Searing pain shot through his whole chestâ far more than the ache or tug or sudden squeeze his chest kept doing.
He cracked one eye open to glance at the False Lambâs faceâ fervor still poured down their face, and it was hard to see out of his peripheral vision, but he thought their expression may have been an instant of sorrow, of fearâ
The next breath he took sent the smell of black ichor and metal through his entire mouth, mixed together in a way that made the roof of his mouth sting and his teeth feeling gritty.
Narinder did not release the False Lambâ just a dream, it was a prophecy, but prophecies are dreams and so it was only a dreamâ and his grip dragged them down into the snow with him, entangled together.
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Happy new years! You have no idea how hard I tried to get this chapter done before year changed... didn't succeed. I had such a fun time with this!
Also a reminder that I'm crossposting plant to comicfury now! In case you find it easier to track it there, or if tumblr one day sinks to the bottom of the sea and never comes back. LINK.
I am still testing out the new scanner, somehow can't get the pages look as crispy online in my end, than the old scanner pages...
I sit in my old rocking chair on the front porchâthe one I found in our attic all those years ago when Peeta and I first got marriedâholding my daughter in my lap and pointing things out to her. We've started labeling everything since she said her first word a couple of months ago, trying to add to her tiny vocabulary. So far she can say "momma", "dada", and what Peeta swears is "dough" but I think is just "no." Right now she's babbling nonsense and kicking her feet as I point out red and orange leaves and name the trees growing along Tupelo Street.
If the star crossed lovers from district 12 never went into the games, if they were never pitted against each other, doomed to fight and kill each other, if their stars werenât crossed at all, what would have happened anyway?
Keeping Katniss's family fed without tesserae is not easy and Peeta's parents are pushing him to marry a merchant girl as soon as possible. The best way to escape starvation and a prison of a marriage is to marry each other, but that would require Katniss to let go of a promise she made to herself a long time ago, to never marry anyone.
warnings: the chapter contains violence and gore. reader discretion is advised.
twenty-nine | thirty | thirty-one
âItâs an ambush! You guys need to get out, now!â
It hit like ice in the chest.
Lando didnât flinch, but Max tensed beside him. Across the space, Yuki caught the movement, eyes narrowing.
âSomething wrong?â Pierre asked, still smiling.
Lando didnât answer. His hand had already shifted slightly inside his coat, fingertips brushing the handle of the gun holstered at his side. His gaze swept the siteânot panicked, but fast and sharp. Calculating.
He saw it now. The strategically lengthy tirades, the disproportionately coy smile, the knives hanging from Tsunodaâs belt. The very way Pierre had come crawling out of the woodwork so many years after the two of them knowing each other, bearing grand promises of riches and partnerships one random night as if by some happenstance of the universe.
It had been clean. Too clean.
Theyâd been setting him up from the start.
For a second, there was silence.
A beat where everything held stillâwhere the unfinished beams of the club echoed with the sound of wind and the faint hum of construction generators. Where the world hesitated.
But the moment Oscarâs warning hit his ear, Lando knew it was already too late to leave clean.
And thenâ
Gunfire cracked through the air like a whip.
Chaos shattered the night.
He didnât move a muscleâbut Max did. A flicker of instinct. He reached beneath his jacket just as the first gunshot cracked like thunder, shattering a window high above them. Concrete dust rained down like snow.
Max Fewtrell was the first to move, shoving Lando sideways behind a stack of cement bags just as bullets ripped through where heâd been standing seconds before. Lando rolled, coat flying back as he drew his weapon, ears already ringing with the sudden roar of violence. He could hear yellingâPierre barking orders in French, someone screaming from the upper levels, the grinding roar of an engine kicking to life from outside.
Max was crouched low beside him, already firing back.
âFucking hell,â he muttered, reloading with quick, trained hands. âThis is a setup. Gasly sold us out.â
âNo shit,â Lando snapped, voice tight. He pressed a finger to his earpiece, voice low but sharp. âOscarââ
âIâmâ Iâm pinned,â Oscar replied, breathless, the sound of a sniper rifle clattering. âThey knew I was up here. One on the roof, at least. Maybe two?â
The space proceeded to explode into chaos.
From the shadows behind the scaffolding, two men emergedâautomatic rifles raised. Ocon opened fire, bullets chewing into the rusted metal frames just a few feet from Landoâs head. Max shoved him hard behind a steel beam, returning fire in tight, disciplined bursts.
Another shot.Â
Closer this time.Â
Sniperâ?
No, two of them.Â
Oscar was pinned.
Landoâs voice was calm in the comms. âWeâre lit up. I want eyes on every goddamn angle. Now.â
Outside, Logan heard it and reacted instantly. Tires screeched as his car skid right to the construction fencing, engine still running as he jumped out with his Glock already in hand.
Pierre stood there, unmoved in the middle of it all, not flinching as bullets flew overhead. Just watching. A slow smile curling over his lips.
âI told you,â he said quietly, as Yuki ducked and slipped out of view. âLike old times, eh?â
Landoâs eyes narrowed.
