#christmasdate

It was a really lazy Sunday for me. I slept around 4am after the party and I woke up around 10am. I had a breakfast and I was playing with Bloom and talking with Mom. 

My Mom cooked one of my favorite viand, the corn soup with shrimp and some pork. I ate a lot actually this weekend because I missed eating home cooked meals. The past month, I have been eating either a fastfood or a viand from the locals here. 

I just missed my Mom's cooking and we prepared our Christmas Tree. It is our first Christmas tree at and I finally feel some changes in our lives. I have been dreaming for this since I was young and we finally have it. I still need to buy some decors so we can make it look better. The Christmas balls just arrived too but they were too small, so we are thinking to buy bigger ones and some flowers for more accent. 

I left home around 2pm and I sent my gift to Bammy. She liked the toys I bought for her and we are playing on to it. They are cute and we both liked them. I missed playing with my nephews and neice. They are growing so fast and I couldn't catch uo anymore. 

My brother learned to drive a car too so I am hoping that next year we will be able to buy our own car. I am excited to learn how to drive too. If only my budget will be enough maybe I will. 

Anyway, life is quite challenging for me and I hope I can balance it this coming months. I hope I can clear off my debts this month. I really do hope sooooo. 

I am planning to ask Buloy to come over with me on Ben and Ben concert, but I am shy to ask him. Maybe he will decline it and I will just be like another hopia moment. What if he will come with me? But what if he will not?

Anyway, I still feel sick and I hope I will feel better soon. 

Love always,

I was getting a little pressure with the job I have right now. So many things on my plate right now. I wanted to finish the baseplate fix-ups as it is taking so much of my time and I have a few errors in my job. I missed changing the columns.

I will do checking on Saturday and I hope it will turn out well.

I was really busy this morning and I am receiving a lot of emails lately. I have been busy but I am enjoying this kind of business. I was so silent the entire day as my teammates were so silent at work. I am aiming to finish all my jobs this month and I hope I can pull it all off this month.

I was trying to keep myself on track and trying to make use of the time as much as possible. I am working with the best people in our company so I need to come closer to where they are right now.

I have a friend that kept on bothering me about him. He was trying to pull some trigger on me and I am trying not to think about him and not to interact with him as much as possible. I don't want to bother him and make him feel that I kept on chasing him. So, sometimes, I am really getting annoyed.

I was rushing so many things today and I think I am doing a pretty good job. I wanted to be better and bring out the best version of me.

Earlier, while I was talking to our admin and having some discussion with her to catch up or to be more comfortable with me. I kept on seeing him trying to sneak and check our group. They are even chatting to me if they can join in our talk. They even went to our group chat. I was a little shocked seeing them there and talking to me. It feels good and it made me feel that he just wanted to see me. Just kidding.

I managed to clean my balcony and I am so happy. Finally!!!! Tomorrow, I will clean my counter and my organizers. I am fulfilled and happy to see my room is cleaner and much better to live in.

Good night.

Love always,

Iyaaaan