft pink hue was creeping up his cheeks. he leaned back against the bike, his hand moved to the nape of your neck before he pulled you in for a soft kiss.

it was rare for you two to have time alone like this. between seventh heaven and avalanche duties, you haven’t gone beyond the occasional hand holding, maybe a kiss on the cheek if you were lucky.

you could tell cloud was feeling it too, his kisses going from soft and gentle to eager and desperate. when you pulled away, his lips still reached for you. his eyes fluttered open, the soft blues illuminated with desire.

“I’m starting to think you had an ulterior motive to bringing me out here.”

“maybe I did,” he said, slipping his gloves off before cradling your face and pulling you back in.

the last remnants of his usual restraint melted away, replaced by the deep, heavy hunger that built up over time. his lips parted against yours, his tongue drinking you in as if he’d been starving for this moment. a soft sigh escaped you, making cloud groan in approval.

his hand slid down from your jaw, tracing the line of your throat before settling at the waistband of your shorts. you tangled your fingers in the spikes of his hair, pulling him in closer. cloud moaned against your lips, slowly giving in to your advances. 

when he finally pulled away, he didn’t stop. his mouth moved down your jaw, pressing slow kisses along your neck. you tilted your head back, a quiet gasp spilling from your lips as his teeth grazed your collarbone.

“I want you,” he whispered.

your pants came off in seconds. cloud stood behind you as you bent over the rider seat. your fingers dug into the cushion as his thumb stroked between your dripping folds.

“cloud…please, just put it in already,” you whined. you could hear him suck in a breath. his hands smoothed over your ass before he slowly slid inside. 

“sh-shit…” he stuttered. a violent tremble ran through his body once he bottomed out, burying himself deep in your heat.

after being apart for so long, you were so sensitive. your cunt clenched around him, pulsing rhythmically as you tried not to cum. cloud wasn’t bearing well either, his body curling over yours, his forehead meeting your shoulder as his fingers dug into your hips with a bruising grip.

“c’mon, cloud, don’t tell me you’re gonna blow just from putting it in,” you chuckled, choking back a moan.

never backing down from a challenge, he pulled all the way out until it was just the tip…then pushed back in, to the hilt. cloud whimpered into your ear, his hands trembling as spurts of his cum filled you up. 

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” he whined against your neck, slowly thrusting again until his cock was hard and thick once more.

you sucked in a breath as every thrust reached deeper than the last, stretching you open. once the pricks of overstimulation subsided, cloud stood up straight and began building a rhythm. his head tipped back as he let his instincts take over.

“mmm~ cloud…!” your voice hitched as he drove in deep, hitting the sweet, rubbery spot inside you. 

he let out a low, deep growl in response, his hand pushing against your lower back as he picked up the pace. you could feel every ridge, every vein of his cock as he moved. the leather seat beneath you grew soiled from your combined slick.

“you’re so tight,” he choked out. his thrusts became shorter, harder, and more desperate as he began to lose his grip. “I can’t— I’m not gonna last long if you—ngh~!— if you keep squeezing me like that…”

‘don’t stop,” you whined, tilting your hips back into his touch. “cloud, please.”

that did it for him. a sharp gasp tore from his throat as he plunged in one last time. your cunt squeezed him tight, pulling him in deeper as your orgasm washed over you. cloud whimpered as his body collapsed over yours. 

the heavy, frantic rush slowly subsided, leaving behind a lingering warmth. for a moment, neither of you moved. slowly, he pulled back, the separation causing a rush of cool wind to brush against your hot skin. 

you let out a soft whine as cloud cleaned you up the best he could before slipping your bottoms back on. your knees buckled slightly, but his strong arms caught you wordlessly. he rested you against the passenger seat as he slipped his gloves back on. 

“we should head back,” he breathed out, giving you a knowing look. although trying to appear serious and composed, you could see the lingering traces of your endevours through the sweat on his forehead and the flush of his cheeks.

