#changeisbeautiful

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late night rants be like... I decided for 2019 I was going to share more of my heart and less of my holes. You can laugh lol I did. But truthfully, as much as I love camming, I fell in love with modeling years ago and creating art with my body, makeup, wardrobe, and location is truly beautiful to me. This year I’ll be posting more of what I love. That is all. Have a beautiful evening. Not all rants are bad 🥰 - - - #learningisgrowing #changeisbeautiful #beproud #loveyourself #selflove #2019goals (at Cleveland, Ohio) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsj6x4SBndq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=hoio26ae8ynh

Im in #Vegas with my brilliant sister @msspence72 for #evolvewithwfg . Make sure to say hi if you see us! @therealwfg @impact.wfg Wearing my Yellow Harley dress by @pinupgirlclothing #evolve #change #positive #changeisbeautiful #ivydoomkitty #latina #curvy #curvygirl #pinup #pinupgirl #lasvegas #loveyourself #wfg (at MGM Grand Las Vegas)

I see all these memories of us; and I miss you. I miss not needing to say anything because we were that in synch. But as I grew I changed and you stayed the same. So, I cherish these memories; because of where I am going I can no longer cherish the person.

Step out of your comfort zone and watch the magic unfold.

The one thing that probably keeps me going, is the strength and growth that has happened within me. And within that growth, I realized that I grew for a short time and eventually go back slowly to the ugly and bad. Never for too long did the good stay.. So back to the "ugh my life stinks, I don't have time. Why me?" And I can't speak for others but I got to a point in my life where I said, "I have to do something. I just feel like my life isn't suppose to be at this location and at this time." I was so mad and upset that usually I'd say what's the point? And keep doing nothing to improve my life. But that one night, I just said, think differently , only you can change your life." The next day I got up, I said a prayer. As the days went on, I looked at things from a positive side. The good side. Do I mean there's never going to be the bad and ugly. Hell no! LOL . you're going to spill coffee on you. That red light. Its gonna happen, that promotion you might not get it: YET! And these might be things in the moment that upset us, we can't think about that. And speaking for myself I'm usually saying "What. The. Fuck." I could stay mad at a thing or a person for a while and not let it go, but I saw that effect. While you're mad the other person is living their life all happy. I just couldn't do it anymore. And if you ask me how, I will say; it may be hard to accept now but it was probably for the best. Or something better is going to happen. Life's crazy and we're all going to experience the good, the bad, and ugly. But the main goal is to always think good.

Learn to embrace change as it often leads to a new beginning...