(cw: mild sexual content at the end of the first part)
âAnything yet?â Seax asked from the bed.
Wulfric, sitting by the dwellingâs sole window, stifled a yawn. âNo trace,â he reported. âHow long did you say we had to watch for?â
âI didnât say.â That was why Wulfric had asked; he was trying to be polite. âItâs not very complicated. We just wait until that fuck VĂŠland shows up, we teach him a lesson, we leave. Did you have to have your boot daddy explain simple assignments to you over and over back in your soldiering days, or are you just like that with me?â
Wulfric ignored the sour taste in his mouth and huffed out a breath, stretching out his legs. He kept his eyes on the movement out in the Sprawl; his focus on the Undercity always rooted out any discomfort he might have with the past before it could take.
âFar be it from me to be callous towards your friendâs plightâVĂŠland does sound like a prime cockâbut isnât it entirely possible that he just wonât show? I mean, sheâll want to sleep in her bed eventually, wonât she?â
âShe wonât be sleeping in that bed if sheâs afraid he might come to steal into it,â Seax replied with a chill to her tone much unlike the unaffected attitude she had towards most things. âIâve got her somewhere safe; sheâll be sleeping fine there.âÂ
And maybe she understood something Wulfric didnât intend to communicate when he glanced at her, because she shook her head, clicked her tongue, and added, âNumber of favours I owe her, Iâll stay a moon in her place to knife a man whoâs got her scared if thatâs what it takesâare we clear on that? If youâre so bored with being warm and dry for a few hours, I can stand watch on my own and you can fuck off.â
âThatâs not what I was saying at all, Seax,â Wulfric said, as reasonably as he could make it sound, once it was evident Seax had finished speaking; if heâd learned anything from her since coming to the Undercity, it was that you didnât interrupt someone like her, even if it was with the intent of correcting a misunderstanding.
âNo? What are you saying, then?â
âJust that there are more efficient ways of fucking up a guy when you know his name, his face, his haunts and his friends.â
Seax liked that; her voice edged back towards the unbothered. âEver so proactive,â she said lightly. âNormally, I would agree with you, but this is different. He gets a knife in a gutter, and that can be the work of any rotten fuck heâs gotten on the wrong side of this week. But he gets it in her house, and that teaches the whole neighbourhood: no one fucks with Eda and gets away with it. Not on my watch.â
âYeah, I get that,â Wulfric said.Â
Perhaps for the third time since he had sat down by the window, he pulled his dagger from the sheath at his thigh to busy his hands, running through the balance drills heâd learned from his blademaster as a youth. Easy as breathing.
Seax watched him flip the knife again and again, twirling it with the flat of the blade between his fingers, shifting his grip from forward to reverse. Then she said, âI know youâre eager to bloody your teeth, little wolfââ and in this she was wrong about him: heâd never been eager for blood, not really, just for anything to keep him movingâ âbut youâre going to drive me up the walls. Come here.â
He stilled the knife and pointed to the window, questioning.
âWe donât need to see him coming. If he shows, weâll know.â
Wulfric supposed that was true. He shrugged, sheathing his dagger as he stood and crossed the short distance from the front of Edaâs home to her bed, which she separated from the rest of her place with a curtain Seax kept drawn back. At Seaxâs invitation, he sat across the foot of the bed and kicked off his boots.
âShe wonât mind us being in here?â he asked with some remnant of topsider modestyâor whatever it was Seax called it.
âI owe her a lot of favours, but still not enough that Iâll sleep on the fucking floor just to avoid her bed while Iâve got her good and cozy in my hideout.â
At that, Wulfric chuckled and stripped off his coat, boyishly satisfied when he managed to toss it over the back of Edaâs lone chair. Again Seax watched him, chin tucked in her palm, as he rolled up his sleeves. Without warning, she reached out to trace a finger over the thin band of black ink revealed just below his left elbow.
It wasnât the first time an Ala Mhigan had touched his tattoosâheâd had enough lovers follow the lines on his skin to adjust from the feeling of wrongness to appreciating their touch, but Seaxâs curiosity felt different. Sharp, like the rest of her; and he liked that about her, that rough loyalty that was conveniently devoid of affection. He simply hadnât been prepared for it to come in contact with the still-raw Nhalmascan parts of him, even though sheâd already bedded him more times than he could count.
