#bursonaverse

Phantombur's wings are obviously ruffled and twitchy and his teal freckles flash occasionally on indigo skin, the only lasting effect of his breakdown a few hours ago. He tries to ignore it and smiles at Wilby.

Uh, h-hiya Wilby! I was just wondering why you blush purple and not a more natural skin tone blush?

He realises that might sound a little offending and shakes his head at himself, muttering for a moment.

Sorry-I didn't mean it like that...I-I just haven't seen someone do that before. It's quite a nice colour though! Like when it turns dusk and the orange bleeds out of the sunset and is replaced by the purples and blues of the night!

Phantombur smiles again, his tail twitching.

Hello there . !

A completely natural question . .

So , although my skin is quite pale, it does have a slight green tint .

And my blood is a dark purpleish blue ?

So . . I guess the colors combine to make purple

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When I blush . .

Now that I think about it , it is quite strange . .

Uh um hi 👋

Phantombur looks up and his eyes widen and pupils dilate immediately. He hasn't seen Sienna in so long, but their presence has his tail immediately wagging and a happy trill to escape his mouth.

S-Sienna! Hi fledgling, how are you doi-

Bur stops and stares at their wings, seeing that the colour of the feathers has changed. He immediately recognises the feather and colour pattern from his lessons about avians from his father as a child.

You're...You're a SHRIKE?! Oh my god that's so cool little one! When did this happen?!

Ju stood up and stretched a little, he's been wearing the same clothes for weeks now, and decided to change them just because they were going somewhere else. She pretty much grabbed the first thing he saw on the closet, a hoodie with red strings and some other red details, and a pair of black jeans.

She went to the bathroom and got changed, not bothering to shower, but bothering enough to put on some deodorant. Ju picked up her guitar and placed it on its case, her eyes glaring at a folder next to the case.

He shook his head and sighed, she would worry about him later, he grabbed her phone and left the apartment.

They went to the direction they were given, it was far from his house, but he decided to go walking. He got there at 9:01 AM. She sighs, accomodates her glasses, takes a deep breath, coughing a little in the process, and walks in.

"Hello. . ?"

Ju says when they walk in, her voice was quiet, as they were still unsure if this would be a good idea. She wondered if her physical aspect was good, she hoped they weren't. . . shadowing a little.

¡Dejame salir del sótano!>:[

He was trying to use his laptop in peace, but that kid yelling from the basement was getting on his nerves, she was way more annoying in real life than on Tumblr. He got finally annoyed enough to leave his laptop aside (which had part of the screen broken) and went over to the basement.

"¿No te podí callar un rato?"

He said, showing a big level of annoyance in his voice, he stared at the kid with somewhat of a menacing look.

just a suggestion, love♡

Well , ain't this funny . The last entry I wrote was on 6th (or maybe 7th ?) of this month , and Uh . I'm not good at telling time apart , how could I when the dates just feel so . Blurry ? But well , I digress — I hadn't taken my anti psychotics for so long , and I hadn't realized until the nausea had me passed out at work . . Thankfully , no co - worker of mine saw me . They all walked by , thinking that I was just asleep on my desk , and although the thought that people can just pass by when I'm like That . . Kinda stings . It's Whatever , it's fine . I should have learned my lesson a long time ago that people are not keen as they seem ; because if they had , I think they would have noticed a long time ago my cries for Help . My desperation . My

Ah , No . No . no . Now , that's selfish . I am not entitled to that kind of attention and I don't deserve that kind of attention , I feel . And I shouldn't try to rely on people for that either , I shouldn't rely on people too hard because they're not as trustworthy as they say they are , and Well , I don't want to hurt more than I have alreadybhurt . Anyways , anti - psychotics Right . God bless my therapist for beingbso patient with me ; I have no idea as to why she hasn't given up on me yet , especially since I missed so many sessions and I haven't taken much of my medication lately either so I have so much to make up for . Hm

On my first night after a long time of taking anti - pscyhotics . The side effects feel just as heavier than it did before though , now I feel like there's a literal something weighing down my eye lids , because with each second I breath in , I find myself dozing off . The nausea hasn't gotten away completely either – so I'm not sure why I'm feeling that way either . Actually thinking about it , I always feel that a Lot ever since I came back into existence . Comes in waves but it's usually bearable So i dont know Why Everythtigg's aching , I don't know why it hurts to moce a lot i mena it usually is but It feels more Painful it hurts the throbbing I can feel it Down mg Legs

the air fele sHumid i think i think I thrink I think I deserve abit of rest maybe Lay down for a Little while on my bed perjaps . . Something scarss me though , my therpaist wants to administ e r anti depressants as soon A sI get used to anti pscyhotics but Honestly ?? Id dont know if I want to take more medicine if this is how I feel rigtht now i hope aftee a bit of rest I will be ready for the job interview in Thee days god i need that job now that theres one person a d a pet sheep in my house Now