“y-yeah…” you nodded.

cloud gave you a soft smile, kissing your temple before climbing on and starting the engine.

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wall street was party central beneath the plate, it was aerith who took him here promising a drink at the bar before he’d go back to sector 6, but one drink turned to two, turned to three, turned to 4 and the next thing he knew he was in a club on the dance floor with aerith, sending tifa a message telling her where he was.

it didn’t take long for you to catch his eye, you were already looking up at him, smiling and drawing him in. his head was swirling with everything revolving around you, but with a nudge from aerith it didn’t take much for him to approach you, not a thought behind those eyes to make him think twice.

“can i get you a drink?” he shouted over the music, your friends laughing and going off to the floor to let you have your moment.

“one more and i’m gonna pass out.” you giggled wrapping your arms around his neck to dance with him. “you’re not too far from your limit too.” he laughed, his hands naturally resting on your waist.

“how could you tell?”

”it took a good 5 minutes for you to notice me, you were in your own little world.”

”so you’ve been watching me since i came in, huh?”

”with that sword on your back? yes.”

”that the only reason?” he said smugly, leaning in to tease you. you smiled, going for a kiss, he pulled you forward without thinking. the warmth and softness of your lips engulfed his mind, you drawing away. he looked slightly shocked when his eyes met yours again, in a trance of your entirety. your giggle echoed throughout him. “what?”

“i don’t know, just you. i like you.” a sheepish laugh escaped his lips, looking down. he looked back to check if aerith was watching him, she luckily missed the entire exchange. tifa had come by and they had hit it off straight away, the two of them laughing at the bar. but he wasn’t too keen on them seeing him for the mockery that would come for the rest of his life.

“let’s get out of here, i wanna hear your voice better, see you in the light.” you said, like you were reading his mind, you pulled him gingerly toward the exit, his hand tightened around yours as you pulled him forward, spinning you around to wrap his arms around your waist when you got outside, kissing you like it was the first time against the wall, mindlessly. his hands feeling the skin of your waist in your silly crop top, he was too drunk to read what it said, it was something stupid undoubtedly.

he didn’t care, his lips wondered to your cheek kissing you all over, leading down the the back of your ears and kissing you down your neck, all he wanted was to taste you to feel the way your body shivered when his lips made contact.

“ah-“ your voice shivered. “i don’t know your name.” you whimpered, making his heart throb at your shaky voice, clear in the empty cold air.

“cloud.” he said, slowly pulling back, his breath gone at the look of your face. “you?” oh my god his voice was so hot. you tell him and he repeats it softly. you could’ve whimpered again right there, you could feel pink blushing your cheeks in the cold, something you hadn’t felt in ages and you didn’t want this to be just lust. you didn’t want to waste this moment.

his stomach twisted at your slight change in demeanour, slightly shy. to be honest he really wanted to kiss you more than anything, but decided to lay off for a second. how drunk you both were was also a concern that crossed his mind for a split second, he’d like to think he’d fight fine drunk. whatever, he’s a soldier.

”come on.” he held your hand, starting to walk down the street.

“you familiar with the area?” you asked.

“i have no idea where i’m going.” he said blankly, making you giggle.

”you must be far gone.”

”no, i just want to spend some more time with you.” you felt your heart pulse, skipping ahead a step to look at him.

“well, you’re in luck. i happen to know all the good spots, soldier.”

”lead the way, m’lady.”

you were already in the heart of wall market, the streets were bustling at this time of the night, the alleyways were filled with dodgy groups but you had your pretty little guard dog with you. his face was so pretty lit by the amalgamation of lights you walked through, red, purple, blue, he was beautiful, and a gentleman. 10 minutes into your walk your feet started to hurt so he ended up picking you up, a few giggly, teasing pecks being slung around until you were at the door of your small apartment, the elevated entrance looking over the street of wall market.

he hugged you from behind while you unlocked your door, picking you up on your way in to kiss you, pinning you against your entrance wall while kicking the door shut, pulling off your heels and pulling his sword off with his free hand to place against your door. your arms wrapped around his neck, focused on how soft his lips were. the alcohol had worn of slightly, you were both undoubtedly drunk which made everything about this feel that much more amazing.