âThese are so strange,â she said, tilting her head as she studied the lines at the side of his neck. Her thumb brushed the pattern down the shell of his ear. âAre they from the glorious soldiering days? Battle marks?â
âWhat does it matter?â
Seax shrugged and dropped her hand to his lap. âDoesnât,â she said, giving his thigh a squeeze. âBloody touchy all the time.â
Unceremoniously, she shifted her weight to lean towards him and began to unlace his trousers. Wulfric raised his hands.
âWhat are you doing?â
âPassing the time,â Seax said simply, slipping a hand inside his trousers. âWhy, you got a better idea?â
He shook his head. âNot one,â he said; his mind had very quickly emptied. âCarry on.â
âGood boy,â Seax said. She drew closer so that her mouth was close to his ear, but refused any reciprocal touch. âHands to yourself. Remember: youâre done when I say.â
Wulfric bit back a reflexive aye, sir. With her, it was always better to say nothing.
/
(Marco had stuffed more coal into the stove than was reasonable in anticipation for his return; Wulfric saw the thoughtfulness in the gesture the moment he stepped inside the cellar, but didnât comment on it. He never knew how to say the simplest things, these days.
âHow was it?â Marco asked, sitting up in bed. The movement made Montblanc groan at his feet and huddle closer, laying his head on Marcoâs lap with no acknowledgement of Wulfricâs entrance.
âBad,â Wulfric replied wearily. He gestured to his half-soaked clothing, but said little more, not wanting his foul mood to infect Marco when he was so close to sleep. As he yanked off his boots, he said, âDonât worry about it. Thereâs nothing to be said about Berntâs incompetence that canât wait until morning.â
Rather than watch Wulfric hop around on one leg while he peeled off his wet trousers, Marco leaned over the bed to toss him a dry pair. âHere. Theseâll keep you warm while yours dry.â
âThanks. Fucking freezing.â
Wulfric removed his shirt next and laid out his clothes to dry; for a moment he lingered in front of the stove, shivering as the heat warmed his bare chest and arms. He shook out the wet tips of his hair, too, fingers catching on the beads threaded into his braids.
âHey, Wulf. Can I ask you something?â Marco asked carefully. He scratched Montblancâs head with an idleness to his hands, just for something to do that wasnât staring at the black lines under Wulfricâs shoulder blades.
âOf course you can.â
âYour tattoos. They mean something, donât they?â
At first, Wulfric meant only to nod and leave it at that, knowing Marco wouldnât push; instead he sat at the edge of the bed, folding his hands together, his thumb running back and forth across the line running down the center of his middle finger.
âTheyâre⌠my fate,â he said with something of a shrug, because he could think of no better word. âIn Nhalmasque, we have seers; we seek them out before adolescence to hear a pronouncement on our fate, and then they draw our life lines on our bodies. We preserve them throughout our teenage years, and when we come of age, those we didnât let fade get tattooed. I kept all of mine.â
Marco nodded, serious. âWhat did the seer say they were?â
âShe didnât. Itâs up to us to give them meaning; some of them Iâm still not even certain of.â
Wulfric could feel Marcoâs eyes on his back, and the question he was too polite to ask.
âThese I know,â Wulfric said, crossing an arm over his chest to tap a finger over his shoulder. âAvis and Gawain. I trust them with my back.â
âI get it,â Marco said, and Wulfric knew that he didâknew that he was thinking of Ashley and Ălodie. If he was Nhalmascan, they might be lines on his back, too.
He didnât ask which ones Wulfric hadnât figured out yet, and Wulfric didnât wonder; one day, sooner than he expected, he would know the Undercity for one of the lines down his neck, like a blade at his jugular.)
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(note: this is a continuation of last weekâs extra credit entry)
The city was already lost by the time Wulfric made it to the surface. Heâd raced through tunnels rocked by blasts above, run past frantic folk being ushered to safety by sigil-bearers whose territories didnât risk collapsing over their peopleâs headsâit was already hell below, but it was worse above.
He faltered for two steps, once he was fully out of the tunnels. It was the fire-rain sky: the same heâd seen in Nhalmasque all those years ago, the black of their ships blotting out the stars with wave after wave of soldiers. For a moment he was powerless again, gripped by a boyâs fear until the sounds of gunfire shook the soldier awake. A new spike of adrenaline, and he was running again, barely aware of the tingling numbness shooting down from his right shoulder to his fingertips.
