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noo dont get executed ...:"((

݁꒰ঌ·GARY SMITH HCS·໒꒱ ݁

WARNINGS - mentions of medication , insecurity , tell me if i missed anything.

⌇ HE's the type to always fidget. His hands always kept busy or in movement, especially off meds. Always doing some sort of gesture to self-regulate.

⌇ HE's the type to be super impulsive off his meds, the lack of dopamine fueling his need for wrecking havoc.

⌇HE's the type to be a jerk, uncaring and apathetic; yet so incredibly insecure and sensitive to rejection.

⌇HE's the type to be an egoist, arrogant, and stuck up. But his ego bruises so easily over the smallest things.

⌇HE's the type to be docile and quiet on meds, almost meek. His brain empty and devoid of the usual constant stream of thoughts.

⌇HE's the type to hate taking his meds because an empty, silent brain is worse than an unstoppable train of thoughts.

⌇HE's the type to never get into a romantic relationship, to never have a long lasting or healthy relationship with anyone. His selfishness, meanness, apathy, and arrogance being a hurdle he doesn't plannon overcoming.

⌇HE's the type to keep everyone at arms length. No point in closeness and intimacy.

⌇HE's the type to be even meaner if he developes feelings. Bullying his crush and being cruel, a pathetic attempt at erasing his feelings and avoiding them.

⌇HE's the type to be surprised and offended when the person he likes rejects or resents him despite his actions. his attitude shifting to an even more terrible and targeted form of harassment. Rejection and disappointment cutting deep into his ego and wall he puts up.

⌇HE's the type to be a hypocrite, whats okay for him to do isn't okay for others.

⌇HE's the type to multitask while doing anything in his room instead of taking his meds. Finding solace in being control without having to shut down his brain.

⌇HE's the type to be naturally smart, but too lazy to actually study. His grades average at worst and excellent at best, even without opening a single book.

⌇HE's the type to mutter himself while alone.

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