“i’ve been waiting for this.” he whispered in your ear, nibbling your lobe while his hands got more adventurous, sliding up your dress to holding you by your ass. your breath caught in your throat, unable to resist the mako-infused trance his eyes cast over you, he carried you to your bed, laying you down gently. the room spun slightly, but it was a pleasant feeling, a whirlwind of excitement and anticipation. his hand traced the curve of your waist, his eyes never leaving yours, breath shivering at the touch of the softness of your skin.

all of it was so intimate, so real, the way you looked at him made his heart throb. your hand found his cheek, guiding his gaze back to yours, and in that moment, he knew he would never get enough of you, not the morning after, not in 10 years when you had split ways, he’d never forget your loving touch, soft skin, saccharine laugh. his hands moved to the hem of your dress, pulling it up slowly as his mouth was desperately pressed against your plump lips, revealing your stomach, your chest, your shoulders. the cool air hit your skin, but his touch was like fire engulfing you.

his eyes searched yours for any signs of hesitation, but all he found was desperation like his. he leaned in, kissing down your chest, making you gasp with every gentle press of his lips. your heart was racing so fast it felt like it was going to burst out of your chest, you felt so alive, so loved, so desired. his touch was tender, yet firm, leaving no doubt about how badly he needed you, you slipped your fingers under his vest, tugging it upward. he pulled off his top with one hand, you were shocked, staring at his chiselled chest blatantly. you should’ve expected this from his arms, but even then, none of that prepared you for this.

his body was a masterpiece, sculpted from clay like an idol. every muscle defined, the way his abs rippled with every movement was mesmerizing. his arms were strong, yet gentle as they held you down, his chest a book of scars. the light from the street lamps outside danced across his skin, casting shadows that played tricks with your eyes. you couldn’t help but run your fingers over them.

his breath hitched, and his eyes closed briefly as you touched his scars, trying to keep himself under control. his hands slid up your thighs, teasing the edge of your panties, making you squirm. he pulled away from your chest, looking down at you with a smirk. “you enjoying yourself?”

you nodded, feeling a bit shy at his sudden question. “yes...” your voice was barely a whisper, and he leaned down to kiss you again, his hands continuing their exploration. he gently slid your panties to the side, his finger grazing your wetness. you gasped into his mouth, and he took the opportunity to slip his finger inside, making you arch off the bed, gasping loudly.

“oh, cloud!” you moaned out his name, your voice a mix of pleasure and surprise. his eyes lit up with satisfaction, his smirk turning into a full-blown grin.

“that’s it, baby.” he said, his voice deep and rough, making you press your legs together. his finger moved in and out of you, setting a steady rhythm that had you clutching the bed sheets. he leaned down to kiss you again, his free hand playing with your nipples, rolling them between his thumb and forefinger, making you whimper. his free arm leaning above your head to keep himself stable, his shadowed face watching your blissed expression. your hips rolled up with his fingers, desperately trying to get closer. he could feel your pussy twitch, the heat radiating from you and the warm smell of your perfume surrounding him, intoxicated by more than just the alcohol, it was your aura he was drinking in. he was throbbing so hard it hurt.

he buried himself into your neck in his breathlessness, panting right in your ear, your hand buried in his hair pulling him closer into you. he kissed your lobe softly, every touch left a mark on your soul, you could feel his intensity in every action, it all came out. he felt this was the only peace he had in his hectic life, you unwrapped him to his barest form.

his finger continued to work you, making you squirm under him. “what do you want?” he whispered, his breath hot and ragged in your ear. you bit your lip, trying to hold back a moan. “anything…. ah- you’re enough, anything, cloud...” you breathed out, your voice shaky, you were close.

his voice was a soft caress, the words coming out of his mouth were like a gentle storm, confusing yet comforting, the kind that left you breathless. “are you sure about this? about me?” he asked, his thumb circling your clit, driving you crazy. you nodded, unable to form more coherent words. his fingers moving faster, curling just right. your orgasm quickly building as your legs pressed tighter together, quivering. his thumb found your clit, circling it perfectly, you were at your limit.