It was still a long way to his family. He cut through the alleyways like an Undercity shadow, like a Glaive infiltrator; he ignored the screams that would have forced him to fight and waste time he didnât have.Â
The imperials had already barricaded the stairs that would have taken him straight to the house. Wulfric swore from between his teeth and veered west, thinking to cut through the theatre district; a blast sounded close enough to make his ears ring and send him sprawling onto the cobblestones, arms covering his head. The ground shook from a tumble of bricks just ahead of him: an archway had crumbled into the side of a nearby building.
A blessing of destruction. Sidestepping a body mangled by stone, Wulfric sprinted up the ledge the fallen bricks offered him and jumped, catching the edge of the roof and dragging himself up. Half of his body resisted the effort, grown clumsy from age and two decades of skulking underground, but quickly remembered itself. Climbing had been easy, once.Â
He set to running again, his path far clearer now from aboveâand the burning city, too, was clearer. Smoke rose from Barrel Street, he realized with a cold stab of fear. There was no time to doubt the jump without the use of magicâbut Stars, he felt empty, so fucking pale compared to the man he had once beenâas he leapt from rooftop to rooftop. Soon he was back in the streets below, just a few strides from Rinomyâs, his knee shrieking with pain from some wrong move in his landing,
But he didnât stop. He could only run and pray it would be empty.
âGav?â Wulfric shouted as he burst through the door. His boots crushed broken glass from the windows underfoot; there was smoke coming from the cellar. Panic set his lungs alight. âGAWAIN!â
A voice rose in answer; not Gawainâs, and not with words he could make out. Wulfric followed the cry outside, through the back door, along a trail of blood towards the shadows of the alley. He didnât recognize her right away; not curled up onto herself like this, with half of her face mangled.
âHeâs not here,â Mâzahre said with a strange smile in her broken voice. Wulfric dropped to his knees beside her, but she pushed his hands away. âI told him to go home; he hasnât slept in days. Rock-headed bastard was in with the Resistance to bring down the Mad King.â
âFuck, Mâzahre,â Wulfric said, his trembling hands still hovering over her bloody body. âWeâve got to get you out of here.â
She shook her head as best she could. âThatâs not gonna happen, boss. Go and keep your family safe. My manâs going to come for me.â
Wulfric didnât know that that was true; neither did she. But still she said, âIâll be fine! Go!â
He swallowed. âSee you on the other side,â he said, finding her knee intact and giving it a squeeze before running off again.
He could have gotten lost and still known how to find the house by the crackling of magic that permeated the air, by the sharp smell of fire and smoke that had nothing to do with ceruleum: Avis was in the street with both hands raised high, holding a stormy barrier up against the sky. It covered half their neighbourhoodâdestructive force harnessed into protection. All her.
She could guard against magitek from above, but not the soldiers. That was Gawain, booming with anger, a bowgun in hand. And for a moment, Wulfric thought they might actually see this through, defend their home even while the whole world was falling apart around them.
He sprinted forward, breathless, knives in his hands. Then he heard something like a thunderclap, echoing loud in the dome of strange quiet granted by Avisâs magicâand he felt a burst of pain in his abdomen. He stumbled back and fell to his knees before he fully realized there were two bullets in his belly, and someone was shouting his name.
Avisâs voice cut through it all. âFrey, donâtâ!âÂ
Sheâd married a woman almost as stubborn as she was. Freyja came into Wulfricâs view like pale starlight, her gentle hands on his burning body as she sank to the ground beside him and pulled him up against her.
âGet down!â Gawain shouted, and Freyja was bent over Wulfric as he loosed a volley of bolts into soldiers approaching from the mouth of the street. She cradled his head and held his hand, and it was wrong, he wasnât supposed toâ
âFrey?â Avis said breathlessly over her shoulder.
âHeâs gravely wounded,â Freyja called back.
âIâm still breathing,â Wulfric said, fighting through the blinding pain thundering through him as he shifted to try and put himself between Freyja and danger. A stupid, reckless, tired smile worked its way onto his lips. âHow many times are you gonna have to watch me die, hey, Highness?â
âYou wonât die,â Freyja said. That was just for him, quiet and hard with fear.
