Howzer x Reader
Synopsis : After Order 66, you're a senator's assistant on Ryloth—stuck babysitting the most reckless politician in the galaxy. Every day is a fresh disaster, and the only saving grace is Howzer, the clone trooper assigned to protect his charge.
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Haven't finished the coloring on this one (and probably never will) but i decided to post it anyways...
Warnings: MDNI(+18), afab reader, smut, piv, no protection used (wrap it before you tap it!), no use of y/n, breasts workship, handjob (male recieiving).
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The paperwork stretched across your desk like a battlefield. Senator Orn Free Taa had a talent for generating documents, a skill that apparently required no actual presence to maintain. You'd been at it for three hours already, your wrist cramping from the endless forms and requisitions and diplomatic correspondence that needed his signature before the end of the week.
He'd left you with a stack of datapads and a vague promise to return within the hour. That was four hours ago.
You didn't bother wondering where he'd gone. The senator had a habit of disappearing into the lower levels of the compound, usually emerging with a grin on his face and some new scheme in his head that would inevitably require your cleanup. You'd learned to stop asking questions. The answers were never worth the frustration.
The door to your office slid open without a knock. Howzer stood there, his chest plate slightly askew, a sheen of sweat across his brow. His eyes were wide, scanning the room before they landed on you.
"He's gone."
You set down your stylus. "Gone where?"
"I don't know." He stepped inside, running a hand through his dark hair. "I turned my back for maybe two minutes. He said he needed to use the refresher. When I checked on him, he wasn't there. The window was open."
You blinked. "The window. On the third floor."
"That's what I said." Howzer's jaw tightened. "I searched the immediate area. The maintenance tunnels. Nothing. I've been looking for nearly an hour before I came here."
An hour. That was worse than you'd thought. The compound was large, full of corridors and storage rooms and empty offices that the senator could wander into. But this wasn't the first time he'd pulled a vanishing act, and you'd developed a sense for where he tended to end up.
You stood, grabbing your personal comm from the desk. "Did you check the eastern wing?"
"The one with the diplomatic quarters?"
"That's where the visiting delegates are staying this week." You walked past him into the hallway. "He's been complaining about the lack of entertainment options. The delegates brought their own staff."
Howzer fell into step beside you. His boots echoed against the stone floor while your own steps made barely a whisper. "You think he'd risk diplomatic trouble for that?"
"I think he'd risk anything for a distraction." You turned left at the junction, heading toward the eastern wing. "He's bored. Boredom makes him stupid. We've been here three weeks without any real excitement. He's probably crawling out of his skin."
The corridors grew dimmer as you moved away from the main hub. The lighting in this section was always inconsistent, a quirk of the compound's outdated power grid. Shadows pooled in the corners, stretching across the walls as you passed.
Howzer stayed close. You could feel his presence behind you, a solid warmth at your back. He'd been that way since the beginning, always positioning himself between you and any potential danger. You never asked him to. He just did it, like it was instinct.
"Do you have any idea where he'd go specifically?" he asked.
"Guest quarters. Room 47 through 52. Those are the ones with the private sitting areas."
"You've thought about this before."
"I've had to find him before." You picked up the pace. "Last time it was a supply closet. The time before that, the communications tower. He's not creative, just persistent."
The eastern wing opened up into a wider hallway lined with doors. Each one was identical, unmarked except for a small number plate near the top. You moved past them quickly, checking for any signs of disturbance.
Room 47 was quiet. Room 48 the same. At 49, you heard something. A muffled sound, barely audible over the humming of the compound's ventilation system.
You stopped. Howzer stopped behind you.
"Did you hear that?" you whispered.
He nodded. His hand drifted toward his blaster, though he didn't draw it. "Stay behind me."
You didn't argue. He moved forward, positioning himself in front of you as he approached the door. The sound came again, clearer this time. A soft thump. Then a giggle.
Howzer exchanged a glance with you. He pressed the door release.
Nothing happened. The door was locked.
"Senator?" he called out. "Are you in there?"
Silence. Then another muffled sound, like someone trying very hard not to make noise and failing.
Howzer sighed. He looked at you, and you could see the exhaustion in his eyes. This was the part of the job neither of you had signed up for. Babysitting a politician who had no sense of self-preservation.
"Override code," he said. "I have clearance for emergencies."
The door clicked open. He pushed it forward, and the light from the hallway spilled into the room.
It was a closet. A small storage room, barely big enough for the two figures pressed together inside. The senator was there, his bulk wedged against a shelf, his robes disheveled. And next to him, a Twi'lek woman with her headtails pulled back and her shirt half-unbuttoned.
They froze. You froze. Howzer froze.
The Twi'lek made a sound of embarrassment, pulling her shirt closed. The senator tried to stand up straight, bumping his head against a shelf in the process.
"Ah," he said. His voice was strained. "My assistant. And my guard. What a delightful surprise."
Howzer didn't respond. He just stared, his face unreadable.
You grabbed his arm. "We should go."
He didn't move. He was still staring at the scene in front of him, his mouth slightly open.
"Now," you said, pulling harder.