“c-cloud!” you screamed, body convulsing as waves of your pleasure crashed over you. he was amazed. your sound was music in his ears, and his own arousal grew tenfold to the way your pussy pulsed around his fingers, everything you did was beautiful. his bulge was already uncomfortable, but now it was unbearable. he pulled his fingers out of you, making you twitch. you wrapped your arms around him as he kissed down your neck, teeth nipping at your skin.

he sat up to kick his jeans off, throwing them to the corner of your room. you could see his dick straining against his boxers, a wet spot at his tip from his leaking precum. you jaw dropped, his size was intimidating and yet unbelievably hot, you did not expect him to be packing this much. he palmed himself through his boxers, chuckling at your reaction. he pulls you on top of him, taking your hand and pressing it against his erection, skin hot to the touch.

“what?” he asks, a playful smirk playing on his lips, watching your reaction. you blush deeper, not breaking eye contact, your hand still wrapped around him.

“iis that even going to fit?”

“dunno. you having second thoughts?” he teases. you bite your lip, shaking your head. yes, you definitely were having second thoughts but that wasn’t going to stop you. you want him more than ever now. you lean down to kiss him again, feeling his cock pulse in your hand. his tongue slides into your mouth, dancing with yours, the taste of alcohol as you mix together. you can feel your heart racing in your chest.

he moves your hand away, sliding his boxers down, his cock springing free. he’s huge and dripping. “are you sure?” he asks, his voice soothing.

“mhm.” you nod, eagerly leaning down to kiss the tip of his cock, feeling him twitch in your hand.

"fuck." he whispers, the taste of saltiness coated your tongue as you wrapped your lips around it, making you want to taste more of him. you lick the length of him, watching his eyes roll back in his head, a low groan leaving his mouth. you swirl your tongue around the head, making him hiss before taking him into your mouth, feeling him fill your throat.

"shit!"

his hands went to your hair, gripping it tightly as you moved your mouth up and down his length, your tongue caressing every inch. he watched you with a mix of pleasure and disbelief, feeling his orgasm build rapidly. he could feel your throat contract around his tip, his balls tightening. but he didn’t want to come too soon. he gently pushes your head away, panting heavily.

“you’re too good at that, but it’s not what i had in mind.” he breathed. “i need to be inside you so badly right now.” his hand went to the side of your face, thumb stroking your cheek. the affection in his voice made you squirm, he brought his head down for another kiss. his hands roamed up to your hips, kneading the fat in his hands. he flipped over hovering over you with your back against the sheets, his eyes were filled with lust and something else you couldn’t figure out, whatever it was, it was intense.

he gripped your wrists in one hand, pinning them above your head. his free hand slid down between your thighs, prying your legs wide open for him, fingers slowly dragging up your slit, getting drenched in your wetness. his eyes searched your own for any sign of hesitation.

“i don’t know how much control i have over myself.” he said lowly, he has pushed himself to his limit with you. you nodded quickly, already desperate for him and ready for anything he wanted to do to you.

“that’s okay, cloud.”

”are you sure?”

”ive never been so sure about someone in my life.” you said, looking up at him tenderly. his heart swelled in his chest, feeling heavier than before. no one had ever looked at him like that, spoken to him like that, your words raw and ripping deep into him. he knew he didn’t deserve this, but in this moment, he couldn’t help but revel in it. if he only had sober enough of a mind to turn away now and stop himself from hurting you.

