#chocolategirl

20–21. 5’5. chocolate skin. long, thick, deep-red coils. dark hazel eyes. dimples that have absolutely gotten her out of trouble before. 😭

and BABY… the body???

D cup. tiny little 27-inch waist. 40+ inch hips. thick thighs. soft, feminine, curvy. not giving gym bro, not giving “I count every almond I eat” 😭—just very much she takes care of herself and it shows.

she wasn’t always comfortable in this body though. there was a time when she was heavier, quieter, and way more insecure about herself. losing weight and growing into her adult body slowly changed the way she carried herself. she’s still figuring out how to be confident without feeling like she has to prove she’s confident.

because underneath the baddie packaging?

she’s actually a good girl. like… princess princess. 🎀

she likes pretty things. she likes being spoiled. she likes softness, affection, feeling safe, and being treated like somebody’s baby every once in a while. she’s naturally loving and genuinely wants the best for people.

BUTTTT—

don’t play with her bitch

she’s smart. she’s artistic. she’s business-minded. she can handle serious shit when she needs to, and she’s not afraid to speak up when something isn’t right. she’s curious as hell, a little smartass, and definitely has an attitude for certain people. 😭 she’ll keep her composure tho.

you could have her sitting there looking pretty and calm while she’s mentally going:

“oh… so that’s what we’re doing?”

and that’s usually your warning. 💀

because she’s a lover first.

She’ll communicate

she’ll forgive.

she’ll try to understand.

she’ll give you the benefit of the doubt.

but if loving you isn’t working?

She’s also trying to retire the whole “good girl who never does anything wrong” persona. because girl… she’s grown now. she’s allowed to have feelings. she’s allowed to get angry. she’s allowed to want things. she’s allowed to flirt. she’s allowed to make mistakes. she’s allowed to be a woman without constantly worrying about whether she’s being “good” enough.

and speaking of feelings…

she is LOWKEY a crybaby. 😭 but don’t expect everybody to see it. she’ll hold herself together around people, go home, close the bedroom door, and then suddenly she’s crying because somebody hurt her feelings three hours ago. and when she’s really comfortable with someone?

oh, it’s OVER. 😭

she gets softer. clingier. more emotional. she’ll let herself actually be vulnerable because she finally feels safe enough to stop pretending she has everything together. Her family situation doesn’t exactly help. Her father was never really the father figure she needed, and her mother has spent years doing her best to raise her children while carrying responsibilities that should’ve been shared. She grew up with older brothers, but that doesn’t mean she grew up knowing what romantic affection from a man felt like.

because our girl?

has never had a boyfriend…never been in a relationship…never been seriously courted…never had a man genuinely show her what it feels like to be wanted and cared for…and yes…she’s a virgin.

BUTT HEAR ME OUT WHORES BEFORE YOU RUN, this is for the freaked out girls who are virgins but are very sexual 😏😏

☝🏾😩 I got Yall

not because she’s sitting around waiting for some fictional prince to come save her. 😭life just… hasn’t happened that way for her. she’s never been kissed, touched, or experienced that kind of intimacy with a man. which is honestly hilarious when you look at her. because she can handle business.she can stand her ground. she can walk into a room looking like THAT.

but put a genuinely attractive man in front of her and suddenly this whole princess has forgotten how eye contact works. 😭 she’s inexperienced, but she’s not stupid.she’s curious.she knows she’s grown. she knows she has desires. she just hasn’t figured out what she wants to do with them yet.

and that’s what makes her fun. For me at least she’s not waiting to become a woman.she already is one.she’s just finally learning what that actually means.sweet girl.😏pretty girl.😩smart girl.😝little crybaby.🥹big attitude when necessary.🤨soft heart.sharp mouth.

Our modern princess.

and underneath all that?a whole lot of “don’t piss me off.”

🎀 she’s a good girl… not a weak one.

🩷🩷🩷!Soraya!🩷🩷🩷

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