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pairings: werewolf!CEO!Bucky Barnes x human!assistant!female reader
summary: feeling unfulfilled by your job, you sign up to become a member of the Pleasure Portal network, which allows you to have sex with monsters around the world for money. then, when you connect with an anonymous monster on a boring summer day at the office, it leads to an afternoon delightโand something more.
warnings: 18+ content (minors dni!!!), smut, unspecified age gap, monsterfucking and teratophilia, werewolf/human sex, knotting, sex work/reader becomes a sex worker, portal sex, piv sex, very rough sex, unprotected sex, anonymous sex, multiple creampies, come inflation, cockwarming, orgasm control/delay, multiple orgasms, big cock, size kink, free use, some objectification, dirty talk, sexting, praise kink, light verbal degradation, bdsm undertones, sir kink, pet names (sweetling, sweet girl), aftercare, feelings
word count: 10.2k
a/n: for week 12 of @buckybarnesevents's Hot Bucky Summer event, i had a pretty good idea of the premise for this fic (and it's based loosely on this post) but i had y'all vote to help decide some of the specifics, like Bucky being a werewolf. since the other two options were so close, i worked them both in ๐คญ this ended up being way longer than i expected, but i'm really excited about this particular magical universe, and i hope y'all love it as much as i do!! please enjoy some werewolf CEO Bucky!!! โก
prompt: "You canโt be real." | [Fantasy Character | Monsterfucking | Dreaming/Daydreaming]
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You didnโt need the money. Not really.ย
All your bills were easily covered by your job. You worked 60 hours a week as the senior executive assistant to Bucky Barnes, who, in his early 40s, was the first werewolf to ever become CEO of a Fortune 500 company.ย
The role paid well enough that youโd been able to buy your dream apartment in Park Slope, Brooklyn, and still have money leftover for savings and fun things like vacations and going out to brunch.ย
So you really didnโt need any extra money from a side hustle, because your career was plenty lucrative. But, frankly, your job as Bucky Barnesโ senior EA was boring.
Over the course of your career, youโd worked hard to rise up the ranks of assistants, taking on new roles at different companies until youโd made it to the top of the ladder. But you found yourself in the odd position of having nowhere else to go, and little to do.ย
As Mr. Barnesโ senior EA, your job was to oversee the rest of the CEOโs assistants. At any given time, he had half a dozen, all of whom managed his schedule, fetched his dry-cleaning, and did everything else the busy werewolf didnโt have time to do.
However, after the brief transition period when you first stepped into your role and made some changes so that the fleet of assistants ran more efficiently, and everything was delegated to the others, there was little left for you to do.
All that was expected of you was to sit at your desk in the sparsely decorated antechamber outside Mr. Barnesโ office, with its towering, thick wooden doors that were often closed, leaving you entirely alone. Occasionally, youโd have to greet any visitors whoโd arrive for an in-person meeting, but that was rare.
Most days, no one came to Mr. Barnesโ office, since the werewolf preferred virtual meetings and phone calls to in-person sit-downs. So you spent long, arduous days alone at your desk while your boss worked and the fleet of assistants scurried around doing his bidding, which was relayed through you.
It left you with a lot of free timeโfree time that you spent trying to keep busy, and trying not to daydream about your handsome werewolf boss.ย
It had been against your better judgement that your foolish heart had caught feelings for Bucky Barnes, but it turned out you had a soft spot for werewolves with icy blue eyes, sharp canine teeth, and expensive suits. It didnโt help that he had a dry sense of humor and a brusque, no-nonsense way of conducting business that you respected.
Still, you maintained a professional demeanor at work, not allowing your feelings for your boss to show when you greeted him in the morning or spoke to him about his schedule. But if you were honest with yourself, your little crush on the werewolf was the reason you didnโt look for another job.
Youโd fallen into a routine of monotony, broken up only by the brief, thrilling moments when you interacted with Bucky Barnes. You didnโt even realize you were looking for something to escape the vicious circle your life had become until it was right in front of your face.
It was on one particularly dreary afternoon when you took the first step down a path that would change everything.ย
Cold rain lashed against the floor-to-ceiling windows of the antechamber outside Mr. Barnesโ office, obscuring the view of New York Cityโs Central Park that lay at the feet of the companyโs high-rise in Manhattan. You felt like a princess trapped in a tower, held above and apart from the rest of the world, bitterly alone.ย
To remind yourself that you werenโt the last person in the world, living among the gray clouds, you found yourself scrolling through your social media feed, eagerly watching the little windows into other peoplesโ lives.ย
It was then that you came across a video from a woman who made her living as a โspicy accountant.โ Unlike some of the others youโd seen on the app, though, she made her money through something called Pleasure Portal.ย
You watched in rapt attention as the woman in the video explained what it wasโa network created by the companyโs warlock CEO using proprietary portal technology that connected those with willing holes with clients willing to pay to use those holes, even if they were entire continents apart.ย
According to the woman, all transactions were completely anonymous and conducted through the app, though there were options for leaving tips and favorable reviews. To ensure everyoneโs safety, there was an application process that included health and background checks verified by the Pleasure Portal company.ย
And the best part, at least to you, was that it was open to everyoneโhuman and monsters alike.
That had been the most enticing selling point for you, because even if you didnโt need the money, Pleasure Portal offered a safe and anonymous way for you to explore what it would be like to be with a monster, something youโd only ever fantasized about before.
Although youโd developed a crush on him, Bucky Barnes wasnโt the first monster youโd daydreamed about.ย
Over the years, youโd wondered endlessly about what it would feel like to be split open by a minotaur, to be put under a lust spell by a warlock, to be tied so intimately by a werewolfโs knotโฆ
Youโd been breathless with excitement as you applied to be part of the Pleasure Portal network right then, on that dreary afternoon. You kept oscillating between feeling like it was a dream, too good to be true, and giddy excitement as you filed your paperwork, and gave proof that you tested negative for STIs and were on birth control.
It took surprisingly little time to be approved, the app on your phone unlocking your profile while you were sent the portal device.
As soon as you got the notification that the package had been delivered, in the middle of the afternoon on a hot, summer day, you left your desk, giving Mr. Barnes a ridiculous excuse about needing to go home early to feed your neighborโs cat.ย
Once at you made it back to your apartment in Park Slope, you tore into the box with as much care as you could muster, your eyes widening and lips parting with wonder when you finally got your hands on the portal device.
It was as small as a matchbook and, according to the instructions, should be affixed to your skin above, below or beside the hole you wished to connect to the network. The magic in the device could then be activated only from your app, which required face ID, and it could be shut off using the app or by voicing the safe word you registered with the service.
The app was how you connected with potential Pleasure Patrons, filling out your profile with interests and limits, and setting yourself as available whenever you were open to clients. Anyone looking to use your services as a Pleasure Pocket could send a request, and you had the option to approve or deny based on their profile, which revealed their first name, age and species, and how much money they were offering.ย
Although you were almost too excited to read through all the instructions on the portal device and fill out your profile, you forced yourself to pay attention and get through it as quickly and methodically as possible so you could finally get started.
It wasnโt long before you were attaching the device to your mound, just above your pussy, and setting yourself as available on the app. Your profile specified that you were particularly open to monstersโand you were delighted to discover they were all too eager to use your services.
From that night on, you became an active Pleasure Pocket on the Pleasure Portal network.ย
At first, you consigned yourself to only using it when you were at home, letting monsters from all over the world rail you while you made dinner or took a shower or lay on your couch watching TV. But work was so boring, and you really didnโt have much to do, so what was the harm in wearing it to the office?
It was breathlessly thrilling to wear the Pleasure Portal device at your desk, alone in the antechamber outside Mr. Barnesโ office, feeling all manner of monster cock fill you while you were on the clock. It got to a point where even if you werenโt stuffed full of cock, you were daydreaming about it. Your idle thoughts constantly wandered back to your favorite Patrons.
The day everything truly changed, was a day like any other.
It was a beautiful sunny afternoon in New York City, the golden summer sun glinting off buildings and giving you a perfect view of Central Park with all its gorgeous green foliage. And it was another boring day at your desk, with nothing for you to do since the assistants were self-sufficient and Bucky was busy behind his closed office doors.ย
At that point, youโd been part of the Pleasure Portal network for a few months, and your mind kept straying back to one of your recent clients, a minotaur that had used you the previous week.ย
Your fingers toyed idly with the buttons of your silk blouse, which was tucked into a tight black pencil skirt. You bit your lip as you remembered the feeling of the minotaurโs impressive length filling you up for hours one morning, his stamina lasting for what seemed like an eon.
Heโd used you for so long, and fucked you so relentlessly, youโd nearly passed out at your desk. It had been glorious.
Once he was done with you, the minotaur had left you a generous tip โfor monopolizing your morning,โ as well as a favorable review: โ5/5 stars, tightest pussy Iโve had in a long time. Would fuck again.โ
It was the last part of his review that still stuck with you a week later, and had you daydreaming that he would, in fact, fuck you again. You didnโt often accept repeat clients, but for the minotaur, youโd make an exception. Heโd pleasured you well enough that you could see yourself enjoying another session with him.
Unbidden, your thoughts veered sharply away from your minotaur client. Instead, icy blue eyes, sharp canine teeth, and a broad chest clad in an expensive suit flashed through your mind. You tried desperately to halt your thoughts before they could venture further down that path, but your imagination couldnโt be stopped.
Your fantasy shifted, and before you could rein in your mind, you were thinking about being stretched open on a thick werewolf cock while you sat in your bossโs lap. The base of his length, where his knot would inflate, would nudge against your clit and remind you that once he came, youโd be unable to separate.ย
Your bodies would be tied together in such an intimate way that couldnโt be ignored. Youโd be connected in the most primal, physical way possibleโฆ
With a sigh, you blinked the tantalizing image from your mind and returned your focus to the gorgeous sight of the summer sun shining brightly down on New York City, glinting off the water of the lake in Central Park and shimmering off the windows of the other skyscrapers in midtown Manhattan.ย
You willed your heart to slow and your breathing to even out in an effort to temper the heat that had begun building in your core. When your fantasy had shifted to Bucky, your slit had flooded with desire, and you could feel the sticky evidence in your panties when you crossed one leg over the other.ย
Truthfully, youโd hoped that joining the Pleasure Portal network would distract you from your crush on your boss, but it seemed to have the opposite effect. Letting all manner of monsters use your hole was fun, but it was all anonymous, and it lacked the true connection you thought you could only find in real life.ย
And, to be perfectly honest, you werenโt interested in finding a true connection with anyone other than Bucky. Even the minotaur from the previous week paled in comparison to your boss. Though heโd been a good lover and had tipped well, you didnโt want anything more from him than a few more orgasms.ย
You were, unfortunately, still hung up on the older werewolf CEO with the icy blue eyes that sent shivers down your spine and the devastatingly handsome face. You wanted the monster who sat in his office just a few dozen feet away from your desk, but might as well have been a whole world away with the thick wooden doors and his inability to see you as anything more than his EA.
A soft chime from your phone pulled you from that train of thought and you picked up the device. A small smile stole across your face when you saw a Pleasure Portal notification: A new Patron was requesting a session!
Eager for something to distract you from your thoughts of Bucky Barnes, you quickly opened up the app and scanned the request.
James, 42, werewolf, was asking for an immediate session, and he was willing to pay an exorbitant amount of moneyโso much that even your eyes widened at the number of zeros. It was more than you made in an entire week as a senior EA, and all for a few hours of being this monsterโs Pleasure Pocket.ย
Still, you couldnโt lie and tell yourself the money was really what swayed you. It was this potential clientโs profile, particularly the part where he noted he was a werewolf.ย
After daydreaming about Bucky, you were feeling more than a little needy. And even though fucking this werewolf named James wouldnโt be the same as finally getting the attention you desired from your boss, you couldnโt deny yourself. You wanted a knot, and if you couldnโt have the one you really wanted, youโd take anything you could get.
So, without any more thought, you hit the button on the app that accepted Jamesโs offer.
As soon as the Pleasure Portal app registered your acceptance, you felt the device hum to life on the mound of your pussy. Delightful tingles erupted in a circle around your hole, the magical current of the portal coming to life and teasing your skin.
You gave a little shiver of anticipation as you leaned back in your expensive, ergonomic desk chair. You closed your eyes, and waited for James to begin using his side of the open portal, arousal already gathering between your thighs as you thought about being used by the anonymous Patron.