“fuck… stop looking at me like that.” he murmured, heart hammering in his chest. the look in your eyes was like a warm embrace, he looked down, trying to avoid it, it was overwhelming him. your giggle only made his heart throb more, he couldn't help but smile.

his grip on your wrist tightened, pushing your hips down to align with him, his tip could feel the heat of your entrance. slowly, he dragged it up your folds, drenching it in your wetness and making your body shiver until it hooked against your entrance, making you arch your back. he groaned, the friction was driving him insane. you looked up into his eyes, trying to prepare yourself to accommodate him. he took a deep breath.

“are you okay with this?“ he asked one last time, his voice strained with the effort to not rushing into this no matter how badly he wanted it. this was your first time and you were nervous but sure. you nodded eagerly, cheeks flushing red. it was all he needed. he pushed into you, slowly sinking the tip into you, it was so tight.

”fuck….” he breathed out.

you closed your eyes, you could feel them rolling to the back of your head, a mixture of pleasure and pain. you bit your lip though a muffled moan still managed to slip out as you stretched around him. he paused for a moment giving you time to adjust around him. he pushed in deeper, groaning, the heat was overwhelming as he felt himself getting deeper until he bottomed out completely and you’re sure your neighbours heard the disgusting noises that spilled from your mouth.

“shit, you feel too good. “ he twitched inside you, he cursed himself for being so close already. you felt so full, the pain of trying to adjust to him was wearing off slowly and all that consumed you was pleasure. he watched your face, all your reactions, it made his heart ache. “see what you’ve done to me?”

“oh, cloud.” you whimpered, he loved it when you said his name like that. his face trailed down to your, neck the peaks between your breasts until his hands lost the grip of your wrists to cup your breast, the thumb grazing over the sensitive peak, rolling them between his fingers. the other squeezing your ass. his lips latched onto your nipple, sucking them into his mouth. his hips drew out completely, until it was just his tip left in you just to push back in inch by inch. it was driving you crazy, and yet it was keeping him from spilling into you too early.

“you don’t know how bad i needed you, so good.” he whispered. your hand tangled into his hair, the other digging into the flesh of his shoulder. he took your nipple into his mouth, sucking gently, flicking it with his tongue. you could feel your core clench around him as he switched to the other, his hands supporting your weight. the way his mouth felt on your sensitive skin was heavenly. you clenched around him from the shockwave of pleasure, you felt him twitch. he groaned, the vibration of his voice making you shiver. “you drive me insane.” you were going to ask what you were in a minute, the way he made you feel on an emotional level just made everything that much more intense. “i want you all to myself.”

his sucks grew harder, more insistent, the sounds of your combined breathing filling the small apartment. your moans grew louder, mixing with the occasional whine as he stretched you open, his cock thick and demanding. he could feel your nails digging into his skin, urging him to go faster, deeper.

he pulled away as his control thinned, hand leaning against the headboard while his other gripped your hip tightly, the sound of his groans filling the room. his pace picked up as he got more urgent, hips snapping with a rhythm that made you wrap your legs around his waist. you threw your head back pleasure quickly building in your belly, your pulses starting to get more frantic, begging for more.

“ah! cloud! yes- oh!” his need was getting more urgent with each thrust, the way your body was moving against him was mesmerising, your breasts bouncing in the dim light, his eyes were stuck on you as he quickened, getting rougher, watching your chest rise and fall with each irregular breath and moan, your lust playing out just for him in fusion with your flushed face, eyes squeezed shut in pleasure, it was just enough to make him come undone as he felt you pulse and clench around him frantically.

his thumb found your way to your clit, teasing it as he fucked you. that was it for you. your walls clamped down on him, shaking as your orgasm crashed through you. you bit your lip desperately to stop yourself from waking everyone in the building up, nails digging into his back as he kept up his pace, chasing his own climax. he could feel it building quickly, balls tightening as he dug himself deeper into you, body begging for release.

