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- just gilho running to you when he needs you most

it was early in the morning when you heard a loud knock on your door, a little bit confused you rubbed your eyes, trying to snap out of it when you heard another.

“who the hell…” you check the time on your phone and obviously it was too early for all this, before you could even put your phone down, you would hear another, irritated at the sound you got up.

“yeah its pretty fucking early! who is it?” you stood infront of the door, trying your best to see if you could tell who it was from the side window but to no avail. the light didnt help at all either, you saw nothing but darkness.

the loud knocking would only continue and it only pissed you off. since it was in the middle of the night you didnt forget to grab something to defend yourself. unaware of who it could be, you didnt wanna spare any chances just like anyone else should.

prepared for anything, you swung the door open, hand tightening around the blade as your met with a sight you’d never wanted to see again, a sight for sore eyes.

and he was just about to knock again, wincing as you opened it up, looking up at him with wide eyes, he didn’t know what to say, but he wasn’t surprised when you took him in again, nearly cursing him as you try your best to take off his coat but he would only grunt in pain.

“why do you always show up like this!?”

you argued, although he was quiet, he knew what would happen when he found himself in your arms again. you were basically giving him hell, and he wouldn’t hear the end of it.

oh how he missed it.

“you’re gonna get yourself killed one of these days minseok, look at all this.” gil-ho didn’t have to see it. he felt it everywhere, a feeling he became familiar with, a devastating one.

he couldnt say anything about it though, you had no idea what he had to go through to come back to you, he wanted to be back for good.

“don’t call me that..” was all he could say, you could hear the pain in his voice, if only you felt sorry for him. “that’s not my fucking name..”

“well im not calling you anything else, you always do this, only show up when you need me to help.” you said, lip almost trembling as you look at him.

“if you have a problem with it then why do you keep letting me in?..” even if it was a question, he already knew why, and he could only feel the same, he just wished you’d feel the same way about everything.

you would help him over to the couch, trying the best you could, it was almost a routine, one you wish you didnt have to get used to.

you sat him down slowly, letting him ease onto the cushions, he would only groan as you help him take off the heavy coat, thats when you saw it all, and it was worse than you could ever imagine.

“god minseok what are you getting yourself into!” you shieked, despair filling you as you take in all the gashes on his skin, whoever did this wouldnt see the light of day if you ever met them.

“you need a hospital, look at you, what the hell are you getting yourself into these days!!”

you wouldve lost your mind if you didnt remind yourself that the love of your life is bleeding out infront of you, you didnt waste anytime, collecting everything that he so desperately needed.

“whatever this was for i hope it was fucking worth it!”

and if only he could tell you it was, he went through hell and back just for peace, but he couldnt find any words to say to you, only listening to you babble, watching with half lidded eyes as you instantly work to patch him back together again. from the looks of everything, only lord knows how long that is gonna take.

after everything, this hurt him worse. confrontation from you was endless and he already knew he was playing with fire, he felt like sometimes, things just dont go the way he intended.

he never wanted all this, but going through hell and losing everything to end the shit he had to deal with, seemed worth it to him.

he was barely awake now, breathing slowly as he finally rests against your comforter, he was finally at peace, even if it meant almost sacrificing himself for…

“minseok!” was the last thing he heard before going under, feeling nothing as everything turned black around him, the last thing he saw was your pretty face as his eyes fluttered shut

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oct 25, 2025

right now

He’s going through new beginnings, turning a fresh page in his life. He’s been trying to motivate himself more each day, and he’s starting to truly believe in new possibilities. I can see that he feels more mature now — not just in age, but mentally and emotionally. He’s taking greater responsibility for his own feelings and actions. Everything he’s been through has shaped this maturity.

He’s become much more responsible and serious about his career and his work. He takes his projects very seriously, carefully choosing what he wants to do. He’s direct, disciplined, and extremely professional, with a strong work ethic. He knows how to set boundaries and respects other people’s spaces. Right now, he’s establishing very firm limits when it comes to his career.