Less than a minute later, you felt the pointed tip of the werewolfโs cock nudging carefully against your entrance. The first feel of him made your breath catch in your throat.
James felt big, even just the tip of him spreading your lower lips as he pushed against your entrance. He seemed to be taking it slow, testing out your readiness, being careful not to hurt you with one rough thrust.
When you realized how big he was and the care he was taking with you, your pussy flooded with arousal. It was enough to make your hole slick and ready for his massive cock.
It occurred to you that James might be the biggest monster youโd ever taken, and you were eager to find out if you were right about that. In your chest, your heart raced, but the rest of you remained still as you waited with a breathless excitement for James to feed you more of his cock.
Your prediction was confirmed a moment later when James pressed deeper, the narrow tip of his cock giving way to a thick girth that had you gasping for air and clutching the edge of your desk. Your nails dug into the unyielding wood as your pussy clamped down hard on the werewolfโs penetrating length.ย
A soft chime came from your phone, and you picked it up to find James had sent a text through Pleasure Portalโs in-app messaging system. Some clients tried to use it for dirty talk, but more often than not, their attempts at seducing you with words had the opposite effect so you usually ignored them.ย
However, Jamesโs message was different.ย
Fuck, youโre tight. Even for a human.ย
The werewolf sounded grumpy, almost resentful of your pussy, like he could barely believe anyone, even a human, could be so tight. It was a far cry from the effusive flattery most other Patrons tried to woo you with, but the honesty of it charmed you.ย
A smile tugged at the corner of your mouth, and your thumbs moved quickly as you typed out a response that you hoped would elicit more delightful grumpiness from the older werewolf.ย
Fucked many humans, have you?
The self-satisfied grin on your face slipped when James pushed further into your hole, your mouth forming a perfect โoโ and your eyes going wide as your body stretched to accomodate his monster cock.ย
He was so big and overwhelming, the velvet-wrapped steel of his girth rubbing deliciously against your inner walls while he pressed deeper, that you momentarily forgot about your phone and it fell with a dull thunk to your desk.
When he was still only partway inside your pussy, James paused, as if giving you time to adjustโand giving himself a moment to send an answer to your question.ย
My fair share. How many werewolves have you had?
Picking up your phone to read the message, you huffed a dry laugh at Jamesโs blunt question. It wasnโt really his businessโthough he mustโve seen on your profile that you had a few positive reviews from past werewolf Patronsโbut you found you didnโt mind the intrusive question.
For some reason, you felt a connection to James that had always been lacking in your previous clients, werewolf and other monsters alike. You knew it was likely just because he reminded you of the boss you were crushing on and would never have, but you couldnโt help indulging yourself and gave James an honest response.
A few. None as big as you, though.
The werewolf mustโve shunted his hips forward, burying his cock impossibly deeper in your pussy. The sudden surge of pleasure made you forget yourself, and a desperate squeal slipped from your lips before you could clap a hand over your mouth to muffle the sound.
God, he was so big, the stretch of him burning pleasantly through your core. Your pussy throbbed around the thick girth of his shaft, which was buried so deep, you swore you could feel him in your belly. Pressing a palm to your lower stomach, you stared down at your lap in awe when you could feel the thick steel of him inside your body even while you sat alone in your desk chair.ย
The magic of the Pleasure Portal was wildโand you loved it.ย
You loved sitting at your desk, in your office above the clouds, stuffed full of werewolf cock where anyone could walk inโwhere even Bucky could walk inโand talk to you like nothing was out of the ordinary. Heโd never know you were full of cock, unless your face gave you away.
That thought made your pussy drip around Jamesโs thick cock, making the slide of his hard length easier as he slipped even deeper. Your moan at the feeling was muffled behind the palm of your hand and you bent over, letting your forehead fall against the cool wood of your desk while you basked in the sensation of being filled so deliciously.ย
Even with your thighs trapped tight together by your pencil skirt, the new position opened your body up, and made it easier for James to hilt his monstrous cock in your tight hole. In seconds, he was buried to the base, filling you up more than you even thought possible.
It was all you could do to stifle your blissed-out moans and desperate whimpers in your hand, not wanting to draw your bossโs attention and end your exquisite torment as you writhed in pleasure on Jamesโs cock.
Iโm sure you say that to all the monsters on this app.
It took a moment for you to wade through the haze filling your head and grab your phone to read Jamesโs message.ย
When you did, you let out an unladylike snort. It was so perfectly grumpy that it made you want to be playful with the older werewolf, an urge you didnโt often care enough about your Patrons to muster.
Gotta earn those tips somehow ๐คช
James mustโve let out a low growl at that response, because you could feel the vibration reverberate through his cock where it was buried inside you.ย
A soft, pitiful mewl slipped from your lips, and you dropped your head back to your desk with a thunk, your eyes sliding closed as overwhelming pleasure washed through you.ย
Youโre trouble.
The chime of your phone had you lifting your head back up, your eyes popping open, and you couldnโt bite back the smile at the warm grumpiness of Jamesโs response.ย
Something about those two words had your heart doing flips in your chest and the long-dormant butterflies in your stomach taking flight.ย
Your inner walls were stretched so perfectly around his hard length, you could practically feel the thrum of his blood pumping in his shaft, and he could feel every throb of your pussy. Your pussy fluttered around the werewolfโs thick cock, and you could feel him twitch in reply.ย
It was as if your bodies were conversing in a language all their own.
It was so intimate, the physical connection between you and this anonymous werewolf named James, that you couldnโt stop your mind from wandering to your boss. You wondered if he would be as big, if heโd fill you up as goodโif youโd be able to feel every vein and ridge in his cock.ย
You wondered if Bucky would be able to make you smile and laugh the way James had.ย
And as soon as you had that thought, you realized how unfair you were being to James. It wasnโt his fault you couldnโt get over this ridiculous crush on your boss, and you started to feel bad for thinking about another monster while he was inside you.
So you pushed all thoughts of Bucky aside and refocused on James, picking up your phone to type out another playful response, hoping to get another grumpy reply.
Trouble with a tight pussy, though, right? ๐
Yeah, sweetling, youโve got a very tight pussy. Feels like youโre strangling my dick.
You huffed a laugh at the vaguely violent description of your pussy, enjoying the blunt way the grumpy werewolf spoke. And if your heart fluttered even more at the sweet nickname and naked praise in Jamesโs message, you ignored the blossoming emotion in your chest.ย
The only thing worse than harboring a crush on your unattainable boss was developing a crush on one of your anonymous Pleasure Patrons. That way lay only heartbreak, of that you were certain. So you tried to rein in the feelings developing in your heart.
When you tried to type out another playful message and remain detached, though, your fingers seemed to have a mind of their own, sending a text that was perhaps a little too honest.ย
Thank you, sir โบ๏ธ I want to please you.
Jamesโs cock jumped inside you, drawing a low, obscene moan from your lips before you could bite it back, your eyes going hazy as pleasure throbbed through your body.ย
Distractedly, you wondered which part of your message had elicited that response from Jamesโwhether it was you calling him โsirโ or your honest desire to please him. Or perhaps it was both.
Before you could muster up the courage to ask, his next message came through, and your mouth curved into a pleased smile when it answered your unspoken questions.
Keep calling me that and youโll earn a very generous tip, sweetling.ย
A pleased smile bloomed across your face as you read Jamesโs message. You tried to tell yourself it was in response to the prospect of the tip he was offering, and not the sweet nickname, but you werenโt fooling yourself.ย
You tried to think of a more playful, detached response, but before you could come up with anything, another message came in.
I have a call soon, I just need some quick stress relief beforehand, but Iโll double your tip every time you cum on my cock.
You breathed a sigh of relief before you could stop yourself, happy to have a break from your flirty exchange with the werewolf to talk about the logistics of your session. Still, you couldnโt stop your pussy from fluttering around Jamesโs cock at his blunt, filthy words.ย
He filled you so well, it was almost hard to think, and you blamed your needy distraction for the almost desperate tone of the response you sent him.ย
Use me, sir, and Iโll do my best to take it ๐ซก Thatโs what Iโm here for.
James didnโt need any more encouragement than that. You could feel the way he groaned at your words, the low rumbling of pleasure reverberating through your sensitive inner walls, and making you gush with even more wetness, like your pussy was drooling for the werewolf cock stuffed deep in your hole to fuck you.
Then he was doing just that, using his side of the Pleasure Portal to fuck you hard and fast, pounding into your pussy like you were nothing more than a fleshlight made solely for his pleasure. It was brutal, ruthless, perfect, the way his cock filled your tight hole, the pointed tip bullying your cervix with every merciless thrust.
All you could do was take it, pleasure swarming through your body and overwhelming your mind, until you were little more than the werewolfโs toy, your body hunched at your desk, your face buried in the crook of your arm to muffle your sounds of enjoyment while you took everything he offered.ย
Your inner walls were stretched thin around Jamesโs cock, and though the drag of his thick girth felt devastatingly good, it wasnโt enough to make you cum. With trembling fingers, you slipped your hand beneath your pencil skirt, not caring how high up your thighs you pushed the material, just intent about reaching the juncture of your thighs.
It took only a brief brush of your fingers against your clothed clit to set you off.ย
Your mouth fell open and you pressed your blunt teeth into your arm through the silk of your blouse, a high-pitched whine falling from your lips as the pleasure in your body exploded and you were carried away in the relentless rhythm of Jamesโs cock pounding into your cunt.
Your panting breath was loud in your ears, but you couldโve sworn you heard a faint groan as your pussy milked the werewolfโs cock, your inner walls clamping down so hard on his thick length, you felt him twitch deep inside you.ย
But you brushed off the sound as a figment of your imagination. It mustโve been your mind playing tricks on you, born of a desire to hear your partner when you were alone in your pleasure, with only your gasps and moans as company. You ached to press against Jamesโs sturdy body, to hear his voice, to feel more than his cockโฆ
Thankfully, a soft chime from your phone dragged you back from the sudden rush of loneliness that filled your heart and threatened to consume all your enjoyment like a black hole.ย
Good girl. Cum on this fat werewolf cock like the perfect little slut you are, sweetling.
โOh fuck,โ you whispered to yourself, your eyes sliding closed as another shiver of pleasure skated down your spine at his words and his pumping cock. Already, tension was coiling tight in your core again, and you were rocketing toward another release.
Youโd never gotten off to the dirty talk your Patrons had sent in the past, but Jamesโs words did something to you no other monster had managedโthey made your pussy gush and flutter. They made you moan, the sounds low and lewd as they bounced off the bare walls of the office antechamber.ย
Jamesโs message was the ideal mix of praise and degradation. It tapped into your desires so perfectly, you wondered distractedly if he was also a wizard or a mind-reader.ย
And then you realized he hadnโt stopped his ruthless pounding even when heโd been texting you, which meant he was fucking his half of the portal with one hand while typing his filthy messages to you with the other.
It all unraveled something in you, and you scrabbled for your phone on the desk, your fingers clumsy and trembling as you typed out a response, desperate for James to know what he was doing to you. You wanted him to know how good he was making you feel.ย
You feel so so good inside my tight cunt, sir. Your fat werewolf cock is splitting me open, breaking me apart. Feels sooo good.ย
The act of typing out those words made the tension in your body wind tighter, and just as you hit send, you realized you were on the precipice of another release. Quickly, you sent another message without waiting for a response.ย
Iโm gonna cum again.
Your fingers, which youโd pulled from beneath your skirt so you could text with two hands, slipped back beneath the tight fabric. They squirmed between your plush thighs, which were already pushing the pencil skirtโs seams to theyโre limits, and tugged your panties to the side to rub your clit.ย
You were careening toward your second release in just a few seconds, your breaths coming in sharp, desperate pants, and your heart pounding in your chest. You could even hear the faint, obscene wet sound of Jamesโs cock pounding into your gushing pussy.ย
But all of it fell away when you heard the chime of another message.
Rub your pretty pearl, sweetling, and cum again on this thick werewolf cock. Show me what a good slut you can be for me, use that tight cunt to milk my fat cock.ย
Obediently, your fingertips pressed harder to your clit and you rubbed it roughly, matching the rhythm of Jamesโs fucking, until you were shoved over the edge again. Your entire body seized, every muscle in your body going taut, as the tension in your core wound tight and then, suddenly, snapped.ย
Dropping your phone to your desk, you shoved half your fist in your mouth to muffle the high-pitched scream that clawed up your throat and wanted to burst free.ย
You couldnโt tell how much noise you were making, but you hoped it wasnโt enough to get Buckyโs attention, because you were lost to the bliss James offered. You were a hopeless, pitiful puddle of pleasure in your ergonomic chairโand you never wanted it to end.