âYou dirty fucking bastard. You set this up!â
Pierre shrugged, the smirk never falling. âHmm, well, not all the credit is for me.â
From the mezzanine above, another figure emergedâcalm, tailored, hair brushed back like a goddamn crown prince.
Charles Leclerc.
The bastard walked like it was a catwalk, not a warzone. Confident. Inevitable. Behind him, his two brothers flanked him like twin lions, guns in hand, their eyes on Lando.
Charlesâs voice rang out, cutting through the noise like a blade. âYou are not stupid, Lando. You knew the drugs were not yours to touch. You thought your little poison had wings? Thought Noxium would not be noticed, would not clip into our market?â
Landoâs blood turned to ice.
The Leclercs.
This wasnât just about territory. It was a message, a reckoning.
âLando Norris, you made yourself a Reaper,â Charles said, tone dropping to something low and sinister. âNow Iâm here to remind you who builds the coffins.â
Then, all hell broke loose.
Blood already smeared across one cheek, Logan crashed through the door like a thunderbolt, gun drawn, firing clean and fast. He shoved one of the Leclerc brothers â the younger one, Arthurâ near the scaffolding before yelling, âTheyâve got snipers in the east lot too. I knifed one, but thereâs another crawling the perimeter!â
Another voice cut inâCarlos, gritting into his own comm, âWe are three minutes out. Hold your ground.â
âThey brought a whole bloody army,â Max spat, ducking behind a crumbling pillar. âWhat the fuck happened? Whatâ Whatâd we miss?â
Landoâs eyes narrowed. His mind, even under fire, was already stringing the pieces together.
Pierreâtoo smooth, too cooperative. That sly grin, the way he stalled in the beginning. He hadnât been offering a deal: heâd been buying time.
And now⊠now Lando understood why â Charles Leclerc.
He didnât look rushed or angry. He looked like heâd been waiting for this â like heâd dreamed of it, like vengeance was a dinner he planned to eat slowly.
âLando Norris,â Charles sang, casual as if greeting an old friend, a gun loose in his right hand as he searched to see where the response would sound from. There was something gleeful hidden in those dark eyes as he smiled, his accent curling like smoke. âYouâve been trespassing.â
Landoâs jaw clenched. âI didnât touch any of your shit. I kept my hands to mâself.â
âYou used to,â Charles said, walking closer to the sound of the Britâs voice, hunting him down. âClubs, casinos, protectionâyes, those were yours. I left them to you, quite generous of me.â
Lando and Max panted under their breaths, exchanging a glance as they hear the sound of vintage Italian leather shoes echoing through the structure.
They did not come here to die today.
âBut the drugs, Lando? Your precious Noxium? Thatâs our familyâs lifeline. That was supposed to be ours. You knew that.â
A beat.
âYou knew exactly what you were doing.â
And just like that, the game changed.
This wasnât about territory.
This wasnât business.
This was personal.
Pierre hadnât betrayed Lando for profit. Heâd done it for Charles. â the two of them childhood friends, tied in blood and sweat and secrets.
The entire fucking meeting had been a blood-stained invitation.
A time and place for the Reaper to bleed.
More of Landoâs men were beginning to come into viewâCarlos barreling in from the back alley with Max Verstappen and Daniel Ricciardo at his heels. The air turned molten, full of dust and fire and bullet heat, as the fight exploded across the half-built club.
Lando didnât flinch.
He stood up from behind the scaffolding, straining his stance, eyes locked on Charles across the smoke with a gun pointed directly at his face.
âYou made your point,â Lando said. âNow letâs see if you can survive it.â
Carlos burst in through a side entrance, firing clean and close-quartered, and with Daniel Ricciardo coming in hot behind him. âTheyâre on all sides! Thereâs more behind the loading dockâthree minimum!â
Oscarâs voice snapped through the earpiece, breathless: âIâm compromised! This idiot came for the high ground firstâfucking amateurs, but I got my hands full. Someone need to cover Lando!â
Max reloaded beside him, jaw tight, knuckles bloodied. âWeâve got five minutes if weâre lucky. Less if the Leclercs brought every cousin theyâve got.â
Logan dragged a wounded shooter behind a stack of pallets and pressed Landoâs spare piece into his hand. âWhatâs the plan, boss?â
Lando stood, finallyâface unreadable, coat streaked with dust, his hand steady on the grip of his weapon. His eyes locked with Charlesâs above.
âYou wanted a Reaper?â he growled, voice low and lethal. âYouâre about to meet him.â
Gunfire erupted through the half-constructed club, lighting up the darkness like a battlefield. The acrid scent of gunpowder mixed with the heavy, oily stench of fresh concrete and steel, filling the air with a metallic tang. Every corner was a potential trap, every noise a chance at death. Shadows flitted across the space, their movements quick and deliberate. The chaos was alive, its pulse thumping in time with the gunfire.
