#bubblethoughts

After I finish my labs tonight I should post pictures of my adventures on the cobblemon smp :0 I can show off the model I made too!!! And my character’s story!!!

Basically the “lore” of the server is more or less:

Welcome to Inovu(I think) region here is a city and a trainer school and there will be gym leaders occasionally (save me there hasn’t been one for like a month I NEED to battle a player with set team levels please) and you can buy things from npcs at the main city but I don’t cause you can technically just craft them… I feel like they should sell rare items like wishing stars to make power spots THATS THE LAST GENERATION GIMMICK IM MISSING PLEASE-

Anyways I THINK there’s an evil team because one of the npcs in a skyscraper is selling things for way too much and I think the plot might be that the big corporation is trying to choke out the smaller cheap chain that my friend somehow is the CEO of I think? I accidentally fell off the roof of that skyscraper when snooping so I hope I didn’t traumatize the clerk too bad but I’m a ghost Pokemon(kinda) so I’m light and was fine (thank you feather falling 4)

Nether got opened and I killed a wither and summoned a mewtwo but during the wither battle I realized my Pokemon were more than a match for it which gives me an Evil Idea…

If you put Pokemon in the pasture blocks where they will free roam they can still attack mobs to defend you. I think their damage scales with their level as well. Legendary Pokemon can be caught at level 60-70 and a full team of level 60 Pokemon took out a wither before I could even get to it 😭

If I can release a line of legendary Pokemon in some bunker I can essentially farm withers. Create’s in the game too and if I’m not mistaken you can mass store milk? And I thiiiiink distribute it in bulk…? I’ll figure it out. If I can make a machine to cure the wither effects (I’m pretty sure those can be countered with milk) I can reduce the damage they take and increase the star production…

I’ve been afraid of heights; maybe not when I was little but I am now. A theme park is a place I feared excitedly. It’s a good mix of rides that I can do and the ones I won’t even land a single foot on. But then I suddenly felt like I was on a terrible ride by just looking at a ride I would not want to be in.

I never thought it was even possible to dream while your awake, and same with experiencing reality in your dreams. Can you even imagine how’s it like? I know. It’s when you just closed your eyes and in a snap it’s like your watching you’re whole day in replay right before your eyes- your eyes that we’re meant to be resting & yourself sleeping. You be the actor, and you be the audience. It’s when you’re eating lunch and suddenly forgot what day it is and if you were even there that moment. Sounds crazy, but it’s true. 

It’s virtual reality. Getting a taste of the actual thing when it’s not even there. All seemed real, until you realize that it all really was. Nothing you fear can kill you I say. It may kill you for a time but you carry on and thrive. You  survive because you believe you are strong. You are strong therefore all the things that come your way will be just like watching ants marching in your entertainment and crushing them one by one when you feel like it. 

Probably it’s a thief in the night, or perhaps something you fear or just some plainly awful thing. Whatever or however it is hanging around there, all I can say is that you just have to keep yourself focused and sane to find out.

How do you even start telling yourself that “Hey it’s just a bad dream!” or anything like “Come on you gotta face your fears.” when really, something doesn’t seem so real. Slowly and cautiously you take the “A” way and soon notice that reality starts seeping into your soul, your thoughts- overall your current self. 

How do you handle fragile things that made you bleed? some fragile stuff that you’ve kept for a long time, that fragile thing that you value. 

How is a word. How holds a lot of questions that begs for an answer, where some answers you yourself can’t even give meaning to. How do you answer how?