continued for @chcrused
This was his own fault... This was his OWN fault... And she looked so sad... Fuck, damn it. He never wanted to be the reason for her to look like THAT. He had disappointed WAY to many people... But her usual bright voice is small, feeble even. And the panic in her eyes is so, so clear that he cannot help the bitter smirk that slowly curled around his lips. He should have been more careful. Of course this would've happened to him. What if he didn't make it? They left him for dead... He was SURPRISED even that MARCI had found him. Out of all the people ( he thought they had came back to finish the job at first, but apparently not ), it had to have been her to see him like THIS. He wanted to apologize, a thousand times over. Wanted to drag her away from this foul sight. Wanted to laugh because he was rotten, and dark and filled with anger and hatred and how could he have expected anything GOOD to have remained with him without consequences? Of course it would be torn from him in the cruelest way possible.
" Atleast... I won't have to die alone... I get to look.. At your pretty face... " he murmured finally, giving a faint smile before he felt himself sagging a bit, eyes drooping. And then she spoke up again, forcing him to open his eyes once more and swallow ( metallic taste of blood, that wasn't good ). Look at me. Blue hues slowly lifted, gazing on her face and how could someone so beautiful sit here with him...? " M'lookin'.... M'lookin' at you... "