Carlos crouched low behind a hole in the drywall, his hands working fast and fluid as he reloaded, exchanging one clip for another. The sharp, precise motions were second natureâno hesitation, no mistakes. Daniel, grimacing in pain, leaned against a load-bearing column to catch his breath, blood beginning to stain his shirt.. Still, his finger never left the trigger, a smug grin permanently etched into his face, like he was still having fun.
Across the battlefield, Yukiâs voice crackled over the opposing teamâs comms. The orders were clipped, cold, spoken in rapid Japanese. They were well-organized, methodicalâan efficient machine moving in perfect synchrony.
But Landoâs men were just as sharp.
Lando finally backed Charles into a corner, smirking as he pulled the gun from his holster. Charles was a smart enough man with enough experience to recognize that glimmer in the obsidian of Landoâs eyes.
It was the call of death.
A sign of the true Reaper.
For a split second, everything went quiet. Around them, the usual chaos felt like it slowed, or at least faded into background noise. The silence was only a moment, a breath, but it was enough to make the hairs on the back of Landoâs neck rise. It was the calm in the storm, the strange lull that only ever happens in real fightsâeverything paused for that single heartbeat.
Somewhere around him, he could identify the distant sounds of Logan holding the line at the loading bay, steady shots ringing out from his position. Oscar, with what was probably a broken rib, was still picking off targets from above, his shots sharp and deliberate. Daniel and Carlos surveyed in overlapping circles, ready for the next of their attackers to come from almost any direction. Max Verstappen had his hands full, the sound of each merciless blow Pierre received echoing through the surrounding structure.
Logan. Oscar. Daniel. Carlos. Max Verstappen.
Max.
Max.
Whereâs Max?
That was when Lando Norris made his only mistake. He glanced beside him to check for Max Fewtrell â just a flick of his eyes, barely noticeable at all.
But it was enough.
From where he stood, Charles Leclerc saw it instantly. It wasnât muchâa small crack, a human moment, the briefest flicker of emotion.Â
But it was too late for Lando to take it back.
âGo for him,â Leclerc barked, the command bellowing even from where the Monagesque stood cornered. âThe one he looked at!â
Instantly, both Lorenzo and Arthur Leclerc turned and began flanking from the left. Yuki Tsunoda circled from the right. The rest moved like a pack of wolves, closing in with a singular focus.
Landoâs stomach dropped.
âShitâ Fewtrell!â
Max had just ducked back into cover when he noticed the incoming attack. The men moved with precision, intent on isolating him, forcing him into a corner.
Without a second thought, Lando moved. He slid behind a piece of cover, coming up just enough to fire two quick shotsâ forcing Gaslyâs rookie to drop to clutch at the new gaping wounds in his thigh. Lando sprinted, reaching Max just as bullets began to ping off the exposed rebar behind them.
Max coughed, wiping dust from his face. âJust for me?â
âDonât flatter yourself,â Lando shot back, grabbing him by the collar and yanking him closer towards Loganâs position. âGet moving. Donât stop.â
They barely made it to safety. Barely.
But Lando wasnât done yet. He was hitâa baton crashing into his ribs. He hadnât seen Lorenzo closing in. The impact knocked the air from his lungs, sending him crashing back against the cold concrete floor. Pain exploded through him, but there was no time to dwell on it.
Bootsteps. One set, then another.Â
They were too close.
Lando blinked through the haze of pain, looking up just as a shadow fell over him. The silhouette of a dark figure, the distinct profile of his Monagesque rival with his pistol raised.
Ready.
For a heartbeat, Landoâs world slowed. The figure took a fraction of a second too long, but it was enough.
Then, instinct took over.
With a brutal twist, Lando wrenched a utility knife from his boot and drove it into the manâs calf. There was no finesse â just raw, brutal violence. Charles screamed in agony, and consequently, his grip on the gun faltered.
Lando knocked the weapon away with a vicious swipe, rolling to his feet, grabbing the gun as it fell. Two rounds rang outâstraight into the manâs vest. Another figure lunged from the side. Lando ducked, the movement fluid, his elbow slamming into the attackerâs ribs before he shot him down, quick and efficient.
It wasnât quiet enough.
A bullet ricocheted off the metal overhead, only narrowly missing Landoâs head. The noise echoed in his skull, ringing in his ears.
Sweat dripped down his face, mixing with the bloodâhis own, someone elseâs. His arm shook, barely holding onto the gun, but he didnât lower it.Â
Not yet. Not until they knew.
Lando stepped back, firing two shots into the ceilingâloud, commanding.
The message was clear.
Back. The. Fuck. Off.
The remaining attackers hesitated, then one by one, they began to pull back, retreating beyond the skeleton of the unfinished building like rats scurrying for cover. Lando blinked, and Charles Leclerc was already gone.
Oscarâs voice crackled in his ear, rough and breathless. âTheyâre, uhâ Theyâre clearing. We can pull back now.â
Slowly, carefully, the team began to regroup. Every move felt like a struggle. The adrenaline was still coursing through their veins, but they were all battered, bruised.Â
Alive, if only just.
Even as they watched their adversaries disappear into the night, the air still crackled with the aftershocks of violence.
