And if you haven't read it yet, now is the perfect time to start (I promise, this one will drive you crazy). There's SO MUCH tension and drama, and also sexy Lexa in a riding outfit (sometimes).
The open arena was steeped in silence. The air was brittle as glassâdry, thin, with the metallic taste of snow already settled on the mountainous. Colorado didnât give you a choiceâyou either hardened, or you broke.Lexa moved in the saddle as if she were part of August. He went in an extended trot, each stride the result of minute weight shifts, the faint tension of her calves. Beneath herâhoned power, trained in precision. No passion, no improvisation. Only control.
Now, as the sun tilted toward the horizon, she was finishing the session. Sand crunched under the hooves. August moved perfectly, like a Swiss mechanism.At the edge of the arena stood Anyaâin a gray parka, narrow-faced, sharp-cheekboned, with eyes like ice.
âYou ride like the whole of Europeâs chasing you,â she said in crisp English with a faint Russian accent.Lexa slowed the gelding and came to a halt.âMy family is behind me.âAnya smirked. She held a training plan on a tablet and a metal flask of coffee.âSofter through your core,â Anyaâs voice cut from the rail. âRight now youâre not a rider, youâre a skeleton on a stick.â
Lexa bit her tongue. Collected the horse. Shifted into shoulder-in. August responded willingly, almost with relief. And yetâit was still cold mechanics, as always. She worked without feeling.
âBetter. But you still ride like theyâre judging you, not the pair of you. Your back isnât a shield. Itâs a language.ââIâve been judged my whole life,â Lexa shot back, never breaking rhythm.
Anya didnât reply. She stood, leaning against the metal rail, watching with that habitual detachment. Upright posture, knitted hat, Russian severity. She was one of those who didnât touch, didnât pity, didnât ask outright. And that was exactly why Lexa stayed with her.
Thirty minutes later, after finishing transitions and a series of leg-yields, Lexa dismounted and led August toward the stables without a word. Anya walked beside her, hands in her pockets, her stride precise, almost masculine.
âGood today. Better than Friday. Less control, more feel. But youâre still thinking before you breathe.ââHabit,â Lexa replied. âItâs safer that way here.ââTomorrowâs an early start,â Anya said. âTheyâve put you in the first three for the exhibition. Profile test. Not just techniqueâexpression. The horse can do it, but you hold him back.ââHeâs too sensitive.ââHeâs a mirror. Youâre frosted glass.âLexa stopped sharply.âJust say you think Iâm not emotional enough.âAnya raised an eyebrow.âIâm not talking about emotion. Iâm talking about truth. You sit in the saddle like itâs armor. Itâs meant to hold you, not hide you.â
They reached the exit. The air smelled of manure, cold metal, and the cottony scent from the stalls.
âDid you dream of England?â Anya asked suddenly. âLast night.âLexa froze. Glanced at her from the corner of her eye.âIâve never told you about Clarke.ââYou havenât. And you think your control is made of steel. But, LexaâIâm Russian. We know how to listen to pauses.ââIt doesnât change anything,â Lexa said quietly.
Silence hung between them like snow in the air. Autumn here smelled of hay and ice.
âShe stayed there,â Lexa said at last. âLike everything I canât afford. I made my choice. The past doesnât have a visa for the Olympic team.ââAnd do you have one?âLexa turned away.âI will.âAnya nodded.âThen donât forget what youâre doing this for. Or who youâre trying to erase.â
She left first, leaving Lexa aloneâalone with the horse, the shadow in her chest, and fingers trembling on the reins.