He stumbled backward, following you as you turned and walked away. You didn't stop until you reached the end of the hallway, where it branched off into a small sitting area. A couch sat against the wall, next to an empty table.
You stopped. Howzer stopped next to you. For a moment, neither of you said anything.
Then you started laughing.
It came out of nowhere, a burst of sound that surprised even you. You couldn't help it. The image of the senator, caught in the act, his face red and flustered. The way he'd tried to pretend like nothing was happening. The sheer absurdity of it all.
Howzer stared at you. Then his face cracked, and he started laughing too. A deep, genuine laugh that shook his shoulders and made his eyes crinkle at the corners.
"I can't believe it," he said, between breaths. "I searched for an hour. I thought he'd been kidnapped."
"Kidnapped." You wiped at your eyes. "He was getting kidnapped alright."
"By a Twi'lek."
"By a very attractive Twi'lek."
Howzer laughed harder. He leaned against the wall, pressing a hand to his chest. "I was so worried. I thought something terrible had happened. I thought—" He shook his head. "I don't even know what I thought."
You sat down on the couch, still chuckling. "That's the senator for you. No danger too great, no risk too small."
"He's going to give me grey hair." Howzer sat down next to you, close enough that his arm brushed against yours.
"You're not supposed to have to rescue your charge from a closet either."
"True." He let out a long breath. "That's something I definitely wasn't trained for."
The laughter subsided, replaced by a comfortable silence. The sitting area was dim, lit only by a single overhead light that cast long shadows across the floor.
You looked at Howzer. He was staring at the wall, his expression distant. His hands rested on his knees, fingers tapping a slow rhythm against his armor.
"What are you thinking about?" you asked.
He hesitated. "Nothing. Just—" He shook his head. "That was the first time I've ever seen something like that."
"Like what?"
"Two people. Together." He seemed to struggle with the words. "I mean, I know it happens. I know how it works. But I've never actually... seen it. Not even on holoprograms."
You looked at him, surprised. "Never?"
"Clones aren't exactly raised with access to that kind of thing." He spoke carefully, each word measured. "We have training modules and combat simulations. We have basic biological education. But nothing like... what we just walked in on."
"Howzer." You shifted to face him. "Are you saying you've never...?"
He met your eyes. His cheeks were darker than usual. "I'm a soldier. That's all I was made to be."
The words hung between you. A confession, delivered quietly, almost shyly. This was the same man who'd thrown himself into firefights without hesitation, who'd stared down armed assailants without flinching. And now he was blushing in a dim sitting room, admitting something he clearly found embarrassing.
You felt your own cheeks warm. "There's nothing wrong with that."
"I know." He didn't sound like he believed it. "It's just... strange. Thinking about what I've missed."
"Have you ever wanted to?"
He was quiet for a moment. "I didn't think about it much. There was always the next mission. The next battle. You don't stop to consider things like that when you might not be alive tomorrow."
"But you're alive now."
"I'm alive now." He turned to look at you fully. His eyes were dark in the low light, searching yours. "What are you suggesting?"
You weren't sure. The words had come out before you'd thought them through, and now you were sitting here, heart pounding, saying things you hadn't planned to say. But something about the moment felt right. The quiet. The closeness. The way he looked at you like you were the only thing in the room worth seeing.
"I could be your first time."
The words left your mouth before you could stop them. You felt your face go hot, a flush spreading down your neck.
Howzer's eyes widened. He didn't move. Didn't speak. Just stared at you, his breath catching in his throat.
"I mean," you said, suddenly flustered, "if you wanted. Only if you wanted. I just thought, maybe, since we're here, and we're alone, and—"
"Yes."
The word came out rough. He cleared his throat. "Yes. I want that."
You swallowed. Your heart was beating so hard you could feel it in your fingers. "Okay."
"Okay." He repeated the word like he was testing it. "Okay. How do we—"
"Like this." You reached out, placing your hand on his cheek. His skin was warm, rougher than you'd expected, the beginnings of stubble scratching against your palm. "Just like this."
You leaned in. Your lips met his.
The kiss was soft at first, tentative. He didn't seem to know what to do, his mouth pressed against yours, unmoving. You guided him, tilting your head, parting your lips slightly. After a moment, he responded, his hand coming up to rest on your waist.
You deepened the kiss. His mouth opened, and you felt the heat of his tongue against yours. He made a sound, low and surprised, his fingers tightening on your hip.
You pulled back, just enough to look at him. His eyes were glazed, his breathing uneven.
"Was that okay?" you asked.
He nodded. "More than okay."
You kissed him again. This time he was more confident, his hand moving from your waist to your back, pulling you closer. You shifted on the couch, turning to face him properly, your knees brushing against his armored legs.
You broke the kiss long enough to say, "You can touch me."
"I don't know where."
"Wherever feels right."
He hesitated. Then his hand moved, slowly, from your back to your side. He traced the curve of your ribs through your dress, his fingers trembling slightly. He stopped at the swell of your breast, his palm hovering over the fabric.
"Here?" he asked.
You nodded. "Go ahead."
He cupped you gently, his thumb brushing over the fabric. You gasped at the contact. He removed his hand immediately, looking at you with concern.
