Blushing

In the moment I explored blushing with Sir Ryder and he spanked me and made my face grow even darker than when he just used the dirty talk. There have been other similar experiences with scenes, but that was the most recent. 

Skirts/Dresses

This is something I knew I’ve wanted for some time, but it wasn’t something I truly explored until I arrived on campus. After getting to campus, I immediately wore a skirt in public for the first time and it was such an incredible experience. No one was scared or frightened of me, and it was perfect. 

Makeup

Wearing makeup is another step closer into becoming the person… the woman… that I truly feel I am. I’m not very confident in the thoughts yet, but I feel more of myself when I’m fully dressed and put together. I feel beautiful in a way I’ve never fully appreciated before.

Whips/Belts

This is the type of scene I was quite hesitant about at first, considering it was discussed on my first day of class! But it’s a sense of belonging as a submissive, and the way you have to trust the person you’re with. It’s definitely a learning tool for me. 

Separation/Loneliness

Being apart from my family and knowing my parents aren’t happy with me has been incredibly difficult. I look forward to seeing them again, but still feel a level of anxiety about it, too, considering how they feel of my choices.

Collar

In all my time growing up, I thought I’d hate having a mark, but I truly have found my place as a submissive. I truly look forward to the moment when I can wear a collar for another. 

Bruises/Marks

This is another thing I never thought I’d enjoy, but bearing the leftover marks after an enjoyable scene is quite delightful. 

Friends