#chatbox!

btw i love your works!!! ❤️

vi is definitely not your typical jealous type of girlfriend. and when she does get jealous, however, it’s pretty rare. she’s confident in herself and knows that you love her but she also has that tiny little voice in her head sometimes saying “what if they realize I’m not as good for them as someone else would be?” poor baby, indeed :( i don’t think she’ll get angry or lash out. she’ll probably retreat into herself. she’ll get quiet, spiral, and overthink. she’d be extra protective, always finding a way to keep you close to her—pulling you into her side, keeping a hand on your waist, resting her chin on your shoulder. it’s not really a dominance thing, more like her way of reminding herself that she’s the one you’re with and that she’s the one you chose. she’ll be clingy, but at the same time, she’d also would want to distance herself maybe for just a little bit out of fear that you’ll push her away.

but she’s so desperate for reassurance and literally craves any little sign that you still want her. she’s so vulnerable when she’s jealous. and it’s pretty clear that her jealousy isn’t about anger or distrust—it’s about fear. she’s afraid of you changing your mind about her and losing you like everyone else in her life. and one of her biggest worries is that she’ll love you so, so much and you’ll wake up one day and decide that she’s not enough. but, god, she melts into you so fucking fast every time you take her face into your hands to kiss her gently on those soft, heart-shaped lips of hers, reminding her that she’s everything you could ever want. she’ll look up at you with those shiny, big, blue, puppy eyes, and cling to you like her life depends on it, strong arms wrapping around your waist before burying her face into the crook of your neck, peppering the softest kisses ever on your skin there while mumbling quietly, “sorry for being dumb.” and she practically swoons when you run your hands through her pink hair—it’s growing longer by the week—and tell her that she never has to apologize for feeling things and loving you as hard as she does… oh, to be loved by vi…

Also happy late Valentine’s day!!

hi 😭 yes i’ve been good LMAO,, i’ve been hopping thru fandoms (i’m in a star wars phase rn) and took a break from tlou and resident evil, but now that hbo max’s The Last of Us is out, i’m back !!

also re4remake is coming out so no doubt i’m gonna get back into writing for jill i’m so excited

second thing, i’ve always been curious about how r and vi’s first time was, i assume they were each others first everything (or at least, that’s sort of a hc i have), is that something you ever thought about?

late but happy new year anon!!!

and to answer your question! assuming you are talking about h2h (if not u can just read this as a modern au childhood friends to lovers vi x reader sort of thing), i also hc that they were each other’s first times as well as they were each other’s first love too. i’ve thought about a couple ideas before i scrapped it—one of them was where i imagined their first time as something very romantic vi planned. like a date where she takes r out for a drive away from the city and maybe have like a little picnic in the evening with sandwiches they made together, or a pizza or something, watching the sunset in the back of her truck where she laid out some blankets and pillows…

but i always picture r as the one who initiates, making the first move because vi is overthinking, flustered, and a bit nervous the whole time which r obviously finds endearing since vi is usually so confident. when r kisses vi and tells her she wants her, vi is like a sleeper agent because as soon as she hears those words, she moves instantly, making sure r is comfortable, feels safe with her. she’s gentle and anxious all at the same time, hands trembling when they feel r’s skin, all because she wants to do it right. lots of giggles and smiles and gentle passionate sex follows soon after of course :)

like did she already had her full back done when they were in new york? or was it done in the meantime they were apart?

i know it’s such a little detail but i think we can collectively agree that one of vi’s hottest trait is her back. and as a reader i can’t help but think what would her reaction be seeing them in person, specially after so many time apart

(another late reply i apologize) but great question!! i was actually thinking about her tattoos a while ago and wanted to write a drabble about how vi probably got her first tattoo right as she turned eighteen—the first tattoo being her name on her cheek and the ones on her back she gets a month after going to new york.

lord please🙏

I HAVE AND ITS SO DELICIOUS AHHHHH there are so many things i love about this fanart — just hockey player!vi, her biting the hem of her jersey so we can see her abs, the kiss mark by her belly button, that smug fucking look on her face, also is that a happy trail i’m seeing (it has to be) but even if it’s not i’m always gonna imagine it’s there, AND NOT TO MENTION… it looks like she’s…packing… ahem anyway

yes lord please