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I love bloodymary but I think we should start doing more. Ava and Stratt (overworked captains who would love the trolley problem), Jack and Rocky (one of them could teach the other how to survive radiation poisoning), David and Carl (just some fuckin guys who were there). I Need More.
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Weird / random signs of pain I show as a person with chronic pain who’s long been desensitised to it:
- Changes in breathing
- Sudden vocal stimming or being unusually quiet, especially if moving or trying to do something (I don’t know why but I seem to have two modes)
- Zoning out / ‘not paying attention’
- Sudden and drastic drops in energy
- Odd / stiff posture
- Focusing intensely on a distraction, even if it’s ‘inappropriate’ like taking my phone out mid conversation
- Stretching a lot
- Tilting my head downwards and staying there (I do this more with nausea though. I don’t know why I do this)
- Slight trembling
- Freezing up and going blank
- Acting ‘rude’ or ‘unacceptably’, loss of ability to mask and do social norms
- Talking to it overly casually. Like ‘oh okay’ or ‘sure I guess’
- Harmful stimming, like dislocating my fingers or scratching my skin hard
Feel free to add yours if you want, I’m curious to see if other people are similar or not.
Ryland Grace PHM using a cane for his disordered joints at the end of the book he’s so me <3
Nothing like sitting there while your doctors google your medical conditions because they’ve never heard of them before they turn to you and confess they’ve ‘never had a patient with xyz before’ (this has happened every time I see any doctor or nurse for anything without fail) (I have single-handedly educated several people).
Big fan of how the very hungry caterpillar starts out with the caterpillar eating fruit like a normal caterpillar but then it just devolves into insane shit that should poison any caterpillar for no apparent reason
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Me: where did all my corn go?
The suspicious corn-eating alter in the back of my head beaming the memory of eating all the corn at 2am at me:
Holy shit the backrooms movie healed me. Especially this scene. I did NOT understand what my therapist meant by ‘victim mentality’ until I watched this movie because I thought that thinking something like that would be victim blaming and abusive of me. I was not expecting this to happen to me in 2026 but holy shit Mary’s monologue here is articulating exactly how I felt. Wish I knew this sooner.
https://youtube.com/shorts/3R-hWnoFyYM?si=pXDgd978qqtfvkR4
Man that post birthday party clarity hits hard 😭 (sister’s birthday not mine). Though half of that was written anywhere between a month and a day ago so.
