#but!

saw people flabbergasted at the fact that a person read the hobbit as a child , arguing that it is too long and too hard to read because of the sentence structure and the words used ... which just makes me sad , honestly. no nuanced and thoughtful take on this this time , just a deep sigh. kids get it all , and they'd do better if treated with respect and encouragement. i read that book when i was around 8-10. in fact , i read it 4 times back to back the first time. kids get nuance , and it's good to ponder and to research , it makes you ask questions. it's good to internalize some things and question them later as you grow older and expose yourself to the world.

I pack underwear for vacation like NASA packed tampons for space

So for a lot of "it's making me so miserabe I can't justify keeping it up" reasons I dropped out of college last week and god. God. God! I think it's a huge factor in my newfound Art Drive and overall Want to Make. Idk. It was genuinely fucking killing me and now I can just Exist.

I cry because I need to leave the house. I cry because I don’t know what to do. I cry because I don’t want to leave the house. I cry because I’m not leaving the house.

i'm not looking at my chapter before i post it otherwise i'll find one then 18 words I want to change for a synonym and it's never getting posted