While you were in the throes of your release, you thought you heard another groan, deeper and filthier than the one earlier, a sound that matched the way Jamesโs cock kicked deep in your cunt, like he was on the verge of losing himself in your body.ย
But that thought drifted away in the current of pleasure that was carrying you along, dissolving as soon as it had appeared, leaving you to revel in your release.ย
Distantly, you heard your phone go off, and you reached for it blindly, gasping for breath as you struggled to open your eyes and read the text.
Thatโs a good girl, cumming so perfectly for me. You have such a slutty hole, sweetling, cumming all over my werewolf cock and clutching at me like youโre begging for more. Do you want another one, my sweet girl?
A soft, sharp whine slipped from your lips and you had to bite down hard on your plush lower lip to stifle the sound. Even still, it ricocheted off the bare walls in the antechamber, and you hoped the thick wood of Buckyโs office doors muffled it.ย
But you barely paid your boss any mind, fingers trembling with need and excitement as you typed out a response to James with one hand.
Yes, please, sir. Please make me cum again, I wanna cum all over your big werewolf cock. You fill me up so so good. I wanna bounce on your huge, perfect cock and take every inch of your fat knot, sir. Please!
Jamesโs reply came back so quickly, even you were stunned with how fast it appeared. All he said was:ย
Fuck. You canโt be real.
You had little time to marvel over those words, and the way they made your heart flutter dangerously in your chest, because in the next breath James was pounding into you even harder.ย
He used your cunt as his own personal pleasure portal, fucking you like you were the stress relief he deserved, shoving his entire length deep inside your pussy. The narrow tip of his cock battered against your cervix, pushing into it a little more each time, giving every thrust a sharp edge of pain that made the pleasure even more exquisitely devastating.
It was all too good, too perfect, your mind splintering as the world around you fell away entirely. You were no longer the senior EA to werewolf CEO Bucky Barnes, you were a Pleasure Pocket made to be used by every manner of monster for their pleasure.ย
No, not just any monsterโyou were made specifically for James, 42, werewolf. You were his personal sex toy, his pocket pussy, his fuck hole. And all you could do was take itโtake his cock, take the brutal pounding he offered, and the bliss that came with it, and let him take his pleasure in your body.
You imagined James on the other end of the magical portal, holding the cylindrical fleshlight-like device in his big hands and yanking it down on his impossibly thick cock. You pictured him fucking the portal toyโand, by extension, your cuntโwith everything he had, sweat beading on his face, the muscles in his broad body shifting beneath his fur and skin.
Before you could stop it, the image in your mind shifted, the generic figure of a werewolf morphing into something more familiar, something resembling the daydream youโd had earlier.ย
In your mindโs eye, James became Bucky.ย
You could so easily picture the way Buckyโs bright blue eyes would flash with hunger and darken with lust as he pounded into your tight cunt, the emotions churning like the sky during a summer thunderstorm.ย
It was far too easy to imagine the way his sharp canine teeth would glint in the lights of the office as he bore down on your body, his expensive suit only undone enough to free his cock, the gush of your pussy making a mess of the front of his slacks as he split you open with every thrust.
His inhuman muscles would strain the seams of his suit, making them cling to the bulge of his biceps and the flexing of his thighs as he fucked you on his desk. Youโd be entirely at his mercy, which was exactly where you wanted to be more than anywhere else in the worldโeven with James.
A pang in your chest dragged you out of your fantasy, and you remembered the werewolf who was actually fucking you. You felt a little bit bad for daydreaming about Bucky when you were with James, especially since the latter had quickly become your favorite Patron. But, you reasoned, what he didnโt know couldnโt hurt him.
So you sank deeper into your daydream about your boss, imagining it was Bucky fucking you instead of some random stranger on the other end of the Pleasure Portal.ย
The combination of Jamesโs perfect cock and your imaginationโs perfect picture of Bucky was too much for your mind and body to take. The werewolf was fucking you too hard and too fast, and you were breathless from the pleasure, unable to stop yourself from speeding toward a devastating release.ย
You held on for as long as you could, but James seemed intent on making you cum again before his call began. And the werewolf confirmed as much when your phone chimed with another message.
Do it. Cum on my cock, sweetling. Be a good girl and give it to me so I can fill you up with my knot and stuff your tight pussy full of cum. Then you can sit pretty on my fat werewolf cock like a perfect little knot slut while I take this call.
Those filthy words were all you needed to push you over the edge.ย
A breathy, high-pitched cry escaped your lips before you could stop it, but you were too far gone to care. Pleasure overwhelmed you, blackness creeping into the edge of your consciousness as your body shivered and shook with the force of your release.
All the while, your pussy was clamped down on Jamesโs thick cock as he kept fucking you, like your body was begging for his cum. His hard length vibrated with a groan you couldโve sworn you could hear. You swayed perilously in your chair, your eyes closed and your entire being focused on the cock bringing you so much pleasure.
The werewolf lasted only a few more moments, his thrusts turning wild and erratic as he rutted into your too-tight cunt. Then he was shoving his cock deep in your hole, his knot inflating and stretching the edge of your hole a second before his big cock twitched inside you, spilling his cum in your plugged pussy.
Your breath caught in your throat at the sudden stretch of Jamesโs knot, and though there was a brief moment when you worried he might be too big for you to take, your body was loose and relaxed enough from your three orgasms that it adjusted. You were left with a feeling of being blissfully full.
It felt so good, in fact, that you leaned back in your chair with a sigh of contentment. Your fingers trapped between your thighs stroked your clit and your pussy pulsed with one more release.ย
Pleasure shivered down your spine as you came again, and your inner walls fluttered weakly around Jamesโs cock, sucking him deeper while his shaft throbbed and he filled you with cum.
Did you just cum for a fourth time, just on my knot?
You dragged your hand from beneath your skirt to grab your phone when it chimed. A sated smile curled the corners of your lips as you read Jamesโs message, your pussy fluttering with happiness.ย
The smile bloomed into a full-blown grin when you typed out your response, going for playful but ending up sending something entirely too honest. Again.
Yes, sir ๐ฅด I wouldnโt have thought of myself as a knot slut, but I think youโve converted me.ย
Haha
Jamesโs dry response had a pleased sense of pride filling your chest. It was the first time heโd shown any kind of emotion outside of his dirty talk, and your heart squeezed, even as you told yourself nothing good could come of the little crush you were developing on your Pleasure Portal client.ย
Before you could spiral about how you felt about James, though, another text from the werewolf came through your phone.ย
Time for you to rest, sweetling. Be a good girl and keep my cock warm while I take this call. If youโre patient, Iโll use you again and double your tip.
You smiled at Jamesโs message. Of course you could be patient and good, especially for him. You shifted in your seat, trying to get comfortable and accustomed to the feeling of fullness in your core.
It was a little strange, the feeling of Jamesโs thick cock and full knot inside you, mainly because you were still alone at your desk, high above the New York City skyline, but it wasnโt unpleasant. In fact, you thought you might be able to get very used to sitting on a werewolfโs knot, and even enjoy it very much.ย
But you wouldโve rather been able to do so in the presence of the werewolf whose knot you were tied to.
A pang of loneliness pierced your heart, and you thought of the werewolf whose knot you really wanted to be tied to, but you quickly pushed it away. Instead of thinking about your boss, you focused on the throbbing pulse between your thighs where you were tied to the anonymous werewolf.
Thank you, sir. Knock โem dead ๐
As soon as you sent the message, you wanted to take it back. Blowing a kiss felt tooโฆromantic, too intimate for a Pleasure Pocket and their Patron. But the little note had already popped up confirming James had seen it. He didnโt respond, though, and you had to assume his call had started.
You tried to distract yourself by checking on your own work.ย
The fleet of assistants were all busy with their tasks, and according to Buckyโs schedule, he was in a meeting for the next couple hours.ย
It was a relief to know your boss wouldnโt be interrupting your session with James, and you wondered distractedly if they might happen to be on the same call. But then you snorted and shook your head at the ridiculous thought. Not every werewolf knew each other, you chastised yourself, and it was small-minded to think otherwise.
It was just a coincidence that James was in a call at the same time that Bucky was in a virtual meeting.ย
Satisfied that there wasnโt any work to be done, you got comfortable in your chair, and closed your eyes against the bright summer sun filtering in through the windows of the antechamber. You allowed your mind to drift and daydream to your heartโs content.
You wondered what James looked likeโwhat color his eyes were; what shape his canine teeth were, if he left them sharp or had filed them to be blunter and more socially acceptable. You wondered if he was broad-shouldered, like Bucky, or lithe and slim like other werewolves youโd seen.
All the while, you tried to ignore the building restlessness in your body.ย
You shouldโve been plenty sated after James gave you four orgasms in such a short period of time, but the constant fullness of his cock in your cunt and his knot stretching the rim of your hole was enough to make you needy again.
Still, you remembered Jamesโs last command, and you did your best to sit still, be patient and not bother him. It wasnโt that you cared much about the tip heโd offered, you just wanted to be good for him.ย
After a while, Jamesโs knot deflated enough that he couldโve pulled free and ended the sessions, but he kept his cock lodged inside you. His cum was slowly seeping out around his thick girth, soaking your panties and creating a sticky mess between your thighs.ย
Unfortunately, that only turned you on more, your renewed desire mixing with the copious amount of Jamesโs cum, and it wasnโt long before you couldnโt stop squirming in your seat. Unable to stop yourself, you slid a hand beneath your skirt, already bunched up around your thighs, and rubbed your clit teasingly.
The touch was enough to make your pussy pulse around Jamesโs cock, and you felt his thick length kick in response. Heโd softened a little since unloading his cum in your pussy, but you felt him start to harden again.
A second later, your phone chimed.ย
Sweetling.
A shiver of desire slid down your spine at the warning in Jamesโs tone, even through text.ย
You knew the message was meant to stop you from distracting him during his call, but you couldnโt help yourself. You stroked your clit, delighting in the feeling of your pussy throbbing and his cock twitching deep in your tight hole, growing to fill you again.ย
With one hand, you typed out a reply.
I tried to be good, sir, but Iโm just a silly knot slut who needs you to fill me up with your fat werewolf cock again until youโre pumping my tight cunt full of your cum and tying me to your cock with your knot ๐คช
Jamesโs response came back a few seconds later.
I knew youโd be trouble.
You gave a soft snort at his words, and though it was difficult to discern someoneโs tone over text, you got the impression Jamesโs comment was said with warmth.ย
Before you could analyze it any more, the werewolfโs cock began to move inside you. He fucked you in slow, shallow strokes that gave you only a fraction of the friction you needed to get close to cumming again.ย
You expected him to pick up speed, but he went on like that for long, torturous minutes, until a pitiful whine was building in the back of your throat and you were scrabbling for your phone.ย
In just a few minutes, James had reduced you to a desperate mess, your hips squirming restlessly in your chair, your body uselessly trying to fuck yourself on his cock.
Please, sir. Please fuck me, use my tight pussy to make your cock feel good. Youโre tormenting me. I canโt get off like this. Please!
Writhing in your chair, you unbuttoned your blouse down to your bra, brazenly groping your tits and plucking at your nipples while you tried to give yourself the stimulation James seemed determined to withhold.
His next reply seemed to take forever.ย
Maybe you shouldโve thought about that before you decided to be a naughty knot slut instead of a good, patient girl like I asked.
A frustrated sound wrenched free from your lips and you abandoned your tits to drop your hand between your thighs. You rubbed your clit madly, intent on eking out a release despite Jamesโs torture.ย
James mustโve felt the way your pussy spasmed and fluttered around his cock as your pleasure ramped up, because another message came through.
If you cum, you wonโt get any of the tip youโve earned.
Your mouth twisted in a snarl and you rolled your eyes. Of course every man or monster using Pleasure Portal assumed you could be controlled with money. They all assumed that was the only thing you were after.ย
Youโd never been more grateful for Mr. Barnesโ generous salary than in that moment, because it meant you could care more about your release than Jamesโs threat.
You kept rubbing your clit, rocking your hips on your seat until the ergonomic chair began to squeak. You were desperately clawing your way to the peak of your pleasure, and though you could already tell it wouldnโt be anywhere near the heights youโd reached earlier with James, it would at least take the edge off.ย
But then the werewolfโs next message made your fingers go still.ย
If you cum, I wonโt use your pussy again.ย
Your whole body shuddered in protest at the idea of not feeling Jamesโs cock pounding into your cunt again, and a tiny growl slipped from your lips.ย
It took a great deal of effort, but you pulled your hand from between your thighs and typed out a reply.
Fine.
You couldnโt help but tack on another message, anger, desire and frustration swirling through your body and making you feel far too comfortable with your client.
Youโre a mean werewolf.
Faint vibrations reverberated through Jamesโs cock and you thought heโd chuckled at your message, though you couldnโt be sure. Even more frustration surged, and for the first time since you started using the Pleasure Portal, you wished you were actually with your client.ย
You wanted to see Jamesโs reactions, you wanted to hear his voice and feel his strong body beneath yours while his cock filled you upโฆ
Thatโs โYouโre a mean werewolf, sirโ to you.ย
Jamesโs message brought your attention back to him and, despite yourself, you giggled at his ridiculous joke. Some of the frustration had drained from you as you eased back from the edge of your release, and you were ready to forgive him.ย
But before you could, he sent another text.
Donโt worry, sweetling, my callโs almost over. Then Iโll use you the way you want.ย
With a happy grin, you settled back into your chair and waited patiently, keeping the werewolfโs cock nice and warm in your dripping pussy. You kept your thoughts on easy things like your plans for the next weekend as you watched the sun slowly descend on New York City, the shadows growing long as they stretched across Central Park.
True to his word, Jamesโs call ended not too long after his last message. You knew the moment it was over because he started fucking you hard and fast again, so suddenly you cried out, careless about whether your boss could overhear you.ย
Thankfully, those thick wooden doors to Buckyโs office mustโve swallowed the sounds you made. You shoved your hand under your skirt, rubbing your clit, desperate to reach the crescendo heโd denied you during his call.ย
Cum on my cock, sweetling. Gimme all your sweet cream while I fill you up with so much cum, your belly will be bloated, stuffed full with my seed and knot.
As soon as you read Jamesโs message, you were lost to the pleasure of his words and his cock, and your fingers on your clit.
You muffled a piercing scream in the palm of your hand as you came, your mind flooding with pleasure and your pussy clamping down possessively on Jamesโs cock while he rutted into you. You were so far gone in your bliss, you thought you heard a roar over the rush of blood in your ears, but you didnโt think it could be real.
Then all thoughts were pushed from your mind and you could only focus on your own clenching body, the warm waves of bliss surging through your limbs as Jamesโs knot inflated and tied you together. His cock twitched as his cum spilled inside you, filling you beyond what you thought possible.ย
You looked down at your belly, watching it swell slightly; your eyes widened, and your pussy gave an excited pulse. The sight was so obscene, you couldnโt help your response, but the werewolf on the other end of the portal didnโt seem to mind.
Jamesโs cock kicked and reverberated like heโd groaned or chuckled, and you softened, relaxing into your seat as you enjoyed the aftershocks of your release. All the while, you lightly stroked your ever-so-slightly distended belly with a sense of pleased satisfaction.ย
While you floated in your post-orgasm haze, your phone chimed with a sound like a cash register. Lazily, you picked it up, knowing it wasnโt a text, and read the screen.
Your jaw dropped and your whole body clenched in surprise at the amount of money James had tipped. His cock twitched as if in response in your cunt and you pressed your palm to your lower belly, as if to calm him, while you blinked a few times.
Still, the absurd number remained on your phoneโs screen.ย
You earned it, sweetling.ย
The message popped up in the app and you clicked on it, navigating to your exchange with James. Your fingers were clumsy as you typed out a reply.
Thank you, sir. Youโve been so incredibly generous.
You chewed on your lip, thumbs hovering over the screen as you wondered if you should say more.ย
You didnโt want James to think your session was all about the money, but was that a ridiculous thought? Maybe it was all about the money to him. He was using an anonymous sex portal app, after all. Not looking for someone to form a connection with.
But it still seemed like there was something more between you two, right? You felt more comfortable with him than you had any other client, like you knew him already somehowโฆ
Before you could agonize over your exchange with James any more, a new message from the older werewolf came in.ย
You were the best stress relief and cockwarmer, sweetling, and I enjoyed our afternoon together. I hope youโll accept me as a Patron again.
Jamesโs words settled the anxiety brewing in your chest and you let out a sigh of relief. You knew it didnโt mean heโd ever want more than you offered on Pleasure Portal, but at least he wanted to be with you again. It was as simple as that, you didnโt need to overcomplicate it.
He wanted to have another session with youโand you wanted that as well. So you told him as much.ย
I had a good time, too. Youโre welcome to use me any time you want, sir โบ๏ธ
The two of you chatted about unimportant things until Jamesโs knot deflated, and he instructed you to drink plenty of water and have a nutritious snack. You promised him you would and bid him goodbye before ending the session.
Glancing at the time on your phone, you suddenly realized how late it had gotten and you pushed yourself up to your feet.
All the blood rushed to your head and you swayed for a moment, blinking spots from your eyes. Remembering Jamesโs words, you gulped down some water from your reusable water bottle and grabbed a snack from your desk along with a spare set of clothes you kept on hand for messy Pleasure Portal sessions.
In the bathroom, you changed and cleaned yourself up, glad that Bucky was already in his office when you got to your desk that morning so he wouldnโt notice you were wearing something different if you ran into him.
Though that was a big if.
Your heart sank a little at the reminder of your unrequited crush on your boss, but hope filled you again when you thought of your newest Pleasure Patron. It might be another silly crush on an unattainable man, but at least James seemed interested in you.
By the time you made it back to the antechamber outside Buckyโs office, it was time for you to gather your things and head home.ย
You were bent over your desk, your hips straining at the seams of the slightly smaller pencil skirt youโd thrown on, having forgotten it had shrunk a little in the wash, when a door opened behind you. You jumped and straightened up, nearly dropping your water bottle and spilling it all over your desk.ย
โOh! Mr. Barnes,โ you said, spinning to find your boss towering in the doorway of his office, broad shoulders filling the space. โHeading home early?โ you asked in a bright, professional tone, trying to hide the breathlessness from your voice.ย
It wasnโt often that you saw your boss. He was always in meetings or coming or going from his office so that you only got cursory glances of the large werewolf. But he was paused for once, and you took a moment to look him over.
He had a mop of dark brown hair, worn just a little bit shaggy so no one could ever accuse him of trying to pass as anything but a werewolf. His blue eyes were bright and sharp in the late afternoon light, and you could see just a hint of his canine teeth as he offered a charming smile.
That expression on Buckyโs face nearly bowled you over. Your eyes skimmed quickly over his broad shoulders, trim waist and thick thighs before returning to the handsame face of the werewolf that haunted your daydreams. He looked every bit the important CEO, but there was also a looseness in his body youโd never seen before.
โI am,โ Bucky said, his blunt words drawing you back to the moment. He held a hand out in a gesture for you to precede him to the elevators beyond the antechamber outside his office. โLet me walk you out.โ
The offer was so surprising, all you could do was murmur, โOh, thank you,โ before scurrying in front of him. As you began to walk, you felt Jamesโs cum begin to leak from your pussy and you moved faster.
Your belly wasnโt bloated anymore, and youโd cleaned yourself up as well as you could in the bathroom, but your Patron had filled you with so much cum, you expected youโd be leaking for the rest of the day, if not into the morning.ย
You hoped desperately that your boss couldnโt smell it, because if he did, you wouldnโt have any explanation if he decided to question why you smelled like another werewolfโs cum when you were meant to be working at your desk outside his office.
When you came to a stop at the elevator bank, Bucky gently laid a hand on the small of your back and leaned around you to press the button. Thankfully, he didnโt show any signs of smelling James on you, and you exhaled a silent sigh of relief.ย
The two of you made idle chatter while you waited for the elevatorโyou asked him how his afternoon meeting had gone and the edge of Buckyโs mouth fluttered like he was holding back a smirk while he told you it went very well. He said heโd gotten everything he wanted.ย
Then he asked how your afternoon had gone, and youโd stumbled out a response about being very productive, all while more of Jamesโs cum leaked from your cunt.ย
Asย you talked, you got the sense that Bucky was in a better mood than usual. He was certainly more talkative and open with you than was typical for the older werewolf CEO. He was polite, of course, but he mostly left you alone to do your job, only communicating via email.
But that particular afternoon, he seemedโฆhappier. His icy blue eyes were warm, crinkling at the sides whenever he chuckled, and his smile was quicker, easier somehow.ย
Impossibly, it made Bucky Barnes even more attractive to you.ย
He was hot as the brusque and busy werewolf CEO, but this side of him, which was charming and warm, was even hotter. You could feel your heart unfurling in your chest, your feelings for your boss not only returning, but blossoming into something you didnโt know if youโd ever recover from.
When the elevator finally arrived, it was empty, and you gave yourself a subtle shake as you stepped in, reminding yourself that your boss was off-limits and likely didnโt see you as a potential partner.ย
Bucky followed you, pressing the button for the lobby and turning to you as if to continue your conversation. But just then, the door whooshed closed and you were alone in a small, enclosed space with your bossโyour werewolf boss.ย
You were already looking at him, anticipating what heโd been about to say, so you were able to watch the change in his demeanor as it happened.ย
Buckyโs nostrils flared, and his shoulders stiffened, his bright blue eyes darkening with something you could only describe as hunger. His gaze raked over your face, and his chest expanded as he took a deep breath, his thick muscles testing the limits of his suit.ย
You watched as recognition dawned in his sharp, icy eyes, and if your mind wasnโt so sluggish after your afternoon of orgasms, you mightโve understood what was going on, what he was realizing.ย
As it was, you still hadnโt caught up with the shift in Bucky. You stared at him in confusion as he stepped quickly to the side, his thick finger pressing the emergency stop button on the elevator. It shuddered to a halt between floors, leaving you alone with your boss.
Slowly, Bucky turned to you, his eyes flashing with lust and his teeth bared so that you could see the light glinting off his canine teeth. He prowled toward you slowly, like he was trying not to spook you.ย
All you felt was intrigued, a thrill of excitement shooting through your body as you allowed Bucky to back you into the corner of the elevator until his chest was a hairโs breadth away from yours. Your chest was heaving in your blouse with excited, panting breaths, and your head was tilted back, watching Buckyโs face closely.
The purr that came from the werewolf CEO was so low and dark, you hardly recognized it as belonging to your boss, even as the sound went straight between your thighs. Your pussy thrummed eagerly in response, like it knew something you didnโtโlike it recognized him in a way you didnโt understand yet.ย
โTell me, sweetling,โ Bucky Barnes rasped, staring deep into your eyes as his big hand settled possessively on your hip. You swayed into him, watching his pink mouth framed by dark, gray-streaked stubble as he voiced the question that would change everything. โWhy do you smell like my cum?โ
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Genre: CEO AU โข Angst โข Slow Burn Romance โข Drama โข Comfort โข Healing
Synopsis:
When the world sleeps, sheโs still awake, fighting the kind of battles no one sees. Y/N carries her familyโs survival on her shoulders, trading dreams for long shifts and quiet tears no one will ever know about. Then one phone call changes everything, a job at JK Corporation, a chance to finally breathe. But within those pristine walls waits Jeon Jungkook, a man born into privilege yet haunted by emptiness. He lives untouched by warmth until she steps into his world, disrupting the calm heโs built from ice. What begins as chance soon becomes a collision, of struggle and power, of loneliness and light โ and somewhere in between, a love neither of them were ready for begins to awaken.
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter Four Chapter Five
Chapter Six Chapter Seven Chapter Eight Final Chapter
Prologue
The hum of the city faded beneath the evening rain, soft and constant like a lullaby for the exhausted. The cafรฉ across the street was closing, lights dimming one by one, and the neon sign above the laundromat flickered with the same weary rhythm as your heartbeat. The world, for once, seemed slowerโlike even time pitied you.
You sat on the cracked wooden bench outside the convenience store, still in your uniform from your third shift that day. The air smelled faintly of rain-soaked asphalt and roasted sweet potatoes from the vendor nearby. Your hands trembled as you unwrapped a cup ramenโyour dinner for the third night in a row.
โStill eating that?โ
You looked up. Jimin stood there with two umbrellas, one slightly broken, the other shining new. His blond hair was damp from the drizzle, sticking to his forehead, and his smile was soft but shadowed with worry. Heโd always been that way with youโhalf laughter, half concern.
โI like it,โ you said, forcing a small smile. โItโs fast.โ
He sat beside you, placing a paper bag between you both. โItโs cheap, you mean. And bad for your kidneys. Here, I brought some real food.โ
You shook your head immediately. โJimin, noโโ
โDonโt start. Itโs just leftovers from my mom.โ
You sighed, your shoulders sinking. โYour mom cooks too much on purpose because she knows youโll bring them here.โ
He grinned a little. โShe says feeding you makes her happy. You remind her of how she used to be when she first moved here.โ
You took a quiet sip of your ramen instead of answering. The steam fogged your face for a moment, softening the world between you and him.
Jiminโs voice grew gentler. โYouโre still not thinking about filing a case?โ
The chopsticks froze in your hand. โWeโve talked about this.โ
โI know, butโthree years, Y/N. Three years since the site collapsed. Someone has to answer for it.โ His voice cracked on the last words. โYour dad died working for a company that didnโt even send flowers.โ
You looked down at your knees, the rain pattering against the umbrella heโd tilted toward you. โItโll cost too much, Jimin. Lawyers, documents, hearings. We canโt even afford my momโs insulin half the time.โ
โThatโs not fair.โ His tone sharpened, hurt spilling through it. โHe was a good man. They all said it. He trained the new workers, made everyone laugh, covered extra shifts. He didnโt deserve that.โ
โNo one deserves it.โ Your voice came out small. โBut that doesnโt mean life will fix itself just because we want it to.โ
The silence after was heavyโfilled with the sound of rain and passing cars, with grief that had long stopped being loud and now lived quietly between every word.
You finally said, almost in a whisper, โSometimes I still hear him. When it rains like this. I remember how he used to say storms meant heโd get home late because the site always flooded. And now, every time it rainsโฆ I wonder if he was scared before it happened.โ
Jiminโs hand curled into a fist on his lap. โDonโt do that to yourself.โ
You smiled weakly, but your eyes glistened. โI canโt help it.โ
He wanted to reach outโto hold your hand, to take away even a fraction of the weight you carriedโbut he knew youโd pull back. You always did. You never wanted help that looked like pity.
โYouโre still working three jobs?โ he asked instead, softer now.
โMorning shift at the diner, afternoon at the bookstore, and nights at the cafรฉ. The manager said theyโll need more help next week since one of the staff quit.โ
โWhen do you rest?โ
You laughed lightly. โWhen Iโm dead?โ
โY/N,โ he scolded, frowning.
You leaned back, watching the faint reflection of streetlights ripple on the wet pavement. โMy brotherโs starting his last year of high school. My sisterโs about to move up to junior high. Momโs blood sugarโs been unstable again. If I stop, everything stops with me.โ
He exhaled sharply. โYou canโt carry all that alone.โ
โI have to.โ
Jimin turned to look at you, the tired circles beneath your eyes, the way your uniform sleeves were frayed, the way you still smiled like the world hadnโt crushed you yet. Heโd known you since you were kids chasing fireflies in the empty fields by the river, long before life became so cruel. He admired you, maybe loved you in a quiet, complicated way he never dared name.
โYouโre allowed to ask for help,โ he murmured.
โI donโt want money from you,โ you said immediately.
โItโs not about money.โ
โIt always is.โ You forced a smile, but your voice cracked slightly. โIf I start depending on someone, what happens when they stop showing up?โ
He fell silent. He knew better than to argue that.
So instead, he reached into the bag and handed you a box of strawberries. โAt least take this. They were on sale.โ
You hesitated before accepting. โFine. But youโre not paying for my dinner next time.โ
He chuckled. โYou said that last time too.โ
You both sat there in the drizzle, sharing strawberries from the same box. For a few quiet minutes, it almost felt like the world had forgotten to be cruel.
โYou know,โ Jimin said after a while, his voice softer than the rain, โI really donโt know how you do it. You wake up before the sun, come home when the skyโs already asleep, and still manage to smile like itโs nothing.โ
You stared ahead, eyes distant. โBecause if I stop smiling, Iโll fall apart.โ
That was the truth you rarely said aloudโthe truth that kept you going when exhaustion clawed at your bones. You had learned to smile not because life was kind, but because it wasnโt. Because the world didnโt stop for anyoneโs grief.
Jimin didnโt reply. He only looked at you, and in that look was all the heartbreak of someone who wanted to save you but didnโt know how.
When the rain finally stopped, you both stood up. He offered to walk you home, but you shook your head again. โItโs fine. Youโll get sick.โ
โYouโll get sick first,โ he muttered, watching you adjust your thin jacket.
You smiled, small and tired but still warm. โThen weโll both blame the rain.โ
He wanted to say you deserve more than this, but he knew you werenโt ready to hear it. So instead, he said, โText me when you get home.โ
โI will.โ
You started walking down the dimly lit street, your reflection rippling in puddles. The neighborhood dogs barked faintly in the distance, and through every window you passed, you could see families laughing, eating dinner, living the kind of life you were still fighting for.
Your phone buzzed with a message from your manager reminding you of tomorrowโs early shift. You typed a quick โYes, Iโll be there,โ before slipping it into your pocket.
Behind you, Jimin stood under the streetlight until you disappeared around the corner. He didnโt move for a long time.
And that night, when you finally lay down beside your sleeping siblings, listening to your motherโs soft breathing, you stared at the ceiling and whispered to yourself, โJust one more day. Weโll be fine.โ
But you didnโt know that your life was about to change soon.
Because somewhere across the city, a man named Jeon Jungkook was reviewing resumes, and one of them carried your name.
Chapter One
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[warnings] dark!ceo!rafe x reader, size difference, billionaire!older!rafe, shy!reader with low self-esteem, reader is a person who stutters, boss x personal assistant, heavy abuse of power, emotional/mental manipulation, bdsm elements, rafe has control issues, some sugar baby vibes, future NONCON/DUBCON, little editing, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK 18+
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In which you interview for a low-level position at Cameron Development, but instead, you unexpectedly find yourself chosen as Rafe Cameron's personal assistant.
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The sky was dreary. You looked up to see dark and ominous clouds staring down at you. Taking a breath to steady your nerves, you continued walking along the pavement. At least the southern sun wasnโt beating down on you. Maybe youโd appear less sweaty and nervous to your possible employer.ย
Charlotte was a big city you hadnโt fully explored, but your walk was familiar. A few blocks down from the Cameron Development headquarters was the Mug & Muffin, where youโd been serving coffee for the past year. You practically only served housewives who had the time to grab coffee at 11 in the morning and suits who were on their way to the giant buildings downtown to make more money than youโd ever see in your whole life.ย
Today was your day off; however, it was the only day of the week that you werenโt working for ten straight hours. Somehow, youโd been selected to interview for a Filing Clerk position at Cameron Development. You thought it was some kind of mistake that out of all the places you applied to through online portals, a legitimate company wanted to interview you. Not only was it legit, but they had their building downtown. The building was no skyscraper, but looking up at twenty dark steel floors, huge windows wrapped around each side, and a sparkling gold sign that read CAMERON, you felt incredibly intimidated.ย
When you finally pushed through the revolving doors, you reminded yourself that it was a small position. A small position you weren't qualified for, but there was no need to worry. The receptionist on the first floor barely glanced at you when you approached her. You took a deep breath, slowly releasing it before starting your sentence: โHi, I have an eight-thirty interview with Andy Speer in the Record Management department.โ
She spoke curtly, โTwelfth floor,โ She pointed to the elevators hidden behind a corner.
โTh-Thank you,โ You mumbled, your shoes clicking against beautiful marble floors as you made your way to the elevators. You werenโt expecting to go so high up the building. The ride felt like an eternity, with each floor reminding you of how out-of-place you were. Even the receptionist who worked on the first floor acted like she was above you. You wiped your sweaty palms on your dress, grateful youโd chosen a black one. Well, you were thankful that youโd chosen the second out of the only two nice dresses you owned.ย
You were now the age you should've graduated college at, you couldnโt work at a coffee shop forever. If you ever wanted to not have to live with three other people then you needed a serious job. You needed to take advantage of this opportunity. If you somehow landed it, this was the type of job where you might be able to grow. Who knows? Maybe youโd eventually be able to afford a car payment. Those thoughts pushed you forward as you walked down the hallway.ย
โAh, Ms. Y/L/N,โ The male voice came from behind you and you whirled around to see a short, bearded man approaching you. He wore a blue dress shirt and navy tie and was carrying a coffee from no other place than the Mug & Muffin. You spotted a small brown spot near his shirt pocket wear heโd clearly spilled some, โYouโre here about the Filing Clerk position?โ
You nodded, your heart beginning to race, as you stuck your hand out for him to shake. You werenโt sure if you were overdressed, having worn your outfit at your cousins wedding, but you added a red cardigan and ballet flats to make it more professional, โYes,โ You smiled, โThatโs mmm-me.โ
He didnโt seem to look you over more than once, and his smile remained despite the bump in your speech, โGreat, my name is Andy Speer. I manage the department. Come on into my office.โ
Breath, you reminded yourself. Start your sentences slow. Take a pause if you need to. If you get stuck, donโt get too frustrated. Try not to bring attention to it.ย
When you settled into his office, relatively small but with a large window that had a lovely view of the city, he began the interview. You folded your hands in your lap, trying to be acutely aware of your facial expressions and your bodyโs posture.ย
โSo, tell me a little about your experience,โ He started.ย
โWell,โ Breath in and slowly release, โIโve actually been working at the Mug & Muffin as a shift lead for the past year but, before that, I worked in retail for several years. Iโm v-vvvv-very organized; thatโs why Iโve been able to help with-with both managing inventory and scheduling tasks.โ
โOrganization is key in a position like this. And you also know how to work on your feet. Our clerks travel all throughout the building, retrieving documents and assisting with things like file purging and managing file systems.โ
Deep breath in. Start slowly.ย
โIโm totally capable of being in service to others. Working in customer service will teach you how to deal with people very quickly and Iโm sure there are similar ups and d-downs even within a company. I think itโs important to show a p-p-person that youโre listening, even if you c-c-canโt help them directly.โ
He nodded, โPeople tend to forget that. What else interests you about working in Records Management?โ
โI like the idea of keeping things in order. Making ssss-ssss,โ Too fast. Slow down, โSssss-sssss-sure. Uhm. Making sure everything is in place. It ssss-sound sss-small but itโs s-something Iโm good at. And Iโd like to be a part of a bigger company where I can grow and learn.โ
Andyโs lips parted, and he gave you a look that you were no stranger to, โMs. Y/L/N, if you donโt mind me askingโโ
โI have a stutter,โ You finished his sentence before taking another breath, slowing down as much as you could, โI have it managed, mostly. When Iโm asked direct questions, or Iโm especially nervous, it can flare up. But I-I-I am nervous. Iโm interested in this job.โ
Andy smiled softly, and your heart seemed to rest slightly. The pounding in your chest was about to make you go crazy.
โI appreciate your honesty. I have more questions for you but thereโs no need to be confined to this office. Iโll show you around the building.โ
You were more than relieved, instantly nodding. He seemed to understand how tense you were and undoubtedly the conversation would feel more casual if the two of you were walking at the same time. The interview continued, and Andy allowed you time to ask him questions about your possible role.ย
Still, you felt small, like a child in an adultโs world. Andy touched on your lack of secondary education but didnโt press it. You explained how youโd completed two years of your undergrad degree, majoring in accounting but had to leave for personal reasons. You explained that you eventually wanted to finish your degree, but in reality, youโd only chosen accounting because it was one of the few majors that didnโt require you to take a public speaking class.ย
You followed him through corridors with large glass meeting rooms on either side. Again, everyone you came across looked like they belonged. You walked past a room with a long, sleek table, and it seemed like at least twenty people were sitting at the table. At the front of the room was a tall man, impeccably dressed in a navy blue suit. His back was slightly turned, but the air of authority permeated through the glass all the way to you. You felt it against your skin.ย
His voice was raised but was muffled by the glass barrier, โThatโs Mr. Cameron. Our CEO.โ
Your lips parted when you caught a real glance at him. He was older but much younger than you expected. Certainly younger than a CEO typically was. His hair was buzzed short, his skin a nice tan color, and blue eyes that locked on you. Briefly but intensely, โLetโs continue our tour.โ
The rest of the tour happened in a blur. You felt that you made a good impression on Mr. Speer. He was accepting of your stutter and resonated with all the examples you shared from your past jobs. He informed you that they were interviewing four other applicants but that youโd receive an update in the next week about whether theyโd chosen you.ย
You felt slightly more confident than when you arrived and you reached for your phone, wanting to text your roommate how it went and that youโd be home soon but you ran into wall of muscle as you stepped onto the elevator, โS-Sorry,โ You gasped, reaching down to grab your phone which had slipped from your grasp, โSsss-so sss-sorry.โ
Just shut up, you told yourself, and you found yourself actually speechless when you looked up into Mr. Cameronโs eyes, โCareful,โ He said, slightly patronizing, and you wanted to crawl inside your skin. You tucked your phone away into your bag, stepping aside until you were on the other side of the elevator.ย
The elevator door closed, and your eyes widened when you realized the elevator was not going down, โOh,โ You breathed, โYouโre going up.โ
Of course he was going up. The CEO works on the top floor. And now, here you were, stuck in an elevator with the CEO himself, a barista dressed up and pretending to belong in a place you had no right to be.
โYeah, you can usually tell by looking at the arrows before you get on.โ
You pressed your lips together, determined not to say anything more, even though you could feel his eyes on you. He sighed, โYouโre new, Iโm assuming.โ
You shook your head. Breathe, start slowly. โI interviewed today. File Clerk.โ Keep it brief, you reminded yourself. There was no need to try to impress the CEOโhe was far too important to be involved in hiring someone like you. It was better not to embarrass yourself.
The elevator dinged with each floor that you passed, โAh, well, I hope you were impressed by all the company has to offer,โ he said as the doors opened, revealing a sleek black wall with the Cameron Development logo etched in gold. A waterfall cascaded down the marble surface, exuding elegance, โEnjoy your ride down.โย
โB-Bye-โย
Shut up.ย
You reached to press the lobby button, watching as his large figure slowly disappeared down a hallway before the doors shut again.ย
ย There went that small sliver of confidence.
You went down a rabbit hole googling Cameron Development, of course. Rafe Cameron was just shy of thirty but he inherited the company from his father, Ward, when he was only twenty. It went from a company centered to the Outer Banks to one that served clients across the entire country. According to a website you werenโt sure was actually reputable, his networth was close to 1.3 billion dollars.ย
And he thought you were an idiot. Most likely, he wouldnโt remember you all.ย
You hoped you wouldnโt run into again when you returned to the Cameron Developent the next week. Andy had called you to let you know that youโd been chosen for the job, but when you approached the receptionist on the first floor, she informed you that you should check in with the receptionist on the twentieth floor.ย
Was there another portion of the hiring process that involved meeting someone higher up in the company? You asked her if sheโd actually meant that floor twice before the woman rolled her eyes and pretended to answer a phone call.ย
The twentieth floor.ย
You splurged on a new outfit, hopeful that your new jobโs salary would soon replenish your funds. Youโd be making ten dollars more per hour, after all. You chose a black, square-neck top and soft cream-colored pants, pairing them with your trusty ballet flats that matched almost everything.
When you arrived on the twentieth floor again, you couldnโt shake the feeling that security might escort you out at any moment. Walking past the elegant waterfall, you found the receptionist desk. The redheaded woman behind it was stunning, and though her smile lacked sincerity, at least she looked you directly in the eyes.
โHi, Iโm supposed to meet with Andy Speer in Record Management?โย
โAre you Y/N Y/L/N?โ You nodded as you let out a breath. At least you werenโt in the wrong place.ย
โFollow me,โ she said, stepping out from behind the desk. She was dressed in a sleek, navy dress adorned with gold buttons down the front, tied with a bow at the waist. You couldnโt help but admire her style, your gaze trailing down to her elegant heels. โYouโll be meeting with Mr. Cameron today.โ
โWh-โ Your lips paused in an uncomfortable, rounded position before the block in your speech passed, โWhy?โ
She didnโt respond, and there wasnโt time to press her as she led you to the end of a long hallway. You found yourself in front of two imposing, black double doors. With a push of the large, gold handles, she opened them to reveal the most elaborate room youโd ever seen.
The sheer scale of the room was breathtaking. Your eyes immediately went up to ceilings at least two floors tall and a gigantic window covering the farther wall. You thought Andyโs view was nice โฆ you could see all of Charlotte from this window. Long black curtains hung from the ceiling to keep some of the light out. When the curtains were drawn, the room would undoubtedly take on a different characterโmoodier, more intimate, and even more private.
To the right, a stunning black marble fireplace dominated the wall, flanked by a bookcase that stretched the entire length of the room. A plush seating area featured leather couches that looked as comfortable as they were luxurious, with a low coffee table in front. Nearby, a polished bar cart stood ready, stocked with an array of crystal glasses and top-shelf spirits. No doubt to impress clients.
โHolyโฆโ You spoke, as smooth as ever.ย
To the left was Rafe and his expansive mahogany desk, positioned to take advantage of the view of the cityโs infrastructure. His desk was organized with files stacked neatly, a computer with multiple desktops, and a mug that held steaming coffee. Expensive art pieces were framed on the wall behind him, carefully selected to aid the overall aesthetic of the space. They were dark and imposing like him.ย
His chair was high-backed and leather, and as you met his eyes, you noticed he was just as tailored as the room. Broad shoulders and lean frame โฆ you wondered how much time he spent carefully crafting it. He set aside the folder he had been reviewing as the redhead, Eleanor, announced your presence.
"Mr. Cameron, your ten oโclock meeting," she said.
โThank you, Eleanor. Thatโll be all,โ His voice was smooth and commanding, โCome sit, Ms. Y/L/N.โ
He emphasized the leather chairs in front of his desk and although your legs felt like weights, you crossed the room. You couldnโt help but continue to stare at how impressive it was and now that youโd learned more about him through your research, it made sense. What didn't make sense to you was why you were sitting in front of it.ย
He leaned forward, his hands folding together, and instinctively you moved further back in your chair, โI got a chance to look at your application and resume.โ
Your eyes widened, โReally?โ
He nodded, โYou never finished college. Whyโs that?โ
โIโฆI donโt understand,โ You couldnโt hide the confusion on your face, โI didnโt think I-I would b-b-be โฆI thought Mr. Speer would be here.โ
โHe works for me, doesnโt he?โ
โY-Yes-โ
โYou want to work for my company, donโt you?โ
โYes, sir,โ you repeated, your voice smaller this time. His head tilted slightly, his gaze sharpening.
โDid you forget my original question?โ
โN-No,โ You blurted before you took a breath. Relax, you told yourself, despite being aware of the environment that Mr. Cameron had already created, โI โฆI-โ
He was patient but unyielding. You tried to imagine that you were just telling a story and not answering a pointed question. He was worth a billion dollars, not you. You had to answer his questions truthfully.
โI had a bad flare-up with my speech during my sophomore year. I โฆall throughout highschool it was very mild, but for some unknown reason, it got really sss-severe. My professors were โฆ not accommodating. It felt immm-mmm-impossible.โ
He stared at you for an uncomfortable amount of seconds. His piercing gaze had a way of making feeling like you were naked. You crossed your arms in front of your chest, โI see,โ He tapped his finger against his desk, โIt took me almost eight years to finish business school. By the end, my professorโs were only passing me because of who I was.โ
Your lips parted in shock at his sudden candor.ย
An ugly truth for an ugly truth.
ย โOh,โ you whispered, not knowing what else to say.ย
โIโm saying this because it doesnโt matter how many boxes check or how good of a person you are. It doesnโt matter to me what you think you deserve.โ
โOkay,โ You nodded, still unsure, โI donโt think think I deserve this job. But I want it.โ
โHow bad?โ His lips pulled into a smirk.ย
You searched your mind for all the rehearsed interview answers that youโd practiced, โI think Iโm a really g-good fit for theโโ
โNo, what would you do?โ He interrupted you, not in the way that people usually did because you were taking too long to speak. He was just completely uninterested in the words you had to say, โLetโs say six months from now, youโre up for a promotion and Andy corners you in his office. Itโs ten-thousand more a year. Would you fuck him?โ
There was a version of you, the rationale un-scared version of you, that wouldโve stood up and walked out of the room. But you froze in place as you searched his eyes for whether he was asking you a trick question.ย
Breathe in, let it out slowly, โNo, I wouldnโt. I donโt understand.โ
โIf he hired you as a File Clerk, it would be a great way to get promoted,โ Rafe said, โI looked at the other applicants, theyโre all more qualified, but youโre more beautiful. Itโs a pattern Iโm starting to notice with him.โ
You couldnโt comprehend why heโd brought you here just to tear you downโto belittle someone who would be working for his own company. Shaking your head, you stammered, โI-I made a mmm-mistake,โ as you reached for your bag. But Rafe held up a hand, stopping you in your tracks.
โDonโt worry,โ He stood up from his chair. You took a breath and swallowed, trying to keep your heart inside your chest. Hands in his pockets, he walked around the length of his desk until he was in front of you. Even as he leaned back on his desk, his presence seemed to cloud all of your senses, โMr. Speer does want you to work for him in his department and youโre free to do so. However, I want to hire you as my personal assistant.โ
โUhm,โ You blinked, caught off guard. โM-Me?โ
โIโm between assistants right now and I think youโd be a perfect fit,โ His watched your reaction carefully, his lips in a thin smile.ย
Rafe Cameron was a complete asshole.ย
โYou want me to be your personal assistant?โ You asked slowly, trying to prevent a stutter.ย
โI want you to be my personal assistant,โ he echoed, looking amused, โI think youโre cute.โ
You raised an eyebrow, โBecause Iโm a c-college dropout www-with a stutter?โย
โNot just that,โ he shrugged, his nonchalance making you want to scowl. You shouldโve walked out already, but something kept you rooted to your seat.ย โI think it would be mutually beneficial. The pay starts at eighty-thousand.โย
โA year?โ You asked, feeling foolish immediately.ย
โThatโs almost triple what you make at your barista job.โ
You eyed him curiously and wondered how exactly he knew that, โYeah โฆโ
โSo, do you want it or not, Ms. Y/L/N?โ The words hung in the air, and you couldnโt bring yourself to say "no." What choice did you really have? Work for a boss who might eventually cross the lineโor work for one whoโs offering to triple your salary?
โIโd love to give you more time to think it over,โ he continued, glancing at his watch, โbut I have a meeting in five minutes and will be out of the country for the rest of the week. Youโll need to decide now.โ
You bit down on your bottom lip and anxiously picked at the fabric of your pants until you said, โNinety-thousand.โ
โYouโre negotiating when you have no experience?โ He wasnโt angry, just surprised.ย
You nodded, although you were afraid youโd made a mistake. Now, youโd be escorted out by security. But youโd seen something in his eyesโsomething he wasnโt trying to deny. For reasons you couldnโt quite grasp, he wanted you.
โEighty-five thousand,โ he countered.
You paused, โOkay.โ
โOkay?โ You nodded again. โGreat.โ
He clapped his hands together, โW-When would I ssss-start?โย
โA week from now. Monday morning at seven. I get in at seven-thirty, and I expect you to be waiting here. Eleanor will work on getting your new wardrobe delivered to you before then.โย
โWardrobe?โ You echoed, bewildered.ย
โI wouldโve given you a hundred if you kept pushing,โ he said, waving you off as he retreated behind his desk. Your jaw dropped as he added, โThatโll be all.โ
The doors to his office opened again, and the redhead waited patiently for you to gather your things and hurry over to her. You glanced behind you to see Rafe intently focused on his computer screen.ย
When you finally had enough distance from his office, you asked, โWhat happened to his last personal assistant?โ You thought you might hyperventilate when you were finally alone with your thoughts.ย
โMr. Cameron can be difficult to please,โ She smiled down at you, but her eyes were solemn, โLet me take your measurements.โ
โOh, I c-could just t-t-t-tell you,โ you stammered, trying to get the words out quickly.
