#cirtus

kinkajou art by aestheticofstars

I didn't know it was possible for me to feel this way for a girl, I didn't know it was possible for me to want to stay with anyone forever but I felt that for you. These days, you come to my dreams and we sit on the moon and watch the earth rotate slowly. That dream has been occuring every night for a while now. I miss you. I miss you so much that I hide myself in your arms to save myself from the embarrassment of loving someone who never wanted to be mine. You hold my hands so tightly if you never want to let go. I almost believe it then that you loved me a bit, too.

It's easy to forgive you and fall in love with you again, in my dreams.

I ask you to ruin me when I want you to stay and you smile and pat my head so softly as if you understand everything and still don't know how to act. When I wake up, I cry sometimes.

I wish I had loved you entirely, I wish you weren't my 'almost' so that I could finally get over something I never really had..

Ruki: Livestock, if you want to get famous for this, just say so. I’ll help you properly demonstrate those moans of yours.

Kou: All for TikTok, huh? I thought your moans sounded fake. Why don’t you show them what you really sound like?

Yuma: This some sorta trend, or somethin’, Sow? Maybe we should do it right, then, and get ya moanin’ for me properly. 

Azusa: That was... just for a video? Don’t you want... to recreate something that is... real for your... following, though, Eve?