@chrtaehyun
the chemicals that you pull from my atmosphere
they're out of this world
there's a small bowl of stew that sits atop a woven circular placemat accompanied with a glass of ice water. the condensation has already begun to sweat down the edge, the ice inside melting and making the one slice of lemon sink even lower. everything moves as slow as haseok does, carefully carrying the wooden tray from the kitchen into the male's room.
today calls for no haste. taehyun is under the weather and their saturday is wasted. the weather is as dreary as they are. haseok is setting the tray down at taehyun's bedside with the uttermost care; there's a glimmer of hope in haseok's eyes as he looks down to the male huddled in sheets, he smiles then, leaning down until he swears their noses touch. taehyun had been out for some time with the help of some liquid medicine left uncapped on his night table. the room is filled with silence all except for the light sounds of the maleโs breathing masked from his duvet and white noise machine as loud as haseokโs own mind.
โtaehyun-ah, wake up,โ he mutters then, finally allowing himself to break from the prolonged gaze heโd given the male prior to waking him at the sound of his voice. haseok falls back in step with the haseok that taehyun knows him for โ aloof, distanced, complex and simple all at once. he doesnโt smile when taehyun opens his eyes, instead, shifts back to lift the cooled stone pot at its edges to signal it was time to eat.ย
only when haseok gets a good look at the dullness of the maleโs complexion and the dark circles under his eyes does his exterior soften; something in his chest feels like itโs beginning to thaw.
he refrains from commenting, leaves the empty fake insults for another day. he takes a spoonful of the stew and blows on it first for good measure and carefully bringing it to his lips. it wouldnโt be haseokโs first time feeding something to taehyun, but something about taehyunโs exhaustion and quietness almost leaves haseok feeling like heโs alone. he eats with him in silence, splitting the bowl of rice into two sides for them to share.ย
he doesnโt think about the fact they share the same spoon.
โall done,โ haseok tries to sing-song once they finish; instead of meaning for it to come out warm and cute, it sounds robotic and forced from his own mouth, borderline animatronic. taehyunโs eyes already appear to be closing again, a sure sign his medicine was really kicking in. haseok nudges him, doesnโt want to lose him to sleep just yet.ย โhey,โ he bumps taehyunโs side again with just enough force to shake him out of falling back to sleep.ย โi told you iโd stay for only five minutes.โ