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That evil lyn tho :3

“Gas the rats”, huh?!

Chinese instruments~My cup of tea 嚴重唔夠喉！ 點解唔玩耐d? #chockma #戳麻 #endlesssummer2014

就算係台灣，個心都要往下沉架 #chockma #戳麻 #不來怎交 #我最膠 (在 PIPE Live Music)

 Step forth from where you once were to where you are today? Do you feel any different?  Do you look any different? Do you understand now? But the question should be, do you know what you have become? Stepping forth from the blinding darkness of ignorance of yourself and of life forces you to shed the facades of what you once thought you were. The veil of ignorant bliss is ripped quietly away but yet forceful enough to make you see that where you now stand is far from where you once closed your eyes and walked away from. You are now more and less, you are now enlightened and more ignorant, you are now stronger but you are still weaker. You are no longer the lessor but are still the lesser of the enlightened. Truth, these paradoxes stand firm in the birthing of your new self and the loss of a shell that was once too small for even a Neophyte to wear. From the Lessons you have grown, out growing even your own knowledge and surpassing what was once your core beliefs. You stand before the altar, naked an new. Cast down your broken shell upon it, let the light of your new self set fire to this and let it be a part of your life, mind and spirit no more. Forever lost now, no longer is it of you or from you, but a pile of ash to be swept away by the keepers of Time and Air. Be proud, not sad, be wise not worried, be humble not bold. For now is a time to reflect and regain, because you know within any moments time you new Lessons will begin and your knew self will be put to the charge of using and then teaching what you have just become. Are you ready to take this next step? It is not your last, but it is the last step you will take in the presence of the shell you once were. -rtf

 As much as we would like to not admit our errors and follies, the lacking of patience is the deepest one for most to not admit. With youth it is a given, of course. The impetuousness and vigor of such a young age is somewhat forgiving at most times, though with age one should not have such a need for the tidings of recklessness. Yet, some still do and suffer harshly when they are faced with the strict facts of such a thing needing to be erased from their very being. Easier said then done my friend, but not impossible. To grow in age and wisdom we need to grow with the aptitude of grace, even if it is for show and not for anything more. For learning though, one must curb such a beast by the nose and hold its tail in control. To let wilderness run within the powers of the universe would mark the destruction of both student and teacher. One can not learn if they can not focus on the structures of how and why without know what it is truly made of, not just the end results. From A to Z is nevertheless a long and winding road, shortcuts are simply mistakes made by the impetuous and lazy. The scholars of lore would never simply dabble in creating something half way, neither should today be any different. We each live our lives as we seem fit, but how often do we find ourselves guilty of taking these shortcuts to save not only time and or money but end up loosing more then the gains in the long term? Think of your time and wealth as equal and live within the means of both and learn to walk the path you are given within each step as shown. Never stray from which you are shown for, yes you can learn but how much do you wish to suffer and loose before the teacher of us all reminds you of how much little you have left to loose? -rtf

Development =Learning = foundation = 80 = למוד = Hebrews 6 Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition The Peril of Falling Away  We all can understand the basics, but can we truly understand the fundamentals and foundation of what we think, act, feel and believe? To learn is to grow, but to grow wisdom must be formed from the knowledge and understandings of what lies beneath our most basic of teachings. Most plants grow from the roots up, all structures start from the ground up so wouldn't the path to wisdom be the same? One can not be wise if they do not know or understand what they are reciting to another. Growth in many aspects requires many many deep changes within the sum of the whole person. Mental, physical, spiritual and as a whole. We all begin as blanks upon this world, sometimes we have sparks of perviousness but by far too limited to be truly recognized until later. Each step we gain regardless of directions of the steps. Even stepping backwards is a lesson, though sometimes a detrimental one but nonetheless a lesson. This is when a teacher is brought into the life and lessons are made much more clear and structure is brought upon the student. With all within line wisdom can not be gleamed from the ashes of prior lessons that were thought lost to the student, but the teacher simply sees them as reminders and rebuilds them to fit within the lessons of the days ahead. We each grow within our own ways, some are simple others are more drastic and painful then most. With a guiding hand of a teacher and the wisdom from The Creator, passed down to The Gods, Goddesses and The Guardians one can never fall back to where they one were.. Only grow and become as we are all born to.. rtf

Camouflage = 76 = a hiding place = הסוה = Psalm 32 Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition The Joy of Forgiveness A Psalm of David. A Maskil.  There is always a moment of seeing things within plain sight and then there are the moments that what you truly seek hides within the canopy of thoughts, images, sounds and whispers within your own mind. We all know it is there, the knowledge to move forwards and past the obstacles and stumbling blocks that we ourselves thrown in our own paths just to not get to where we are going out of fear or ignorance. Within the fear, there is a reason; once there, where do I go? How will I be or what will I become? Within ignorance the questions are simply ego. If your ego is your own cage then no teacher will ever come to you unless you willingly walk from your own prison and ask for it. No one can or ever will empty your cages for you, this is the beginning lessons that only you, yourself can begin and finish. Fear is the lessons of change, overcoming and realizations. In many ways these are more challenging then being within your own cage. While caged you don't feel, change or react to anything you don't want to come within contact to. Without your cage you are open to everything that will come, affect and change you regardless of your wants or not. Hidden within is always lessons, behind every day there is something to learn and before you know it, you have become more unlike what you were and not walking towards who you truly are.-rtf