38. âYou faintedâŚstraight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention you didnât have to go to such extremes.â
>>again I may have gone a teensy bit overboard here lol oops! Hope you like it!
The gymnasium spun like a wobbly top, fluorescent lights making wide, wiggly streaks of yellow inside her shrinking tunnelvision. Chrissy realized too late that she had nothing to grab onto, the bleachers were across the court and the entirety of the cheer squad were too far away for her to ask for help. Her legs morphed into Jell-O, her jog halting like she ran right into a brick wall.
Everything moved too quickly for her to react. Before Chrissy knew it, the court floor closed in without warning; she hurtled toward the hard ground.
Her vision dimmed, panic traveling like burning ice in her veins. All went black before the thud.
For a moment there was nothing, but a sweltering darkness.
And then, distorted voices pierced her unwilling sleep. She came to, her eyelids struggling like the bleachers being squeaked along the floor. Gradually, the warped noise reconfigured into recognizable words.
âHagan, get an ice pack and-and a water from the cooler. Go!â
Voices overlapped and drowned into background noise until her focus sharpened and she keyed back into the present.
ââdon't argue, just get it.â
Someone was cradling her head, fingers woven into the waves of hair against her scalp. The scrunchy must have come loose, because Chrissy felt the Cascade of hair cover her ears. Her neck was slick with sweat, beads of moisture dripping like a leaky faucet onto the court.
She tried to speak, but her mouth felt like sandâdry and unforgiving. Her eyelids fluttered open with renewed commitment to find out exactly how badly she'd embarrassed herself this time.
âHey, you waking up? Are you alright?â
The blurry face in front of her took shape. Damp, floppy hair, those soft brown eyes, the concern that tightened his captivating, smooth lips.
God, it was Steve Harrington. She passed out on Steve Harrington. The worst possible person she could have done something embarrassing in front of. Besides being captain of their basketball team, he was also a really dreamy senior.
At practice, the cheer team always started with sprints around the court where the boys did their drills. She must have collapsed and crashed into him while he was dribbling down the line. Her stomach clenched.
âM'fine,â she mumbled, trying to sit up and regain some of her dignity. Her body flopped back like a fish caught out of Lover's Lake. Ugh.
âWhoa, whoa. Just hold on a second. Take it easy, Cunningham.â
Steve gently lowered her back down, letting her shoulders shift to get more comfortable. There wasn't the hard waxy thump she expected to meet on the court floor. Chrissy realized with a jolt that her head rested squarely on his lap, his gaze studying her profusely sweaty, probably blotchy face.
âHow did I get here?â she muttered rhetorically, but more importantly, aloud.
Steve smirked. That really cute dimpled smirk that highlighted his two beauty marks on his cheek. If she wasn't already overheating, she'd be blushing. Thank God for small miracles.
âYou faintedâŚâ He brushed back his normally feathered hair now slick with sweat. âStraight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention you didnât have to go to such extremes.â
He looked away like he was the lead in a John Hughes movie, all debonair, but when he turned toward her again, worry returned.
âIt wasnât on purpose,â she said, scoffing. If she couldn't sit up right away, the last she could do was not look desperate for his attention. âTrust me. I would not risk falling head first into the floor in case you missed me.â
âIt'd never happen.â
âHuh?â
âI'd never let Hawkins' best flyer hit the floor,â he said, gradually lifting her upper body forward to see if she could manage the different position.
There he was, always drooling charm. His brows scrunched together, his mouth curled downward.
âSeriously though, are you okay?â
âYeah, I am. Well ⌠I wasn't, but I think I'm getting better now,â Chrissy said. âI forgot my lunch today and thought I'd be okay to wait to eat until after practice. Guess I thought wrong.â
She laughed dryly, half-heartedly rolling her eyes. His hands pressed into her, supporting her back muscles, and Chrissy attempted to sit up with his help. At first, her head swam with the pressure difference, but with a few deep breaths, her dizziness drifted away.
âThe guys keep a ton of snacks in the locker room. It's well stocked. We can grab you something to eat.â
Before Chrissy could thank him and politely decline, the footsteps and concerned calls of her teammates interrupted her train of thought. For a moment, she'd forgotten they weren't all alone. Alongside a few cheerleaders, Tommy H. dragged his feet carrying a towel-wrapped ice pack in one hand and a paper cup of water in the other.
