#but how

i dunno why it jst feels wrong.. everyone is so kind to me bt kindness feels all wrong n it makes me feel ungrateful.. i dnt trust anyones kindness.. if i feel close w anyone i feel like they'll do smthin rly bad to me at any moment.. mayb m distrust for kindness is why i convinced mslf i ws a huge masochist (if expect pain evrywhere, gettin it feels honest at least?) whn rly i am not at all.. jst miserable at anythin tht happens to me no mttr good or bad..

How to murder someone through the screen? Thank you.

Why can't I do anything right. Why can't I prove to him that I love him. How can I show it. I don't know how to show it. I know I've been lacking in ways I didn't before but I'm trying, I'm trying to fix it. I feel like Im treating him meanly. I'm not trying to do that, I show my friends love by joking or being faux mean to them, that it's become secondary to do it to him. And I don't like it. Because I know that's not what he needs. I feel like I'm no good at paying attention. No good at anything I used to be able to do for him. And I don't wanna be complacent. I don't wanna end up doing nothing for him, that's not the person I am. But how do I prove it to him. How do I prove that I love him. I love her. I don't want her to feel unhappy with me, or doubt my feelings for her. I don't want her to feel like I'm around because I have to. I wanna be there, and I wanna be with her, there for her. And I'm failing. I'm not good at being a good partner anymore

why are all my moots good at art wheres my creative talent

I don't understand how ppl get good at things