#cardioid

emerging from my hermit shell with a handful of photos i like :)

I took a lot of photos on this walk, very healing day

i found a nearly hatched butterfly cocoon :)

Grrgrr. Rude day so I'm celebrating how hot I am

GOD i am so lucky. it's crazy what being in a loving fulfilled happy relationship with someone who loves and supports you unconditionally. Someone who has no ulterior motives or manipulative habits. Someone who's safe and strives to remind you they are. Her love is so pure so earnest so grounded, her views and perspectives have been shapen through her own resolve to grow. I aspire to be like her in so many ways, i admire her deeply. So often i catch myself wide eyed caught by her gaze, there is so much to see behind her eyes and it all leaves me starstruck. After repeated cases of love and bond being used against me it's drilled such fear and trauma, but when i say i love her it feels effortless. I'm dealing with the tail end of a sexually abusive toxic manipulative dependant 6year ex and as i look inward to all the cracks that relationship left in me somehow none reach what love i now have. She exists at a time i could not think possible. She's woven through these walls and held me so tender. I can cry without abandonment, i can enjoy without shame, i can exist without expectation. I want nothing more than to share with her this same confident love.

i have worn her silly cat themed hairband round my wrist every day since we got together, this photo in specific was on our ride from the airport to the apartment we'd moved in together cross country. She's been with me through a very deep major depression that's lasted near just as long as we have, but that hasnt stopped us from smiling every time we lock eyes. through eachother we've grown so far. i see so much in her and it's been so incredible watching the steps she's taken within herself. i love to celebrate her, she is so deeply cherished so adored so a hjiu ugh. awa .w she has so much DRIVE and AMBITION and SPARk and Soul and gagagwa i love her ;; i lovee her ;;,,<3:;<3;

She saw me off on a walk the other day. in my past relationship i wasnt allowed walks. It's such a small thing. but it means so much. Every small thing does. this is love.

Took a photo walk a few weeks ago. Its so fun seeing birds stand atop (?) one another like that, love these guys