Jul 15
I pack underwear for vacation like NASA packed tampons for space
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I pack underwear for vacation like NASA packed tampons for space
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So for a lot of "it's making me so miserabe I can't justify keeping it up" reasons I dropped out of college last week and god. God. God! I think it's a huge factor in my newfound Art Drive and overall Want to Make. Idk. It was genuinely fucking killing me and now I can just Exist.
I cry because I need to leave the house. I cry because I donāt know what to do. I cry because I donāt want to leave the house. I cry because Iām not leaving the house.
i'm not looking at my chapter before i post it otherwise i'll find one then 18 words I want to change for a synonym and it's never getting posted
working on something....
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I have three quotes up on my wall, each from a different media, I call it my tragic ship wall for reasons that will soon become obvious. The three quotes I have (which I will not give context for) are:
1: "you were a wonderful experience" "you were everything"
2: "I see her everywhere, not just here" "then I mourn for you twice, its no easy thing to lose a soulmate"
3: "have we met before? ... You just. You seem like the kind of person I'd wanna know"
"how did you know purple is my favourite color?" my humble list of favourite characters:
Iāve had trouble finding joy in creation lately. Iāve been trapped in this cycle of staring listlessly at my phone and waiting for something to happenā maybe Iāll suddenly be in the mood to write again, or draw again, orā¦ something. Maybe someone will talk to me! Maybe Iāll find something good to read!
It occurred to me this evening that I havenāt drawn traditionally in a hot minute. And I was likeā¦ well, thatās weird. One of the simplest joys Iāve ever had was art, especially on paper. Thatās where I started my art journey. Obviously. So I set my phone down and opened my sketchbook for the first time in a while.
Honestly, I think by drawing solely digitally, Iāve been limiting myself and killing my own spark. I find it hard to waffle around when Iām on a digital canvas. If my canvas is white, I havenāt filled it, and if I havenāt filled it, Iām not done. When drawing digitally I must make a complete piece of art. In my little notebook, I can justā¦ do stuff.
So. Well.
I did stuff! Iām not satisfied with how most of this looks, but drawing with a pencil and paper limits my ability to endlessly tweak my work. Sure, itās not perfect. But Iām forced to acknowledge itās not bad. I drew something and it wasnāt perfect and I simply live with that. It feels silly to call this an exercise, but for me it was. And this exercise was the most fun Iāve had whilst drawing in a while.
So, this is just your reminder to be a little more lax with yourself. Have fun!!! The world is too shitty to be caught up on imperfections in the hobbies you indulge in completely voluntarily for nothing but your own enjoyment!!!