"I love you all too much." // "Yeah, I want you." // "And it's not my fault that I fucked everybody here." // "What happened to just messing around?" // "Babe, you look so cool." // "I can't believe that we're talking about him."
āI love you all too much.āĀ
Those were words that Ava had been wanting to hear for a long time now. Almost her whole life she had been starved for that sort of affection with her mom dying when she was young and then her father who had never really been one for affection in the first place. Then after high school she had went into the army, and of course there was no affection to be had there. So hearing the guy that she was absolutely crazy about, the father of her daughter, say those words to her should have been a happy occasion, but for her, it wasnāt. She didnāt find herself wanting to launch herself at him, wanting to kiss him senseless, or wanting to say it back. Maybe a small part of herself did, but the larger part, the part she could mostly hear right now was terrified. While she had been wanting Lucas to love her for a long time now, she couldnāt help but think of the few people who had said those words to her before. How badly it had ended up. Saying that he loved her almost felt like a death sentence for him. Now that he had said it, there was no way he was going to stay around. While Ava knew that wasnāt the least bit logical, she couldnāt help but think it. Not to mention she didnāt even understand it.Ā āWhy? After all Iāve done to you, you should really hate me.ā
āI want you too babe. I wish I was there to show you that.ā Zaria had never suspected them being apart would be this hard. After all, they were only going to be apart for a few days. Honestly, if she had known that it was going to be like this, she would have suggested that Lennon come and join her for a few days of the holidays. It wasnāt like her parents would have been against that. They were happy that she was dating someone. The main reason that she hadnāt invited her is because she figured it was too soon. They hadnāt been dating for very long now, and meeting the family was a big deal. Especially Zariaās family who she wouldnāt deny was a little bit on the crazy side. She didnāt want to scare Lennon off yet. Especially since she really liked her. Now though, sitting here and listening to her girlfriend on the phone just made her want her by her side as soon as possible whether that meant getting Lennon here or vice versa. She wondered if the other girl would go for that. It was last minute, but maybe she wanted to see her just as bad as Zaria did.Ā āYou know ⦠I could really use some company, and my family keeps talking about how much they would love to meet you, so if you wanted to come up here for a couple of days ⦠I definitely wouldnāt object.ā Zaria proposed, biting her lip as her grip tightened slightly on her cell phone.Ā
āAnd itās not my fault that I fucked everybody here.ā
āSurely not everyone, but if you have, Iāve got to say Iām impressed.ā This was terribly amusing honestly. Skye really hadnāt had much of an idea about Grantās sexual history because that was just something she hadnāt really cared about knowing. In fact, she thought it might be a little weird to know about all the women that her boss had slept with. In fact, she thought it was weird to even see anyone flirting with him in the first place. She couldnāt imagine someone sleeping with him. Not the serious, hard working Grant Ward that she knew. Not that she hadnāt imagined how Grant would be in bed. After all, she had seen him shirtless. Who could see a sight like that and not imagine what it would be like to have that pressed against them? Her thoughts were getting her off topic though, and she quickly found herself focused back at the conversation at hand. She did have to ask herself how he found himself in this situation. Skye was about to ask him that question when she noticed the completely panic stricken look on his face. He really was freaking out about this, and it wasnāt often, or ever really, that she had seen Grant Ward freak out about something. When he groaned something out about how one of his exes was coming over, Skye looked up and sure enough someone was headed this way. A tall blonde with messy hair and a smirk on her lips. A weird feeling erupted in her stomach, and she found herself wanting to help. She leaned across the bar, tugging Grant close by his shirt and whispering in his ear,Ā āPlay along,ā she pulled back slightly, letting out a little giggle as she nuzzled her nose against his with a goofy smile.Ā
āWhat happened to just messing around?ā
āI donāt mess around with card games Jameson Mathers.ā Rayne replied, not feeling the least bit sympathetic about the fact that she had just used aĀ ādraw fourā card on her boyfriend when he only had one card left because yes, she was that person. There were only a few things in her life that Rayne considered herself to be good at. She was good with math, good with running a business, and she was good at card games. Of course, this wasnāt something that James had the chance to witness before now, and she liked to think that everyone at the table was actually slightly impressed including Jamesās sister and cousin. Mostly though, she knew they were amused, but hey, she couldnāt help that she was a competitive person when it came to games. āJust because youāre cute and youāre my boyfriend doesnāt mean Iām going to take it easy on you.ā Even though Rayne knew she was being rather competitive, she also knew that James wasnāt taking her too seriously. No, he just grinned at her as he massaged her leg under the table that she currently had in his lap.Ā āI hate to break it to you Mathers, but youāre going down.ā She told him as she laid down her next to last card.Ā āUno.ā She grinned.Ā
āBabe, you look so cool.ā
Simon was, at that very moment, absolutely positive that he did not look the least bit cool. In fact, he was fairly sure that he looked about as uncool as he could ever look. Really, who could blame him though? He had just gotten back from the hospital, where he had a long shift again. So of course, the first thing he wanted to do when he got home was relax. He had just taken his scrubs off and thrown them in the washer when he realized he forgot to check the mail. He didnāt know when his letter from the hospital would be arriving, but he couldnāt wait to check. Thatās when the problem arose. He hadnāt done his laundry yet. His scrubs were kind of gross, and he had nothing else to wear except ⦠That was how he found himself on the front porch in SpongeBob SquarePants pajamas. A gag gift from a family member a couple years ago.Ā āItās a laundry day.ā He finally managed to say, trying not to show in his face just how embarrassed he was that the girl of his dreams had found him like this.Ā āAnd I was going to get the ⦠oh you got it.ā Simon muttered once he noticed the mail in her hands. The silence became even more awkward as they stood there, Simon flustered while Ellis looked amused.Ā āWerenāt you supposed to stay late - You know, never mind, Iām going to do laundry now.ā Simon said, gesturing back inside and hurrying back to his bedroom.Ā
āI canāt believe that weāre talking about him.ā
āWhy not? Because we donāt talk about things like that? Well, I want to.ā Okay, so maybe Talisa was just a little on the drunk side. Probably a lot more than a little now that she thought about it. In fact she couldnāt really remember how many drinks she had. After four shots of Fireball, the world had started to get a little blurry. In fact she had no idea how he even made it back to the dorm, much less the room. Right now, the fog of alcohol had cleared up slightly just in time for her roommate to return from her little date.Ā āI want to talk about just how great your date must have gone.ā She made her way over to Celesteās bed on the other side of the room, stumbling slightly for a brief moment as she took her heels off. She landed on Celesteās bed and smirked down at her as her hand found the other girlās thigh, tracing a gentle circle on the skin.Ā āDid you let him touch you like you let me?ā She wondered out loud, her fingers tracing just a little bit higher.Ā āDid you let him eat you out, because Iām sure if you did, it wasnāt nearly as good as what you get from me.ā Talisa added as she parted the other girlās thighs, so she could slip between them,Ā āOr did you actually let him fuck you?ā She emphasized her statement with a thrust of her hips against Celesteās center. Even though she knew the other girl could smell the liquor on her, she still crawled up her body, pressing an open mouthed kiss against the other girlās lips.Ā āCome on ⦠I want to know.āĀ