Carlos was the first to lower his weapon fully. His face was split open at the brow, blood crusting in a jagged line down the side of his temple. His shirt, ripped at the sleeve, clung to him like a second skin. He exhaled shakily, then staggered to one knee beside the busted crate heâd used for cover.
Oscar emerged nextâlimping, rifle slack in his grip, sweat-soaked curls stuck to his forehead. His mouth was a hard line, his eyes unreadable behind the dim flicker of overhead bulbs that hadnât stopped buzzing since the first shot. He didnât say anything. Just sat down against the nearest concrete pillar and pressed the heel of his palm into the ribs heâd likely cracked during the fight.
Logan was the last one in.
He slid in through the back corridor, bloody knuckles and bruises blooming along his arms like mottled paint. There was a cut just beneath his jaw that he hadnât bothered to wipe. âI got two of âem,â he muttered, voice gravel. âLost one. Maybe.â
No one answered.
Max sat crumpled on the ground, elbows propped on his knees. He kept his head down, hands open in front of him like he wasnât sure what to do with them now. His shirt was half torn, the side of his face swollen and bruised. One of his fingers was bent at an odd angle, but he didnât seem to have noticed yet.
Lando stood at the edge of it all, his black pistol still in hand, his shirt torn at the collar, his left cheekbone already beginning to turn a shade of yellow. His breathing was steady, but his pulse was loud enough to feel in his teeth. He hadnât spoken since the last shot fired.
The silence between them was almost reverent, but it wasnât quite relief yet.
Carlos coughed, winced, and forced himself upright. âEveryoneâ?â
Oscar glanced toward the far corridor. Then shook his head, once, sharply. âNo one else came in after us.â Â
Loganâs lips parted, but he didnât ask the question they were all thinking. He didnât have to.
There were five of them here.
Just five.
Lando still hadnât moved. His eyes scanned the wreckageâthe spent shells littering the ground, the smear of blood across the broken wall, the shape of his own shadow in the flickering light.
He finally turned toward the group. His expression was quiet and composed, his eyes dark.Â
No one spoke for a while.
The dust settled like ash around them, and all they could hear was the distant thrum of city life bleeding back into the broken buildingâthe sirens, the grind of tires, some fuckinâ bird chirping in the aftermath of what felt like a warzone.
Lando drew a breath, and it tasted like copper and regret.
His palm was still stained with someoneâs blood. Maybe his, maybe not. Everything felt too wrecked to tell.
He turned.
Carlos was seated now, his head leaning back against the unfinished wall, his arm slung across his torso with a long-sleeve shirt acting as a makeshift bandage. His lip was split, those large brown eyes of his glassier than his boss had ever seen them. But he gave Lando a weak thumbs-up when their eyes met, and Lando didnât have the heart not to give him a small smile back.
Carlos, who couldâve gone anywhere. NASA, Mercedes â any of the places that wouldâve worshipped that brilliant mind of his. But he stayedâfor his dad. He wanted to give the old man the life heâd always dreamed of, something to reward him for all heâs given up for a boy of the same name.
The Spaniard had definitely made Lando proud today.
Logan was also crouched nearby, his jacket torn, his knuckles split. His shoulders were tense, but his eyes kept darting, sharp and alert. Heâd never let himself rest before the job was done. Lando remembers the kid he met years ago, straight outta Florida, all sunburn and bright eyes and nerves. The kind of kid who wanted to be someone. Lando had seen himself in that hunger. When Lando looked at him, Logan looked at him with a bright smile, eager to show how unaffected he was.
With their complementary shiners, Lando could see a bit of himself in Logan tonight too.
Oscar was still perched on the stairwell, holding his ribs. It seemed he preferred the higher vantage point, even now. There was blood on his shirt, darker closer to the part near the hem that covered his hip. Lando couldnât tell how deep the wound was, but Oscar hadnât let go of his rifle. Heâd never even blinked when the chaos had hit. In fact, he was the reason they werenât all dead.
Oscar was the reason Lando got the warning at all.
Then there was Max Fewtrell, slumped against the doorway as he pressed a cold cloth to the side of his head. Heâd nearly been hit. No, he was hitâgrazed across the temple, just enough to make Landoâs heart stop when he had seen the blood.
Fewtrell had always been different. It would be untrue to say he was just the same as the others. Even Lando knew, deep down, that he was different â not just a soldier, not just a friend. He was the only one who could get under Landoâs skin in a way that felt familial. He was the only one who could call him out on his shit and still get a small smile after. And today, Lando had almost lost him.Â
All because of one second â one look.Â
One look had almost cost Lando the only man he considered his brother.
He dragged a hand down his face, smearing dust into the blood on his skin, and counted again.
Carlos. Logan. Oscar. Fewtrell. Verstappen.
His gaze swept the room again.
Wait.
Whereâsâ
Where the fuck is Daniel?
He turned around, his eyes scanning the place againâback over the entryway, the busted scaffolding, the stairwell. He pushed himself to remember.Â
Where had Daniel been when the shooting started? He was right behind Lando, wasnât he? Left side?
