Series Summary: Russell Shaw â as mysterious as they come. Sure, he never shares a lot. But now he has decided to lay it all out there: his adventures in the Army, how he came to like fries with sriracha, and most importantly, how he met you. No omissions, no lies â only the cold, hard truth. Yup, youâve heard that right. Itâs Russell's classified files!
Pairing: Russell Shaw x CIA Agent!reader
Warnings: 18+, language, violence, war & Army themes (largely set in 2005 Iraq), spy themes, death, torture, angst, hurt/comfort, smut, fluff, humor
A/N: Confused about the header? In my head, 26-year-old soldier Russell is clean-shaven and short-haired, so Dean Winchester it is đ In other news, I've been dying to write a soldier/Army/spy story for years, so guess how elated I was about Russell's backstory! This serves as a prequel to The Exit Strategy and explains a few things. Beware of the themes, not everything is roses in this, so strap in! đ
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Bro have you ever seen chainsaw man? I genuinely think itâd be scary as fuck in the monster au if the reader was like any type of the devils đ the control, blood, war or chainsaw devil, like bro how do you even counter that when they could just spam heal with a drop of blood no matter how bad their injury is and get stronger the more they are feared? Also the whole lending their abilities by contracts. đ if you havenât watched chainsaw man id recommend â„ïž
Cw: blood and gore, devils, injury, violence, tell me if I missed any.
Note: Okay, so, I will shamefully admit that I havenât had the time to read or watch the anime despite having the first 8 books at home. Iâm just always doing something and leave the TV on for ambient sound, but when I watch anime, I like being able to concentrate on it and I havenât been able to do that. I do, however, know a little about what Iâve seen in clips and all.
There wasnât much you could do in this moment âanything human. There was hell to pay and none of which you wanted part of. Sure, they would pay for what they did, but you werenât interested of dying and possibly loosing all that youâd worked so hard to accomplished as someone seemingly human in both nature and being.You werenât fond of the though of reincarnating into a different person and winding up in hell, youâd seen the place, it was dreadfully boring and cramped, and you were not excited to wind up there under any circumstances.Â
You had worked - somewhat - hard to keep your devilish mannerism under lock and key, wanting to form a relationship with people rather than make them, to force them and control their minds into becoming friends with you. You had gone through so many challenges to keep your past a secret, to separate yourself from it : from your eerie eyes, the striking red spirals over your yellow iris, to the impulsive need to foster fear and control. Manipulation. Be it the higher ups, the lesser men and women, or anything that seemed to bother you, you worked hard to bury the unconscious need to make them fear you.Â
Fear worked best for a Devil than respect did. Fear created you, the conception of it had birthed you and the death of it would call your end. Perhaps thatâs why you always had the urge for it.Â
Though you willed something to happen, you couldnât exactly fix incompetence in dead men, the contracts youâd seen them made with other of your kind coming to an end because of sheer hubris, thinking they could beat a better equipped army or outplay more experienced people. You could always hide and last long enough for them to move on, but, in your situation, the enemy wanted to use this building. So hiding was out of the question.
You could always use the weapons you were given, the simple handguns often strapped to your sides or your back, but even they would eventually run out before youâd gotten rid of everything. It made you wondered where the million dollar budget the CIA received went; which department did it go to? You werenât certain of it, but you suspected personal spendings and expenses wired towards the information department. Granted, you depended on it as an agent, but your- the human agents had a high risk job and required better equipment. You knew you should have went with the military, they were less bureaucratic and uptight.Â
You figured youâd simply have to alternate between using your gun and⊠your powers.
Soap had no fucking clue what heâd stumbled into. Laswell had told them all that this was a search and rescue, possibly a retrieval. A group of four agents were sent to collect a hard drive, but all had gone dark, no reply, no command and no call backs. So it only made sense if this was a retrieval mission rather than a rescue.Â
They were warned of enemy interference and of the dangers, but not this: a fucking bloodbath. Blood pooled around the corpses of men decked in thick body armour, whatever left of it was splattered on the walls and a few limbs scattered around them. Weapons, goggles, headsets, magazines and even chipped cement littered the ground, making the floor a hazard to walk on.Â
It wouldnât have been such a shock to see, they were used to the bloody mess and the violence that broke arms and necks as much as it did lives, they werenât a stranger to it, rather frustratingly familiar. It wouldnât be so eerily strange if it wasnât for the sole fingered standing over a mass of bodies and shattered bones, listening to the disgusting sound of cracking bones compressing down by an unknown force.Â
They were bathed in red, a - what he could assume used to be white - crimson button up shirt and drenched suit and slacks covered whatever skin wasnât as red as the ground. They held a gun in one hand, pointed down while the other hand was raised towards the squirming body, cracking and bending in unnatural ways.Â
âSteaminâ Jesus,â he cursed lowly, the words hissing through the air, âThatâs who were supposed to rescue?âÂ
Whatever monster - devil - this was, Soap - now - added another thing of CIA agents to fear.
I noticed Iâve written several drabbles for August with a same reader in mind, so I decided to compile a small masterlist for all the drabbles arranged in chronological order to tell their relationship.