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Acindra's Ace Amigurumi turned 6 today!

👯: talk about your best friend

My best friends are @iaveinabox and @thisandthensome. I met them through the @fuckyeahrtfanfic blog’s tinychat (now on discord) like 4 and a half years ago. Tats is the creator, Ave is the second in command and does wips, and I run the chat and do recordings.

Ave is the sweetest most caring person I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. She’s really fucking good at keeping a level head about things and I tell her most of my problems, especially with my mental illness because she usually provides good insight or support. She’s very forward thinking and when she wants something she’s not afraid to go and get it, even if she has to suffer. A good example (and promo) is her running of the @ragehappysecretsanta that she now pretty much organizes and runs by herself. She loves languages and sloths and pizza and basically I’ve had her for 4 and a half years and if anything were to happen to her I would kill everyone in the world and then myself.

Tats is super smart and sharp as a whip. She’s very ambitious, as well, and very open to trying new things like starting the fyrtff blog and contacting Rooster Teeth employees for interviews and being the head mod for Ryan Haywood’s twitch streams. She’s a people pleaser which can both be good and bad at times. She’s a very reliable shoulder for me to cry on and is pretty good at calming me down when I’m irrationally upset. She’s super kind and really cool. She likes birds of prey and cats and coffee and has a delicate soul that I will protect until my dying breath if given half a chance. 

🐶: what do you wish you could have as a pet?

I want a cat sized dragon! Failing that, a cat or a snake but my mom is allergic to cats and has a phobia of snakes. Also at this time I’m not capable of caring for myself reliably so I would not subject an animal to having me as an owner.

🌍: where would you want to travel if you had the chance?

I’d like to go back to Japan because I think I’m at an age where I’m more receptive to appreciating the culture now. I’d also like to live in Iceland because it’s nice and cold there.

💕: Favorite blogs?

I mostly follow art/fandom blogs and then my friends so…

@ghostatm0st I don’t remember why I started following them but they have nice general posts. I notice them on my dash more than most people because their icon is done by Maris

@positivelyweird14 Also does general posts and I think Rooster Teeth and some other fandom stuff.

@fullunadulteratedart Is an amazing artist and author. One of their fics is my favorite Joelay fics ever and I commissioned them to do art for my fic because I love it so much. They mainly draw Rooster Teeth things.

@kittycole Is a really cute Rooster Teeth artist as well as aesthetics blog.

@duoachievement Is my go-to for Rooster Teeth posts and information. Their blog reminds me of like an archive, documenting everything that happens which is really cool.

@nomnomnami Is my favorite game designer pretty much ever. Their characters are diverse and adorable and playing their games is like eating candy for me or listening to a bubbly song.

@shima-draws Is my favorite Be More Chill fandom artist. They also write but I have yet to read their fics because I don’t read incomplete fics. 

@askguyslikeus Is my favorite Be More Chill fandom askblog. The cast is really in character and the current storyline is adorable.

❤️: Best internet friends

@teamrtist Maris is hands down my favorite artist and I commission her every chance I can get. She’s also super cool and super sweet and super funny. I once told her that she reminds me of the feeling of an idealized summer and it’s very true. She makes me feel warm and sunny. Talking with her always lifts my mood. 

@dryangon Ryan is one of my newer friends and also an amazing artist. She’s fucking hilarious and really quick witted. She’s also very kind and understanding and I think I talk to her the most out of all of my friends right now.

@amythestquill Friend is a really cool, easy-going bean. I record stuff with her and it’s a lot of fun because we tend to get invested in the games! She likes puns a lot and, like her name says, is very friendly.

@comp-lady Comp and I also record but the videos tend to devolve into bitching about the games and characters and situations rather than playing along like with Friend. We also bitch about writing a lot. 

K: What's the angstiest idea you've ever come up with?

It’s funny, because way back when I was like 15 and writing on ff.net and forums, my most popular fic was angst. I have no idea what my angstiest idea was, though. I have been doing this for like 13 years so...

I was gonna give you some angsty ideas for BMC but they made me sad and I don’t want to think about them. My heart hurts gdi. So instead I’m going to write a brief fluff idea I had to take my mind off the angst I thought up.

Jeremy Heere has an extensive collection of cool rocks. But! He does not collect the rocks. No, instead they’re rocks that Michael has found or bought for him. He doesn’t actually know that right before they met way back when they were knee-high pink and fuzzy that Michael had watched The Pebble and the Penguin. 

When he saw Jeremy playing with a pikachu doll that day in the park he knew he had to give him a rock so he spent a good half hour scouring the park for the perfect one. Eventually he finds a very smooth flat rock that’s kinda purpley and flecked under a tree. He returns to where Jeremy is still playing and sits down with him. Jeremy thinks he’s gonna bully him or take his pikachu because Michael starts with “I like your pikachu” so he like curls into a ball. But Michael just tries to look Jeremy in the eye (which involves half laying on the ground and contorting his body a little) and says he has a gift for him. He hands over the rock and Jeremy just lights the fuck up and is like “it’s warm! and it’s so pretty! are you sure you’re giving it to me?” and they start talking and become friends.

Michael starts looking for cool rocks wherever he goes because he’s so in love with Jeremy and the way he looks when Michael gives him one. Jeremy, for his part, is so in love with Michael but his self-esteem makes him unable to fathom how someone could see something so neat and think of him. He doesn’t think he deserves the gifts and he certainly doesn’t think he deserves Michael. When he gets old enough, Michael starts getting them from niche shops at the mall or online, expanding from just rocks on the ground to like specific minerals and stuff.

As a side note he probably spends a month or so researching witchcraft and paganism for stone properties and meanings and gives Jeremy protection ones and stuff like that. Jeremy, for his part, does not know their meanings and only sometimes does Michael tell him.

His favorite stone to give him is Sardonyx which symbolizes romantic love. He likes it because it has rings like a tree and which reminds him of the original rock he found under a tree. Jeremy likes it because it’s red like Michael’s hoodie.

N: Is there a fic you wish someone else would write (or finish) for you?

That’s a really hard question because to some extent I’d rather other people just take all my fics away from me and write them. If there was one fic I have going right now that I had to have someone else write, it’d probably be the third one in this post because I’m terrible at smut.

If you ever wanted to know my favorite pokemon. My trainer actually looks like this (made here) by @thisandthensome: