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0.1.3 Calmed

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the sound of the flame coming up when i kindle a match

this little moment, when i put one tealight to another which is already burning - and a little drop of wax drops into the flame and so there comes up this big lightening flame

the moment i switch off the light and see all the more or less little lights of the candles, the strings of light and my lava lamp

the moment when i stand still while a walk and my ears realize the silence of nature, only interrupted by leaves rustling in the wind, some crickets or bees - the moment when i feel that all the heaviness, all the noise in my head is squeezed out by this peace

this little moment when i realize how much i carry in my head, so much heaviness - these are the moments when i experience peace and calmness, because only in these moments i realize what my head had to go through

when someone hugs me a little bit longer and tighter than usual

consciously not looking at the clock while doing something good for my soul

undressing my socks so the (cuddly) blanket touches my feet

burbling of water

feeling soft wind in my face - feels like a touch of God

taking a walk with God

coming home from a walk and feeling, how the pressure got less

being able to let work be work and just finally do something good to my soul again since days/weeks/...

feeling that i can breath calmed

birds singing

smiling about someone's joke while taking down my head - dude, i felt more for you than just the thought that you're funny

sitting outside with a blanket on a not too cold evening (or better at night), hearing the silence

being dreamy with God

walking on the empty streets of my district at night

smelling flowers - especially wild ones

standing on a mountaintop, looking down at the city - realizing how small, easy and unnecessary all of this is and what freedom is about

nature

dogs

old people

walking through the streets at night, looking into the houses, seeing warm light and people enjoying their evening (together)

smelling hay

walking

taking a bath while watching a movie and eating some gooood stuff

christmas markets

christmas

snow

taking a hot bath after a long time spent in the cold outside in the winter - when your feet and hands and arms hurt as you lay down in the water and you got goosebumps

silence

staying awake till it's getting bright again slowly outside

feeling that i don't have to talk much to Him, because my God knows just what i want to tell, say, ask for

remembering good (little) things