âFinally. I thought Tommy was gonna be a total prick about helping.â Steve shook his head. He gestured to the small crowd approaching. âBut looks like your stunt for my undivided attention is over. Our moment of privacy is over.â
His sweet smile made fainting almost worth it. Chrissy bit her lip.
âThat's what you think,â she said, her stomach in knots. âbut you forgot about your offer to check up on me later. I can give you my number after practice.â
âWell, I'll be damned, Cunningham. You are sneaky. I like it.â He helped her up off the ground, keep her arm wrapped around his waist. âThis trick only works for you though. Make sure your girlfriends know that I won't rescue just any cheerleader.â
âI wouldn't let them anyhow.â She leaned against him for supportâŚ. Maybe, milking her dizziness for a little longer in order to tuck under his arm, close enough to make Kate, her cheer captain, give her the stink eye.
Chrissy didn't care. Steve Harrington was going to call her tonight. Butterflies, moths, the whole damn flying insect ecosystem fluttered around her belly at the thought. All because she fainted into his arms.
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Stranger Things Sapphic Mini Bang 2025 - It Doesnât Have to be a Date by jaytriesstuff - Part II - 03.10.2025
It was a pleasure to work with @jaytriesstrangerthings on their Buckingham fic with non binary Robin for the @sapphicsteventsâs Stranger Things Sapphic Mini Bang 2025 đđ Here's the second part of the drawings made for it !
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Chrissy's date outfit, waiting for Robin to arrive - It Doesn't Have to be a Date by jaytriesstuff - 03.10.2025
Done using watercolors, ink pens, colored pencils, gel pens, alcohol markers, acrylic paint pens and Photoshop for the background, the jewelry, the embroidered antique sun, moon and luna moth on Chrissy's cardigan, the button on Chrissy's cardigan, Chrissy's eye make-up, her bottle of nail polish and phone
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Robin's date outfit, standing a bit awkwardly - It Doesn't Have to be a Date by jaytriesstuff - 03.10.2025
Done using watercolors, ink pens, colored pencils, alcohol markers, acrylic paint pens and Photoshop for the background, light effect, Robin's pins, the jewelry, the corduroy pattern, the embroidered stars on their jacket, the buttons on Robin's shirt and jacket and the patterns on Robin's shirt and trousersÂ
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Buckingham kissing at the end of the date - It Doesn't Have to be a Date by jaytriesstuff - 03.10.2025
Done using watercolors, ink pens, colored pencils, gel pens, alcohol markers, acrylic paint pens and Photoshop for the background, Robin's pin, the jewelry, the corduroy pattern, the embroidered stars on Robin's jacket and the antique sun and luna moth on Chrissy's cardigan, the buttons on Robin's shirt and jacket, the button on Chrissy's cardigan, the pattern on Robin's shirt, Chrissy's eye make-up and the contour on the characters
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Stranger Things Sapphic Mini Bang 2025 - It Doesn't Have to be a Date by jaytriesstuff - Part I - 02.10.2025
It was a pleasure to work with @jaytriesstrangerthings on their Buckingham fic with non binary Robin for the @sapphicstevents's Stranger Things Sapphic Mini Bang 2025 đđ
Part II
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Cover Art - It Doesn't Have to be a Date by jaytriesstuff - 02.10.2025
Done using ink pens, gel pens, colored pencils, alcohol markers, graphite pencils, acrylic paint pens and Photoshop for the background, table, the foods and drinks, plates, jewelry and buttons, the design on Robin's shirt and her pin, the embroidery on their jacket, the pattern on Chrissy's dress and the title and creditsÂ
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Cover Art as is - Buckingham on a date during spring, surrounded by sweet treats and drinks while at a cafĂŠ - It Doesn't Have to be a Date by jaytriesstuff - 02.10.2025
Done using ink pens, gel pens, colored pencils, alcohol markers, graphite pencils, acrylic paint pens and Photoshop for the background, table, the foods and drinks, plates, jewelry and buttons, the design on Robin's shirt and her pin, the embroidery on their jacket and the pattern on Chrissy's dressÂ
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Divider - Wavy bowl and Gnome mug - It Doesn't Have to be a Date by jaytriesstuff - 02.10.2025
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Stranger Things Sapphic Mini Bang 2025 - Finding Something (Love ?) by the Pool by DragonsIre - Part II - 01.10.2025
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Chrissy in her strawberry bikini - Finding Something (Love ?) by the Pool by DragonsIre - 01.10.2025
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Banner - Finding Something (Love ?) by the Pool by DragonsIre - 30.09.2025
Done using watercolors, ink pens, alcohol markers, colored pencils, gel pens, graphite pencils, acrylic paint pens and Photoshop for the background, pattern on Chrissy's swimsuit, the logo on Heather's lifeguard swimsuit, jewelry, contour on the characters, light effect, and title and credits
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Banner as is but also drawing in the fic - Cunningway flirting at the pool - Finding Something (Love ?) by the Pool by DragonsIre - 30.09.2025
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Chrissy Cunningham/Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson
wc: 5k | M | @stevieweek day 5: mall/after party | transfem!Steve Harrington; Nonbinary!Eddie Munson; Getting Together; Fluffier than the first line makes it seem like it's gonna be
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After her mom dies she goes to the mall.