“fuck, where do you want it?” your mind was gone, drunk with pleasure and the thought of his cum in you was too much to resist, you wanted to be his, all of him inside you.

“inside me,” you moaned. his eyes darkened, heart jittering in his chest, pounding against his rib cage. the idea of marking you with his cum, was so fucking hot, it sent a shiver down his spine and his cock throb even more insistently, movements getting more urgent and deliberate.

“are you sure?” his jaw clenched as he pushed himself closer and closer to the edge.

“yes cloud.” your voice with that pulse of your pussy around him sent him over the edge. he grabbed your hips, forcing himself as deep as possible, you felt it shoot inside you in waves as he groaned loudly, cock twitching with each spill.

“all of it, fucking take all of it.” he managed in ragged, raspy breaths as he buried himself deeper, you clenched and tightened around him instinctively, milking every drop, you were so sensitive you felt yourself get close again. everyone must have heard that. his body sloped over, wrapping around your waist tightly as he slowly pumped himself in you a few more times to fuck everything as deep as possible, all of his hot seed filling you completely, it couldn’t be possible to have that much cum. you moaned softly as you felt yourself get overcome with the sensation again, a second orgasm, becoming a twitching and shivering mess all over again.

he laughed quietly, his body still trembling with the aftershock of his release as he continued to pulse inside you. he leaned down to kiss you again, you could feel each other’s heart race as your bodies pressed against each other.

“you’re something else,” he murmured against your swollen lips, your legs were still trembling, and you were still deliciously full of his cum and hard dick. you realised how much you wanted this to be more than just a drunken hookup without any courage to say anything.

he took another moment to catch his breath, his forehead resting against yours sweetly. “i want to go down on you until you pass out.” his soft voice did not match that nature of that sentence, you felt your cheek heating up at the words. “but i’ll let you get some rest, you need it.” his gentle kisses trailed down your neck, carefully flipping you over so he didn’t slip out of you, your bodies fit perfectly against each other as your head rested against his chest, his hands playing with your hair as you pulled the covers up.

his breath was warm and steady against your cheek, you felt so safe, he was so warm and big underneath you. your eyes grew heavier, the room still slightly spinning, in complete bliss. his other arm around you tightly, holding you closer, his heartbeat like a lullaby. and that’s when the gravity of what happened weighed on you, you didn’t want him to leave tomorrow, you really liked him, and he didn’t even know your last name.

you sat up, looking down at him, his eyes still closed and breathing steadily. “cloud?” you whispered, unsure if he was asleep. his eyes fluttered open, a gentle smile playing on his lips. “yeah?”

his hand squeezed your side, the warmth of his touch sending a jolt through your body. “can i ask you something?” you took a deep breath, trying to steady your racing heart.

“of course, what’s on your mind?” he sat up with you, his smile fading slightly as he sensed your shift in mood.

you took a moment to gather your thoughts, your heart in your throat. “what is this going to be between us? i mean i know it’s not a relationship, and i just need to know if this means anything to you or if it’s just a one-night thing?” you whispered, staring at the ceiling.

cloud’s hand stilled on your back, his smile fading into a contemplative line. “what do you want it to be?” he asked, his voice low and serious. you felt his eyes on you, waiting for your answer.

“i don’t know,” you admitted, feeling the weight of your words. “i just know that i really like you, i don’t want this to be the last time we see each other.”

cloud’s gaze was intense as he studied your face, his thumb gently stroking the curve of your waist. “i like you too,” he said finally, his voice a soft rumble that seemed to resonate through you. “i just don’t want to hurt you. I’m not good at this sort of thing.”

the confession hung in the air. you could see the fear in his eyes, had he been sober it would’ve been a definite no. yet, here you were, entangled in each other’s arms.

”can we see where this goes?”

he took a deep breath, gaze not leaving yours. he wanted you so badly, but a hint of his sober self was warning him, he ignored it. “yeah, let’s see where this goes.” his arms wrapped around you tighter, holding you closer as he kissed the top of your head. his dick was still semi-hard inside you as you drifted off.