âSorry I made a mess of my rescue again.â
Freyja shook her head; the way she clutched his hand was more than just fear for the inevitable. âSheâs tiring, Wulfric,â she said, her grave eyes darting over to Avis. âSaskia is inside. Sheâll kill herself to protect her.â
Wulfric choked back a whimper as he moved again, stretching his legs out in front of him to try and sit up at the sound of heavy footsteps. When tried to hold an arm out in front of Freyja, she graciously took on the burden of much of his weight.
âI only see one way out of this. Through you,â Freyja said.
âIâm no use to anyone like this, Frey,â Wulfric replied quietly, the taste of failure thick and bitter on his tongue. All these years, all the fightingâall for this.
âIf you had the strength to fight again, could you do it?â
âPlanning on pulling those bullets out of me with your bare hands, Princess?â
âThe queenâs magic,â Freyja said, and a wave of dizziness washed over Wulfric. âThe Glaiveâs magic. I could give it to you.â
Wulfric looked into her face, wide-eyed. The ground shook beneath them.
âWhat?â
âCould you do it?â Freyja repeated, more firmly this time.
âYes,â Wulfric said breathlessly, unthinking as something surged through himâpushing against the white-hot chill of pain. Anticipation set his heart to racing.
Freyjaâs hand tightened around his in what he next understood as an apology as it moved to his abdomen, pressing against his wounds. Wulfric bit back a scream; she touched her brow to his, her breath soft against the jagged scar on his cheek. And when she spoke, they were not Queen Eivorâs words, nor Freyja Emeryâsâthey were those of Celes Altius, the Oracle, his queen.Â
âBlessed Stars of life and lightââ she began in a soft voice, an achingly familiar prayer that gave way to the firmness of one who knew how to commune with the gods themselvesâ âI, Celes, daughter of the last queen of Nhalmasque, beg of you a knight. Deliver us my champion, Wulfric of Clan Greyhunt.â
When she poured the magic into him, Wulfric did scream. His vision sparked, black and sylleblossom blue; his whole body burned in an instant as power rent his veins and took up every space, every last hollow inside him. For a moment, he thought he had died once more as he felt the touch of the Stars themselves, unfathomable and ancient. Already once they had denied him, when Ysbrandâs corpse had been weighing his own broken body down, and nowâ
You again.
There was only complete and utter clarity in their wake.
He raised his hand and threw a burst of lightning down the street, stopping the advancing magitek weapon in its tracksâand he sprang to his feet as though he were thirty years old again, as though he hadnât had two bullets inside him moments ago, breathing through the exhilaration.
âWulf,â Gawain said.
âIâm fine,â Wulfric called back. He helped Freyja to her feet, holding her hands tightly in hisâthere were no words to say what he felt towards her in the momentâas he guided her towards Avis. âLet go of the barrier and get your wife inside,â he said to her.
Avis looked at him with dark eyes, unwilling to lower her guard at firstâbut she trusted him more than he ever thought he might deserve from her, and she was exhausted. Her hands shook as she dropped her arms and surrendered. The noise of chaos was deafening in the absence of her barrier, closer than ever.
âIâve got the neighbourhood,â he said. âAll of you inside. Gav, make sure she saves her strengthâlast resorts only. And keep that crossbow close.â
âYou donât need to tell me,â Gawain said.
âI know,â Wulfric replied with a smile. He glanced over his shoulder at the mouth of the street again; the magitek weapon was still crackling with electricity, but it wouldnât stay down for long, and neither would more soldiers be far behind. When looked back to Gawain, he knew this was a farewell; Gawain knew it, too.
âCome back to us, brother.â
âWait for me.â Wulfric pulled his hood over his head and secured his mask over his nose, giving a single nod. âFor hearth and home.â
With one last look at his family, he took up his dagger, and then he threw it down the streetâand his body followed, leaving only sparks of magic in his wake.
For the first time in over two decades, Wulfric was whole.
/
The battle had already taken him halfway across the city when he first stumbled at the end of a warpâas though he were fighting Ysbrand again, Ysbrand who understood his mind and his instincts and would swat his daggers away to sabotage his jumps. But his blade had gone down his chosen path; it was his body that half-resisted the jump. Wulfric ducked under the swipe of a gunblade, threw his dagger to strike into the imperialâs neck, and it felt as though the jump had taken strips of his skin away.
