#buckybarnes&reader

Tony was completely against the idea of having him at the tower but ever the faithful friend Steven had convinced him to let him stay on a trial basis. Bucky quietly observed everyone like he was assessing them, learning their weaknesses and strengths, that is is until his gaze had settled upon you. Soon his calculating gaze turned to one of genuine curiosity. You walked up to him and extend your hand.

“Hi Sergeant Barnes, I’m Y/N ” you introduced yourself.

He glanced at Steven unsure but Steve gave him a small smile and nod.

“Nice to meet you, it’s actually just Bucky,” he said sadly.

“Well Just Bucky shall I show you around?” you offered with your brightest smile.

Bucky couldn’t help smiling back softly and nodded.

.”She’ll take care of you pal” Steve patted him on the shoulder.

“Just don’t let her cook for ya” Steve teased.

“Oh come on! You burn spaghetti once and you never live it down” you winked at him.

As you neared the end of the tour you noticed that Bucky had become visibly relaxed.

“And this is my room…” you said as you opened your door showing him your private sanctuary.

“This is where I come when things get a bit much, so you can always find me either here or the training room, I don’t sleep much so I’m also rambling around the compound” you explained bashfully.

“So if you need anything, someone to talk to or just need any company you know where to find me” you had informed him.

From that moment on you and Bucky had forged a strong relationship, he had become one of your best friends until the night of one of Tony’s infamous parties. You two had shared a slow dance and he finally admitted his feelings and when you told him you felt the same way he had crushed his mouth to yours.

It was coming up your one year anniversary and you had wanted to do something special for him, and you knew how he detested his arm and would have nightmares of what he had done so you decided to give him a reason to love the little red star, so you got one tattooed on your left hip.

When you arrive back to the compound you find Steve, Sam, and Bucky in the living room playing a video game. You smile as you see Bucky holding the controller and staring at the buttons, you gingerly join him kiss him on the cheek.

“Hey Doll, how was your trip with Nat?” he asked still staring.

“It was great” you inform him nuzzling into his neck only to jump when Sam whooped out loud.

“BOOM! I totally owned you” Sam jeered at Bucky who frowned in frustration.

You lean up and whispered into his ear which caused his frown to morph into a grin.

A few second later Bucky’s character finished Sam’s off in a brutal death, Sam looked at Bucky who grinned smugly.

“That’s cheating, you told him your secret move” Sam accused.

“It’s not cheating, it’s sharing intel Big Bird” you tease him and he rolls his eyes playfully.

Later that night you and Bucky getting ready for bed, he sleeps naked and while you usually sleep naked you had chosen a loose tank top and boy shorts tonight, your outfit choice didn’t go unnoticed by Bucky.

“Not that I’m complaining doll but why are you wearing clothes when you know I’m gonna just rip them off,” he said already grabbing the hem of your tank top.

“Not tonight Bucky, I’m exhausted,” you say fake yawning

“I’ve got something you’ll stay awake for” he grins mischievously biting at your neck.

His hands grab your hips which causes you immediate pain you cried out and stumbled back.

“Doll did I hurt you? Let me see” Bucky frowns and goes to inspect your hip.

“No honey I’m fine, you just stepped on my toe” you pouted playfully.

“I’m sorry baby,” he said and took you into his arms.

It had been 3 weeks since you and Bucky had sex, you ran out of excuses and he started growing distant, his attitude had gotten colder, he no longer laughed and joked with you and he started sleeping in a guest room. Your heart was breaking and you couldn’t understand why he was being that way. You expected him home from his latest mission tonight and you were finally clear to start having sex again.

Nat had helped you pick out the sexiest pinup outfit, you had curled your hair in giant waves and put a flower in your hair and slipped on a pair of fishnets with black patent leather pumps and arranged yourself on the bed.

Your eyes dropped and your head nodded before you checked the clock and it was 5 hours passed Bucky’s e.t.a, your heart shuddered for a moment fearing the worst.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y. can you tell me the status of the quinjet?” you asked the AI

“Of course Y/N, the quinjet is in the garage and has been there for the past 5 hours” she informed you.

“Thank you” you muttered.

