#caffeine addicted

Seriously, I'm about to have a breakdown on these papers.

Yep, that’s right, I’m in the middle of fighting off a downward spiral.  And usually, I can feel them coming, but not this one.  So here I am, reading fanfiction of all things--and writing my own, but the likelihood of ever posting it anywhere is SLIM, as I have never finished a piece of writing ever in my life--instead of doing my homework.  Also, not doing stuff I usually enjoy, except for the writing.  Also also, barely sleeping

So that’s fun.

However, somehow, the symptoms of the downward spiral--the excessive reading and writing--are also somehow keeping me from spiraling further?

I don’t know.

I’m looking into therapy, because if I were to notice this behavior in one of my friends I would absolutely be suggesting they see someone professionally.

But also, can’t I just avoid the problem and let it go away for a while like I have been?  No?

Don’t be a moron.