âAnyone seen Ricciardo?â Lando asked.
No one answers. Max looked up, blinking. Logan shifted uncomfortably. Carlos doesnât move at all. Oscar just swore under his breath.
And thatâs when it really hit Lando.
He didnât see it coming. He missed the trap. He was smarter than that, for fuckâs sake â heâd known there would be one. But he let himself get cocky, and now someone who mattered âsomeone who trusted himâ might be gone. Because theyâd gone for his soft spot, and once again, he didnât even realize it was exposed.
He stares at the cracked floor for a second. The sharp sting in his lungs returns, but it wasnât from the smoke.
It was guilt.
âKeep eyes out,â he mutters, and then louder, firmer, âFind him.â
Theyâd only just begun to searchâLogan darting toward a side hallway, Oscar cautiously peering around a corner, Carlos gritting his teeth as he pushed himself uprightâwhen a figure emerged from behind an unfinished stairwell.
âDaniel?â Maxâs voice cut through first, rough and tight with disbelief.
The others turned, and there he was.
The Aussie was dragging one foot behind the other, his shoulders hunched, his arms limp at his sides. His shirt was torn, stained dark with blood and soot. Cuts lined his jaw and temple. His face was pale, slack with exhaustion. But he was there. Alive. Movingâif just barely.
âDaniel, where were you, mate?â Fewtrell was already beginning to approach closer, concern overtaking the limp in his own step. âWe were allââ
âI donât know how it happened,â Daniel mumbled, the words tumbling out slurred and slow. His eyes were wide and glassy, not really seeing them.
âWhat?â Logan called, squinting toward him through the dark and the dust that had yet to settle. âDanielâwhat are you talking about?â
âI didnât know how to get it out,â Daniel said again, voice starting to hitch. His breathing was shallow now, labored. âI tried⊠heh, I triedâbut, em,ââ
Lando stepped forward, cutting through the rest of the voices. He moved fast, closing the distance and bracing Daniel by both shoulders, steadying him before he could collapse. His grip was firm, but his touch betrayed a flicker of fearâtrying to keep Daniel upright, keep him here.
âDaniel,â he said, locking eyes with him. âWhat the fuck are you talking âbout, mate?â
Daniel wavered again. His knees buckled slightly, and Lando instinctively pulled him closer, adjusting his stance to hold him better.
And thatâs when he saw it.
The hilt of a kris dagger protruded from between Danielâs shoulder blades, dark metal glinting beneath the soot and blood. It was carvedâelegant, almost ceremonial. A sickle curve, buried deep enough to split ribs and tear through anything in its path.
Lando froze, his breath caught hard in his lungs. The others hadnât seen it yet, the wound still hidden from view. But he had.
Daniel was starting to sag forward now, strength draining from his limbs as his blood soaked through Landoâs hands. His eyes lost focus. His breaths came in short, wet gasps.
âOh my godâŠâ Lando whispered, arms tightening around him, desperate to keep him from slipping any further. âDanielâŠâ
Daniel blinked, as if trying to stay awake. His jaw trembled. âI didnât know how to tell you, mate,â he whispered, broken and shaking. âDidnât wanna ruin your winâŠâ
Landoâs head dropped, throat closing up around the swell of panic. He shook his head, once, fiercely.
This didnât feel like a win.
They didnât go home.
There was nowhere to go. Not until they knew, at least.
So they dragged Daniel back to one of their safehouses, a cramped, peeling basement below a now-closed tailorâs. By the time they set him down, Oscar was already yelling for gauze and towels, trying to stop the bleeding that wouldnât comply with his will. Carlos had the med kit ripped open before Oscar could even finish asking, and Max Verstappen pulled his navy hoodie off, balling it up and handing it over with a trembling hand that no one commented on like it was the only thing that might help.
Lando followed in silence, pale and smeared with blood all over. Even after he yanked that godforsaken blade from where it had embedded itself deep into the flesh of Danielâs back, his hands never quite stopped shaking.
And Daniel?Â
Daniel was still cracking jokes, sense of humor still just as intact as the day Lando had found the only mechanic on Monte Carlo who was open at 3 AM. The Brit had searched every nook and cranny of this city in hopes of finding someone, anyone, who could save his precious car â that first McLaren heâd ever bought with his own money.
Daniel always did know how to fix the unfixable.
â'S not that bad, right?â he slurs, eyes fluttering open. âI meanâ m'still prettier than Max,â he quips with a bad wink in the direction where he has to assume his old friend is.
Someone laughed â maybe Verstappen. Maybe it was a choked sob.
It was hard to tell, really.
Oscar worked fast, just as he always did. But even he hesitated, just for a second, when he peeled Maxâs hoodie back so he could get a better look at the wound again. It wasnât just deepâit was designed to stay. The krisâs path was cruel and clever, curved to tear what couldnât be stitched.
Still, no one said it, because saying it would make it real.