You slowly stand to your feet and fight back the tears as you head to shower. Once you finished you changed into one of Bucky’s thin v-neck tops not bothering with underwear you curled on your side and felt your heart finally shatter as sobs wracked your body lulling you into a dreamless sleep.

You awoke to the sound of a drawer being shut, you pry one swollen eye open to see Bucky rummaging for something to wear, he was muttering something under his breath, he turned for the door when he noticed that you were awake.

Bucky opened his mouth to speak but quickly shut it when he noticed your appearance, you were pale your eyes dull but your beautiful curly hair framed your face which now held a hurt and confused expression.

“Is that my shirt?” Bucky asked

You simply nodded.

“Oh,” he stated.

You bring your knees up to your chest and hug them.

“Why have you been avoiding me Bucky?” you asked him.

“Excuse me?” he questioned.

“You’ve been avoiding me, something’s happened between us Bucky, you don’t laugh or play around with me. You sleep in another room and you didn’t tell me that you had made it back safely last night” you said your bottom lip quivered.

“I could ask you the same thing Y/N,” he said.

“I can’t even touch you without you pulling away...is there someone else?” you can hear the shift of the metal plates as his fists tighten.

“How dare you” you screamed launching yourself at him.

He caught you and tossed you back on the bed turning to leave.

“You really think I’m cheating on you, do you think so low of me?” you asked him hurt coating every word.

“You know I don’t, but what else am I supposed to think,” he said running his hands through his hair.

“It was supposed to be a surprise” you confess in a whisper.

“What:? What was supposed be a surprise?” he questioned softly.

You slipped his shirt over your head revealing your naked body to him, his eyes immediately take notice of the little red star at your hip, he dropped the clothes in his hands and immediately began crawling up your naked body stopping at your tattoo.

You cursed your body’s immediate reaction to his presence you began to shiver as he lightly traces the tattoo, his bright blue eyes look up at you.

“How long have you had this?” he asked his eyes full of wonder.

“3 weeks,” you tell him.

“This is why you’ve said No all this time, Doll why didn’t you tell me?” he presses a light kiss to the tattoo and you arch your back at the contact.

“I wanted it to be a surprise” you whimpered as Bucky continues kissing a trail up your naked body, pausing only to flick at your nipples with the tip of his tongue, you run your fingers through his hair.

“It definitely is a surprise” he purred before taking your lips in a sweet kiss before biting your lower lip slightly as he pulled away to push his pants off his hips and soon his naked body joined yours.

Bucky’s hands mapped out your skin.

“I’ve missed you so much” he mumbled against your lips.

Your hands trail down his back lightly scratch and you smirk as he arcs into your touch, you can feel him hard and ready, and after 3 weeks of waiting you were sure neither of you would last long, you opened your mouth to tell Bucky that you needed him when he slipped his metal hand between your legs, the cool metal slipping inside so easily.

“Bucky” you cry out in ecstasy throwing your head back, his lips find your pulse point and he begins to nibble while slowly massaging your engorged clitoris.

“Always so ready doll, it’s been pure misery not touching you, your body pressed up against mine as I make you scream my name so many times you forget your own” he grunted rolling his hips against the mattress desperate for some kind of contact.

You smirk and reach down and take him in your hand giving a few slow strokes grinning in victory as he lets out a sharp moan.

“You got something for me there soldier?” you whisper in his ear tugging the lobe with your teeth.

“Yes Ma’am” he grunts again thrusting his hips against your hand.

“Then show me” you challenged.

He pulled away to look you directly in the eye his pupils blow with lust.

“You’re gonna wish you never said that” he growls.

You were lost in your fourth orgasm when Bucky finally found his, thrusting up into you as slumped against his chest as violent aftershocks hit you.

“You still with me Doll?” he panted running his fingers through your now wet hair.

After finally rinsing the last of the dirt from your body you leave your curly hair to dry naturally and grab a thin sleep shirt foregoing underwear.

“F.R.I.D.A.Y. can you please dim my lights,” you ask the ceiling. “Certainly Y/N” confirmed the female voice.

You curled under the soft blanket of your bed and took a deep breath hoping to free your mind of the worry that consumed you. Your eyes had just drifted shut when a loud alarm began to sound.

“INCOMING” F.R.I.D.A.Y. stated.