She's back in Hawkins for the first time since she left, which is she supposes the nature of things. The next time she's back in Indianapolis it will be the first time since she left there too. This is a more significant first, but the sentiment is grounding.
She dresses in drag, clothes she hasn't worn since she stopped pretending to be what her father wanted her to be. Jeans that don't fit in the hips and enough clothes layered up to hide her chest. All to meet with a lawyer who either isn't paid enough to care or paid enough to pretend that he doesn't. He launches straight into the facts without sparring her more than a glance. It's all paperwork really; but still, she thinks she takes being told that the nature of her mother's death means the giant house she never liked is now hers pretty well.Â
And now she's at the mall.
She isnât even sure why they built a mall in this three stoplight town but she appreciates it all the same. A mall means she has some place to go when her breathing speeds up. Somewhere she can park the pickup she and Robin share before she runs it into some ditch.
Sheâs stripped down to the bottom layer of her boy disguise. A polo that stretches across her chest even with the restrictive bra she has underneath it. Everything about it feels revealing in a bad way, the stripes distorted at the top, the hem curling at her waist where she has stomach and hips that the body that used to wear these didnât have.
Stevie stumbles into a J.C. Pennyâs of all places. The scent of mixed perfume samples and radio pop over the speakers slowing her heart until she canât feel its frantic beat in her fingers. She doesnât even know why sheâs upset, doesnât know what emotion was roiling between her ears until she cut her wheel into the first parking lot she could find.
Barefaced, sheâs sure she looks like a mess. She gets splotchy now when sheâs upset, a trait, ironically, her mother shared with her.
She wanders through the aisles, runs her fingers along the racks of last seasons looks that have trickled down from the stores her mother used to shop in. Until she realizes sheâs made it through to the makeup counter. Women in nondescript black outfits and white name tags look over and past her, aerosol sprays visible in the fluorescent lights as they float through the air misting their passing targets and then some. The smell of powders manages to linger at the back of it all, just enough to remind her of the times she spent on the floor of her motherâs bathroom watching her get ready in the vanity while she played with her matchbox cars.
Her eyes flit up and land on a salesgirl just long enough to call it eye contact. Strawberry blonde hair pulled into a high pony, sheâs young enough that they would have gone to high school together, Stevie thinks, if she had stayed around long enough to make it to that point. The girlâs eyes donât skitter away when she realizes that sheâs locked eyes with the freak. They brighten and a cheerful voice carries over the din of sales and shopping. âWould you like to sample anything, Miss?â
A coworker glares. Stevie sees it, a blind man would see it, but the girl keeps smiling. Unaware or uncaring that she broke the rules by calling attention to herself and giving the outlier a reason to linger.
And Stevie wants to linger. Wants to feel right, like herself again. Not this old Halloween costume she pulled out of a box and put on. She approaches the blonde, lets her fingers touch the glass counter. Smudges them just to prove that she can, and sheâs here.
âDo you have anything youâd recommend for an event?â She hears herself asking.