Carlos hovered nearby, quietly wringing a rag in a bowl of water that had long since turned red. Max knelt by Danielâs head, talking to him softly in English when the familiar Dutch didnât stick. Logan paced the length of the dimly lit room like a caged dog. Oscar wouldnât stop moving, fidgeting with his makeshift tools, his sleeves, anything he could reasonably reach.
Lando didnât have the heart to tell the kid off.
Instead, Lando just sat there, his hands coated in Danielâs blood, his jaw clenched so tight it clicked.
Every so often, Daniel would stir â breath hitching, jokes fading.
Then one hour became two. Two then became four. When Max stroked his curls away from his forehead where they were matted with sweat, he could feel his friendâs skin grow colder. The silences began to stretch longer.
But stillâat least he was breathing.
That was the spark â that was what kept them from falling apart.
âHeâs strong,â Max blurted out, the sincerity of his words making him sound younger, more innocent. âHeâsâ Heâs fucking strong, alright? Heâll pull through.â
âHis colorâs holding,â Carlos added, cautiously optimistic. âThis is good, yes?â
Oscar didnât say anything. Heâd seen too much to lie.
Lando refused to blink. In all the hours they spend there, he refused to sleep, refused to even think of a version of this scenario where Daniel didnât wake up and make fun of them all for being so damn dramatic.
From his seat by the head of the table turned makeshift bed, Lando just kept whispering, âYouâre fine. Youâre fine, Danny. Weâre gonna get through this. Youâre gonna be okay.â
But everyone else knew what a wound like that meant, what a life like this meant for each of them. They all knew what Lando couldn't say.
It was only a matter of time.
They all knew what business they were in.
No one got into this line of work thinking theyâd make it to fifty with a pension and a neat little garden. Nobody had gotten here by accident. Not a single one of them could claim ignorance. They were in the kind of game where exits came in body bags, and grief was a cost you factored into the ledgers. They were gamblers, all of themârisking limb and life on a daily basis, trading safety for control, comfort for power.
But Daniel was different.Â
He always had been, really.
He knew the darkness, saw it clearer than most, in fact. But stillâsomehowâhe stayed good, better, kinder. He always laughed harder, held on longer. Daniel Ricciardo carried hope like a flare he refused to drop, even when the wind howled and the rain came in sideways.
He was, despite everything, the best of them.
That made it worse. Because none of them were surprised that heâd gone down for them, only sickened by how easily it couldâve been anyone else. That it was him hurt in their place.
The truth was that, despite everything, none of them ever imagined itâd be Danny.
Not Danny Ric, with his crooked grin and dumb jokes and the kind of laughter that made you forget how goddamn dark it always was. Not Daniel, who remembered birthdays and brought back stupid souvenirs and called them all mate like it meant something.
He wasnât softâGod, no. He was ruthless when he had to be. Everyone knew that Ricciardo could flip a man with a wrench and a grin and walk away whistling.
But still, he was hopeful. The great tragedy of Daniel Ricciardo was that he was the most hopeful of them all. He was the brightest, the one who cracked the darkest rooms open with his smile and made them forget, if only for a moment, that they were criminals. He knew the worst of them and still chose to be the best of them. He was the one who, even after watching what this world had done to people, still somehow believed they were worth saving.
So when he took the blade to the backâa fucking kris, curved and cruel and ancient like some sick ceremonial final blowâsomething shifted. Something broke, not just in his body, but in all of them.
He was light, in a world of shadows, and now, the light was flickering.
The way they movedâthe urgency, the silence, the glances they exchangedâit was in the air like blood in the water.
Oscar got up to do the bandaging again. His hands were steady, but his jaw ticked with restraint. Max kept shifting on his feet like he wanted to hit something. Carlos leaned in the doorway, arms crossed over his chest, eyes glassy but dry. Logan sat on the steps with his head bowed, silent.
Lando went to kneel by Daniel, stripped of the usual iron-clad armor he wears around his boys. There was no sharp grin, no cocky tilt of the chin â just open pain in his eyes as he watched one of his oldest friends fade in front of him.
Danielâs hand was clammy in his. His lips parted, then closed again like he was trying to say something and forgetting what.
Lando leaned in. âStill with me?â
Daniel smiled, just barely. âYeah, boss.â
It gutted him, that smile.Â
That fucking smile.
Blood loss. Organ damage. Shock. Oscar had said the words without flinching, clinical and grim. But Lando saw the way his hands shook when he stepped back. The way Logan had to steady him without making it obvious.
Carlos sat with his elbows on his knees, silent. Max leaned against the wall, arms crossed too tight, jaw locked. Even he looked like something in him was unraveling, thread by careful thread.
None of them were crying, but there was rawness in the air. This was part of the life. But that didnât mean they had to like it.
Lando cleared his throat. âWeâre gonna get them for this. Tsunodaâs gonna pay. Iâll make sure of it.â
âYeah?â Daniel murmured, barely audible. âYou better.â
âI will,â Lando promised. âDonât you worry, yeah? Theyâre already dead.â
Daniel exhaled through his nose, the ghost of a laugh. âTell Leclerc I said⊠âfuck you.â In French.â
Carlos smiled, just a little. âPretty sure he speaks English too, mate.â
They all chuckled, but just a bit â if only because Daniel wouldâve wanted them to, even now.