…

you were woken up by the orange glow across your room from the windows. cloud’s arms were still around you, you looked up, his face peaceful with his messy hair splayed across your pillows, chest rising and falling. his morning wood was still inside you, it was already starting to stir, growing in length and thickness as he slowly woke up, your body was still sensitive and full from last night, you squirmed slightly.

his eyes slowly fluttered open, feeling your movement, his sleepy eyes met yours. he smirked, remembering what was happening

“good morning, to both of you.” he murmured, his voice low and gravelly from sleep. his fingers circled your hip, his cock fully hard now, rolling it up into you.

“cloud!” he covered your mouth, not wanting to wake up your whole apartment block, his other hand sliding down to your clit, grazing it enough for you to gasp into his palm. your eyes rolled back in pleasure as he moved his cock inside you, shallowly thrusting in and out, feeling you clench around him.

“see, you don’t mind it, do you?” you felt his back muscles tighten under your hands, your face on his chest, flexing as he picked up his pace. he leaned in to kiss the top of your head, his hand moving to grip your thigh and keep your open for him.

his strokes grew deeper, his cock sliding in and out of you, lubricated by the mess of the night before. your breath hitched as you felt him hit that spot deep inside, making your toes curl. he was like a different person with you, easy going with no need to hide himself, confident. his movements got stronger and more demanding, so big he filled you up completely, stretching you out all over again.

his hips were slapping against yours, echoing throughout the room mixed with your muffled moans and his groans of pleasure. he hit that spot inside you repeatedly, making your mind go numb all over again, tensing around him, orgasm building up quickly. it didn’t take much for either of you to finish, both still sensitive from last night. his hips jittered, your pussy contracting around his cock as he pushed through your walls, pressing you down on him. it twitched inside you, sputtering hot cum inside of you again.

his breathing was ragged, flipping you over again so he was on top of you as he slowly pulled out despite the suction of your pussy, being left empty. some of it leaked out, but he fingered it back in, making you shiver and moan. he chuckled quietly, looking at the state of you.

“good morning to us.” you said as he lay his head on your chest, continuing to push in and out of you. he looked around your room, it was as big as his, though a lot more lived in and homely. books stacked up on the floor, notebooks and makeup from last night splayed out on your desk and a scythe in the corner of the room which caught his attention.

“i’m gonna go clean up.” you whispered, trying to slip out of bed, his arms tightened around you

“stay a bit longer.” he mumbled against your neck, it was clear he was about to sleep again. “it’s only 6.” the warmth of his breath tickling your neck.

“i would love to, cloud. but i do have work.”

his eyes searched yours, the conflict of his want versus your needs. "i'll make it quick." he whispered, kissing your forehead before rolling off you, his cock sliding out of you with a wet sound that made him groan. he stood up, grabbing your hand, pulling you off the bed. the warmth of his cum trailed down your thigh. "we can shower together."

you nodded, following him to the bathroom, the floor cold against your bare feet. the shower was already running, the sound of water hitting the tiles echoing through the room. cloud stepped in, holding his hand out for you, the water washing over him, his muscles rippling as he moved. you stepped in, the warmth wrapping around you, his arms enveloping you again.

his hands roamed your body, the water slipping over your curves, his eyes tracing your figure. “you’re so beautiful.” he murmured, pressing his lips to your neck. you leaned into his touch, his hands moving down to your ass, squeezing it gently, making you giggle.

cloud picked up a washcloth, soaping it up and moving it down your body, his eyes never leaving yours as he washed you off. the warmth of the water washed over you both, mixing with the steam that filled the small room, the scent of your combined arousal still lingering in the air. his soapy hand reached between your legs, washing off the mess of the night, his thumb grazing your clit, making you jump.

his eyes were on your face, watching every little reaction, the way your eyes would roll back at the slightest touch. “can’t get my hands off you.” he chuckled, kissing the side of your neck. his other hand cupped your face, tilting it up to look into your eyes. “you really do drive me crazy.”

you couldn’t help but smile, feeling his hardness press against your thigh. ”do you ever take a break?”