Up close she can see the blonde is also wearing a pristine white name tag, Chrissy. She was probably a cheerleader. Thereâs something cheerleader-y about the way she nods. The swing of her ponytail, the way her smile is blended across her entire face.
âThat would depend on the event.â
âMy mother just died,â the reveal rolls off the tongue easier than she thought it would. Though sheâll have to admit to Robin later sheâs guilty of the crime of dropping her problems on a retail worker. âSo a party.â
âI had one of those mothers too.â Chrissy reveals with a wink.
She reaches beneath the counter and selects a sleek silver tube. Taking off the lid she rolls it up until the tip of a bright pink lipstick is exposed. âWant to try it on?â
Stevie knows she shouldnât. But she shouldnât have come back to Hawkins. So whatâs one more thing she shouldnât do.
She nods, not trusting her voice to come out right. She canât have it ruin this.
Chrissy smiles even brighter. A practiced hand grabs a brush from beside her. The color builds up on it, pinker somehow now that itâs removed from its home. Small hands reach across the counter, bold movements. Thereâs no hesitation as she grabs Stevieâs chin between cold fingers, holding it still in a firm grip.
The waxy feeling of lipstick is unmistakable as itâs swiped across her lips.
Chrissyâs smile grows until Stevie thinks she could count her teeth. âBeautiful.â
A mirror is turned. Her hair is a mess, she still hates this shirt, but that flash of pink thrills her in a way she hasnât been since she could smell strawberry lipgloss over the baking waffle cones.
âThank you.â
âFeel free to say no if you already have plans,â Chrissy says, âbut thatâs the kind of lip that deserves to be worn out.â
âIâm sure you say that to all the girls,â Stevie risks. Her voice the right kind of high as it escapes her in a whisper.
âYou wouldnât know this, but I really donâtâŚâ
âStevie.â
âStevie. I know this band, theyâre going to be performing tonight. The music might not be your thing, but I promise they know how to throw an afterparty.â
âOh, I donât-â
Itâs not really concern thatâs stopping her, but she really hadnât planned on staying. She hadnât planned any of this, not with Robin, not with herself. Just jumped in the car and drove back to a town she never thought sheâd go back to just to end up in the mall with the first pretty girl sheâs let herself look at in years.
And that pretty girl is waving her off. âDonât think about it too hard, youâll let your mother convince you itâs a bad idea. Trust me.â
And she does. She believes with all her heart that Chrissy probably did have a mother just like hers. Small town perfect, at the salon once a week for her nails and once a month for her highlights. Who taught her daughter how to be the right kind of good, though Stevie had to learn through observation and self-study. She still let herself be molded into the kind of girl her mother might have been proud of, if sheâd let her know that girl even existed.
Like she can tell that Stevie has started to think about agreeing. Chrissy snags a bit of paper from farther down the counter, steals a pen from beside the register. âThis is my number, this is the address. Itâs just past the Shell on the way out of town, you really canât miss it. Iâm off at seven, feel free to call.â
She jots it all down, signs her name like sheâs practiced giving autographs before this, then finishes it with an X. âAnd take this.â Her fingers are still cold as they press a silver tube into Stevieâs hand. Chrissy must think better of it, her hand darting down beneath the counter to grab a bag that she tucks it into instead. âYou might want to reapply before the night starts.â
For the first time since sheâs been born, Stevie thinks she might be grateful for her mother.
Sheâs grateful at least that the woman never got rid of a single item of clothing away in her entire life. The house Stevie is now the rightful owner of has a closet full of clothes to choose from.