For a long time, he got lost in the perks that come with fame — parties, money, showing off. But he’s outgrown that phase. I can see that he regrets those times when he surrounded himself with people who only cared about appearances. He went through a period of pain and grief over the time he wasted on vanity and ego. There’s still a trace of disappointment and regret, but he’s now determined to move forward and cleanse himself energetically — to reconnect with his true self.

I sense that he might be getting closer to spirituality or following certain moral or religious principles. He’s becoming more aware and grounded, and he has no desire to go back to who he once was. He’s passionate about life — inspired and motivated. In the past, he used to worry too much about timing and outcomes, but now he’s learning to plant seeds and trust the process.

There could be a romantic interest entering his life — or perhaps he’s simply improving how he connects with others, finding balance between work, personal life, and social life, something he used to struggle with.

love life

It seems he has met someone special. I feel this connection was unexpected — pure luck or fate. There’s a deep sense of excitement and joy in this meeting, something very different from what he’s experienced before. He wasn’t expecting to feel so connected to anyone.

In the past, he’s been betrayed — I see cheating in an old relationship. He still carries some resentment, more bitterness than anger, and he wants justice for what he went through. That relationship was toxic, and he felt trapped. Now, he’s being patient with this new person. There are others interested in him, but he’s not open to them — he’s waiting to see how this new connection unfolds.

It feels almost too good to be true. They’re quite different from each other, and that makes him uncertain — perhaps they're not his “type,” and he’s not theirs. But there’s a soulmate connection here, something destined. He’s stubborn about what he believes, but I can see clearly that this bond is fated in some way.

He’s single, but not sad about love. He sees something deeply intellectual in this person — maybe an air or fire sign, someone creative, multifaceted, and passionate. They might love the color yellow and look great in it. I sense strong chemistry — a spark that could grow into an unexpected love story.

career

He’s studying intensely right now for a new career project. He’s a true workaholic — when he prepares for something, he gives it his all. He’s passionate about his craft. When he takes on a role, he immerses himself so deeply that he sometimes loses touch with his own identity. It takes him time to reconnect afterward. Still, his love for what he does is immense.

He’s realistic, fair, and genuine. His work brings him joy — it makes him feel young again, like a kid doing what he loves. I also see a shift in his career, possibly something involving expansion abroad or a project with international reach. He’s been a bit frustrated with contracts or balance issues, but he’s optimistic about a new opportunity. He trusts that it will succeed in time.

Sometimes, he struggles between doing what he truly wants and what others expect from him, but he’s learning to make decisions that feel right for himself. He’s confident that this new project will be a success.

family

He’s very close to his family — deeply caring and supportive. He helps them financially, and they support him emotionally. There may be some kind of decision or legal matter the family is considering, but overall, their relationship is loving and healthy.

friendships

He’s independent and enjoys solitude. He’s not the social butterfly type — more of a homebody, content in his own company. He’s been disappointed by friends in the past, and it seems that’s happened again recently. I see a fallout with an older woman or someone he saw as mature — she may have exposed something or crossed a line, and that hurt him deeply.

He’s also aware that some friendships are superficial — people who just want to drink or talk out of interest. He knows one particular friend is fake, probably younger, but he keeps contact out of politeness.

future

Three years from now, I see many blessings in his life — celebrations, self-love, and achievements. However, there’s also a sign of loss or grief — something deeply personal, possibly related to family. It will be a hard time, and he’ll withdraw emotionally, but people will be there to support him — I see two men and one woman offering comfort and helping him find hope again.

Career-wise, he’ll be strong, confident, and recognized for his work. Yet, this period will also lead him inward, helping him release insecurities and comparisons. He’ll gain true inner strength.

There might be tension or distance between him and a father figure — perhaps due to work or separation. He’ll feel emotionally heavy about it.

I also see him turning down a financial opportunity — a project that doesn’t align with his values. He’ll walk away from it because it doesn’t feel right to him.

Lastly, I see a major transformation in his love life — possibly with the same person mentioned earlier. This connection feels balanced and deep, with mutual energy and purpose. I see love, commitment, and even the desire for a family in the future.

advice

“Whether you think you can or you think you can’t — you’re right.”

— Henry Ford

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