Blood slicked his hands, almost cold against the white-hot sparks of magic crackling beneath his flesh. And he knew, intimately, that it was not Freyjaâs gift failing him.Â
When he threw his dagger to jump to a rooftop, nausea gripped his belly like a bad memory; he came up short of the roof thinking not now, not now, threw again, and then he was freefalling as his body refused to answer, just for an instantâlong enough for his heart to thrum with panic before he was barreling across the roof. He scrambled to his feet with the weight of his years on his shoulders and saw the size of the pursuit below.
More imperials on him meant they werenât in the streets after the more vulnerable, but he wasnât going to get out of this; not with exhaustion sinking into his limbs, with his bodyâs growing resistance to the one thing that made it alive. He conjured fire and launched it down at the bulk of the imperials, and it singed his fingers.
Wulfric ran across the rooftop to lead them farther away in their chase of him, feeling the blinding white of their searchlights on his back; he warped back down into the street and, soon after, felt a trickle of blood from his nose. His breathing was starting to burn in his lungs.
He had to duck behind a mass of rubble as gunfire cracked through the air, panting as his flesh remembered the so recent puncture of their bulletsâand then it stopped, and he heard their comms screeching awake.
âAll units cease fire. Ala Mhigo is fallen.â
Wulfric wanted to laugh, wild and frantic with the grief of what he already knew but couldnât face.
âRepeat, all units cease fire. First cohort, report to the royal palace to await the orders of Gaius van Baelsar, viceroy to the imperial province of Gyr Abania. Second cohort, begin patrol and restore order in the streets. All remaining insurgents are to be summarily executed.â
You are out of time, Deathseeker.
I know.
Wulfric closed his eyes and leaned his head back against the rubble, drained of everything he had left. All that remained to him was surrenderâbut he wouldnât surrender to Garlemald. Not in life, and not in death.
He dragged himself back to his feet and, with the last of his strength, slashed his dagger in an upwards arc through the air, cloaking himself from the imperialsâ eyes. He didnât have to look down at himself to know that it was more a shivering mirage than a proper cloak, but that didnât matter; all that did, now, was that he could make his way out of the city before they caught him.
He could have gone homeâback to Avis and Freyjaâs and Gawainâs, to see them all one last time, but he didnât want Saskiaâs last memory of him to be the broken, disfigured shadow he was now. Better it be whatever she remembered now, the uncle she had known when he could bring himself to be with his family.
And Gawain would find his body when he didnât return. He would know where to look.
The sun was beginning to rise from behind the smoking wreck of the city; it lightened the sky across the lochs, grey-blue and without stars. Wulfric let go of the last of the cloaking magic clinging to him as the rise of the hill came into view, or maybe it wore awayâhe didnât know. He only knew how weary he was, how badly he wanted to breathe without the taste of blood in his mouth.
Somehow, he managed to climb the hill with the very dregs of his strength, stumbling the last few steps to the lone treeâthe one whose roots had known Marcoâs ashes.
âHey,â he said quietly. âHope you donât mind that I rest the old bones here a bit.âÂ
He settled down with difficulty on the ground, in the cradle of two roots, and pressed his back to its trunk. A breeze rose from the waters: a westerly, pushing away the smoke and bringing salt up to his lips. His eyes fluttered closed, if only for a moment; when he opened them, the sky was awash with pinks and oranges.
âIâm glad Ashley picked you a nice view,â he said, blinking away tears he hadnât shed for Marco in a long time. He pressed his lips together; it pulled stiffly at the pinched skin of his scar. âI hope him and his are all right.â
It was what it was. Wulfric didnât have enough left in him to wallow in what was lost, in his failures; he simply closed his eyes and decided, for once, to feel peace for having come to the moment he had waited for since he was eighteen years old.
CODA
âCome on, old man.â
The girl was patting his cheek and tugging at his arms, her struggle against his weight evident. Dead weight, and her a scarecrow, not yet twenty.
He wasnât dead yet, because he said, âNeesa?â
âYyyup. Gonna help me help you, or what?â When he didnât move or answer, she groaned out an exasperated breath. âLook, Auntie would kill me if she knew I was out here for you, so letâs crack on.â
Everything hurt, but with Neesaâs help, Wulfric managed to get himself to stand. She wrapped a skinny arm around his shoulders and stroked his hair, supporting him against her own weight.