The cord of the phone stretches from the bedroom into the closet. âI donât know Rob, maybe I should just come home.â
âYou went to your podunk, shitass town and had a hot girl call you beautiful and invite you out and youâre thinking about coming back? If I had your luck with women Iâd⌠I donât even know what Iâd do itâs so good.â
She slides blouses down the hanging bar of the closet, trying to see if she can even remember her mother wearing them. âThat doesnât make any sense.â
âYou donât make any sense! Are we going to play this game where you blame yourself for surviving for the rest of your life? You ran away, you were one of the queers that got lucky, itâs kind of fucked up actually that youâre using that luck to mold yourself into a model Republican.â
Stevie stops, shoulder pad in hand. âI am not!â
âThen call that hot girl, ask her what car you should look out for when you meet her at this shady bar, wear something where you might flash her your panties, and enjoy the fact that your shitty parents gave you a not-so shitty inheritance.â
âI hate when you say panties.â
âI hate that you can get laid no matter where you go, so consider us even. Enjoy having a place with a bed that you donât have to pay for tonight. We can turn the place into a youth hostel or something when you come back.â
âPromise?â
âOh my god, yes, I promise. After I see it, I need to actually see the mausoleum that warped your pre-pubescent brain. Now stop pretending like you donât like flirting and having fun, and bring me back some stories to sustain me through my dissertation research.â
The cord pulls taught as she reaches the back of the closet, her fingers can only just reach a rack of dresses. Something short and yellow has caught her eye. âYou arenât going to help me pick out what to wear?â
âNo.â Robin snorts, the line distorting it enough that itâs her knowledge of her friend that cues her in to what the sound is really supposed to be. âGo call the hot girl and suffer through the indignity of being a woman with nothing to wear.â
âI hate you.â
âI love you too, call me when youâre on your way back home.â
Robin hangs up then, which is just as well, going back to the bedroom to slam the phone back into the cradle would have been a bit much.
After itâs too late to change anything, she wonders if she should have ignored Robin and gone home.
She can see the silver Ford Chrissy told her sheâd be driving, already in the parking lot of the Hideout. A dingy bar that makes her regret the choice of dress even more than she had. Her motherâs voice is in her ear, a short skirt and a bright lip makes even a young woman look desperate and tacky. Itâs not very attractive.
And who the hell tells their twelve year old that?
She throws the door of the truck open hard enough it creaks with the force of a brand new indignation. She was a good son, and they wouldnât get to know how much better a daughter she would have been.
Tonight sheâs going to have a good time.
She smooths down the fabric of the yellow dress that had caught her eye while she was talking to Robin. Itâs Star Trek short, accidentally show off her panties short, probably from the 60s since that would have been the last time her mother would have thought it appropriate for a woman her age to wear that kind of hemline. But sheâll take being out of date as an even exchange.
More than even with the way Chrissy gasps. âStevie, youâre gorgeous. I was so right about that shade, you look bright and poreless and perfect.â She squeals, and Stevie knows she was right about the cheerleader thing.
Her hands are warm now, when the clutch onto Stevieâs arm, âLet me introduce you to everyone before the show starts.â
Thereâs not anything to do but get dragged along, Chrissy an obvious force of nature when sheâs started. Stevie's shoes, also borrowed, stick to the floor of the dimly lit bar. A photo perfect example of a dive if there ever was one. Tall, circular tables dot the floor away from the bar, stools scattered almost incidentally at them though the only one thatâs occupied doesnât have any. Four figures in a mix of denim and leather are locked in the kind of impassioned discussion that risks the mugs of beer by their elbows. The tallest and the shortest of the four waving their arms around in time with their mouths.
Clearly it's where they're headed, where else could they be going, but the argument happening doesn't slow Chrissy at all. She skips forward like the prospect of a bar fight excites her. Stevie is doing her best to stammer out her hesitations, but her umâs and Chrissyâs arenât audible over the music being pumped in through the speakers.
âEddie!â Chrissy drops her hold on Stevie to leap toward the tallest of the four around the table. Stevie can just make out wide eyes and a pretty, angular face before Chrissy is launching herself up at the person, arms wrapped tight around their shoulders. Stevie stands to the side of the group, crossing one arm across her stomach and grabbing the elbow of the other. She shifts her weight to one side trying to make herself feel less like sheâs towering over the others at the table.
The Eddie thatâs holding Chrissy canât or wonât support the hold longer than a few seconds, dropping the girl back to the ground with a bounce. Chrissyâs pale face is flushed pink, she looks delighted.
âEddie, this is Stevie, the girl I was telling you about,â Chrissy says waving a hand in her direction. âStevie, this is Eddie their band is the one weâre here to see.â
âAnd the rest of us are just here to fill the stage.â The short one beside Stevie gripes.
âChill out Gareth,â Eddie says, a smirk tugs at a full mouth. They stick out a hand for Stevie to shake, the other curling instinctively around Chrissy. âItâs good to meet you Stevie, youâre just as gorgeous as she said.â
Their eyes are the kind of brown that feel heavy, iris and pupil blending into something that touches as it looks her over.
