I think the tech I was with yesterday got mad that I left a lil early
I'm only typing this out so I stop ruminating/spiralling about it
but, for one I had left less that 15 minutes early, and mind you I only stuck around to do an easy 2 view chest x-ray
I had been leaving "early" that entire week bc I'm burnt out and realized that I could stay a whole 30 minutes after and it won't make a single difference
I don't get paid to do anything, and while experience is valuable I get that in the other 7 hours and 45 minutes that I'm there
Idk why he would be mad, besides the fact that now he thinks I'm sensitive and run away from him whenever we have to work together
but that's literally not true, the day I did start tearing up was bc I forgot to take my meds that morning, and I was in general just kinda bummed out that I had so many repeats on a patient that wasn't overly difficult
I'm over it now, and I did genuinely appreciate him reassuring me, maybe I didn't get that across enough
idk, I hope he isn't but at the same time, I mean I shouldn't have to give him my whole life story to justify my leaving early
if he misconstrued sumn then I guess I'll at least ask the next time I see him
but y'know I just think if that did make him pissy then he's kinda gotta get over that man