âThere. Letâs get you home, Gramp.â
Wulfric looked back at the tree one last time as though expecting to see his body still nestled among the roots, slowly rotting away atop the hill; but there was nothing but grass, disturbed by his and Neesaâs footsteps.
At first, Wulfric tried to pretend to sleep through the knocking. In truth, he hadnât slept more than two consecutive hours in the past two days; had he actually been sleeping, he might have managed it, because heâd at least have the excuse of not hearing anything besides the knocking.
âOpen up, Greyhunt,â Ysbrand commanded through the door, his tone no different than it was in the field.
Instinct moved Wulfric to his feet, as though his body meant to stand at attention all on its own, but he still wasnât so well-heeled as that. Here, in his own flat, the sound of something so much like an order grated at him. He was already contradictory enough while on active duty to let his captain hold no sway over him when he wasnât.
Maybe. Ysbrand was not a man easily ignored; not to him.
âI know youâre home,â his captain insisted. âI can pick the lock.â
Wulfric took a deep breath, ran a hand through the mess of his hair, and went to the door; he closed his eyes for one breath cycle before opening. He knew what he looked likeâknew what it looked likeâand especially how stark the contrast between himself and Ysbrand would be.
Not a hair out of place; not a speck of dust on his coat. The captain looked every bit the queenâs man.
âYou know how to pick locks?â Wulfric asked, his voice rasping from disuseâfar too much to make it seem the easy banter he so often directed at Ysbrand in some boyish attempt to break his composure. To make Ysbrand see him.
âAn aunt of mine was a locksmith. She went off to live in Ulâdah a few years past,â Ysbrand said casually, letting himself in. The interested look he threw around Wulfricâs flat felt like an inspection. âDid you think to stab me with that?â
Wulfric followed the jerk of Ysbrandâs chin to the dagger in his own hand. He couldnât even remember picking it up, and now that he held it, he didnât know how to let go.
âI donâtâŚâ Wulfric said weakly, trailing off for lack of an actual answer. âSir, this is not a good time. I put in my leave request in due form; you should have gotten it.â
âYou had your friends submit your request,â Ysbrand corrected.
âI did the paperwork,â Wulfric said.Â
Normally, there would have been great irony in that; the fact that he had done paperwork of his own free will should have been enough to show how bloody desperate he had been for that leave. Getting the paperwork to Ysbrandâs desk had been a step that was simply beyond him to take at that moment.
Ysbrand, at the very least, saw the irony without Wulfric having to point it out himself. âYou can see, then, why I would be concerned. My most unmanageable Glaive meekly submitting a request for leave out of the blue isnât something I see every day.â
âThought youâd be glad to get rid of me,â Wulfric said flatly. Ysbrand smirked in his place. âI needed time after that last assignment. Thatâs all there is to it.â
It wasnât unusual, either; most Glaives took time after long assignments, because the queen wanted them functional, not ragged. But Wulfric didnât get ragged; he didnât use most of the leave he was granted. That was why Ysbrand knew him best: he was always underfoot.
Though he had been given no invitation, and Wulfric largely would have preferred he left, Ysbrand took a seat on the settee across from Wulfricâs unmade bedâat least, he sat on the very edge of it, like a man who didnât intend to stay long.
âYouâre not well, Wulfric,â he said, looking at Wulfric with grave keen eyes that made him nauseous.
He tried to keep it together. He really did. âIâm fine,â he said insistently. âI need a few daysâ rest, and then Iâll be back on duty and youâll be threatening me with court-martials like I never left.â
âFirst youâd have to sleep,â Ysbrand pointed out.
âBeen watching at my window, have you?â Wulfric said tauntingly, because he wasnât well, but he wasnât dead yet. And, in an echo of that day Ysbrand first gave him the name of Deathseeker: âDo you do this to all the Glaives, sir?â
âYou know I donât.â
He did know. Ysbrand didnât need to watch at his window to know he wasnât sleeping; there were the obvious parts, like the circles underneath his eyes and the ash of his complexion, but Ysbrand knew because he spent no time making any other Glaive into a weapon like he did with him. Not Avis, young as she was, because she had enough power to bring down a storm even without the queenâs blessing; not Gawain, too blunt an instrument to be what Ysbrand was making Wulfric; not even Reiver, that little brown-nosing shite, ever transparent in his ambitions to be the captainâs second.
