k so got feedback from my tutor and my writing assignments for the C2 prep course fucking suck and i wanna throw myself off a cliff because I spent so much time on them trying to sound all formal and educated (which, like, Iâm not). the best one was a letter i wrote super quick comparatively to the others
a lot of my work required rephrasing because the sentences were too long or unclear. Also my tutor said this âTry to write in an easier but more natural way, enriching the content of your compositions not just using some idioms or phrasal verbsâ so I guess i shot myself in the foot by trying to sound formal and stuff. i also did it to cover for the fact that I didnât have much to say on buses and bus routes đ
i also felt bad because i wanted to try and post on AO3 for the first time but since English isnât my first language I always felt insecure about it. now I know that people are immediately going to be able to tell plus if my writing is this bad then thereâs no way my stories are good enough to read
this got me where it hurts đ I use writing as an escape a lot but maybe keeping stuff for myself this whole time is what made it bad in the first place. i was just concerned on venting in a way that was easy to understand for myself (which isnât bad on its own!!) but I wasnât focused on actually communicating what I was feeling properly. This is an opportunity for me to raise the level I think so I want to do my best â€ïž first impressions were rough though lol i totally wanted to cry going through my tutorâs notes help đ„Čđ„Čđ„Čđ„Č