She feels like sheâs agreeing to something when she reaches back, a spark between when their fingers touch. âHi.â
Chrissy bounces on the tips of her toes, blonde hair dancing back and forth against Eddieâs shoulder. âAnd this is Gareth, Jeff, and Freak.â
She gestures to them each fast enough that Stevie isnât sure which of the three is which, but she waves anyway.
âYou go on soon, right?â Chrissy asks Eddie.
Chrissy and Eddie did have something very⌠magnetic about them. Opposites attracting, like they couldnât help but be drawn toward one another.
Maybe that should feel like a bucket of cold water. A wake up call that once again Stevie Buckley has read too much into a friendly interaction and a date is really just a night out with friends. But as much as they have eyes for one another they've also had eyes on her.
âStevie and I are going to find a good spot to watch the show. Make sure itâs a good one.â
Eddie bows as they drop their hold around Chrissyâs waist. âAlways, mâlady.â
Chrissyâs hands find her again, itâs hard to know how she could guess that Stevie loves being touched. âThe nerd talk grows on you, I promise.â
âI attract them too,â she says.
Chrissyâs eyes sparkle when she looks over at Stevie, âYou really are perfect.â
Theyâre going to kiss before the night is up, and she isnât sure yet if thatâs going to ruin everything. Sheâs feeling just wild enough that sheâs not sure she cares.
âCome on,â Chrissyâs hands havenât moved beyond the friendly yet, but she isnât shy as she tugs Stevie along by the arm. âThereâs a spot on the left of the stage where you can see but it doesnât feel like your fillings are going to rattle out of your head.â
âNot to insult your, um, your Eddie-â
âBoyfriend is fine.â
âRight, so are they actually any good?â
It turns out going on soon meant seconds after Chrissy and Stevie left their sides. A power chord rattles through the room, followed immediately by Eddie's rich voice. âHawkins, re you ready to fucking go?â
Chrissy's front-row-at-Bon-Jovi scream is contagious and Stevie finds herself letting out a little whoop too.Â
After one song, then two, she decides theyâre passionate and that makes up for a lot. She canât remember the last time she was in a shitty bar just having fun, bouncing next to Chrissy in the empty floor space next to the half-assed stage, and that makes them the best band sheâs ever heard.
Eddie shines on stage. Literally, the lights above the stage glimmers across the sweat on their skin. Figuratively, as they tap into something amplified and electric. Their hair arcing back and forth as they headbang during an electric solo.
It would be hard to keep her eyes off of them if it werenât for Chrissy inviting just as much attention.
She doesnât just bounce, she sways. A movement that draws the eyes to her hips as much as her chest. Stevie watches with a desire to imitate as great as the one to touch.
âWeâre going to slow it down for this next one,â Eddie promises. The melody coming from their guitar is sultry and warm.
Itâs the kind of song thatâs crooned and Eddieâs voice matches their guitar. The words wrap around Stevie and the bar, tie her up in a knot she couldnât hope to untangle.
âDance with me?â Chrissy asks. Her hot hands already on Stevieâs hips.
She really didnât need to ask.
Her own hands settle down on Chrissyâs hips, her lower back, and she lets Chrissy guide them into something flirty and fluid. Stevie has just figured out how her hips are supposed to move, stiff and hesitant and nothing like Chrissyâs, when the blonde in front of her flips.
Gone is the inch of decent space between them, the line of her back is pressed as close to Stevie as she can get. Her hips still sway, each move rubbing against Stevie's front in a dangerous guiding tempo. Her arms twirl up in the air, waving back and forth until they reach high enough that they wrap around the back of Stevie's neck, anchoring them together.
âYou know what would really help you feel better about your mom?â Chrissy asks.
âWhat?â Itâs a question as much an exclamation of surprise. She didnât think Chrissy would remember her offhand comment from this afternoon.
âA kiss. I always feel better after that.â
She decides to play dumb, better to be safe than sorry. âThe only other people here are on stage or 65,â she jerks her head back to the row of men sitting at the bar even though Chrissy canât see it.
