#camproyal

Its been a YEAR since I got on that bus. I remember all my camp buddies and I meeting on the first time on that bus. I remember that day I made my mom drive me and rosie cuz my mommy is lazy and NEVER drives and she wanted to send me off. Because I was still packing that rushing around that morning we didn't eat breakfast, so right before we got dropped off at the mall we drove around looking for a burger king. Hahaha we got so much food we didn't even finish

I remember the fucking bus wasn't even there yet. but we chilled in the car. And the we saw Butters (who we did not acknowledge until later since my mommy was in the car) and his other representative from his school. and i'm not gonna lie THAT was when I started to get intrigued by you. (I'm not gonna put your name not because I cant say it, but its still weird to say it. I don't know why but maybe because we are not as close anymore and there is still that awkwardness when we talk, and even though you are never going to read this i still wont because it just feels weird and i dont want to make it more awk..) But yeah, idk i was probably really lacking of boys cuz the goal was to "find myself a boy" at camp which was such a joke I kept telling myself the weekend beforehand. But I thought you were cute, and you were hiroki's friend so i thought hey... ;) what the hell. but i sized you up while i was in the car and was sadly disappointed that you were shorter than me and tried double checking again when we stood, and i told myself to forget about it.

We go on the bus and for some reason my mom gets pissed and calls me while we are on. I remember being happily surprised that rosie was sitting next to me instead of butters cuz i def mentally prepared myself for it even though she said she would sit next to me. We kept talking to this really bubbly girl from srvhs, who later i found out was laurn who is one of the most sweetest girls i've met IN MY LIFE. she was always smiling and so happy. Behind us sat the boys which was to be expected. and i was secretly glad even though i was trying to get over it. but it was nice to know people beforehand because i am such a introvert and spaz in new situations. it made me feel prepared for what was lying hours ahead that afternoon. and the last person to get on the bus was this short white kid with shaggy hair and a pillow. JARED how I miss you. poor thing fell asleep right away and we took picture with him sleeping BEFORE we even met him. when he woke up around the 3 picture he was hella cool with it. It was basically the 5 of us on that bus. I was trying to get to know the other two since i had met butters beforehand and rosie was my bestie.

FOOD STOP at redwood. such good pizza :) thats where i remember meeting gianno! he is such a cool guy from srvhs. i found him very interesting and fun to talk to during the lunch break.  and i got to talk to ethan and nickie too, who i was soo happy to see people i knew even though we werent close at school.

when we got back on, new bus position since rose was okay sitting next to butters. i dont remember who i ended up sitting next to but i remember getting to know Dorathy sitting behind me who i ended up talking to the entire ride to camp. i remember the windy high cliff roads as we were driving higher and higher, losing cell phone reception. but before that we were trying to sing i'll make a man out of you, and one of the boys showed us a vid of disney characters dancing, LOL for tiger doing the cat daddy! 

too excited. I remember when fucking SCOTTY THE HOTTIE came on our bus to give us our room assignments.  fuck he was hot. i was so disappointed to not be in rose's but it was expected. I felt like all the girls were on the same freaking cabin but me. when i heard bigfoot i was like wth WHY DIDNT I GET A COOL NAME WHEN (in my head of course) and i got sad cuz i didnt hear anyone else on my bus was on it.