Dec 12, 2016
what is time... it is an enigma... a figment....
I have been unable to sleep because of this essay, and I am not even done with it yet... and I have another project....why must I only be productive in bursts..
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what is time... it is an enigma... a figment....
I have been unable to sleep because of this essay, and I am not even done with it yet... and I have another project....why must I only be productive in bursts..
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Oh man I just watched the documentary of Hamilton and you know what?
My favorite part of the whole thing
Was Christopher Jackson talking about Washington.
It was the fact that as an actor, he understood that he was playing a man who was indeed a slave owner. He recognized that he as a person was never going to be able to live with that fact and forgive Washington for that moral error. At the same time, he portrayed this man whom he would never forgive and made him as human and flawed as he could, and I think that that is an amazing thing.
SO:
Who would like to keep me company all night since I freakin broke my phone and have to be up at 9:30 AM and now do not have an alarm clock
Only a few months left come on.. you can do this...
-falls over on the floor-
Sorry for the inactivity art wise guys ;; I’ve got a full time job atm that eats away at my time and energy, so I’ve been struggling to get decent pictures and stuff done I want to work on more this weekend though for sure!! >:U
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A Little Spree of Honesty
I showed my bro and mom some of my videos today, including my most recent one. What is the most funny about it is that they never really realized I actually have a very big fanbase doing videos and stuff online. I had been talking about asking my dad for help on the tax stuff for monetization on videos while making dinner. My brother said “Wait isn’t that only useful if you have like 10k subs or something to be a partner?” and I just kinda said “I mean yeah I’m almost at 11k so I started it, I just gotta go through the official process--” and he was literally super shocked XD
Like every time I talked about what I’ve done on yt my fam has been like moderately impressed, but just sort of brushed it off as more of a hobby or passion than anything. I think it dawned on them today when I finally showed them my videos something really clicked in their brains. They saw the sub count, the views, a few comments, and some other stuff. They were like “oh wow you actually are really big, you really could make some money on this,” I’ve been reluctant to show them most of my videos because I know that they do not understand exactly how it works with online fame-esque things, and especially for my parents they really didn’t trust internet interactions at all. It’s a weird feeling since they aren’t a part of this kind of community and have never been introduced to what an online presence means, but I am super happy that they are more supportive about it now (as long as I get some sleep lol).
I had to start being an adult today
ahhhhhh there’s a guy who does animations and stuff in my psych class and I showed him my videos today ;w; He actually really really liked them and even though I felt a little like I was rambling he was genuinely interested in it and said he’d subscribe right then QwQ
It’s so cool when you find someone who does something similar to you and they really really like what you make. It gives you so much motivation to keep doing it when you get that affirmation from someone like that outside your normal source.