You roll to your nightstand and grab your gun and cock it quickly, your door burst open quickly causing you to swing around and aim for the intruder, it was Bucky and he was breathing heavily, he slams the door shut and locks it.

“We’re surrounded, HYDRA has the whole place surrounded Y/N” Bucky yells out. “Bucky we have to fight,” you tell him Bucky walks up to your window and glances down, he turns to you to say something when the sound of breaking glass breaks the silence and something wet splatters your face, Bucky’s eyes widen as a trail of blood runs down his face, a bullet hole between his eyes and he falls limply to the ground. You touch your face and see that it was blood and brain matter that had sprayed your face.

“NO!!!!!!!!” you scream your voice cracking with emotion.

“NO!” you wail in anguish

Your door suddenly bursts open and you see a shirtless Bucky standing.

“Y/N!” he called.

Strangled whimpers come from you as your body uncontrollably shakes.

“Bucky” you cry out with your arms opened wide.

He wastes no time in taking you in his arms, he strokes your back and begins to murmur soothing words against your hair.

You hear the slap of bare feet slapping against the floor as the others run down the hall.

“Is she okay?” you hear a breathless Steve ask.

“Yeah, she’s just had a nightmare” Bucky answered.

“Bucky’s got this” Steve tells the others.

Once you and Bucky were alone he moves to stand up and you tighten your arms around him.

“I’m just going to close your door” he whispers, you nod reluctantly letting go.

You watched him gently close your door, and you tried not to notice the muscles of his body work as he walked back toward you.

“Scoot over” he murmured with a quirk of his head.

You scoot back and lay your head on the pillow waiting for him to climb in beside you, he pulls you into his arms once again, he moves your head to his chest so that you can hear the steady beat of his heart.

But it wasn’t bringing the comfort it should’ve, you needed more. You needed to feel his skin to reassure you he was really there.

“Bucky” you whispered “Yeah Doll?” he looked down at you.

“Touch me,” you say.

Bucky’s brow furrowed before he took a deep breath through his nose.

“I am,” he said stroking your back. “No Bucky, I need you to touch me, I need to feel that you’re real” you confess before biting your lip as a fresh wave of tears threatens.

“Are you sure?” he asked.

You slip your shirt over your body giving him the only answer he needed, his lips met yours in a tender loving kiss, his fingers tucking a loose curl behind your ear, you pulled his pants down over his hips and lightly stroked his half hard length.

He brings you closer to his body, his kiss taking on a desperate need, he rolls you underneath him and tilts your chin so that you look at him.

“I’ve been dreaming of this moment for so long” he confessed a slight blush on his cheek. You smile despite the fear that had previously filled you.

“So have I” you reply.

He lowered his body to fully cover yours, the feel of his skin against yours bringing the comfort you were so desperate for, the wild beating of his heart against your chest letting you know that he was real and the love he had for you was real. The cool metal of his left hand causing you arch into his touch.

He worshiped your body with his mouth, his fingers rubbing slowly at your now soaked folds, you whimper for a new reason now, your teeth clamped around your bottom lip as he gently inserts his fingers into you, your tight walls hug his fingers and he groans.

“You’re so tight Doll” he presses a kiss to your neck.

His fingers move in and out at a languid speed playing you like an instrument, each stroke hitting a new note of ecstasy until you were falling apart with a cry of his name.

He laces his fingers with yours as he thrusts inside you, Bucky shook as he tried to restrain himself.

“I could stay here forever” he muttered.

You bucked your hips letting him know that you were ready, his movements were slow at first, he was letting you feel every inch of him. You wrapped your arms around his neck pressed your body against his as his hips sped up.

“Bucky” you moaned.

“Y/N” he grunted. Your release slammed through you and you grabbed Bucky’s face and kissed him passionately breaking away only when your lungs screamed for air.

“I love you” you blurted out as the final wave hit you. And with a strangled gasp Bucky followed, a few weak thrusts and he slumped against you once he regained his breath he looked at you with wide eyes, you opened your mouth to say something when he pressed a swift kiss to your lips. “I love you too Y/N. I always have” he grinned before bringing you to his side.

“Sweet Dreams Doll,” he said pressing a kiss to your forehead.