#clampost

i needed to take a hit of them before i went to work

i love listening to static noise and i love melodrama and i love theatrical things and i love art and music and i like heavy guitar and cool riffs and solos and i like when there is random piano and i like strange instruments and sounds. that is real to me and i like all those things

im in such a state that considering the ramification of throwing away plastic and food i know i cant/wont eat is enough to make me start mourning and feeling guilty and very sad

(gets really scared of being in a fandom) so i move knight to A4..... just kidding i never played chess

if you fight Justice at 3 am you will wake up from a prophetic dream

i need a day off from my days off because during my days off i feel like im either sick or needing to rest the whole time and then i dont do anything like art or whatever

ahhh i love grinding my teeth and clenching my jaw AHHHHHH

im so glad i can always draw something for myself and no one can take that from me