โTheyโll need to be exact,โ You followed her behind the reception desk.ย
You looked at her closerโvoluminous hair, a sharp jawline, winged eyeliner that executed perfectly. She was tall, slender, and beautiful, and you felt like you were nothing like her. Again, a child in a place meant for adults. Heโd chosen someone like Eleanor, that made sense to you, but you couldnโt wrap your mind around what he saw in you.
Cute, heโd said. You always got cute. Never beautiful. Eleanor probably always got called beautiful.ย
You stood still as she took your precise measurements, including around your hips, thighs, and bust. It was another moment where you probably should have run. โAbout this wardrobe Iโll be receivingโฆโ you began cautiously.
โYouโll only wear what he picks out for you,โ She said.ย
Breathe. โThatโs a little crazy, right?โ
โYour job will ensure he has everything he needsโevery hour of the day. You want to be nice to look at, donโt you?โย
And you donโt look nice to look at right now.
โWill I have a desk?โ
Eleanor gestured to the one across from her, the second of two black desks in a square-shaped pod, โThat one is yours, technically.โ
โTechnically?โ
โDid he mention he works from home on Fridays?โ
โNo-โ
โYouโll report to his house at seven a.m. on Fridays rather than here.โ
โOh.โ
โYeah,โ Eleanor said with a knowing nod. โDonโt worry, Iโll type this all up in an email for you.โ
Later, you sat in your apartment's living room, still in your pajamas. Your roommates, Imani and Angel, were at work for the next few hours, leaving you alone with your thoughts. You scrolled through your old laptop, reading the offer letter from Cameron Development three times: eighty-five thousand dollars plus excellent benefits. You hadnโt even been to the doctor in two years because of how expensive and terrible your insurance was.
You could afford your own apartment. You wouldnโt leave your roommates hanging, of course, but maybe you could in a few months. You could get your own cat like youโve always wanted. That money would change your life.ย
Your clothes arrived with a delivery man who was already frustrated with you. He had to make three trips to bring in all the garment bags Rafe had sent. He grew even more frustrated when you begged him to return some of it. They filled your entire living room, and youโd be a horrible roommate to keep all of it. Youโd have to throw out all of your clothes to make them fit in your room.ย
When the delivery man left, you started to zip the packages open and examine their contents. Your hands shook when you read the first price tag: a twelve-hundred-dollar Giorgio Armani dress. You began to notice a pattern as you looked at thirty different outfits. There were no black dresses or dark colors at all. Many of them were sad excuses for a womanโs professional work clothes.ย
You couldnโt deny that the outfits were sophisticated, but they all seemed to follow a particular theme. If one didnโt feature a mini-skirt, it showcased a sleeveless top. Many had a professional air, with neat rows of buttons running down the front or crafted from rich tweed material. Yet, they were also undeniably frilly and elegant, teetering on the edge of overly dainty. You couldnโt shake the feeling that if you wore one, youโd resemble a Barbie doll more than a personal assistant.
Breaking a sweat, you piled all of the garment bags in your room, leaving only a small amount of room for you to walk from your bedroom to the bathroom. That was going to be a problem. Maybe he wouldnโt mind if you returned some of them. How many outfits did you really need for work?ย
The man also brought in a trunkโan oversized, luxurious piece you couldnโt dream of fitting into your tiny shoebox of a room. Once you cleared enough space in the living room, you finally managed to open it. Inside, the left side was lined with rows of pristine heels, each pair more exquisite than the last. On the right, several items were wrapped in burlap sacks made from fine material. You carefully unwrapped one that bore the name GUCCI, revealing a small lilac handbag that looked both delicate and expensive.
God, you thought despite the fact you didnโt believe in him.ย
Your roommates were going to think you were some kind of sugar baby or escort. Even if you explained what happened, they might still believe that.ย
When you checked your laptop again, there was an email from Eleanor.ย
Dear Y/N Y/L/N,
Congratulations on your new position at Cameron Development! We are pleased to officially welcome you as Mr. Rafe Cameron's Personal Assistant.ย
Below are some key points regarding your new position:
Start Date: Monday, 7:00 AM
Work Location: Cameron Development Headquarters (Mon-Thurs) / Mr. Cameronโs residence (Friday)
Responsibilities:ย
You will be expected to manage Mr. Cameronโs daily calendar, remind him of upcoming appointments, and ensure he is well prepared for them.ย
You will coordinate all aspects of Mr. Cameronโs travel, including booking flights, accommodations, transportation, and hotels.ย
You will complete all of Mr. Cameron's personal errands.
You must maintain strict confidentiality regarding Mr. Cameronโs personal and professional life.ย
You will ensure all of Mr. Cameronโs personal needs are met.ย
Salary: $85,000
Benefits: Comprehensive health insurance, paid time off, and a company-provided phone and laptop.
Confidentiality: Due to the sensitive nature of your work, a strict non-disclosure agreement (NDA) will be required upon your first day.
A few tips for looking your best:ย
Wardrobe: Please adhere to the dress code. Your new wardrobe has been tailored to Mr. Cameronโs preferences. At work, you will not wear dark colors or pants. The items are non-returnable. Always opt for the heels provided. I suggest you practice at home if youโre uncomfortable wearing them.ย
Makeup: Your go-to should be a light foundation, a touch of blush, and a subtle lip color. Avoid anything too bold when it comes to eye makeup.ย
Hair: A braiding appointment has been arranged for you this upcoming Saturday, fully paid for. Mr. Cameron prefers a more extended length, but youโre free to choose the color as long as itโs natural.ย
Remember, the goal is to look effortlessly polished.ย
Best regards,
Eleanor Thornton
Executive Assistant to Mr. Cameron
Maybe Rafe Cameron was a sociopath.
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When your control freak married boss is sexually frustrated and on the edge, his spoiled bratty new secretary becomes the only cure for his darkest urges.
Shin Y/N thought this job would be easy get hired through family connections, act like a brat, and get fired fast so she could go back to her spoiled life. But Kim Taehyung, the ruthless married CEO, has been starving for months. His wife canโt handle his rough, dominant needs, leaving him frustrated and dangerous.
Y/Nโs teasing and thick, curvy body push him past his limits. The power imbalance turns explosive as the control freak boss finally snaps and claims whatโs his.
๐ท๐จ๐ฐ๐น๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ:
Kim Taehyung (Married, dominant, sexually frustrated CEO) x Shin Y/N (Bratty, spoiled, curvy secretary)
๐ป๐ถ๐ต๐ฌ:
Dark, filthy, tense, obsessive, power play with no morals.
๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ต๐น๐ฌ:
Dark smut, office romance, power imbalance, infidelity, brat taming, CEO x secretary.
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Infidelity, heavy power imbalance, boss/employee kink, rough sex, manhandling, choking, spanking, brat taming, foot play, public risk, oral (m&f), tit fucking, anal, degradation & praise, bondage (tie), overstimulation, breeding undertones, cum play, voyeurism, explicit dirty talk, desperate married man frustration
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โYou think this is a game, princess?โ Taehyung growled, gripping her jaw as he pressed her against his desk. โParading that thick body around while I go home to a wife who canโt even take half of what I need?โ
โKeep pushing me, Y/Nโฆ and Iโll ruin you until the only words you know are โYes, Sir.โ
๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐: Kim Taehyung x Shin Y/N
๐ฐ๐๐๐๐: Y/N struts into the office on her first day in a backless maroon satin halter top and mini skirt, already testing boundaries. Taehyung tries to remain professional, but her arrogant attitude and deliberate foot teasing under his desk during their meeting push the sexually frustrated married CEO to his limit. He corners her, choking her and making her cum on his knee like a desperate brat.
๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐: Kim Taehyung x Shin Y/N
๐ฐ๐๐๐๐: Y/N amps up her teasing the next day. In a crowded elevator she grinds her thick ass against his clothed cock in front of others. Once in his office, she drops to her knees for sloppy oral worship deepthroating, ball sucking, messy lipstick marks, face fucking, and cum play all over her face while she teases him about finally making him crack.
๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐: Kim Taehyung x Shin Y/N
๐ฐ๐๐๐๐: During an important board meeting, Y/N whispers filthy taunts and flashes her thighs. Taehyung snaps, dragging her to the executive bathroom for a risky public quickie. Hand over her mouth, manhandling her thick body against the wall, he fucks her raw while venting his frustration with his cold marriage.
๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐: Kim Taehyung x Shin Y/N
๐ฐ๐๐๐๐: Forced to work together at his home office while his wife is away, Y/Nโs constant brattiness shatters his control. Taehyung delivers intense brat taming tying her hands with his tie, choking, degradation, desk fucking, and finally claiming her tight ass as he uses her body for hours to satisfy months of built-up frustration.
๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐: Kim Taehyung x Shin Y/N
๐ฐ๐๐๐๐: In his marital bed, Y/N is on her knees giving him a filthy blowjob when his wife walks in. Instead of stopping, Y/N sucks him harder, invites his wife to watch, and taunts her with โThis is how you please a man.โ She takes full charge, making his wife sit and watch as she finishes him off, taking his cum all over her face.
This should be the most important day to you, but it is a nightmare instead.
Youโre wearing the most beautiful gown a woman could want. The engagement ring on your finger costs more than a penthouse. You look stunning, but your reflection doesnโt show how you truly feel.
Everything is perfect. Everything but the fact that you donโt know the man you agreed to marry.
Heโs a mystery. A name without a face. Willing to spend thousands of dollars on a wedding without you, but not a minute to meet you in person. All you know is his forename, James.
He didnโt even bother to check on anything the wedding planner bought. He just paid and let his assistant handle anything else.
โYou look beautiful,โ the wedding planner assures you. No wonder. She wants to get paid, after all. If you run for the hills, your groom will not pay for shit, and her reputation will be blemished. โEveryone is ready if you are.โ
โCan you give us a minute?โ Your maid of honor says. Sheโs the only person who genuinely cares for you. Watching the wedding planner leave, she sighs deeply. โIf you want to run, Iโll help.โ
โWhat?โ You furrow your brows. Sheโs the sister of your soon-to-be husband, the only person you know from his family. โI canโt run from this wedding, you know that.โ
โItโs not a wedding but a business transaction to my family. My brother,โ she chuckles like thereโs nothing to worry about, โhe agreed to marry anyone to get my mother off his back. He doesnโt care if itโs you or any woman I snatch from the street.โ
Hope blooms in your chest.
Six months ago, when you were at your lowest, you answered an anonymous e-mail. They offered to pay your debts and invest in your business. In return, they wanted you to marry a man you had never met.
Your business went down the drain, and you had to sell it anyway. The money they offered barely covered anything. It kept your business alive until five weeks ago. Right when you signed the contract, binding you to a faceless man, the money stopped coming.
You shouldโve listened to the little voice in the back of your mind telling you that thereโs always a catch if something sounds too good to be true.
Your debts are still there, and your business is gone. Thatโs what they wanted.
Thereโs no way out, and youโll end up on the street without their support. The money will come, but only after you say your vows.
โI have nowhere to go,โ your voice cracks at the admission. โI signed a contract, and now, Iโm even more screwed.โ
โYou told me about that guy you met at your flower shop,โ she urges you toward the balcony. โYou wouldnโt stop telling me about him.โ
โHe doesnโt need someone like me to drag him down. Bucky has enough shit on his plate already,โ you murmur, but your eyes lit up for a second, remembering the man who came into your flower shop and life like a whirlwind. โI had to turn him down.โ
โBuck, huh. Thatโs an interesting name.โ She smirks before turning toward the balcony. โButโฆyou love himโฆright?โ She watches your eyes shine for a second before they turn sad again. โGo, Iโll find an excuse. Someone is waiting for you at the gate. Trust me.โ
โI canโt get you or Bucky in trouble. Heโs a nice man and deserves the best. I donโt want to burden him with my bad choices.โ You sniffle and wipe your eyes. โI must marry your brother; thereโs no way out. Theyโd ruin Buckyโs life over my mistake.โ
โNo.โ She shoves you on the balcony. โI planned all this to get you out of here. No backing down now, Y/N. Go, and tell Bucky about everything.โ
โI told him that we cannot see each other again. He wonโt even look at me, Iโm sure about it,โ you sniffle at the pain flashing across Buckyโs face when you turned him down.
โHeโll understand.โ She wonโt let up. Before you can protest, she shoves you toward the railing, whistling for one of her conspirators. You end up climbing down a ladder in your ridiculously huge gown. โGo, donโt stop.โ She says, giving you an encouraging thumbs-up. โIโve got thisโฆโ
Sam, a friend of your maid of honor, drove you to Buckyโs apartment. Itโs far away from the luxurious estate you ran away from, but it is so much nicer being here.