Max Verstappen stepped closer and crouched down beside him. âYou remember the job in Monza?â he asks.
âGodâŠâ Daniel sighed. âThe bar fight?â
âYou did start it.â
âYeah,â Daniel breathed. âBut I ended it too.â
Lando grinned despite the ache in his chest. âDamn right you did.â
More stories followed after that, each of them giving a piece of their memory, something bright, something bold, something that felt like itâd live on in the stars even after tonight. Each anecdote was an attempt at trading grief for something warmer, at holding on with words when their hands couldnât seem to do enough.
It was Lando who took charge, just as it always has been. So they each spoke to him now â not over Daniel, but to him. Around him, as though he were already halfway out the door.
He was still breathing, but it was slower now. Softer, like even his body knew it was time to rest.
Daniel coughed againâwet, weak, red trailing from the corner of his mouthâand Lando stood.
He moved like he wasnât thinking anymore. The muscles of his body moved purely on instinct, some muscle memory he developed over the year, the rhythm that helped him embody his role.
The Boss. The one who made the calls when no one else could.
He crouched by Danielâs side, his own hand firm on the older manâs shoulder. Landoâs thumb brushed over his knuckles, his voice steady as a dying star.
âDaniel,â he said softly. âStay with us.â
Danielâs eyes fluttered open. âMâtrying.â
âI know.â Lando swallowed, glancing briefly at the others, then back. Maybe it was a trick of the light, but he looked paler than he did a moment ago, almost sickly. âYou did good. You hear me? You did everything right.â
Daniel gave the ghost of a smile. âAlways do.â
Max huffed. âLiar.â
Carlos looked up. âWorst liar I ever met.â
Daniel laughed. It shook his whole chest and sent him into another coughing fit. Logan was there instantly, cloth in hand, wiping at the corner of his mouth.
Daniel blinked slowly. âWe⊠Did we win?â
Lando nodded once. âWeâre alive. You did that.â
Silence fell again. Then Daniel sighed, a long, low exhale like heâd finally finished something. His eyes slid closed again, lips parted. Still breathing, but lighter now, quieter.
âIs this it?â Logan asked quietly, not to anyone in particular.
But they all looked to Lando, because thatâs what they did. Thatâs what Daniel had always done, too. They trusted Lando to lead.
Perhaps that was Danielâs fatal mistake.
Instead of looking back at them, Lando stood slowly, his gaze on Daniel and his face unreadable. A long moment passed, Lando taking a deep breath before he spoke.
âLet him rest.â
They knew what that meant. None of them argued. None of them begged or made some desperate play for hope.Â
Instead, they took turns stepping forward. Each of them said their piece in quiet tones, fragments of affection, of memories. Carlos pressed a kiss to his forehead. Max Fewtrell squeezed his uninsured shoulder in a gesture that he could only hope conveyed everything he could barely bring himself to say â a lifetime of gratitude and camaraderie and unspent love in a single gesture.
Oscar took off his watch and set it beside himâthe same way Daniel had done once, years ago, after Oscarâs first mission went sideways. Max just sat down beside him and said, âThanks for being better than us, Daniel.â
Logan lingered the longest. The young boy held his hand, told him a joke that made absolutely no sense, laughed for both of them, then walked out without a word.
In the end, it was Lando that remained.
Lando stayed until the others were gone, until it was just him and Daniel and the silence that pressed against the windows like night fog.
He crouched down again, brushed back a curl from Danielâs sweat-matted hair.
âIâll take care of them,â he told him. Even though he wore a smile, his voice was raw now, lower. âI swear to God, Iâll take care of all of them.â
A pause. Thenâ
âIâll miss you, mate.â
He waited.
No reply came â just the smallest, shakiest breath.
âAlright, mate. Itâs okay now.â
Danielâs eyelids fluttered, the last spark of awareness lingering. Lando raised his hand, pressing it to his forehead gently.
âSleep.â
And so, Daniel did. As he complied with his bossâs command one final time, he finally sank into a long, long sleep, and the room, once full of ghosts and grit and blood and noise, fell silent.
Lando stood, let out one long, shaking breath and walked out the door.
Behind him, Daniel Ricciardo lay still at last.
He didnât remember the turns he took to get there.
The streets blurred past in streaks of black and neon, headlights beaming through the fog, buildings bleeding into one another like a watercolor left in the rain. The ringing in his ears hadnât yet stopped since the ambush, low and echoey. Blood clung to what remained of his button-down in thick patches, sticky where it soaked through the torn fabric at his ribs. His knuckles were raw, the skin rough and dark, and the gash at his eyebrow had reopened, leaking warmth down the side of his face.
But still, somehow, he made it.
His hand shook as he raised it to knock. He missed the first time, fingers grazing the metal plate: 307. He tried again, firmer this time. The wood felt solid under his palm. He leaned on it, barely upright.