âGuess youâll have to kiss me.â
âThat wonât make Eddie upset?â
Chrissy tilts her head back enough that she must feel the thump of Stevieâs heart. Thereâs mischief in her bright eyes. âWe can make it up to them later, but I donât think theyâll mind.â
Stevie doesnât think they will either, her eyes flick to the stage and Eddieâs are locked on them. The song doesn't stop, Eddie curls around the mic as much as the guitar in their hands will let them. Their eyes are big as billboards and the only thing stevie can see printed on them is âgo aheadâ and âmy turn next.â
She lets her hands drift down to Chrissy's waist. Settles them there and doesn't worry for once how big they are. It's nice that she can wrap her hands around Chrissy. That she can curl her body around Chrissy, she can be the one with the hot hands promising something.
Still, she hopes she can hide them from view, as she curls her spine into a comfortable C. She cranes her neck down to just enough to meet the tilt of Chrissy's.Â
The awkwardness of a first kiss disappears quickly beneath the heat of something long anticipated. It can't last long, even if everyone else has their backs to them; but Stevie revels in the plush give of Chrissy's lips, the waxy slide of their lipsticks. What shade will they end up sharing now?
Eddie is watching it all. Stevie knows. She's kept her eyes open and on the stage. As she lets her lips slide against Chrissy's, she gets to see Eddie lick theirs.Â
It sends a hot thrill through her.
The song begins to wind its way closed, Eddie repeating the same smokey refrain again, and the two of them draw apart.
Chrissy settles her hands on Stevieâs, still wrapped around her waist. âOh,â she taps at the watch on Stevieâs wrist, the delicate one that Robinâs Dad had given her for her twenty-first, âitâs after midnight.â
Her mother, after finishing a bottle of wine on her own and taking a pill from the many orange bottles in the medicine cabinet, used to say that nothing good happens this late at night. She was usually referring to the fact that Richard Harrington had yet to make it back from the office or that he hadnât called from wherever his business trip had taken him that her mother couldnât also go. But everything that has happened so far has been amazing for Stevie.
âWeâve got one last song for you tonight, Hideout,â Eddie promises before launching into something fast and sexy. The drummer behind them beats out a hard rhythm that Eddie matches with their hips. Thrusting into the back of their guitar as the dance their fingers down the neck of it.
That too is a promise.
The tempo is too fast to justify being pressed this close to one another anymore, Chrissy breaks from her reluctantly but doesnât go far. Their hands brush against each other as they thrash along with the beat. Chrissyâs hair swings around and around her head, Stevieâs is definitely a wreck.
When they finish playing, Eddie jumps from the stage. They land right beside them with a thump, their white high top sneakers have them stumbling for a second in their dismount.
âYou need to tie your shoes if youâre going to do that,â Chrissy says like itâs a reminder sheâs given several times.
âYou canât cheer captain me into conforming to things like making sure my laces are tied, Chris.â
They have an energy, the two of them, and it sucks her in easily.
âBleeding all over the floor after a gig is pretty metal,â Stevie says.
âSee,â Eddie tosses an arm around her shoulders, musky and sweat damp, âStevie gets it.â
âStevie didnât have to watch you fall off of a cafeteria table senior year, she doesnât know your baby deer legs are a hazard to everyone around you.â
âShe wants to keep you all to herself,â Eddie says into the side of Stevieâs neck, âso sheâs trying to make me sound bad.â
âIâm sure youâre capable of doing that all by yourself.â Stevie teases.
âYou wound me fair ladies. I must recoup my mana posthaste.â
âI think they invent new fantasy words just to see if I listen to them,â Chrissy says as Eddie wanders over to the bar.
âI think Iâve heard my little brother say a couple of those.â
âSo either their in on the same joke or some of them are real.â
âIf recouping manners means having a beer maybe theyâve got the right idea.â
One turns into two turns into saying goodnight to the rest of the bad and Stevie getting absorbed deeper into the magnetic aura Chrissy and Eddie have. Before she knows it, the bartender is shouting a pointed last call at the only three left in the bar.
âIâm not saying we couldnât take her,â Stevie insists as Eddie tries to highlight their plan for total bar takeover, âIâm saying that a bar fight with the bartender is a sign we move the party somewhere else.â
Eddie and Chrissy both turn to look at her, she would swear their eyes flash in the light like cats. âYou know a place?â
âItâs got a pool.â
She hopes her mother is rolling in her grave.