Your heart thunders in your chest as you stand in front of Buckyโs door. You lift your hand, ready to knock when the door opens. Bucky looks at you, a confused look on his face, mirroring your own.
โI-I donโt knowโฆwhy Iโm here,โ you sniffle as you wrap your arms around yourself. โSheโฆandโฆ I ran. I donโt know what they are going to do, but I couldnโt marry a stranger when Iโm in love with you,โ you cry bitterly, unsure if Bucky even wants to see you.
You only met up for a little over three months, but he means the world to you. If he sends you away, it will shatter not only your heart.
โDollโฆโ he softly says. โYouโre shaking.โ Bucky steps out of the door to wrap you in his arms. โYou look beautiful in that dress.โ
โThat old rag?โ You joke while crying even harder. โThey will hunt me down. Iโm sorryโฆ I shouldnโt have come here. I donโt want to get you in trouble, Bucky.โ
โYou love me, huh?โ He gently runs his hand over your back, and it feels like the weight of all your problems disappears. โI knew youโd fall for me and my baked goods.โ
You can hear the smirk in his voice, but still, you cannot laugh. Coming here put Bucky in an impossible position. You donโt want your fiancรฉโs family to ruin his business and life only because you fell in love with him.
โI shouldnโt have come here. Fuck,โ you sniffle. โBucky, I need to go. Theyโll ruin you and your life. I canโt do this to you. You are a good person and donโt deserve to lose everything because of me.โ
โDoll,โ Bucky carefully parts from you. You miss his warmth but understand that he doesnโt want anything to do with you any longer. โI donโt fucking care about anything but you.โ
He cups your face to kiss you fiercely. You lose yourself in the kiss, forgetting about the mess your life has become. Soon, Bucky parts from you, allowing you to breathe again. He looks at you, mischief in his blue eyes.
โHow about this?โ he purrs your name before kissing you again. โWe run and get married in Vegas. This way, they canโt do shit.โ
โWhat? Iโฆbutโฆthey will tear you down if you marry me, Bucky,โ you whimper, scared for his future and life. โI canโt let you ruin your life.โ
โBaby doll, with you in my life, it can only get better.โ You giggle when he drags you inside his apartment to pack a few things.
Not twenty-four hours later, you are officially Buckyโs wife. He walks you toward a hotel, his arm slung around your waist.
โWhat are we doing here? Uh, shouldnโt we drive back? I donโt want to waste your money, Bucky.โ You glance up at the huge building. It looks like one of those expensive hotels you only see in magazines or on TV.
โItโs our wedding night, and I wonโt spend it driving back home,โ he chuckles when you shy away. โIโm going to blow your back out tonight, baby.โ
โYou already did two months ago, Buck.โ You chuckle, recalling your first night with Bucky. ย He was sweet yet wild. A night to remember. โBut I agree, we shouldnโt spend our wedding night on the road.โ
โExactly,โ he replies, guiding you inside the building. Immediately, one of the employees rushes toward you, almost drooling when they look at your husband.
โMr. Barnes, itโs a pleasure to have you,โ they swoon, eyes glued to you by his side. โAnd this must be your lovely bride.โ
โNo shit, Sherlock. What gave me away? I bet it was the wedding dress,โ you think to yourself, but donโt say it out loud. โThat I am.โ
โThatโs Ms. James Buchanan Barnes.โ You stiffen in Buckyโs embrace. James Barnes? No, his name is Bucky.
โJames?โ You speak out loud, looking at your husband. โI thought your name was Bucky.โ
โItโsโฆwhat I prefer. No one calls me James but business partners and my father.โ Buckyโs features soften when you start trembling. โI knowโฆdollโฆ Itโsโฆ I shouldโve told you sooner.โ
โYou lied to me.โ You wiggle out of his embrace and step away from him. โAll of thisโwas it a game to you? Did you want to make this arranged marriage more interesting by making me fall in love with you? How could you?โ
โI never wanted to marry you, Y/N. I agreed to meet up with you and wanted to turn my motherโs offer down. But then, you ran into me before we could meet up. I was enchanted and wanted to know if you could like me, not my money.โ
โIt was a test,โ you whimper. โOnly a testโฆa game. Did you laugh about me in secret? Your sister, did she know?โ
โI asked her to help me. You wanted out of this arranged marriage, but I wanted you in my life. If you didnโt love me, I wanted to give you the money you need to move on. But you came to me, refusing to take my familyโs money to be with a poor guy out of love.โ
โHowโฆcould you lie to me? โ Tears run down your face when looking at Bucky. โWhy would you do this? โ
โI love you, Y/N. And I wanted you to love me for myself, not my money and reputation,โ he softly speaks to you, reaching out to bring you into his arms. โI wanted to stop the wedding and tell you the truth, but then you turned me down. My sister wanted me to go through with my plan to surprise you at our wedding, but sheโฆโ
โRebecca changed the plan and told me to run,โ you cry into his chest. โYou lied to meโฆboth.โ
โDoll, Iโm so sorry. I hate how this turned out. Not our wedding, or that you are my wife. I only regret that I didnโt tell you sooner who I am.โ
โIt wouldโve been nice to know that I married a James, not a Bucky,โ you mutter against his chest. โJames is an awful name.โ
He wraps his arms tightly around your body, not wanting to let go. Bucky fears you'll leave as soon as he lets go, because he lied to you.
summary: your husband opens your marriage, while his best friend Harry is determined to steal you
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Harryโs POV:
โSo I decided to open our marriage.โ I almost choke on my champagne as your husband shamelessly brags about it with a smirk to all our investors. Tom and I practically grew up together. We both came from wealthy families, and our parents have been friends forever, so it was already decided for us before we were born โ like the rest of our lives. We went to the same kindergarten, the same school, the same university, and took over our fathersโ companies.
But weโve changed โ and Tom, not for the better. Heโs one of those people you stay friends with because you have a long history, not because you want to. If I met him now, thereโs no way Iโd become friends with someone like that. Honestly, I wouldโve cut him off if it werenโt for you. I donโt know how it happened; I donโt know what he did to deserve an angel like you.
I canโt even count how many times Iโve wondered and imagined myself in his place. I would take proper care of you. I would show you what you deserve. Hell, I would worship you. Youโre incredibly beautiful, caring, kind, witty, and smart โ God, youโre smart. I remember how many times you literally saved his company from bankruptcy, yet he never offered you a position or invested in your own business. But I did.
That caused us to spend more time together, but still, you never told me about this. You donโt like it, do you? Who would like having their husband rail other women and then brag about it to people from his work? God, heโs embarrassing you.
โIs it a one-way thing?โ My voice cuts through all the filthy comments of these middle-aged balding men.
โNo, of course not. Sheโs welcome to do it as well. But you know how she is โ always loyal.โ That sly smirk on Tomโs face makes my hand curl into a fist. Oh, y/n, sometimes I wish you were more vicious.
I nod as my eyes dart around, looking for you. There you are, politely smiling and shaking the hand of some rich guy โ another deal in your pocket. You look so radiant in that dress, and I shamelessly make my way to you.
โCan I steal you for a second?โ I whisper in your ear as I lean in from behind.
โIโm all done here, H,โ you smile and turn to me.
โGreat,โ I smile softly. โAnother deal?โ
โThereโs never too many investors,โ you wink, and I can feel my knees getting weak.
โAtta girl,โ I chuckle softly. โDo you know that your husband is bragging about your open marriage to everyone?โ I watch your cheeks turn pink. Of course you didnโt โ what a wanker. โSo I was just wondering, since your relationship is now open, would you consider going on a date with me?โ
Just say yes, and Iโll show you how you should be treated. After that, I know you wonโt be able to go back to him or anyone else โ because nobody will treat you as well as I will. Do I intend to steal you from your husband? Make you exclusively mine? God, yes. You were supposed to be my wife from the start, and now Iโll fix it.
Your lips part slightly, like the question took the air out of you, and for a secondโjust a secondโthe polished grace you always wear like armor slips. I see you. The real you. Not Tomโs quiet trophy wife, not the brilliant negotiator charming investors, but the woman who once told me she hated champagne but drank it anyway because it was โexpected.โ
You look up at me, blinking slowly, as if youโre measuring the weight of what I just asked. Your voice, when it comes, is quietโbut not uncertain.
โYouโre serious.โ
โIโve never been more.โ My voice is steady, low, only for you. โI meant every word. You deserve someone who doesnโt just admire your loyalty, but returns it. Someone who doesnโt make a joke out of you in front of a room full of men with gold watches and empty morals.โ
You look down for a moment, and I swear I see your lashes tremble.
โItโs not easy,โ you whisper. โWalking away from a marriage with a man you knew over a decade, even when it no longer fits.โ
โI know,โ I say, gently. โBut you wouldnโt be walking alone.โ
You let out a soft breath thatโs not quite a sigh, not quite relief. โTom didnโt even tell me heโdโฆ announced it. I only found out last week. A phone notification. Can you believe that?โ You laugh, but itโs brittle, hollow. โHe didnโt even bother to look me in the eye.โ
I clench my jaw. โThatโs because he knows he couldnโt face yours.โ
Your eyes find mine again. The pink in your cheeks has faded into something stronger nowโresolve.
โAnd if I said yes?โ
I smile, slow and real, every nerve in my body lighting up.
โThen Iโll pick you up at seven tomorrow. No champagne. Just us. And no pretending.โ I lean a little closer, my voice dropping. โAnd if you let meโฆ Iโll start showing you what itโs like to be loved properly.โ
Thereโs a flicker in your gaze, something that feels dangerously like hope. And thenโGod help meโyou nod.
โOkay.โ
Just one word. But itโs everything.
From across the room, Tom raises his glass to you like a man who still thinks heโs in control of the game. But heโs already lost.
He just doesnโt know it yet.
We leave the gala early.
Not dramaticallyโno slammed doors or shattered glassesโbut quietly. Elegantly. You slip your hand into mine like itโs always belonged there, like this was inevitable. And maybe it was. Maybe everything in our lives has been leading up to this exact moment: you and me, walking out together while the rest of the world isnโt paying attention.
Tom doesnโt even notice. Too busy laughing at his own jokes, surrounded by men who clap each other on the back and call it ambition. I donโt look back. Neither do you.
The ride to your place is silent, but itโs not uncomfortable. Itโs heavyโwith everything we havenโt said. Your dress brushes against my arm, and every time the car takes a corner, your shoulder leans just slightly into mine.
You unlock the door, and I follow you in.
It still smells like him hereโhis expensive cologne, his taste in leather furniture, the soulless art he insists is โinvestment-worthy.โ But as you kick off your heels and toss your clutch on the console table, something changes. The energy shifts. You walk barefoot through the hallway, not as someoneโs wife, not as a socialite or business pawn, but as you.
Raw. Real. Ready.
You pause at the foot of the stairs and turn to me. โAre you still serious?โ
โI wasnโt making a move,โ I say. โI was making a promise.โ
That stops you for a second. And then you nod slowly, eyes glimmering with something thatโs not sadness anymore. Maybe itโs freedom. Or maybe itโs the first spark of something new.
You hold out your hand.
โThen come upstairs.โ
Itโs not sexโnot tonight. Not yet.
You change into something soft. I take off my jacket and roll up my sleeves like Iโm preparing for something sacred. And maybe I am. You let your head fall against my shoulder as we sit on the couch in the guest roomโyours, not hisโand talk.
About everything.
The things you wanted and never got. The things you dreamed of and had to bury. The ache of being seen but never understood.
And I listen. I hold your hand. I offer nothing but truth.
โI wouldโve chosen you a thousand times,โ I whisper. โEven if you came without the company, the elegance, the money. Even if you came to me messy, angry, tornโIโd still take you.โ
You look at me with eyes that are both shattered and shining. โI donโt want to belong to anyone.โ
โI donโt want you to,โ I say. โI want to stand beside you. Thatโs all.โ
A long silence settles between us, but it feels like peace. Your head leans against my chest. You breathe in. And when you exhale, itโs like youโre finally letting go of a weight youโve carried alone for far too long.
Tomorrow will be complicated.
But tonight? Tonight, you sleep in my arms, safe for the first time in years. And for the first time in my life, I know exactly what Iโm fighting for.