When the door opened, she stood in the frame like a ghost from a better lifeâoversized hoodie, messy bun, the kind of comfort he didnât deserve. Her eyes went wide. She didnât move.
His nameâthe wrong one, but right enough for nowâfell from her lips in a cracked, breathless whisper.
âOh my god! Liamâ!â
He swayed, shoulder bumping the frame. That was all it took to snap her into motion.
âHereâ Come in. Just, come inââ
She reached for him instinctively, one arm around his back, the other catching his wrist. He let her guide him inside, his weight leaning heavy on her as she pulled the door shut behind them. The lock clicked into place, and for the first time all night, something inside him uncoiled a little.
She was already scanning him with wide, panicked eyes. âWhat the hell happened to you?â
Her fingers ghosted over the edge of his shirt, where the blood was streaked all across his side. âAre youâoh my god, are you shot?â
âNo.â His voice was wrecked, low and frayed. âNot really. Just⊠tired.â
She didnât believe him. He could see it in the pinch of her brow. But she nodded, just once, and steered him toward the couch. He sank into it like a man unspooling, body slumping under the weight of pain and adrenaline finally running out.
She crouched beside him, her eyes rapidly tracing every scrape, every bruise, every place he flinched when her touch came too close. Her hands hovered, unsureâhis temple? His ribs? The blood at his collarbone? Where was she supposed to startâ
He caught her wrist gently.
âThis was the closest place, and IâŠâ
âAnd you...?â she asked softly, worry swirling in those eyes he hadnât seen in so long.
He swallowed, his voice shaky for a different reason entirely when he looked up to answer her.
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âBarney knew the woods as a book and he taught their lore and craft to Valancy.â
Really subtle as always đ
âShe liked to be out in the rain and she never caught cold.â
I find this quite touching.
âHere they found berries that might have graced the banquets of Lucullus, great ambrosial sweetnesses hanging like rubies to long, rosy stalks.â
I guess he is a Roman general named Lucius Licinius Lucullus?
âThey lifted them by the stalk and ate them from it, uncrushed and virgin, tasting each berry by itself with all its wild fragrance ensphered therein.â
The podcast Bonnets at Dawn read sexual imagery into this and I agree.
âWhen Valancy carried any of these berries home that elusive essence escaped and they became nothing more than the common berries of the market-placeâvery kitchenly good indeed, but not as they would have been, eaten in their birch dell until her fingers were stained as pink as Auroraâs eyelids.â
This is like what John Foster said about flowers.
âOnce or twice night overtook them, too far from their Blue Castle to get back. But Barney made a fragrant bed of bracken and fir boughs and they slept on it dreamlessly, under a ceiling of old spruces with moss hanging from them, while beyond them moonlight and the murmur of pines blended together so that one could hardly tell which was light and which was sound.â
Valarney be doing it in the woods.
âAnd always, Sundays and weekdays, she was with Barney. Nothing else really mattered. And what a companion he was! How understanding! How jolly! Howâhow Barney-like! That summed it all up.â
I love how they are friends you know? They are friends first and foremost.
âValancy had taken some of her two hundred dollars out of the bank and spent it in pretty clothes. She had a little smoke-blue chiffon which she always put on when they spent the evening at homeâsmoke-blue with touches of silver about it. It was after she began wearing it that Barney began calling her Moonlight.â
Did not Olive have a chiffon dress at the beginning of the book that her mother bragged about?
âMoonlight and blue twilightâthat is what you look like in that dress. I like it. It belongs to you. You arenât exactly pretty, but you have some adorable beauty-spots. Your eyes. And that little kissable dent just between your collar bones. You have the wrist and ankle of an aristocrat. That little head of yours is beautifully shaped. And when you look backward over your shoulder youâre maddeningâespecially in twilight or moonlight. An elf maiden. A wood sprite. You belong to the woods, Moonlightâyou should never be out of them. In spite of your ancestry, there is something wild and remote and untamed about you. And you have such a nice, sweet, throaty, summery voice. Such a nice voice for love-making.â
This is incredibly romantic.
Also yay, they are having sex and Valancy has a sexy sultry voice.
âShure anâ yeâve kissed the Blarney Stone,â scoffed Valancy.â
What does this mean, dear Maudience? Not a rhetorical question, I genuinely donât know?
âHolmes speaks of grief âstaining backwardâ through the pages of lifeâ
Apparently the guy is Oliver Wendell Holmes Sr.
âValancy found her happiness had stained backward likewise and flooded with rose-colour her whole previous drab existence. She found it hard to believe that she had ever been lonely and unhappy and afraid.
âWhen death comes, I shall have lived,â thought Valancy. âI shall have had my hour.â
I find this to be very poignant.
âAnd her dust-pile!
One day Valancy had heaped up the sand in the little island cove in a tremendous cone and stuck a gay little Union Jack on top of it.
âWhat are you celebrating?â Barney wanted to know.
âIâm just exorcising an old demon,â Valancy told him.â