"Did I hurt you?"
"No." You took his hand and placed it back. "It felt good. Keep going."
He did. His fingers moved more confidently now, exploring the shape of you through the fabric. He found your nipple and pressed, watching your face for any sign of discomfort. You arched into his touch, encouraging him.
He groaned. It was a sound of pure pleasure, deep and rough. He pressed his forehead against yours, his breath hot on your skin.
"This feels good," he murmured.
"Then keep going."
He did. His hand moved from your chest to your shoulder, pushing the strap of your dress down. He followed the path of fabric with his mouth, kissing the exposed skin of your collarbone.
You shivered. His lips were warm, slightly chapped, tracing a line down your shoulder. He paused at the edge of your dress, looking up at you.
"Can I—"
"Take it off?"
He nodded and you reached behind you, unzipping the dress. It fell forward, pooling around your waist. You were left in your underwear, the dim light of the room casting shadows across your skin.
Howzer stared. His eyes traveled down your body, lingering on the curve of your breasts, the line of your stomach. He swallowed.
"You're beautiful," he said.
You felt heat rise to your cheeks. "Thank you."
He leaned forward, pressing his lips to the top of your chest. Then lower, following the path his hands had traced earlier. He found your nipple through the thin fabric of your bra, his tongue circling it slowly.
You moaned, your fingers finding their way into his hair. It was softer than you'd expected, the dark strands slipping between your fingers as he continued his exploration.
He pulled the fabric down, exposing your breast fully. He didn't hesitate. His mouth closed around you, his tongue working in careful strokes.
"Does it taste good?" you asked, your voice breathy.
He pulled back for a moment. "You taste good. All of you."
He returned to his work, his mouth moving from one breast to the other. His hips shifted, pressing against your thigh, and you felt the hard line of him through his blacks.
You reached down, your fingers brushing against the bulge. He gasped, his whole body tensing.
"Sorry," you said. "Too much?"
"No." He shook his head. "Just unexpected."
You smiled. You pressed your palm against him more firmly, feeling the heat of him through the fabric. He groaned, his hips bucking involuntarily.
"Can I—" His voice cracked. "Can I touch you? There?"
"You can touch me anywhere you want."
His hand moved to the waistband of your underwear. He paused, looking at you for confirmation. You nodded.
He slid the fabric down, his fingers following the curve of your hip. He was careful, almost reverent, like he was handling something precious. When the fabric fell away, he sat back, looking at you fully naked.
"I want to see you too," you said.
He stood, his hands moving to the seals on his blacks. He fumbled with them, his fingers clumsy. You stood with him, gently pushing his hands aside.
"Let me."
You worked the seals yourself, pulling the fabric apart. His chest was bare underneath, broad and muscled, covered in a thin layer of hair. You traced your fingers along the lines of his pectorals, down his stomach, stopping at the waistband of his leggings.
He held his breath as you pushed the fabric down. His length sprang free, hard and already slick at the tip. You wrapped your fingers around him, feeling the weight of him in your hand.
He groaned, his head falling back. "That feels..."
"Good?"
"Amazing."
You stroked him slowly, watching his face. His eyes were closed, his lips parted, his breathing ragged. He looked undone, completely vulnerable in a way you'd never seen him.
He opened his eyes. "I want to be inside you." You nodded.
He guided you back to the couch. You lay down, and he positioned himself above you, his body blocking out the light. He looked down at you, something soft and wondering in his gaze.
"How do I—"
"Just guide yourself in." You reached down, helping him align. "Slowly."
He pushed forward, and you felt the head of him press against you. He paused, looking at you for confirmation. You nodded.
He entered you slowly. The sensation was overwhelming, the stretch of him filling you completely. You let out a sound, half-moan, half-gasp.
He stopped halfway. "Did I hurt you?"
"No." You wrapped your legs around him, pulling him deeper. "It feels good. Keep going."
He did. He pushed all the way in, his hips flush against yours. He stayed there for a moment, both of you breathing hard, adjusting to the sensation.
"You feel incredible," he whispered.
"So do you."
He started moving. Slowly at first, experimental thrusts that made him groan with each one. He watched your face, studying your reactions, learning what made you gasp and what made you sigh.
"Like that," you said. "Just like that."
He found a rhythm, his hips rocking against yours. His hand found yours, fingers lacing together, pressing into the cushion beside your head.
He was close. You could feel it in the way his movements became less controlled, in the way his breath came in short, desperate gasps.
"I'm going to—" He tried to pull out. You stopped him.
"Inside. It's okay."
He groaned. His hips stuttered, and you felt him release, a warmth spreading inside you. He collapsed against you, his face buried in your neck, his whole body shaking.
"I'm sorry," he said, his voice muffled. "I couldn't hold it."
"Don't apologize." You ran your fingers through his hair. "That was perfect."
He lifted his head, looking at you with an expression you couldn't quite read. "I'm glad it was with you. My first time."
"How was it?" you asked.
He laughed softly. "It was maybe not a good idea."
You blinked. "Why?"
He pressed his forehead against yours. "Because now I'm only going to want to do it all day long with you."














