#buggytheclown

Buggy’s an accidental yearner. His eyes always following you when you pass him by, trailing over your body and memorizing the way you walk as if it’s the last time he’ll ever get to acknowledge it. It's accidental in the way that he's unaware of the softness that overtakes his gaze when he looks at you for too long. His lips pursing just barely as he admires you from afar while thoughts of what the two of you could be swim in his mind.

It’s almost too quick the way his gloved hands jolt out to grab you. One pushing on your shoulder and the other gently gripping your waist as he pulls you more toward him instead. Disregard everything you’re doing and just look at him the same way he looks at you for just the slightest second. Give him any sign that you think of him even a fraction as fondly as he thinks of you. Give him more ammunition for his deranged fantasies of you. Let him daydream of you forever, if only you'd love him with the same intensity. If only you'd look at him instead of whatever it is you always seem to be preoccupied with.

It’s almost pathetic how his eyes stare into yours after he forces you to look at him, one of his hands gripping your jaw and ensuring you're close. There’s a desperate plea held deep within him as if he’s silently begging you not to leave him. Just stay and let him hold you a while. Let him just sit in this horrific feeling of need and desire until you leave him again to be distracted with something else. It disgusts him how little attention you give him at any given moment and if he had it his way, you'd never look at anything other than him ever again. If your eyes weren't so beautiful he might've considered blinding you so that you truly could never look at anything else. So that he was the last thing you saw before going blind. Oh, how he'd love to be the freshest memory in your mind for the rest of eternity. But he could never dream of doing something like that to you.