Wulfric didnât care to be his second; that was too much responsibility. He just wanted to fight, and be something to someone. But sometimes even that was too much.
âListen,â Ysbrand said, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees so that his hard gaze was even more difficult to ignore, catching Wulfric like a fish on a hook. âI know what this last assignment took out of you. I know itâs unbearable to you, Garlemald. The Empire. But Iâll put the choice to you as many times as it takes.â
âDonât,â said Wulfric; he knew where this was going.
âYou can lie down and let yourself die or you can fight so that what happened to Nhalmasque doesnât happen here,â Ysbrand said, unrelenting. âKnowing what your sister did for youââ
Wulfricâs whole heart seized. âDonât you dareââ
ââI think the choice she would want you to make is clear.â
âGet out,â Wulfric snapped, his fingers tight around the hilt of his daggerâher dagger. Then, even more sharply, âSir.â
Ysbrand stood, and Wulfric was in too much of a storm to see the smug, satisfied look on his face. âGet your shit together, Greyhunt,â he said, and flicked at the flat of Wulfricâs blade with a dainty ding of nail against metal.
Wulfric waited until the door had closed behind his captain before throwing his dagger, the point burying itself firmly in the wood at the level of Ysbrandâs heart.
âThat thing is off its nut,â Taupin added. They craned their necks, the lot of them, and squinted against the sun. Helpfully, Taupin had been narrating the entire affair as though the rest of them couldnât see what was happening right over their heads. âFlapping its wings all angry-like, snapping its beak, screeching to fuck.â
âWe know, Taupin,â Avis said.
âWhy doesnât it just fly off? Itâs not like a cat got stuck up there. Or some green recruit too scared to warp.â
âAll right, piss off,â piped Ensgeir, who had once been a green recruit too scared to warp from the summit of the training grounds tower.
âThereâs a grille up there, innit?â Gawain said. âIt must have gotten stuck.â
âHas anyone called for a beastmaster? We canât train with that thing trying to snap our fingers off.â
âAnd what dâyou expect their lot to do? You canât climb up there without magic,â Ashwin said, because he had attempted it after one pint too many at Rinomyâs and slid right down the tower wall, much to the amusement of the other Glaives.
âThereâs more than one griffin in this town, you twats,â Avis said. She waved a hand up at the shrieking beast on the tower. âLet them mount up and get the stupid animal unstuck.â
âThat could take ages; kingâs sent most of the griffin knights off to wherever the fuck yesterday morning, hasnât he?â
âAh, balls, he did, aye.â
âAnd itâs clearly hurting,â Gawain said, nudging Avisâs arm. âCanât you melt the grille down from here or summat? If anyone has enough control to manage that, itâs you.â
âAnd burn its leg off? Iâm not that good.â
âSomeone should go do something. Up there,â Ensgeir said.
Taupin shook his head. âCanât go âtil itâs calmed down.â
âYouâre all fucking cowards,â Wulfric said, and that stupid, reckless thing inside him was thinkingâor not thinkingâfor him again, because he added, for clarity, âIâll go.â
âAll right, hero,â Reiver said with a snort. âSure you will.â
Fear fluttered through Wulfricâs body almost at once, but he didnât back down. Why would he? It was only a few warps. And facing down an angry, sharp-taloned, quintessentially Ala Mhigan killing machine.
âWulf,â said Gawain. âDonât be daft.â
âItâs fine,â Wulfric said, peeling off his uniform jacket to roll up his shirt sleeves. âTheyâre trained not to kill Mhigans, arenât they?â
âNo, they arenât,â said Ashwin. And Reiver, at the same time: âWell, youâre not.â
Wulfric flashed Reiver his most insouciant grin. Avis grimaced at him as he handed her his jacket, holding it by the collar between thumb and forefinger.
âWhatâre you taking that off for?â she asked. âHoping that griffin rider of yours will come âround right as youâre taming his beast, muscles rippling?â
The Glaives booed and flicked sand at him, as they had when first finding out he had slept around with the enemy.
âYou know what, Avis? Bite me.â
âIâll make sure to get in line behind the griffin, then.â
Gawain smacked her on the arm. Wulfric stepped closer to the tower, slipping his dagger from its sheath; for good luck, he pressed his lips to the flat of the blade, his eyes trained on the contre-jour silhouette of the griffin against the sky.