Well, no actually she doesnât. But if ghosts are real her mother will find a way to become one when she realizes Stevie has jumped into the pool still wearing the dress sheâd taken.
Eddie and Chrissy are already in the water. Their arms beckoning as they keep themselves afloat in the deep end waiting for her to join them. Theyâd both stripped down to next to nothing. Bare skin glowing in the moonlight. Chrissy in a pink bra and panties, they match down to the tiny bows on the front. Eddie in something black and clingy up top that compliments the dark lines of tattoo ink on their shoulders and arms and heart pattern boxers that compliment their personality.
It feels too early for her to strip down to match. The night is so perfect, sheâs not ready to guess at how theyâll feel about her body. So she ruins the dress. Leaping into the water to join them.
âNot to kill the mood, but this is a pretty sweet place,â Eddie says later. Theyâd lingered with her as Chrissy had started to swim lazy laps. If she were guessing, sheâd say that Chris is giving her time to bond with Eddie now.
âItâs a lot better with people in it,â Stevie agrees. That had always been the case.
âYou planning on being one of the people in it? I mean, neither one of us would blame you if you werenât, Chris and I arenât strangers to fucked up parent shit; but it was nice having one more beautiful fan beside the stage tonight.â
The water feels good, the right kind of cold in the humid summer air, it laps against her wrists and elbows and neck. Itâs a mimicry of caress as she glides closer to Eddie, until she can touch their skin. âCan I be honest?â
âAlways.â
âI donât know what Iâll do in the future, but I know what I want right now.â
She swims until she has Eddie backed against the pool wall. Theyâre close enough to the same height, both their toes are brushing the bottom and keeping them above water. It means she can take their hands and put them on her sides, theyâre feverish hot on the pool chill of her dress. âChris,â she calls out, âIâm gonna kiss your boyfriend, you mind?â
âI mind that I canât see.â She cuts through the water like a knife until sheâs plastered against Stevieâs back. âProceed.â
Eddieâs hand on her waist, Chrissy holding herself above water with a tight grip on Stevieâs shoulders. Sheâs surrounded in the best way as she pushes forward, lets her own hands cup Eddieâs cheeks and bring their lips together.
Thereâs a hesitance to Eddie that Chrissy didnât have. Theyâre still for a second when Stevieâs lips press against theirs, and then they give. Eddie grips tight to Stevieâs waist, a desperate hold like sheâs supporting them and Chrissy, but their mouth is soft and pliant. They let her do what she wants. She tilts their head to the side, makes it deeper, the taste of pool chlorine and the last of her lingering lipstick is in her mouth and she wants to replace it with the taste of Eddieâs.
âItâs a shame I canât taste you,â Chrissy says against her ear. Her tongue licks up the shell of it to prove a point and Stevie moans into Eddieâs mouth. âThe pool is fun but it does have some down sides. Iâll just try harder.â
As Stevieâs lips slide against Eddieâs, her knee digging into the rough concrete of the pool wall just so she can press them closer, Chrissy starts to kiss at the skin behind her ear. She licks and sucks at the place where Stevieâs jaw joins her skull. Sheâs hard where Eddie is soft and giving, letting Stevie take while she is taken.
Itâs the best night of her life.
Surrounded like this she almost likes Hawkins. The sky above them is a hazy grey, the night stretched so long that sheâs delirious with it. Eddie soft and gaspy in front of her and Chrissy murmuring filth between kisses. âLetâs towel off and see if Eddie is still wet where it matters. Youâre gorgeous, Evie, letâs heal some inner trauma and fuck in your parentâs bed.â
âGod, please,â Eddie pants.Â
It gives Stevie a chance to test a theory, her lips pressing against the spot Chrissy has been attending to on her neck to see if Eddieâs is sensitive. They moan again and she thinks Chrissy is right, itâs about time to see what kind of sounds they can all drag out of one another. The fun of figuring out how Chrissy and Eddie like to be touched, learning from their experience with one another and letting them learn her. It sounds just like the kind of fun she likes.
Above them the sky starts to pink, the first rays of the sunrise peeking through. Sheâs about to get one more good thing after midnight.