“this is your fault. you’re too tempting,” he said, his voice a low growl. he stepped closer, pressing you against the tiles as he dropped the washcloth. his hand went back to your neck, tilting it to the side, kissing the pulse point. “but i’ll behave for now.”

his hands were gentle but firm. you leaned into him, your breasts pushing against his chest. he took his sweet time, washing every inch of you, his eyes never leaving yours, as if he was afraid you would disappear if he looked away. your heart fluttered at the tender way he touched you, while your hands ran over his arms, washing him off.

his cock was hard again, brushing against your stomach. it was clear he wasn’t done with you, but he didn’t push it, he knew you had to get ready. instead, he kissed your forehead and stepped back, letting you wash off the soap. you watched him under the water, the way his muscles flexed.

you stepped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around yourself, feeling the warmth of the air hit your wet skin. he followed you, his own towel around his waist. you get into a clean set of comfy clothes, you gave Cloud one of your large sweatpants you normally slept in. "you can keep it," you said with a smile, watching him put it on. "i have plenty."

“why? you do this often?” he asked.

“the opposite actually.” you said.

you both looked at the clock again, it was only 5 AM, and the sun hadn’t fully risen. “why don’t we just cuddle for a bit longer?” you suggested, pulling off your bed sheets and changing them, he helped you spread ita cross your matress, your voice filled with hope. Cloud’s eyes lit up, he didn’t hide his enthusiasm.

“i thought you had work,” he said, walking back towards the bed and pulling the covers aside for you to slip in next to him.

“well, i do… at 5pm.”

“what?”

“i work at a bar, it's a night shift today so i've got the whole day off."

"i wish i could stay here with you but i have to get back to sector 7 at 8. my friend owns a bar and she does need my help if i want to continue to have a place to stay."

"that's cool, are you a bartender?"

"mercenary. i thought i told you this last night?"

"oh." you remembered, though it was still surprising. "sorry, i think i was just more focused on some other things from last night."

he laughed quietly. "don't worry."

you lay there for a bit longer, basking in the warmth of cloud’s embrace, listening to the rain tap against the window. His arm was draped over your waist, his hand playing with the hem of your shirt, his fingertips grazing the skin just above your panties.

“when will i see you again?” he asked absent mindedly.

you turned to look at him, his eyes still sleepy but filled with something that looked a lot like hope. “im free tonight after my shift, though it's about 1am.” you said with a playful smile. that was perfect, aerith and tifa would've been asleep by then, he could sneak out to see you.

“i’ll make it work,” he said, his voice filled with determination. you couldn’t help but feel a warmth spread through your chest, his willingness to make time for you was something you weren’t used to. “i want to see you again, badly.”

cloud’s hand stilled on your shirt, his eyes looking at yours with a mix of guilt and excitement. the guilt was something he wasn’t used to feeling. he was a mercenary, used to taking what he wanted and moving on, but with you it was different. the thought of not seeing you again was unbearable, and he felt guilty for feeling this way, knowing he might be leading you on, he couldn’t help himself. he warned you last night.

you nodded, trying to keep the hope off your face. “i’ll be waiting for you.” you leaned in and kissed him softly, feeling his cock twitch against your thigh, it was clear he wanted more but he knew he couldn’t push it. you both laid there, your bodies entwined, talking about everything and nothing until the sun had fully risen, and suddenly it was 7.30, and he had to leave.

his kiss was gentle as he pulled away from you. “i’ll see you tonight then,” he said, getting back into his soldier uniform. you gave him a peck on the cheek before he left your apartment, the cold air of the early morning a stark contrast to the warmth he left behind.

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leave a comment if u want a part 2, i’m undecided <3