No time to think, or to dread, or to find a less stupid solution. He threw his dagger and began the chain of warps to take him up to the top.
He heard, distantly, through the rush of wind in his ears and the thrill of magic surging through him: âRight, ten gil on him losing a finger. Whoâs with me?â
Wulfric let his comradesâ voices fade away, slipping only into his body; into that brief moment between warps where he fell and didnât fall. His heart didnât start racing until his feet were on the tower and the griffin was in front of himâthe closest heâd ever come to one of them, and if he hadnât understood their power then, he did now.
When it screeched at him, Wulfric damn near fell back on his arse.
âHey, hey, hey,â he said gently, sheathing his dagger that he might hold his empty hands out. Not in reach of its beakâhe wasnât that stupidâbut to at least display some absence of threat. âItâs all right.â
The griffinâs eyes were wild with fury; it beat its wings again, raising a great gale that stung Wulfricâs skin, and shrieked as it tugged on its bindings. Gawain was right: its left hind leg was caught in the grille at the center of the tower, the talons twisted between the bars. It looked painful as all hells.
âIâd be raging, too,â Wulfric said. He tried to step closer, only for the griffin to snap its beak at him, very nearly catching the edge of his shirt.
And then it swiped a talon at him, and he did fall back on his arse in his haste to avoid it. His heart was in his throat; on his back, he was vulnerable, even with the griffin unable to pounce on him. But it could have, and that put the fear of the sunless sea in him.
âLook,â he said breathlessly as he scrambled to his feet, pressing a hand to his chest. âIâm not even Ala Mhigan by birth.â
The griffin made a sound that he could only call a snarl. This time, instead of blindly throwing himself right at a raging beast, Wulfric stepped slowly to the side in the hopes of eventually placing himself in reach of the grille. But for now, he kept himself firmly in the griffinâs field of vision.
âDâyou know what our emblem is, back where I come from? A flower. A pretty blue flower.â The griffin snapped at him again. âNot some vicious, sword-wielding fucking bird born out of a dragon-god, or whatever the story is, fucking superstitious Ala Mhigansââ
He sighed to stop himself, dropping his hands; the griffin stilled, flapping its wings in a gesture almost like a shrug.
âMy homeâs gone, you know?â Wulfric said softly. âThe Empire came, and it justâŚâ Grief was thicker in his throat than fear as he closed his eyes, just for a moment. If this is how I should die, let me die now. And still he opened them. âIt wasnât the Empire then, just Garlemald, but it became. With us.â
One step forward. Two. The griffin watched, dark-eyed. âAnd thatâs why Iâm here. I love Ala Mhigo, you know? I want to fight for it. I want to fight for you. So justâhelp me. Let me help you.â
He reached a hand out again, in reach of the beak, but the griffin still only stared. His fingertips touched its feathers, soft and bone-white. âLike it saved me, yeah?â
A screech pierced his ears; he felt that cutting gale on his skin again, but he was fairly certain he hadnât lost any of his extremities. His hand was pressed wholly against the griffinâs flank now, and he felt the rush of fear wash down his limbs.
âThatâs a good boy. Weâre all just friends here,â he whispered, babbling through his trepidation. âJust all good Mhigan mates.â
Finally he reached the griffinâs hind leg, his palm flat against the griffinâs feathers to feel its breath and the shifting of muscles underneath his hand, and he could see where the razor-sharp talons had caught in the grille.
âIâm gonna get you out of there now. So donât eviscerate me when youâre free, all right?â
Wulfric got to work, crouching down by the grille. The single talon was larger than both of his hands put together; he was keenly aware of how vulnerable he was in this state, and it made him itch for his daggersâbut that was how the griffin felt, too, wasnât it?Â
There was blood on his hands as he slowly worked the talon back through the grille. That poor beast was hurt, afraid, and furious with it. He could understand that well enough.
The moment it was freed, the griffin loosed a triumphant shriek and leapt up into the sky, wings open wide. Wulfric fell back on his arse again; he heard his comrades below for the first time since his first jump, exclaiming and whistling up at him.
He let himself collapse atop the training tower, his back flat against the grille, his breath and limbs shaking with residual fear and triumph. And a laugh bubbled up from his lungs, breathless, as he shielded his eyes from the sun to watch the griffin fly over Ala Mhigo.