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Published: 2026-05-18 ; Words: 2,203 ; Chapters: 1/1

Rating: General Audiences

Fandom: Twenty One Pilots

Relationships: Nova Bishop/Torchbearer, Clancy/Torchbearer, Josh Dun/Tyler Joseph

Characters: Nova Bishop, Tyler Joseph, Josh Dun, Torchbearer, Clancy

Additional Tags: Angst, Secret Relationship, Ethical Dilemma, One Shot, Late at Night, Josh Dun is Torchbearer, Tyler Joseph is a Bishop of DEMA, They Need Each Other And It’s Pathetic, What Do They Do At Night?, Forest Fic Ref But It’s Just Because He Spells Out Something, Bittersweat

Language: English

Summary: Tyler and Josh have been meeting up every night since he became a bishop. Deep in his heart, Josh knows it's wrong.

felt like drawing something inspired by this song, since it's been resonating with me heavily recently 🩸 always a pleasure drawing clancy

I'm still very much on a break but I felt this sudden urge to paint today and maybe get over some of the stuff I've been feeling for the past month or so. I'm very unmotivated lately and usually the longer I go without drawing the bigger pressure I feel to perform with my art. So I went in the opposite direction and drew something very messy, not even polishing it too much.

I sometimes get this idea that people expect a very specific style from artists online and it makes me feel too paralyzed to explore and share more unconventional art. I'm trying to fight it and encourage myself to have more fun and experiment. Maybe it'll get me out of this loop, too. I got some oil pastels recently and I'm excited to try them out again, I think I haven't used them since middle school!

it is not a happy one and i apologise

also I posted it on tiktok and it would mean so much if you could check it out!

i made this edit cause i love this cover sm