I’ve had this crystal heart either on my nightstand or in my pocket (when I’m traveling). I’ve had it with me since my baby sister, @gwenevieremann passed away almost 1 year ago on July 22, 2018. So far the worst day of my life. You see she wasn’t supposed to be the first of us 6 siblings to die. Almost 10 years younger than me. She’s the baby. I changed her diapers and took care of her. Even in her high school years she ended up living with me again. We had a close bond and a lot of laughs. We also share 2 secrets that no one else knows except God and our angels. 1 secret we never spoke of and the other secret would inevitably come up between us when certain things triggered it in various family gatherings over the years. It would make her flinch in guilt and me, I’d laugh. Now I have to hold these secrets tucked away to myself. I’ll just remember the memories of the memory of our memories. The reason this crystal is in this pic on this post is, because I’m rolling out my pics on IG from my India Spiritual Journey from last March. I took this pic at JFK Airport as I was sitting at the bar having a stiff drink waiting for my friends and spiritual journeyers to meet me at the gate. Me and Gwen sharing a cocktail before we start our 30 some hour travels to get to India. #cheerssis #missyousis #sistersecrets #secrets #pocketcrystal #crystalheart #seleniteheart #brokenhearted #indiabound #healingjourney #indiaspiritualjourney #spiritualjourney #memories #nowitsjustamemory (at John F. Kennedy International Airport) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0HVYGqhtTY/?igshid=65zbfoh72nqc
